Chapter 18: Tumbling Memories
Xiao Chun jumped and walked back, today's mood is really hungry, the woman who hated it before is actually not so annoying, although, when we meet in the future, we will still be a stranger! However, it is also good to have such an experience!
I saw Lixiang waiting at the door from afar, and rushed over happily, as if she was a little daughter who was spoiled by her mother again, in fact, Lixiang was in her memory, and she was both a sister and a mother.
"Where have you been? Gesang said that you went out, but I don't know where you went, do you know how worried we are about you? There was a strange look in Rika's eyes.
"Sister, it's me who is not good today, but aren't I coming back? I promise, there won't be a next time! Then Xiao Chun almost hung on Rika's arm, brazenly coquettish.
"You!" Rika's fingers tapped Xiaochun's eyebrows, and her eyes were full of doting.
"Let's go, let's go, sister, let's go back, I'm hungry!" As far as I know, this trick is always the best for my sister, every time my sister will forgive her, it's good to have a sister, she's much happier than Junluo! Fortunately, she is not the eldest daughter in the family, otherwise, she would definitely be like Junluo, who carries so much on her body every day and is so tired.
Sometimes, she saw that Junluo was so busy that his feet didn't touch the ground every day, and her heart felt sorry for him.
"You glutton! Let's go! He took Xiaochun's hand and left.
The backs are so harmonious, they are such good sisters!
After dinner, Gesang waited for Xiaochun to fall asleep and left.
I closed my eyes happily, I will definitely have a good night's sleep tonight, after all, today is the most emotional thing these days, and I am really so happy, without the joy of pretending in front of my relatives.
However, it never occurred to her that tonight was the beginning of all her nightmares, the source of future suffering.
"Don't, don't ......" A woman wrapped in white satin fell to the ground, there were a lot of tear stains on the dry ground, and there was a man with a black body standing not far from her, but there was no expression on the man's face, and anyone who saw such a woman with pear blossoms and rain would not be indifferent to it, but that man was like that, as if everything had nothing to do with him.
The woman covered in white satin crawled on the ground with difficulty, leaving a trail of blood where she had crawled, but it was not as glaring as the bloody tears she had left on her cheeks.
"Why do you want to leave, why don't you tell me to leave? What ...... for" heart-rending shouts, such sadness, what kind of thing can make a woman so desperate, desperate that she let out such a low roar.
Then, as soon as the camera flashed, the picture disappeared, and then in a prosperous and blooming place, in a large sea of flowers, a man in white gently hugged a woman in a light pink dress, the woman smiled cleverly in his arms, such a scene, so unhappy!
Then, the picture changed again, she was standing on the shore at the edge of a large blue water, but the sea water slapped on the dress at her feet, her fingertips dripped drop after drop of blood, and her face was full of pale smiles, and the smile was so ironic.
Similarly, the blackened man was still not far from her, but this time, his face was no longer unmoved, this time, there was a trace of unbearability in the corners of his eyes, but that little bit of unbearability did not last long before it disappeared.
With a pale smile on his face, he put away the little distressing smile and said a distressing word between his lips and teeth.
"For what?" Even though there are a thousand words in my heart, but only this one sentence is asked, and perhaps at this time, any words are not as direct as this sentence.
The man's Adam's apple moved, and he was originally going to do something, but after all, the Adam's apple moved, and he couldn't say anything.
"Huh...... For such a long time, whether you are only using it for me, it seems that my companionship is not as good as an animal, even if it is a pet, there should always be feelings for so long! But what I didn't expect was that I was nothing more than that for you! Ha Lu Ha ...... So much for! Finally this time, her emotions collapsed, and all the grievances she had been aggravating these days exploded.
However, the man on the other side was still indifferent to her outburst!
Finally, the woman despaired, with a desolate smile on her beautiful face.
"Good! Good! Good! Since this is what you want, then, it will be done for you today! The moment she said this, the woman raised her left hand, which had been bleeding, and the blood of the last hand kept flowing, as if she was about to bleed the last drop of blood.
The man's hand was raised slightly, but only a little amplitude, and then he put it down, and after the last moment, his hands naturally drooped at his sides, his fists were clenched tightly, and the green tendons on the back of his hands burst out, you can imagine how much he struggled in his heart.
However, the woman on the other side didn't know all this!
The last picture is gone, and the female ** on the bed is sweating, as if she is having a nightmare.
That's right, everything before was Xiaochun's dream, the nightmare that tormented her for ten years before, each time it was just the beginning of the plot, and this time, it was the most detailed scene in ten years.
"For what!" With a shout, Xiao Chun woke up from her dream all of a sudden, I don't know if it was because her movements were too big or the voice she woke up was too frightened, in short, she woke up and slept next door to Gesang.
Gesang hurriedly ran over, still wearing the innermost middle coat.
Asked Xiao Chun in a panic.
"Second Miss, what's wrong with you, don't scare me, Second Miss......" Gesang also cried, no matter if the second miss was smiling in front of her or really happy in front of her this month, but it hadn't been like this.
At this moment, she was so desperate, and there was no sparkle in her eyes! Looking at such a little chun, Gesang's heart throbbed for a while, how she hoped that the simple young lady she saw for the first time would come back, that was what her second miss should be the most existent.
"For what? What are you ...... for" Xiaochun just said these three words over and over again, as if she no longer had the sense of the outside world.
"Second Miss, Second Miss......" Gesang also cried with her, looking at the tears rolling down her cheeks, her heart really hurt!
If I could, I would like to be able to bear your pain!
But, bear your pain, suffer from you! Not everyone can do it, and not everyone can make anyone do it!
"Why did he do that to me? For what? This time, Xiao Chun finally reacted, but what he said was roaring.
"Can you calm down, calm down?" She's just a girl. Moreover, she had never encountered such a situation, and she didn't know what to do.
"Gesang, are you telling me okay, tell me why she doesn't want me anymore?" asked in horror, grabbed Gesang's arm tightly, and grabbed Gesang's pain painfully.
However, at such a time, she can't care so much!
"No one doesn't want you, Second Miss, you are so simple, everyone will like you, even if you are a person who doesn't know you, when you see such a simple and lovely you, you will like you from the bottom of my heart, so, Second Miss, don't think too much, okay?" Gesang said these words, and finally, Xiaochun leaned on Gesang's arms and quieted down, and he didn't say those inexplicable words in his mouth, but just leaned quietly in Gesang's arms.
"Gesang, thank you!" Leaving Gesang's embrace, she looked at Gesang with tears that had not dried her eyes, she raised her head slightly, looked at Gesang, and then gently pulled out a smile that was even more ugly than crying.
"Second Miss, it's good that you're okay!" Gesang said.
"Gesang, I want to be quiet for a while!" Xiao Chun hugged her legs with her arms, rested her chin on her knees, and buried her cheeks slightly, so her voice sounded a little muffled.
Gesang hesitated for a while, and then left slowly, and when he walked out of the house, it seemed that Xiaochun had been going for a while, and he was not at ease when he left.
Xiao Chun sat quietly, and after the most reluctance, she seemed to have exhausted all her strength, and suddenly fell on the bed, bent down deeply, curled up her body, just like a baby in the mother's posture, and now she is so uneasy.
That's why I use this posture to protect myself!
The tears had stopped, but this time they were pouring back; Crystal tears filled his eyes, as if they were about to fall at any moment.
Xiao Chun tried hard to keep her eyes open and not let the tears fall, but the discomfort in her eyes made her tears finally fall.
I thought it was just a coincidental nightmare, it had been so long, although it was a nightmare that had plagued me for ten years, but it had not been a nightmare for several months, just when I had forgotten the feeling of such a nightmare.
The familiar suffocating pain came again, and this time, more violently than any before, for she knew so much, and now she knew that the woman covered in white satin was herself!
It's just that, all this time, she didn't understand and didn't know who that man was!
It's just that there is a strong premonition in her heart, that is, that man must be a man she is familiar with, it must be, but now, she still doesn't know who that person is.
Those fragments of dreams, those memories of the past, are just broken memories for her now, and she doesn't even know whether it is her past life or this life!
Fragments of memory, even if they are pieced together, they are nothing more than broken memories!
No matter how it rolls, it's still a broken memory!