Chapter 19: Willing to Forget

That night, Xiao Chun maintained that posture until dawn.

In the morning, it was time for Xiaochun to get up every day, but today's Gesang did not go to wake Xiaochun up, she knew that what happened last night, the second miss needed time to heal her heart.

However, so long has passed, and the second lady has not come out yet, Gesang can't help but be a little worried! However, after hesitating for a long time, I still didn't go in, and there are some things that I still have to figure out by myself!

She was still curled up, she hadn't moved all night, and now, her whole body had become numb because of that posture, and even if she moved, there was a kind of discomfort.

However, she still endured the discomfort caused by such an action.

After sitting on the edge of the bed, she rubbed her numb legs with her hands, and when she felt better, she walked to the bronze mirror with her uncomfortable legs.

The woman in the mirror, her eyes were dull, and there were obvious tear stains on her face, which kind of familiar and unfamiliar pain hit again last night, the woman in the mirror held the position of her heart tightly, there, it hurt!

At the end, there was a hint of charm on her face, this smile, followed by the smile left by the woman in her dream was so similar, extremely sad, desperate, as if nothing could no longer arouse her heart to take a string, that string to survive.

The numbness in his legs had all disappeared, and he stood up suddenly, walked to the side of the stool where the dress was placed, and picked up the light pink dress, this color, this color was so similar to the dress worn by the woman in the happy scene of the dream.

Perhaps, that woman is herself, or her past life, or the past she has forgotten?

Forgot? Past?

Could it be that the memories of the ten years I lost have something to do with the dream that has been haunting me?

No! No! I hope not, if so, then, she has a terrible idea in her heart, that is, that man is Meritus!

Meritus? It's been a long time since I've seen him, and at this moment, when I mention him, I really want to see him, I really want to think about it!

In a panic, he put on his clothes, his hair was not in a bun, he wore his hair, and when he opened the door and was about to leave, he saw the people outside the door, and he was immediately frustrated, and he couldn't do anything except wide-eyed.

In Xiaochun's room, Gesang stood behind her, in front of her was a bronze mirror, Gesang was taking care of her hair in the back, Gesang was meticulous and careful, as if he was afraid that if he got her hair, it would make her hurt.

The woman facing the mirror, without the slightest expression, sat a gentle woman not far from the two of them, at least, her posture sitting there was gentle, but the fierceness and worry in her eyes could not be ignored.

The last strand of hair was fastened to a beautiful bun by Gesang's skillful hands.

"Miss, it's done!" Gesang didn't say it to Xiao Chun, but turned around and looked at the gentle woman behind him.

"Gesang, go down and get us some snacks, okay?" Although it is a question, it still has momentum.

"Yes!" Retreated, leaving all the space to the two sisters.

No one spoke first, and at the last time, Rika sighed, walked to Xiao Chun's side, stretched out her hand, and gently touched the bun she had just made.

"Gesang, this girl, it's still good to pull her hair in a bun, in the future, let her always follow you!" The same gentle voice.

"Keep Gesang? So, sister, what about my order? What about my order? Although Ling Yu personally ordered her to be driven away, after all, it was ten years of companionship, how could it be said that there was no more, one day, I still hope that she can return to her side.

"Do you still want Lingyu back? Have you forgotten what she did some time ago? Rika was a little angry, that girl must have some ulterior identity, and her body must not be simple.

"I know that he wasn't with me when I had an accident, and that's not what a girl should do, but we don't have any evidence that she did something to hurt me, do we? So, we can't easily blame her, can we? Sister ...... "Xiao Chun almost pleaded.

"Alas...... "What is her sister like, how could she not know the way, from the moment she opened her mouth to say this, she never had the luxury of expecting Xiaochun to do things according to her own will.

"I just said to stay with Gesang, I didn't say that I wanted to get rid of Lingyu, she can still stay, but Gesang also has to stay, on weekdays, you only have one Lingyu here, and sometimes, she can't be busy alone after all, this is the reason why I want Gesang to stay!" Rika replied that it was the only way she could get along with her to get the best of both worlds.

"I guess I don't have a reason to choose, do I?" Xiao Chun also replied with a smile, how could she not understand what her sister meant, and in the same way, she also understood her sister's good intentions.

"Xiaochun, can you tell me now, you just wanted to go there?" Rika wrapped her arms around Chun's shoulders and let Chun's body lean on her body.

"Sister......" The low voice was full of sadness, and there was no momentum just now.

"You want to find Meritus, right?" Xiao Chun's thoughts, she can still guess now.

"Sister, you ......"

"You are my sister, how could I not know the way!" A deep sigh.

"Gesang said, you had a nightmare last night, can you tell me what you dreamed about?" Rika's gentle voice seems to be dripping water.

If it was before, Xiaochun would definitely smile and say to Lixiang: Sister, you are so gentle, if anyone marries you, he must be the happiest man!

However, now she is no longer in this mood!

"Sister ......" In front of her relatives or in front of the person who knows her best, Xiaochun couldn't bear it anymore and cried.

"Last night's dream, it was terrible...... I saw some messy debris, I don't know who the man in the road is, but I saw the woman, exactly like me, and I was scared, although I didn't know who the man was, but I was so scared...... I'm afraid she's Meritus if...... What should I do if he is Meritus? ”

Xiao Chun threw herself into Rika's arms, so she didn't see the fear that flashed in Rika's eyes when she heard her say this dream.

"I felt the despair of that woman, she was so sad, as if she had given up all her beliefs, and she no longer had the courage to live!"

"Sister, I'm so scared, that woman is me, those dreams, I always feel so real!" Xiao Chun said what was in his heart, and immediately felt a lot better.

"Xiaochun, it's okay, it's just a dream, don't be afraid, I'll accompany you, don't be afraid, you still have ours!" Rika comforted Xiaochun, but how much credibility did she have when she said these words? Hehe...... These words, even she herself will not believe it, because, the events of those ten years are embedded in her mind like a nightmare, although Xiaochun has been erased from her memory, but her relatives, father, mother, and she are all insiders, although that man is indeed different from before, but, everything has an accident!

"Really? That woman isn't me? "The teary-eyed look is distressing.

"Really!" Rika sighed inwardly.

If, ten years ago, she had looked at Xiaochun well, then she would not have experienced some sadness and despair, speaking of which, there is still some fault for her, which she couldn't make up for with no amount of love later.

Xiaochun was finally quiet for a while, but she still hugged Lixiang's slender waist tightly, and suddenly found that her sister had become thinner, and her waist had become slender.

In the past month, because of her own affairs, she has forgotten to care about the people around her, and she has forgotten that she still has relatives by her side.

"Sister, how did you become so thin?" This is the first word of concern for her relatives she said in the past month, Rika Zhilu said, this matter is over, but, for what can't let her lovely sister live with peace of mind, she just let go of the things of a month ago, and now she remembers a dream that she hasn't remembered for a long time!

How long will God torture her?

"I'm fine, I look good when I'm thin, and in the future, I can eat and drink with confidence, right?" The topic has shifted appropriately.

"Sister, you're not fat at all, really!" Xiao Chun said innocently.

"Xiaochun, those unhappy things, let's forget them together, I also had unhappy pasts, but, I locked those times in the depths of my heart, I don't often remember those, so, I live much easier than you, since, those are unhappy things, then let's lock them up!" It can be regarded as advice, but how can she never forget that in the dead of night, she often opens those memories, tears open her bloody wounds with her own hands, and at dawn, she stitches up those wounds that can't be known to others, and tries hard to pretend that she is actually very happy.

"Sister, what you said, I know everything, those unhappy things that affect the mood, I am willing to forget, but there are some things that you can't forget if you want to!" Xiao Chun's tone was low.

In fact, in everyone's heart, there is a corner that cannot be explored by anyone!

"Alas, I hope you can understand that it is best for you to come out as soon as possible!" Rika said that she couldn't really understand the pain in Xiaochun's heart and her persistence, but who could understand the pain and longing in her heart?

In those memories that you are willing to forget, everyone has their own stubbornness!

However, when those stubbornness can be spread out into the sun, then, does it mean that those memories that are willing to forget can be forgotten! At that time, it was either willing, or voluntary!