Chapter 27: Let Me Be Selfish for All
Ling He looked at Junhua, and nodded.
"I accept it, Childe, in the future, I will understand my duty!" Ling He said that although on the surface, she seemed to let go, but he knew that this girl, she still needs a while to really let go!
has already made it clear, time, naturally, is also a stage that must be passed, I just hope that she will not drill in this horn tip for too long.
"Alas...... Xiaohe, let's go back! "Since her mother was forced to leave, Junhua has never called her by this name again, and now she calls her so kindly.
Ling He smiled, it was the kind of smile that came from the bottom of her heart!
This long-lost name may be the lubricant for a somewhat stiff relationship between them.
"Well, Childe, let's go back!" Ling He said, this sentence "Little Lotus" undoubtedly pulled the distance between them, Ling He stood up and handed his hand to Junhua, Junhua looked at it, and then, he also put his hand on it, with a smile on his lips, now they seem to be so happy when they were young.
Ling He worked hard, Junhua stepped forward, and then, Junhua stood up, because after resting for a while, his face recovered a little, at least, it didn't look so pale!
"Brother, I'm tired, can you take me home with you?" Ling He tilted her head and said, she looks like she was so cute when she was a child!
"Okay!" After Junhua agreed, he used his big hand to pull up Ling He's small hand, her hand is no longer as soft as before, because of the long-term reason for killing people with a knife, her hands are covered with thin calluses, although there is a little awkward to the touch, but there is a very real feeling, not so illusory.
The love in Ling He's heart can be put down for a while, it is fake, even she herself doesn't believe it, at this moment, what she thinks in her heart is: Childe, even if you don't like me, but, you can't stop me, for your thoughts, now, let me be selfish, since I am destined not to have your feelings, then, such an illusion, let me indulge it once, after all, such a thing will probably never happen again!
Junhua took Ling He's hand and held it tightly, naturally he wouldn't understand Ling He's heart!
Men, emotionally, will never have the delicacy of women!
In fact, in love, some people are always persistent and terrible, maybe when others ask, they will say: I love him, it has nothing to do with him!
However, the stupid woman never thought about whether her efforts were worth it, and those who were remembered could not live because of her silent dedication and the slightest gratitude? Most love, at its worst, is just the most ridiculous insistence.
Now Ling He is such a stupid woman, she thinks that his care and love is the pitiful love for herself, even if she understands better than anyone else in her heart that everything is not like that, it is all fake, but she just wants to deceive herself and indulge in her own fantasies.
Later, when everything becomes clear, will her heart disappear little by little like a snow hole under the bright sun!
These are all things in the future, she still has expectations in her heart, she expects that on the road in the future, the road of Junhua and Xiaochun will become more and more difficult, until they part ways! Although she knew that she might have another idea, she was unwilling to imagine it!
Because, this man is the man she has identified since she was a child, how can she let him go?
Now, he held his hand so carefully, in his big hand, she was like a treasure, was he really just a sister as he said to himself? But that brother would love his sister so much? Can she be selfish enough to think that what he said is a lie, just because of that plan, that woman is still useful to him?
However, she was too smart, she knew Junhua too well, and any idea about him, even if it was a lot of detours, she could still understand it so thoroughly, in the end, she had to admit that it was just an illusion that she had deceived herself.
So, since she doesn't want to admit it in her heart, but she has to understand, in the future, keep her careful thoughts in her heart and quietly rot! Don't let him bother with his own business anymore.
This is, what an extreme love, even if it is not love, then, it is also such a great brother and sister relationship, she would rather everything rot in her heart than let him have the slightest displeasure! If so, who can do it if it is someone else?
"What are you thinking?" Junhua realized Ling He's distraction, so he stopped and looked at her.
Ling He followed his arms and saw the tightly clasped hands, one belonged to him and the other belonged to hers, and continued to look up, and saw the man's thoughtful eyes, which were worried!
He's worried about himself! That's nice!
"I'm fine, I'm just wondering if I'll get something to eat when we go back in a while!" Linghe said, in fact, today is also a different day.
"We don't need to eat those things, but if you want to eat, I can buy them with you!" The demon clan also has streets that are like the human world, and there are all kinds of food that can only be found in the human world.
"Childe, don't you remember what day it is?" Ling He was a little disappointed, sure enough, he had forgotten about it!
"What day?" Junhua thought for a while, but finally didn't remember what kind of day it was.
"Childe, today is your birthday, your fifteen-fifty-one birthday!" Although he didn't remember it anymore, she remembered it so well.
One thousand five hundred and fifty-one years old, he is already so old, if it is the human world, then he has been reincarnated for several lifetimes!
Since his mother left, he has never had a birthday, although, when it was just the beginning, Linghe and Lingyu would also prepare for themselves, but, at that time, how could he be in such a mood? Every time, they left alone, until later, they were no longer preparing for their birthdays, and this time, it was the first time they mentioned it after those years.
"Birthday?" He seemed to be thinking about something, "Our life is too long, even I don't know how many years have passed since we grew to the end, in the human world, human life is only a few decades, so every birthday of their lives is so happy and happy, but this is probably meaningless for us!" Junhua said, in fact, he was afraid, afraid to remember the time when he had his mother by his side in his previous birthday, and those were the things he was most unwilling to face.
"But, Childe, have you ever thought that on such a day more than a thousand years ago, you were born in the expectation of your wife, so this is a different day, how sad will you make your wife? Childe, we live in this world, not only for ourselves, but also for the expectation of people who care about themselves, so don't live so lonely! Even if Madame is gone, you still have me and Lingyu, and now you have a Mo Xuechun, your unhappiness will make us all sad together! Ling He said, in fact, she was telling the truth, but she had only thought about it in her heart before, and this time, she said it in front of him for the first time.
"Little lotus?" Junhua never knew what she wanted in her heart, and she was a little surprised.
Ling He turned his head away and ignored him.
"It's time for us to go back!" Junhua said.
"Go back yourself! I'm going to find Lingyu, she is no longer Mo Xuechun's personal maid, and I won't be suspicious if I bring it back for a while! Ling He said angrily, when has Junhua ever seen such a woman, it's really interesting!
"In this way, it seems that on this year's birthday, I am going to be alone again!" Junhua said with a smile, he knew that in the next second, that woman was about to change.
"You...... What did you say? Ling couldn't believe it, why did he agree so easily?
"Didn't you say that this year's birthday is going to help me celebrate my birthday? Have you repented? Said with a smile.
"No...... No...... Civilization goes back! "Great, he agreed.
"Let's go!" Junhua had already let go of Ling He's hand, he walked away, and Ling He was still a little unable to come back to his senses, until he heard the person in front of him say, "Let's make my favorite braised lion head today!" Ling He hurriedly followed, is this the beginning of being able to get along well in the future?
"Childe, do you want Ling Yu to come back, she may not have celebrated her birthday with you for a long time, do you want to ......" Ling He kept saying, probably because she was in a good mood, and her words became more.
"No, she can't reveal her identity now." He said.
"Childe, do you want to let Mo Xuechun come over? She ...... with you."
"No need!" He continued.
"Childe, do you want to ......?"
Ling He followed behind Junhua and kept talking, Junhua realized that how could this woman say this, did she finish all the things she had said less before today, as if her previous words had never been so much!
Alas...... Women, she's really fickle!
Before, she was still crying, as if everyone in the world had bullied her, but at this moment, she seemed to be a person who had been beaten with chicken blood! It's too hard to serve, isn't it?
However, these are just small things, as long as the people around him are happy! This is his greatest wish for today's birthday!
Mother, will I be able to get my wish?
Meritus said to himself in the bottom of his heart, do you hope that happiness will last forever? What a luxury, but he still wanted it to happen!