However, what he didn't know was that when a person has chosen to give up one to save the other, the things he doesn't want to do, the damage he doesn't want to cause has already been done.

Perhaps in Junhua's cognition, he has always chosen one of the two, and he has not thought about it, that is, to tell the people he cares about but have to give up hurting what he wants to face, and then, let them face it together!

Maybe there's the best way to do it, and you'll end up having the best of both worlds! Even if she can't have the best of both worlds, she understands her, doesn't she?

Maybe Junhua's thinking is too extreme, in fact, he can't be blamed for all this, his living environment has created his such a character, if you really want to blame anyone, then resent the man who gave him life, but left their mother and son!

That, a man whose status in the demon world is not low!

Junhua's hand clenched tightly into a fist, that man, that irresponsible man, the man who left their mother and son, one day, he will take revenge and come back, let him also taste it, for so many years, they have suffered, he will return it a thousand times more! Definitely!

If Junhua's temperament will hate a person, then it must be the ultimate hatred, his temperament is destined that he will not easily believe in a person, and naturally he will not hate a person inexplicably, but once he hates it, then it is the kind of earth-shattering, and even can destroy all hatred!

It's just that at this time, Junhua has been blinded by hatred, and he even began to hate his own body, because he felt that his body was flowing with that person's blood, thinking of this, he would feel very uncomfortable, sometimes, the way he used to alleviate these was to use a knife to cut his skin little by little, so that the blood he hated flowed out little by little, and it was best to drain it out, so that he would be clean!

This is the reason why he hates himself, because he can't let himself have trouble, he still has to keep his body and life to take revenge on that man, and he has to save his life to save his mother, and now, he still has to keep his life, and being able to accompany Xiaochun for a while is a while!

Junhua leaned against the tree, the more he thought about these things, the more chaotic he became, the more depressed his heart became, his heart seemed to be unable to bear all this, he looked up at the sky, and let out a roar!

"Ah......h

He overlooked one thing, and that was that when he was in pain, there were those who cared for him, and their hearts ached because of his sadness!

In fact, in this world, no one is absolutely right or wrong, those so-called right and wrong, but everyone looks at things differently, the same, in Junhua's view, the man who left their mother and son should be cut with a thousand cuts, but, perhaps, in the man's view, he must have been forced to make such a decision, and his heart is also uncomfortable!

After Junhua roared, it seemed that he had used up all his strength, so he had to lean on the trunk of the tree weakly, if at this time, if anyone attacked him, then, he must have no way to live, his current appearance, even the little demon who had just transformed into a human form could kill him.

If it is really in the hands of a little demon who has only transformed into a human type, then he can be regarded as complete!

A wry smile came out of his mouth!

Junhua closed his eyes full of pain, as if all his strength had been exhausted, and he leaned weakly against the trunk of the tree, as if there was no more extra strength.

At the moment when he thought he was going to sleep, his right shoulder was touched by a hand, gently stroked, the breath of that person is familiar to him, even if he has no extra mental strength now, but, they are so familiar, more than a thousand years together, the familiarity between each other is naturally not low, those, are what she is proud of, even if it is the woman he cares about now, it can't replace those past, this, is it the only capital between her and him?

"Let's go back!" Knowing who it was, Junhua didn't say anything, because he might die in the next moment, but, fortunately, these are just what he thought.

"Childe, don't you do this, let's go back, okay? Even if you hate me, I beg you, don't torture yourself like this, okay? Ling He almost cried, how many years have he not cried, all these years, except for the lady who saved the lives of their sisters, but for the man in front of him to be sad and sad!

"Go back! I want to stay here for a while! Junhua said weakly, his heart seemed to be dead, those things that he had realized not long ago, and those memories that he had never dared to face before, had broken all the masks of his indifference, and now, his heart was like the nine-year-old boy who was trembling in the cave, waiting for his mother's return!

At this moment, all his coldness and hardness turned into glass, so fragile!

"Childe, I don't want to, I know that you still blame me, blame me for not treating that woman like that, but if, at that time, she broke in, how could your body withstand your own backlash? For what? You have to protect that woman for everything, you are like this, and so is Lingyu! The pain in Ling He's heart couldn't bear it anymore, and at this moment, because of such a man who didn't love himself in front of him, all his emotions exploded!

"That night, after you injured me, I stayed there, waiting quietly, I thought that you would be the same as before, although you hurt me, but you will not leave me, but that time, it is the only time, you left me injured." Ling He is still sad when she recalls those things.

"Wait until late at night, you didn't show up, I knew that you wouldn't come back, at that moment, I was already dead, but, the door, was pushed open at that moment, I thought it was you, I struggled to get up, but, it was Lingyu who came, I thought you didn't worry about me, so I let her come back, you must know that Lu Dao, she is the trump card of the queen!" Ling He took the hand on Jun Hua's shoulder, followed Jun Hua's example, and leaned on the trunk of the tree.

However, the first thing Ling Yu said when she saw me was to ask me why she wanted to hurt that woman, and she even slapped me! She also cried and said that that woman was the best person to treat her except Madame! Look! Ling Yu ignored my sister because of that woman, in this world, except for her future children, until now, I am the only person she is connected to by blood! Ling Yu's tears finally fell, and her choked voice was exchanged for a glance from Junhua.

Jun Hua opened his eyes, and he could see that the pain was still there, and then, the dark brow on his pale face was deeply furrowed, but after the last moment, he still did not speak.

"Since I was a child, my closest person, Mrs. left, you don't want me because of that woman, Ling Yu doesn't want to recognize me as a sister, it seems that in this world, the real lonely person is me!" Speaking of this, the corners of Ling He's lips had a strange smile, sad as the wind!

Finally, Ling He's complaint was exchanged for Junhua's side eyes.

Yes, the woman next to him grew up with him, and his mother at that time even wanted to live with this woman for the rest of his life, if his mother didn't have an accident, then, his life was probably like this, but those are just ifs.

In fact, no matter if there is a if or not, the fact that cannot be changed is that he has lost the woman around him, even if he has lost her, but she still follows him without regrets, even if she can't be exposed to the light, but all along, she has no complaints.

Junhua thought about it in his heart, and finally stretched out his right arm and took this woman who occasionally became fragile because of these things into his arms, she also needs to be comforted!

"Linghe, I'm sorry, some things have changed, then, there will be no going back!" Meritus said that this is the first time that these words have been said so clearly!

Ling He looked at Junhua with tears in his eyes, how could he be so ruthless? Can you be so careless about her old feelings? Is it because she is usually a strong woman? Was that why he thought she didn't need his response? You must know that no matter how strong she is, she is just a woman, a woman who needs to be hurt, and a woman who loves and needs to be responded to by someone she loves!

It's already pitiful that she's given so much and hasn't responded all the time, and now, he still has to tell her that she never stopped in his heart!

What could be more heart-wrenching than such words?

"Childe, if Madame hadn't been forced to leave, and we had been living in that place all along, would your heart leave me a little place?" Ling He wanted to do the last struggle, but she forgot that sometimes, when those veils were lifted, she would only be hurt more severely.

"Alas...... Linghe, sometimes, you are just too rational, so rational that you will always let yourself get hurt! Junhua said his opinion of Ling He, she is indeed such a woman.

"Even if my mother is not forced to leave, maybe I will follow my mother's idea and be with you, but, I think, even if we are together, I will not fall in love with you, to you, I am just family affection, I have always loved you and Lingyu as sisters-in-law! If nothing really happens, then I will probably never understand what love is for the rest of my life! Junhua said the truest thoughts in his heart, and the force on his right arm increased a few points, he probably hurt this woman, but Li Feiji was right before, if you don't love it, then don't leave her any thoughts, otherwise, the injury will be even more serious!

He said, then, for the rest of his life, he probably won't understand what love is!

How could he be so cruel? Even if you don't love it, can't you just treat it as a little fantasy for her? Why do you need to make everything so clear? Her heart hurts so much, even more so than being slapped by her own sister that night!

It seemed to her that everything was going on, and what could he veto lightly?

It seems that this is the difference between women and men in terms of how they look at emotional matters!

"Can't you say something nice to me? It's better to lie to me, at least then my heart will feel better? Ling He asked, maybe her heart was really dead, otherwise, she would never have asked this sentence.

"I'm sorry, Ling He, even if I can lie to you, but I can't lie to my own heart, and you have to know that if I lie to you now, then you will definitely have greater expectations in your heart, and at the end of the day, the moment all the lies are unraveled, you will be hurt to the extreme, so, long pain is better than short pain, Ling He, you are a smart woman, I know Lu Dao, you will definitely understand!" Junhua hugged Linghe and carefully stroked her dark hair, such warmth, but he was just a brother's concern and distress for her sister.

"I see!" Ling He, who was leaning on Junhua's shoulder, thought quietly for a while, and then said this sentence that could relieve her and make her feel distressed at the same time.

"Linghe, whether you accept it or not, I have to say a word, I'm sorry!" This matter can be regarded as solved! From now on, they will have a relationship like brother and sister.