"You're wrong, your mother didn't do anything." Chao Yu looked at Yu Wending and shook his head, "Although I stayed in Yueli and often met with your mother, she didn't say anything. She always said that your father never mentioned political affairs when he returned to the house, and the study was guarded by someone on weekdays, so she didn't have a chance to go in at all. also said that Na Xiaoxiao, as the main concubine, managed the princess in an orderly manner and set up a lot of rules, and it was impossible for him to know anything big. I knew she was making excuses, but I didn't force her. I told the emperor that this chess piece could not be used easily until the critical moment. ”

"Later, your father ascended the throne and made Bingruo the queen. I don't know if it's joy or sorrow. Your father loves her so much, at least I don't have to worry about Bingruo not being favored. But I also know that sooner or later, one day, my imperial brother will attack Yueli, and at that time, how should your queen mother choose, and what will happen to your father once he learns the truth? ”

"Therefore, although it is extremely painful to see that they love me, I have always insisted on staying in the Dark Night Valley, for fear that if something goes wrong, I can take Bingruo out in time." When Chao Yu said this, his hand unconsciously covered his heart, and his face turned a little pale, as if those memories made his heart ache.

"Suddenly, one day, your queen mother came out of the palace to find me. She knelt in front of me and told me she was pregnant, and she said, 'Growing up, I know that I'm your man.' It's my fault that I failed you. Before I didn't have this child, because of you, I would rather be a nail you planted next to Yuwen Aoli, and I would also like to be a spy that Jin Yaoguo planted in Yueli. However, after having this child, I just want to be a mother and be the mother of this child. I beg you, let me go, just let me be the most ordinary person. From then on, I never wanted to get involved in the dispute between these two countries, I just wanted my child to have a clean life. ’”

Yu Wending's eyes widened, it turned out that the queen mother had begged Chaoyu like this because of herself.

I looked at Bingruo who was kneeling in front of me, and for the first time I found that she really didn't have any affection for me. Even if I never forced her, she only felt that I was really waiting for the opportunity to use her to give your father and Yueli a hard blow. I was good to her, she could no longer see it, and she no longer believed it, in her heart, those were just my calculations, my calculations for Jin Yao's own glory and wealth. I just looked at her and didn't say a word, because I knew that it was useless for me to say anything. If Bing no longer believes in me, those days of relying on me and trusting me will never go back. I took her out of the Dark Night Valley to take her to take a good look at the world outside the valley, but I didn't think about it, but I lost her in the world outside the valley. ”

"I sat for a long time, and I didn't know when Bingruo left, until Wuwu came to call me for dinner, and I was very drunk. I haven't seen Bingruo since that day. A few months later, I was waiting for the news that she had given birth to you and that she had passed away. ”

"Queen Mother, I haven't done anything!" When Yu Wending heard this, he secretly breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, and also had a little more admiration for his mother. Thinking of the queen mother kneeling and begging Chaoyu to let her go for her innocence, Yu Wending's eyes were a little more wet.

"Yes, she didn't do anything because of your father and you, and she lost her life because of you." Chao Yu's eyes looking at Yu Wending were so complicated at this time, the same as when he was in the Broken Intestine Cliff. Yu Wending suddenly realized that Chao Yu's feelings for him were so complicated. On the one hand, because he is the son of the queen mother, Chao Yu loves him because of his feelings for the queen mother, and on the other hand, because his birth caused the queen mother to die early, Chao Yu also has hatred and resentment towards himself.

"You hate me too, if it weren't for me, the queen mother would still be alive now, although she no longer has affection for you, but for you, if she is well, it will be a sunny day, isn't it?" Yu Wending looked directly at Chao Yu.

"I want to hate you, but every time I see you and Bingruo's eyebrows, I can't hate it." Chao Yu sighed, "If you want to say hate, I should hate your father even more." If it weren't for him snatching love, Bingruo and I would be living happily in the Dark Night Valley at this moment. ”

"You know that my mother doesn't love you, she only treats you as the master, even if you don't meet my father, you won't be happy together!" When Yu Wending said this, he was also lacking in confidence, thinking of the portrait he saw in the Dark Night Valley, the queen mother looked at Chao Yu's eyes, was that really looking at the eyes of the master? Did the queen mother really have no feelings for Chaoyu back then? Or do you not dare to transgress the boundaries of master and servant? If the father reveals his true identity when he meets the queen mother, the queen mother may not choose to be with him.

Yu Wending's words hit Chao Yu's heart, and he smiled bitterly, "Maybe." However, your father has made me taste enough of the pain in my heart, but he has not been able to protect Bingruo's well. The pain I used to have, I can only let you taste it. ”

"You mean, the fact that Dream was forced to marry Nanlin was caused by you!" Yu Wending thought of the small statue of Nangong Meng in the picture scroll he saw before, and suddenly realized something.

"When Nangong Jue took his two daughters to the Broken Intestine Cliff and asked me to give them guidance on martial arts, I was unwilling." Chao Yu did not directly return to Yuwending's question.

"Could it be that it was because I happened to have a dream that day and helped her collect the little wild cat, and you happened to see that the cat was bandaged by me, so you agreed to Prime Minister Nangong?" Yu Wending's mind spun fast.

"Yes, when I saw Nangong Meng walking with the cat in her arms and a flush on her face, I knew that she had met you. I just thought at the time, I don't know if I agreed to the prime minister's request, you will meet from time to time, will you also be like me and your mother, and you will also be hurt by love? The devil sent God, and I answered. ”

"You're trying to get revenge on this!" Yu Wending's voice was a little hoarse.

"I don't know what evil I have fallen into. Sometimes, when I look at you, I think of Bingruo, and I can't wait to take out my heart for you, just because you are the son of the person I love the most. Sometimes, when I look at you, I feel that you are becoming more and more like your father, and I will unconsciously use you as a stand-in for your father, and I want to vent the resentment and jealousy that have been buried in my heart for many years. Therefore, when I learned the news that your eldest brother was captured by Xi Chensheng, I painted a few small portraits of Nangong Meng overnight, and selected one of the portraits of a light Luo small fan fluttering fireflies and let people send them to Nanlin quickly, and handed them to Duanmu Qian through various methods. ”