170. The truth, so hurtful
"Let's go!"
The night was a little lonely, and Jing Se set foot in Zhang Xianxian's small courtyard for the first time. Two people, without any pretense. In a word, straight to the point.
"Did the slave do something wrong? Why did the princess drive me away? Zhang Xianxian looked at Jing Se in front of him with some suspicion.
What was she going to do? It's easy to deal with it if you keep yourself around, isn't it? Why let yourself go. And listening to her tone, there is a meaning that I want to let her go.
Suddenly remembered the scene in the garden with the gentleman in the daytime, did she feel that she could no longer pose a threat to her, so she chose to give herself a way out?
Zhang Xianxian smiled like this, laughing at herself in her heart! Isn't it too confident to insidious, maybe from the beginning, he can't pose a threat to Jing Se, right?
"Don't pretend! I'm only going to give you this one chance, are you going to go or not? When Jing Se looked at her calm face, he felt inexplicable anger in his heart.
His face changed at the moment, and he said coldly to her.
And Zhang Xianxian bowed to her without appreciation: "The slave maid has been serving the princess for 3 years under the king's order, and in less time, without the king's order, the slave and maid will not leave the Horse Mansion." ”
Don't pretend? Okay, let's see what kind of heart is hidden under her nature.
"I know you already know everything. Are you really not leaving? Jing Se saw that she still had the same quiet face, and her heart became even more irritable.
"The princess laughs, what do I know? Or, what should I know? ”
"Zhang Xianxian, don't pretend to be stupid. Let's make it clear, I won't allow you to get close to the colt, otherwise, I won't let you go! ”
Zhang Xianxian felt a twitch in her heart, but her face did not change. Ben lowered his head and said softly: "Yes, the slave and maid remember the princess's teachings!" ”
"You ......" Jing Se was so angry that he flicked his sleeves and walked out. God knows how determined she was to come here.
She took such a risk and wanted to give her a chance, but she didn't appreciate it! I risked being blamed by that man and wanted to give her a way out! And she......
Her heart was obviously on the verge of being ruthless, but she still stopped: "Give you a night to think about it, if you don't leave, you know what I will do!" ”
The cold voice carried a hint of threat, but there was some contradictory mercy on his subordinates!
Zhang Xianxian watched Jing Se's back walk away, and the disguised calm on his face slowly dissipated. When I let go of my hand, I found that there was already a cold sweat in my hand!
Now even she doesn't know what she's still stubborn about? The gentleman's ruthless face was still clear in her mind, and if Jing Se intended to let her go, he must really intend to let her go.
So, is it just as long as she goes? From now on, it will have nothing to do with this deception.
As long as she's gone! Quietly closed his eyes, and a trace of sadness rose in his heart.
The sun still rose the next day, and Zhang Xianxian still appeared in front of Jing Se's door.
Jing Se, who got up, was very embarrassed when he saw her, and frowned at her and said, "I don't need you to come and serve in the future!" If I don't announce you, don't come out to me!" ”
Zhang Xianxian, who came in with the washing water, put down the basin, nodded and said a yes.
"Get out!" Jing Se continued to whisper coldly to her.
Zhang Xianxian was stunned for a moment, and then stepped back. It seems that Jing Se is wary of her, otherwise he would not have ordered her not to be allowed to approach.
The sun outside the room is just right, and the autumn sun is always so comfortable. But now, as she looked at the man who was walking this way, the expression on her face gradually stiffened.
He walked slowly towards him, passing by with a sense of indifference, and after a while, his soft voice sounded in the room.
Zhang Xianxian blinked and strode away.
In a pharmacy in the city, Zhang Xianxian, who had changed his clothes, walked in.
"Sir, I want you to help me see what these pills do when combined!"
Spreading the hand wrapped in the medicine residue in his arms in front of Na Langzhong, Zhang Xianxian said softly.
Na Langzhong sniffed the herb and looked at her suspiciously, but did not speak.
Zhang Xianxian knew his concern, and smiled lightly at him: "This is the medicine that my young lady asked for fertility, but after drinking it for so long, it has no effect at all, so I will take it to you to see if there is something wrong with this prescription?" ”
As he spoke, Zhang Xianxian handed over a piece of silver.
When Na Langzhong saw the silver, there was already a trace of greed in his eyes.
Begin to examine the dregs carefully. After reading it, there was a trace of hesitation.
Zhang Xianxian just didn't know anything, and asked lightly: "What's wrong?" But what's really wrong with this medicine? ”
Na Langzhong was stunned for a moment, looked at the silver on the table, and saw that Zhang Xianxian's behavior was extraordinary, just a small trick between the wives and concubines of a big family, so he told the true effect of this medicine in his heart.
Zhang Xianxian listened quietly, but couldn't help frowning more and more.
Lang Zhong said that if the drug is taken in small amounts, it can be used for contraception, but if taken for a long time, it will lead to infertility.
"What happens to people who are already pregnant if they take it for a long time?"
When Na Langzhong heard her ask, he was stunned for a moment, and then said: "If this medicine is taken during pregnancy, it will inhibit the growth of the fetus, and it is easy to miscarry or ...... Stillbirth. ”
After the doctor finished the last two words, a hint of heaviness flashed in his expression.
It was exactly what she thought, but it was even more terrifying than she knew. Zhang Xianxian paid the money and went out of the pharmacy.
Walking aimlessly on the street, my heart is very heavy.
Should she go back to this Pony Mansion? Going back means that she will not be obediently bullied, and she will let Junzi Mo know about this.
It's revenge or not, in short, he can't be wronged to accept a child who doesn't belong to him like that! Jing Se really just wants to stay with him for a hundred years if he does so many things, but if not......
His mind sank, and he walked towards the Horse Mansion without hesitation.
"Where's the colt? I'm looking for him. Without much consideration, she stood in front of the door of the gentleman's room, ready to make a desperate bet.
"The horse commands that no one should be disturbed."
As soon as the guard guarding the door stood in front of her, her heart was cold. Don't let anyone disturb you? I'm afraid this rule is set only for myself.
Thinking about it, he raised his voice and shouted inside: "The slave and maid have something important to tell you, and please ask Ma Enzhu to see it." ”
Inside the room, the gentleman stared at the scroll in his hand silently, as if he had never heard the sound outside. But the gaze that stayed in one place for too long revealed his absent-mindedness.
Jun frowned slightly. Knowing her temper, since she decided to come to see herself, she will not give up if she can't see her.
Then he raised his voice and said, "Let her in." ”
This is the first time Zhang Xianxian has entered Jun Zimo's room, which is simple but luxurious everywhere. When I looked up, I saw his side face, holding a book in his hand, as if he was reading it with relish.
Seeing that she hadn't spoken for a long time, her expression showed a hint of impatience: "What are you looking for me?" ”
The cold tone made Zhang Xian's body inexplicably stunned, and even his eyes were gradually reddening.
There was a few quarters of an hour of silence, Zhang Xianxian frowned and stared at Jun Zi Mo, is this still the gentle Jun Zi Mo?
Her heart was even more sour, and she took out the medicine residue wrapped in her hand from her arms and put it in front of Jun Zimo.
Jun Zimo's gaze fell on the residue: "What is this?" ”
"This is the tocolytic pill that the princess drinks every day."
"Hmm!" The gentleman received it indifferently, as if he was very interested in this medicine.
Zhang Xianxian felt another pain in her heart, and suddenly felt a trace of regret, she was gone, why bother to do these things to see his white eyes!
But seeing the face that had been carved into his bones, the steps that wanted to escape still stopped.
"I asked someone to check this medicine, Lang Zhong said...... This is not a medicine for the fetus! ”
When Jun Zimo heard this, he finally put his eyes on her. But it's still the same indifference. She didn't even say a word, as if she didn't care about what she said.
Instead, he said lightly: "The princess knows her own medical theory, and she knows whether it is a medicine for the fetus." ”
It's a completely trusting tone, but it seems that she is a little tricky!
Zhang Xianxian choked in her throat and swallowed the breath blocked in her throat into her stomach.
Lang Zhong said that this is a medicine that inhibits the growth of the fetus! Also, the temple doctor of Anguo Temple also said that the princess was more than 9 months pregnant. ”
After saying these words in one breath, she lowered her head, not wanting to look at the gentleman's expression for the next moment.
She thought that his expression must have a hint of surprise, and then anger. After all, no man can allow his wife to become pregnant before marrying him.
However, the anger she expected from him did not materialize. The long silence still made her look up at his expression uneasily.
He was staring at himself at this time, smiling rather than smiling. That expression was like a mockery!
Zhang Xianxian couldn't help frowning, and was a little dizzy by his expression for a while.
And he finally spoke at this time, and the smile on his face became colder and colder: "Yes, the princess is indeed 9 months pregnant. ”
With wide eyes, Zhang Xianxian looked at the gentleman in front of him in disbelief. What does he mean by that?
As if seeing her question, Jun Zimo continued to speak: "However, the child in the princess's womb is indeed mine!" ”
Affirmative tones, mocking voices. It looks like a fool!
But when this moment of shock passed, she raised her eyes again and looked at the gentleman in front of her in disbelief.
It is true that she is 9 months pregnant, but his child? Before Jing Se married him, they were already ......
In her chest, the block seemed to be getting bigger and bigger, and the big one made her heart squeeze and ache.
Helpless, sad, painful!
Her thoughts were blank, and she raised her already red eyes to look at Jun Zimo, who still had that faint smile in front of her.
He looked at his despair indifferently, laughing, he was still laughing!
Turning around, she ran out of the room as fast as she could, she never wanted to see that face again, that face that smiled so mercilessly!
Nine months ago, it was when he was full of tenderness. Although, at that time, he already had a marriage contract with Jing Se!