Hibiscus doesn't remember how she got home, but she can't quite call it home, it's just the old lady of the landlord they rented in Germany.

Did you come back by taxi? Or did you walk back with Shi Yan?

No, she definitely didn't walk back with Shi Yan, she was absolutely sure of this, because she had a fight with Shi Yan in the hospital, and then turned around and left in anger.

The professor-level doctor told the two of them to come home and discuss it properly, and then make the right decision.

But Shi Yan didn't know what was going on, so he refused to go home with her to discuss, so he made a decision in the hospital, saying that he wanted her to get rid of the child in her belly first, and then go to take a brain CT.

the baby out of the belly? Are you kidding?

She is thirty years old this year, and she is married for the third time, which is finally pitiful for her to avoid rare diseases in the world, and she is very lucky to be pregnant with a child, how can she just do this?

"Kill the kids? That's impossible! She yelled at Shi Yan like this at the time: "I'd rather not take any CT, I'd rather not know if there is something in my head, and I won't kill this child." ”

"This matter is not up to you," Shi Yan's tone was not to discuss with her at all, but made a unilateral decision, reached out and grabbed her hand and walked towards the gate of the hospital: "Now, let's go to the relevant departments to go through the formalities first, I hope the formalities can be completed today."

"I'm not going to go with you through the formalities," Hibiscus quickly shook off Shi Yan's hand, then turned and ran towards a small alley outside the hospital.

She didn't know how long she had been running, but she was relieved that she couldn't see Shi Yan after turning a few corners in the alley in a row, and then walked towards the avenue at the end of the alley in a daze.

She remembered that she came back on foot, because she went out with Shi Yan today without her own satchel, so she didn't have a penny on her, so she could only walk towards the old lady's house according to the direction of the building.

Fortunately, it is not far away, that is, a little more than two kilometers, a few days ago, the gynecologist also let her stay in bed to protect the fetus, today she was able to run quickly, it seems that the child is still very firm in her belly.

"Ouch, Mrs. Shi, why did you come back alone?" When the old lady of the landlady saw Mu Hibiscus coming back alone, she hurriedly came over and asked, "Where is Mr. Shi?" He just came back to see that you didn't come back, and came out to look for you again? Didn't you see him at the mouth of the alley? ”

The old landlady spoke German, but Hibiscus couldn't understand German, and although she had lived in the old landlady's house for so long, she still didn't fully understand what the old lady was saying.

However, she understood Mr. Shi in the old lady's mouth, and she guessed that the landlady might have asked her why Shi Yan didn't come back?

So she told the landlady in English along with gestures that Shi Yan was still behind, she was running fast so she came back first, and Shi Yan should be there in a while.

The old lady of the landlady couldn't understand her English either, but according to her gestures, she even guessed, thinking that she had seen Shi Yan, but Shi Yan went shopping, so she came back alone.

Hibiscus quickly went upstairs, and as soon as she walked to the door of the third floor, she heard the ringing of the mobile phone inside, and she remembered that she didn't bring a satchel when she went out today, which should be her mobile phone ringing.

She pushed the door in, and the phone was singing and dancing on the armrest of the sofa in the living room, and she turned on the ringtone and vibrated immediately, so the phone seemed to be singing and dancing.

She immediately walked over, the caller ID was Shi Yan, she picked up the phone and just wanted to press the answer button, but stopped in a flash when her thumb was on the connect button.

Shi Yan should know that she didn't go out with her bag today, if she answered the phone/call at this time, wouldn't it tell him that she had returned?

Hmph, he just wants her to get rid of the child in her belly, so she won't listen to his arrangement, let him go to her slowly outside, she has just walked two kilometers, she is tired, she needs to rest for a while.

Thinking like this, she immediately removed her thumb from the connect button, threw her phone on the sofa, got up and walked towards the bedroom, ignoring the phone that was still singing and dancing.

Shi Yan actually ran behind Mu Hibiscus, and when he saw her running into the alley, he also ran in, but there was a three-way intersection a few meters after the alley entered, and Mu Hibiscus was turning right at the time, but he was walking directly forward, so that the two of them diverged here.

Shi Yan only thought that he might be going in the wrong direction when he ran down an alley without finding hibiscus, but when he came back and walked to the three-way intersection, he really didn't know which direction to look for.

So he simply went straight home, thinking that Hibiscus would still come back anyway, and he was walking around the alley, maybe she would all go home.

So, he quickly ran out of the alley to stop a taxi back, but the only one in the house was the landlady watching TV, and Hibiscus was nowhere to be seen.

The landlady said that Hibiscus had not returned, and asked him if he had come back to get something, but he was embarrassed to say yes, so he pretended to go upstairs, but in fact he went in and hurried downstairs.

Hibiscus is pregnant, she shouldn't be able to walk fast, maybe she is still walking on the way back, he thought to himself in his heart, and kept blaming himself for not stopping the taxi back just now, but should have walked back.

So, after he went out again, he didn't stop the taxi, but walked along the road where the taxi usually took them to the hospital, thinking that Hibiscus was not familiar with the surrounding roads, and if she wanted to walk, she would take this road back.

In order to find the hibiscus walking towards his house on the road, he also specially walked in the direction of his left hand, thinking that the hibiscus should walk in the right hand direction, so that he would not miss it again with her.

It's a pity that when he walked back to the gate of the hospital, he still didn't see the shadow of Hibiscus, and he couldn't help but get anxious, so he took out his mobile phone to dial Hibiscus's mobile phone.

He knew about Hibiscus's mobile phone at home, because he had just seen it in the living room on the third floor when he had just returned, lying quietly on the armrest of the sofa.

As long as she answers, it means she's at home, he thought.

It's a pity that the ringtone in the mobile phone kept ringing until it ended automatically, which silently showed that the hibiscus did not go home.

He couldn't help but get anxious, Hibiscus was not familiar with Berlin, although they had been here for so long, but Hibiscus was only familiar with the few attractions he had taken her to.

Usually the two of them go out to stop a taxi, and they hardly walk, I wonder if she will get lost?

Thinking that Hibiscus might get lost, he remembered that she didn't even speak German, and he didn't know German, but almost all the signs on the road were in German, and he was a little worried about whether she would lose her way.

The so-called people are easy to mess up when they are in a hurry, and Shi Yan at this time is also like this, he forgot that Hibiscus is an architectural designer, and the strongest thing an architectural designer is a sense of direction and the ability to identify buildings.

It is true that Hibiscus does not know Devon, but she has almost all the impressions of the buildings in the vicinity of two kilometers, especially the large building of dozens of stories outside the old lady's alley, which she can recognize even a few kilometers away.

So Hibiscus wouldn't have lost her way at all, she couldn't speak a word of German, and she could have walked home in the direction of the building.

Shi Yan was anxious because he couldn't find Hibiscus, and it happened that Aka called/called to ask him about Hibiscus's condition, and he quickly told him about Hibiscus's disappearance, and then asked Aka to help find him.

"She didn't mean to answer your calls, did she?" Ah stuck in the phone/phone and reminded Shi Yan: "Didn't you quarrel with her?" The last thing a woman likes when she is angry is to answer the phone call from the man she just quarreled with. ”

“”

The so-called sentence woke up the person in the dream, and Aka's casual sentence really woke Shi Yan up from his confusion.

So, after Shi Yan hung up Aka's phone/phone, he no longer called Hibiscus's mobile phone, but called the landline of the landlady of the landlady's house, and this time the landlady quickly picked it up.

"Your wife said you went shopping, why haven't you bought it yet, it's almost dark?" The landlady asked him on the phone.

"What is my wife doing at home?" Shi Yan asked cautiously, in fact, what he originally wanted to ask was when my wife would come back, and he was afraid that the landlady would know that the two of them had quarreled.

"I don't know what she's doing?" The landlady replied truthfully: "As soon as she came back, she went upstairs, probably sleeping, isn't she pregnant?" Pregnant women are drowsy. ”

Hibiscus was indeed sleeping, she fell asleep not long after lying in bed, and she slept soundly, perhaps because she was a little tired from walking a few kilometers, she didn't even have a dream.

Therefore, when Shi Yan came back, she was still sleeping, and Shi Yan walked to the bedside, and she still didn't know what to do.

Shi Yan looked at the woman sleeping soundly on the bed and sighed helplessly, she was really a heartless woman, he was so anxious that he burned his brows, she slept like a person who had nothing to do.

He just looked at the mobile phone she threw on the sofa in the living room, and there were eleven missed calls, ten of which were made by him, and the other was called by Shao Minzhi from Binhai.

He wanted to wake her up, but he could see that she slept so soundly that her hands were stretched out in the air and stopped.

Anyway, it's already evening today, and even if she wakes her up, she won't have time to go through the abortion procedures, because the relevant departments are already off work at this time.

Even if you want her to have an abortion, you will have to wait until tomorrow to complete the formalities, and it is useless to wake her up at this time, it is better to let her sleep more.

So, he sat down on the sofa next to the bed, in fact, he had walked a lot to find her today, and he was so tired that his legs and feet were weak, and he could rest for a while when he sat down.

When Hibiscus woke up, it was already seven o'clock in the evening, and when he opened his eyes, the first thing that caught his eye was the stone rock on the fringed sofa in the bedroom, who didn't know if he had closed his eyes or was really asleep.

When did this man come back? Why didn't she know the way?

Is she sleeping so heavy now? A man walked into the room and didn't feel anything at all?

Can't you hear other people walking when you're asleep? As she thought so, she wanted to try to walk herself to see if others could hear her.

So, she carefully got out of bed, and in order not to make a noise, she simply didn't bother to put on her slippers, stepped directly on the carpet with her bare feet, and walked cautiously towards the door.

She felt that she had walked so lightly that she couldn't even hear the footsteps herself, but unfortunately, before she could walk past the fringed two-seater sofa, she was immediately stopped by a hand that suddenly stretched out.

"Where are you going to run?" The lazy voice of the man on the couch sounded, followed by a yawn that hadn't slept enough: "Haven't escaped enough today?" ”

"Who's on the run?" Mu Hibiscus opened his mouth angrily, turned his head to look at him and said, "People have been sleeping at home, okay?" You weren't home when I came back. ”

“”

Shi Yan was really speechless at this time, it seemed that what she said was the truth, she was indeed sleeping at home, but he thought she was outside.

"Okay, let's not fight," Shi Yan took the lead in compromising, then got up and took her hand and walked out the door: "Let's go downstairs and cook first, I haven't even eaten lunch yet, I'm really hungry today." ”

Mu Hibiscus nodded, it seemed that she was also hungry at this time, and she was a little hungry, hearing Shi Yan say this, she remembered that she hadn't eaten lunch yet.

Don't talk about anything else before dinner, especially the matter of the child in her belly, this is the tacit understanding between Shi Yan and Mu Hibiscus, so when the two of them went downstairs, no one mentioned it.

I thought I would have to cook dinner by myself, but I didn't expect the landlady to help the two of them make it, and when she saw them coming downstairs, she immediately warmly welcomed them to dinner.

"Mr. Shi, I have learned how to cook pork ribs with potatoes," the old lady of the landlady proudly brought out the pork ribs she had made, and then said to Shi Yan with a smile: "I think I do a better job than you, do you see how bad my potatoes are?" How soft are ribs stewed? Do you taste it, is it better than what you made? ”

"It's definitely better than what I cooked," Shi Yan immediately praised the landlady: "Auntie learns everything quickly, and Auntie's cooking skills are also good, my wife said that Auntie's roasted turkey is delicious, and I have to learn how to roast turkey with Auntie before returning to China." ”

A few words of sloppy words immediately coaxed the old landlady into a daze, so at the dining table, the old landlady kept giving hibiscus vegetables and asking her to eat more, saying that she was double and should eat two servings.

It's a pity that Hibiscus can't eat double servings at all, her appetite has decreased in the past few days, because she has some nausea and wants to vomit, so she can't eat anything, but eats less than before she was pregnant.

"If you eat so little, the child will be born very small," the old lady of the landlady said to her when she saw that the hibiscus ate a small bowl, so she said to her: "Whether you have an appetite or not, you must eat more, and the child will be better to hold when he is older." ”

Hibiscus couldn't understand what the landlady said, but judging from her constant action of picking up vegetables for herself, she knew that she was letting herself eat more.

She also wanted to eat more, one was that she really didn't have much appetite, and the other was that the Chinese food made by the landlady was still not so hot, and the taste was not very delicious, so she didn't eat much.

After dinner, Hibiscus said goodbye to the landlady and went upstairs, leaving Shiyan there to chat with the landlady and the old lady, anyway, both of them spoke German and could talk together.

Shi Yan actually can't talk to the old landlady together, he just can speak German, not to mention that the old landlady is so enthusiastic and cooks for them to eat, he won't even say a few polite words, right?

By the time he had dinner and had cleaned up the kitchen with the landlady and went upstairs, Hibiscus was already watering the flowers and plants in the greenhouse on the third floor.

"Don't water that aloe vera too much," Shi Yan reminded Hibiscus who was watering aloe vera, "Aloe vera is born to grow in the desert, too much water will suffocate them." ”

"Oh," Hibiscus replied casually, and then moved the sprinkler in his hand to the nightshade potted plant next to it, which was blooming with white flowers and exuding a strong floral fragrance.

"I'll come," Shi Yan took the sprinkler bucket from her hand, and said very casually while watering the flowers and plants: "I asked Aka in the afternoon, the abortion procedure in Germany is not particularly troublesome, you go to Beratung tomorrow for a psychological consultation, and the people there will issue you a certificate, and then we will go back to the hospital with this certificate."

"What proof?" Mu Hibiscus quickly snatched Shi Yan's words, his brows tightened, and he vaguely felt that the proof he said must be unfavorable to her or to her child.

Sure enough, I heard Shi Yan say: "A certificate of miscarriage, in Germany, abortion is not allowed after three months of pregnancy, so if you don't want a child, you must complete it before three months."

"I didn't say I didn't want a child," Mu Hibiscus impatiently snatched Shi Yan's words, and then said irritably: "I won't prescribe any abortion certificate, and I won't choose to have an abortion, because this child is a child."

"This kid can't stay," Shi Yan put down the sprinkler in his hand, looked at her sideways and said, "Ah Mu, you once said that you are a science student, you have always been very sensible, and you will not be emotional,"

Shi Yan paused when he said this, then sighed and said: "So, Ah Mu, this time, please be sensible, don't be emotional, your condition is unclear now, we can't take risks at will, let's get rid of this child first, wait for you to take a CT and figure out your condition, and then we will treat the disease first, and when the disease is cured, we will have time to get pregnant and have a child." ”

"What if I really have a tumor in my brain?" Mu Hibiscus looked at Shi Yan, bit her lip lightly and asked, "Then can you still get pregnant and have a baby?" Will you still get me pregnant? ”

“”

Shi Yan was speechless, of course not, that's for sure!

He couldn't have let her get pregnant when he knew that her pregnancy was dangerous to her body and life-threatening.

"Can't be, can't it?" Seeing that he was silent, Mu Hibiscus immediately knew the answer, so he took a deep breath and said: "So, Shi Yan, I don't want to get rid of this child, and I don't want to know if there is a so-called tumor in my brain, in short, I want to keep this child, and then I will continue to conceive until I am born."

"What if the child can't be born?" Shi Yan looked at the hibiscus in front of him, and his heart was extremely anxious, in fact, he still had a sentence, what if, the child is born and you can't even hear the child's cry?

"How could it be that you can't give birth?" Mu Hibiscus was a little unhappy with Shi Yan's words, and couldn't help but raise his voice and said, "Shi Yan, don't you worry about the sky there, okay?" Besides, the doctor is just guessing that I have something in my head, isn't it still undiagnosed? Maybe it's the same misdiagnosis as I was told I had Alzheimer's disease. ”

"This" Shi Yan frowned when he heard Mu Hibiscus's words, and then nodded and said, "There is also this possibility, so we have to take a CT scan to confirm the diagnosis." ”

“”

Mu Hibiscus was completely speechless, and when it came to it, she still had to let her take a CT photo, but she was pregnant, and he didn't know what to do with CT radiation?

"Why don't we take a chance to take a CT scan?" Shi Yan saw that the hibiscus didn't gnaw, so he hurriedly changed his method: "The doctor said that CT radiation does have a certain impact on pregnant women, and it has a teratogenic effect on the fetus, but this has a certain ratio, not all pregnant women born by CT are deformed, and there are also many pregnant women born with CT who are healthy, don't you say?" ”

"This" hibiscus hesitated, this is one of the adventures that the doctor said, that is, to take a CT with a child, this is to take a risk with the child.

Of course, taking this risk is less risky than not taking a CT scan when she is pregnant and waiting for the child to be born, after all, not taking a CT scan and not checking the condition is risking both her and the child.

"Ah Mu, don't do this or that, it's decided, the two of us will go to the hospital tomorrow, let the doctor prescribe a single CT, and first diagnose whether you really have a tumor in your brain."

Shi Yan spoke quickly, not giving Mu Hibiscus a chance to think about it, because he didn't feel that he needed to think about this matter.

Hibiscus's life must be more important than the life of the child in her womb, there is no doubt about it, he can't let Hibiscus risk his life for the sake of that unformed blood clot.

"What if, I don't have any so-called tumors in my brain at all?" Mu Hibiscus looked at Shi Yan and said with a frown: "In that case, wouldn't our children be taking risks in vain?" ”

"Wouldn't it be better if there really weren't any tumors?" Shi Yan glanced at her and said: "Think about it, how developed medicine is now, even ordinary pregnant women have to do a lot of deformity examinations, and you are the same, when we do all the tests that should be done, I believe that our luck will not be so bad, and our children will not be so fragile, just because you take a head CT, it will really become deformed, don't you say?" ”

Mu Hibiscus was even more speechless this time.

The child is still a small blood clot in her stomach, and she has no adult sex, how can she know if she is fragile or strong at this time?

Moreover, how strong can a small blood clot be? They must all be very fragile, right? Even if you want to be strong, you probably have a weak heart and can't be strong, right?

"Okay, that's it," Shi Yan saw that Hibiscus was silent, and only agreed to her silence, so he came over and took her hand, and walked out of the flower room of this greenhouse with her.

"I still have to think about it," Hibiscus sighed as he opened his laptop after sitting down on the sofa, "I looked it up on the Internet to see how much radiation brain CT has to pregnant women, and how much it has the probability of teratogenicity to the fetus in the womb." ”

"Don't look it up on the Internet," Shi Yan unplugged the power cord of Hibiscus's notebook as he spoke: "The computer has radiation, don't you know what?" Mobile phones have radiation, and pregnant women nowadays generally don't use computers, and mobile phones are rarely used, even if they do, it seems that they have to wear radiation-proof clothes or something. ”

Mu Hibiscus looked at Shi Yan a little speechlessly, and couldn't help asking: "When did you know so much about the knowledge of pregnant women?" Has anyone ever helped you get pregnant before? ”

"Who helped me conceive a child besides you?" Shi Yan glanced at her, too lazy to explain so much to her.

"But you thought it was fake when I was pregnant," Mu Hibiscus had to kindly remind him: "It seems that you wanted me to have a miscarriage at that time, how could you care about what pregnant women should pay attention to?" ”

Shi Yan's face was immediately embarrassed, he did have enough bastards a few years ago, if it wasn't for that bastard, maybe the children of both of them would be more than three years old now.

In fact, his knowledge of pregnant women was what she knew after the miscarriage, and at that time he was also very uncomfortable with the loss of his child, and one night he was bored, so he entered a baby care website, and then he learned about the little bit about radiation just said.

Mu Hibiscus insisted on thinking about it carefully, so the two did not reach a unified agreement in the end this night, and Shi Yan could only hope that Mu Hibiscus could figure it out the next morning, and then go to the hospital with him to take a head CT.

There is an old saying that the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment, and this sentence is really suitable for Shi Yan at this time, because the next morning, Mu Hibiscus got up and announced to him that she would not go to the CT scan while pregnant.

"I'm a mother, I can't push my child to a dangerous place," Mu Hibiscus said to Shi Yan, "even if it's not dangerous, maybe only 10 percent, maybe less than 10 percent, I can't do that." ”

Shi Yan immediately got a big head when he heard Mu Hibiscus say this, so he told her bitterly about the benefits of taking CT, and then told her the disadvantages of not taking CT.

It's a pity that Mu Hibiscus, who is firm in confidence, turned a deaf ear to his words, and in short, he insisted on a sentence: "It is okay to check the condition according to the CT scan, but the premise is that after I give birth to this child in October, everything else will not be discussed." ”

Shi Yan used to only know that Mu Hibiscus was very rational, and it seemed that she had never been emotional in her life, so she rarely dragged her feet when dealing with problems.

In the past, he felt that no matter what he encountered, Mu Hibiscus would deal with it very rationally, just like her father-daughter relationship with Lin Changfeng, and her half-brother and sister relationship with Mu Feng.

He had almost never thought about what would happen if Hibiscus also became emotional, because he had thought that Hibiscus should not be emotional, after all, Hibiscus was a rational person and not an emotional person.

But now, this rational person has also begun to be emotional, and he can't even listen to any reason, so he has a headache and doesn't know what to do.

When Wu You's call/call came in, Shi Yan and Mu Hibiscus were sitting on the sofa sulking, because neither of them could convince the other, and in the end they could only be deadlocked.

"Mom, have you had dinner?" Shi Yan walked to the balcony to answer Wu You's phone.

Although it is only noon in Germany, Germany is in the +1 time zone, China is in the +8 time zone, and the standard time difference between Munich and China is 7 hours. Munich, Germany is 7 hours behind China, so it's already evening.

"I'm about to eat," Wu You's voice came from his mobile phone, obviously in a good mood: "I'm calling/calling you, I want to tell you that my original plan to go skiing in Switzerland has been changed, didn't you say that it snowed heavily in Germany some time ago, so I thought that skiing in the Harz Mountains in northern Germany is the same, by the way, you said a few days ago that you plan to return to China?" Did you go back? If I haven't come back yet, I'll wait a few more days until I'm in Germany, and then we'll go skiing in the northern Harz mountains. ”

"Mom, of course it's good that you can come to Germany, but"

Shi Yan glanced at the hibiscus on the sofa in the room as she spoke, she was boredly flipping through a book, she shouldn't have read it like that, and she was probably still sulking.

"But what?" Wu You didn't wait for Shi Yan's next words for half a sound over there, and couldn't help asking: "Do you think that your mother and I are old and have become a light bulb between you?" I'm telling you, I'm not actually coming to Germany alone, I'm "

"Mom, I didn't mean that," Shi Yan saw that his mother had misunderstood, so he quickly cut off Wu You's words, and then hurriedly explained: "Mom, we originally planned to return to China in the next two days, but Amu has a certain situation, and now I am afraid that I will not be able to return to China for a while, but I am afraid that I will not be able to accompany you to ski in the Harz Mountains in the north." ”

"Something is wrong with the wood?" Wu You had clearly heard something wrong with Shi Yan's voice on the phone, so he couldn't help asking, "What's wrong with her?" Don't you say you don't have Alzheimer's disease? ”

"She's pregnant," Shi Yan hesitated slightly, and then said to Wu You truthfully: "Originally, this was a good thing, but there was a tumor in her blood."

Wu You listened to Shi Yan's narration on the phone/phone, her whole heart hung up, and as soon as Shi Yan's words fell, she couldn't help but ask: "Then your grandmother and your father know that Hibiscus is pregnant?" What do they say? ”

"I haven't told my grandmother and my dad about Hibiscus's pregnancy yet," Shi Yan sighed lightly and said, "I originally planned to tell them after returning to China here, and I wanted to surprise them, but who knew that such a situation would happen in Lu Dao?" ”

"I'll come over tomorrow," Wu You said to Shi Yan in the phone: "I'll book a ticket to Berlin right away, skiing doesn't matter whatever, I have to come over to do ideological work for wood, this girl has always been very sensible, how can she become emotional now?" ”

When Shi Yan was making a call/call on the balcony, Mu Hibiscus had been reading a book, in fact, this book was brought over by her from Bincheng, it was not a masterpiece of architecture, nor was it a law book of her father, but a book of poems, a book of Wang Guozhen's poems that she bought with Orange in the book city a long time ago.

She is a liberal arts student, and she has never liked poetry and lyrics very much, so much so that she forgot what kind of mood she bought this poetry book in the first place, or took a copy very casually when talking to Orange.

Before going abroad, I sorted out some books, and the reason why I took this one at that time is probably because she has never read this book since she bought it, and she plans to use it to read it during her treatment in Germany.

She doesn't know who Wang Guozhen is, but when she looks at this poetry collection, she feels that the sentences in it are very classic.

Please forgive her, a science student, for not being able to explore the deeper meaning of the poem, she just found the sentence beautiful and convincing, at least suitable for her mood at the moment.

I only know the way, and if I am sure, I will not hesitate. If you want to lose, you will lose to the pursuit, and if you want to marry, you will marry happiness.

There is no lack of a loveless father in this world, but a loving husband.

In fact, life is all about compromises, trade-offs, and giving up in order to maximize happiness.

When Hibiscus read this, he stopped, and instead of reading any further, he held his head with his hands and thought: What is the greatest happiness?

"Ahki, what are you doing in a daze?" Shi Yan walked into the room after the call, and found Mu Hibiscus sitting on the sofa, holding a book in her hand, but her eyes were not fixed on the book.

"I'm thinking, what is the greatest happiness in a person's life?" After Mu Hibiscus finished saying this, he began to write again, and he was really thinking hard like that.

"Maximizing happiness?" Shi Yan couldn't help laughing when he heard this, walked over and sat on the armrest beside her and said: "The key is to see what the individual's conclusion about happiness is, people who like to smoke think that smoking every day is happiness, and people who like to drink think that drinking every day is a kind of happiness"

"And what is your happiness verdict?" Hibiscus interrupted him, looked up at him sideways, and repeated: "I'm asking about your happiness, your own happiness conclusion." ”

"My happiness?" Shi Yan frowned, pondered for a while before looking at her and saying, "My happiness is very simple, I have a healthy body, a group of trustworthy friends, a beautiful and virtuous wife, a harmonious family and a hopeful tomorrow. ”

After Shi Yan said this, he looked at Mu Hibiscus with a sideways face, put his hand on her shoulder and whispered, "Ah Mu, what about your happiness?" What does the happy life you want to look like? ”

"I" Hibiscus was stunned for a moment, and then looked at Shi Yan and said: "Actually, my happiness is similar to yours, do what you like to do, be with the people you like, and then, work hard and struggle together for our beautiful tomorrow!" ”

Shi Yan smiled with relief when he heard her words, reached out and held her hand in the palm of his hand, and said softly after half a sound: "Ah Mu, I hope that our tomorrow is full of hope, so, there is no hope, or there is little hope, can we not be so persistent?" Occasionally, choosing to give up at some point is not cowardice, but a compromise and concession for a better tomorrow,"

"The so-called take a step back and open the sky, I believe that if we give up temporarily, our tomorrow will be even better!"