Regret caused by her cowardice

"Conservative treatment?" Shi Yan looked up at the doctor in front of him, and asked half-loudly: "What kind of conservative treatment?" Will she survive the catastrophe of this tumor? ”

"Actually, Mr. Shi, the conservative treatment plan I am talking about is that there is no need for treatment," the professor-level doctor looked at Shi Yan and smiled: "You don't have to be too nervous, and you don't need to worry too much, her tumor seems to have grown for many years, it has been so big, and there is no tendency to grow again, so we think that as long as it is not stimulated, the possibility of deterioration is not great, and as long as it does not deteriorate, of course this small tumor will not grow, and as long as it does not grow, Except for the occasional dizziness or a brief forgetfulness due to a collision, your wife can actually live the same life as a normal person."

"Don't irritate it?" Shi Yan frowned and repeated the doctor's words, pondered for a moment and asked, "How is it a non-stimulation method?" ”

"Well, don't do too intense sports, such as skiing, surfing, rafting, etc.," the professor-level doctor thought for a while and said, "Of course, we also recommend that it is best not to get pregnant and have children, because I am afraid that the pregnancy will be too big and press her nerves."

Shi Yan went to get the CT examination results, Mu Hibiscus and Wu You chatted about some interesting things in college in the ward, after all, Mu Hibiscus had been studying in Wu You's hands for four years, and the two of them also had endless topics.

When Shi Yan came back, Wu You was talking to Mu Hibiscus about Mu Feng's unruliness when he was her student, and when he saw Shi Yan walking in with a happy face, he immediately stopped talking about the topic.

"Shi Yan, what's going on?" Wu You cautiously spoke, and at the same time glanced sideways at the hibiscus who was still leaning on the bed.

"The doctor said that there was nothing wrong, and she did have a tumor the size of a small yellow bean in her brain, but it was located in a very safe place and it was benign."

Shi Yan's face was very relaxed when he said this, and his speech speed was also very brisk, as if he had finally let go of the burden in his heart.

"Ah, so?" Wu You paused for a moment before he reacted, and then quickly looked at Mu Hibiscus and said, "Wood, this is really good, God forbid, you have nothing to do." ”

Mu Hibiscus heard Shi Yan say this, the whole person was also stunned, the moment he knew that he was not sick, joy just came to his heart, but under the reminder of a warm current in his lower body, he thought about the child who flowed out yesterday.

She used all her perseverance to control the discomfort in her heart, and only then did she whisper: "I'm still a coward after all, I knew the way and I knew the way."

"Oh, wood, how can you risk this?" Wu You hurriedly comforted his daughter-in-law, patted her shoulder with his hand and said, "Okay, don't think too much, how good it is that there is no illness or disaster, you and Shi are still young, wait for a year and a half, the body is raised, the radiation from the CT scan has disappeared, and we will have time to conceive a child."

Mu Hibiscus nodded at Wu You's reassuring words, while Shi Yan went to the hospital to go through the discharge procedures while the two of them were talking, and he had to use the discharge method to tell Mu Hibiscus that she was indeed not sick.

Otherwise, she would be suspicious and think he was lying to her!

Although, he was indeed lying to her, but even if he did, he had to be more clever.

Shi Yan went through the discharge procedures, Wu You helped Mu Hibiscus clean up the supplies in the room, Mu Hibiscus secretly breathed a sigh of relief, although he regretted that he was not brave enough, but in the end, it was a great joy that he was not sick.

"Wood, you just had a miscarriage, just sit in Germany for a small confinement, and when your little confinement is full, how about we go skiing in the Harz Mountains together?" On the way back, Wu You excitedly asked the hibiscus beside her, she was already vaguely looking forward to skiing in three weeks.

Because Cheng Haoxiang called/called her last night to say that he had already processed a visa to come to Germany, and he had less than three weeks to go on vacation, so there should be no problem in Germany after three weeks.

Of course she understands Cheng Haoxiang's intentions for her, and she also thinks that Cheng Haoxiang is a good person, at her age, that is, she is looking for a partner, and Cheng Haoxiang is a good partner.

Before Mu Hibiscus could answer Wu You's words, Shi Yan, who was sitting in the co-pilot seat in front of him, answered first.

"Mom, I guess skiing won't work," Shi Yan looked at the two of them with a side face in front of him: "Tianyang called/called me this afternoon, saying that the sales performance of Zhanye Group this month is very poor, and there is a piece of land listed in the south of Bincheng, Zixuan thinks that we can go and take it down to develop a Scottish-style real estate, but I have to go back to hold a shareholders' meeting for the bidding, soβ€”β€”"

When Shi Yan said this, he looked at Mu Hibiscus apologetically and said, "The two of us may have to rush back to Bincheng in a few days, and when the Chinese New Year comes, I will take you to South Africa to see crape myrtle flowers." ”

Mu Hibiscus couldn't help but laugh when he heard this, and quickly took over and said: "Of course, the company's affairs are important, and I will talk about skiing or something later, so let's go back to Bincheng quickly, I also want to go back early, so as not to worry about my mother in Bincheng." ”

Shi Yan nodded, and it happened that the taxi had already arrived at the entrance of the alley of their rented building, so everyone hurriedly got out of the car, and the topic of skiing ended.

When the old lady of the landlady in Germany saw them coming back, she immediately greeted them happily, and when she saw the hibiscus coming back, she immediately asked Shi Yan in German: "Is there anything wrong with your wife?" ”

"She's fine," Shi Yan explained to the landlady in German, "The doctor said she could go back after two days of rest, so we went back to China in a few days." ”

"Ah, you're leaving so soon?" The old lady of the landlady couldn't help but be a little surprised, looked at Shi Yan and said with a little embarrassment: "When Aka came to rent this house, he said that you would live for a long time, so I asked you for a year's rent, but now you haven't lived for a month."

"The rent is okay, we can live in Germany in the summer," Shi Yan hurriedly comforted the landlady and then introduced her mother: "This is my mother, my wife and I will return to China in a few days, but my mother may have to stay in Germany for a while, so after we leave, she will come to live with you and can be your companion." ”

Wu You can also speak German, and immediately greeted the old lady in German, and the old lady of the landlady couldn't help but be happy when she saw that Wu You was so good-looking, and she was about the same age as her, and immediately welcomed her with German warmth.

Shi Yan set the return date for two days later, as if Bincheng did have something urgent, Mu Hibiscus did not doubt him, and knew that he was going back to China, so he immediately started to pack his luggage.

"Hey, we shouldn't have brought a bunch of stuff with us when we knew we were going back so soon," Hibiscus sighed as he packed his bags.

When she and Shi Yan came to Germany, they thought that she was suffering from Alzheimer's disease, which is rare in the world, and thought that she would have to stay in Germany for a few years or forever in this life.

But who would have thought that it was actually Bai Tingting's prank in Bincheng Hospital, but this prank was finally figured out, but in the end, because of the rigor of the German doctor, she still lost the child she was so hard to conceive.

If Bai Tingting hadn't mistaken her to misdiagnose her with Alzheimer's disease, then she wouldn't have come to Germany, and if she hadn't come to Germany, she wouldn't have had so many tests, and not so many tests, the child in her womb

Although it has been three days since the miscarriage, her body is clean, and she doesn't use sanitary napkins today, she still can't help but feel sad as long as she thinks of the child.

She always felt that it was her cowardice that caused the child's departure, and she hated why she didn't have the courage and determination of those heroines in bloody romance dramas.

If she hadn't compromised with Shi Yan at the beginning, if she had fled like the heroine in the bloody romance drama and fled to a place where Shi Yan couldn't find her, wouldn't that-

Will her child be born without a hitch?

On the day Ishiam and Hibiscus left, the snow had stopped and flights had resumed, so everything went smoothly without any natural hindrances delaying their return.

They already had a lot of luggage going abroad, but they had even more luggage back home, because Hibiscus brought a lot of German things to her mother, and at the same time bought a few gifts for her grandmother Liu Qin.

It's still first class, and I haven't bought a direct flight to Ben Thanh, so I have to transfer in Hong Kong, and Berlin to Hong Kong takes more than ten hours.

After Mu Hibiscus was discharged from the hospital in Germany, although she stayed at the landlady's house for three days, she talked to Shi Yan very little during those three days, not as a last resort, she rarely talked to him, and ignored him when she slept at night, usually with her back to him.

She knew that in fact, the loss of the child could not be blamed on Shi Yan, after all, in the end, she nodded herself, and it was also her own willingness to go to Beratung to open an abortion certificate.

But knowing that Lu Dao is one thing, thinking of the words he said in order to get her to agree to the abortion, she always felt that he was forcing her, if he hadn't pressed her so tightly, maybe she hadn't made that decision until now.

Therefore, after getting on the plane, she didn't pay attention to Shi Yan, directly lowered the seat, and then turned sideways, closed her eyes and slept, in fact, she didn't want to talk to him.

Shi Yan looked at the hibiscus lying on the side of the seat, and sighed secretly, he knew that she was angry, because she was heartache for the lost child, and she was even blaming him for not forcing her like that.

He didn't know if she was asleep, and finally asked the flight attendant to bring a blanket to cover her, not wanting her to forgive, although the temperature on the plane was a comfortable 22Β°.

But she had just had an abortion, her body was weak, 22Β° is suitable for ordinary people, and at this time, she is estimated to be better at 26Β° or more.

Maybe she will ignore him for a long time, he can predict this, but he does not regret it, he is glad that he is not indecisive, and he is glad that he put pressure on her to choose to abort the child.

If she hadn't gotten rid of the child, then he would have lost not only the child who still had a blood clot in her stomach, but also her.

He reached over and grabbed her hand and held it tightly in his palm, she struggled slightly, trying to break free, but he clenched it, and didn't give her a chance to break free.

In my heart, you are far more important than a child! He said to her silently in his heart.

From Berlin to Hong Kong, it took more than ten hours, and the plane delivered three meals, and Mu Hibiscus got up and ate twice, and Shi Yan woke her up.

"I know you're not in the mood to eat, and the food on the plane isn't very tasty," Shi Yan said to her as she placed the food on the table in front of her, "However, you have to eat a little, after all, it's a long-distance flight, and people are hungry for too long, and it's easy to get stomach problems, we already have a stomach problem in our family, I don't want you to suffer from the same disease as me again." ”

After hearing what he said, Mu Hibiscus remembered that the man next to him had a stomach problem, and the stomach problem seemed to be not light.

Yes, she remembered, when she first married him a few years ago, she had seen his stomach problems, and that night had scared her a lot.

So, she said angrily: "Your stomach disease is for your beloved, and I don't have a beloved, what kind of stomach disease do I have?" ”

He was stunned when he heard this, and then he couldn't help laughing, helped her uncover the tin foil of the lunch box, and opened the bag of the knife and fork and handed it to her, and then joked: "Then you hurry up and eat more, or I will think that you are because I want to suffer from stomach problems." ”

Mu Hibiscus silently took the knife and fork he handed over, to be honest, the food on the plane was indeed not delicious, but she was made of meat, and she had already missed a meal after getting on the plane, so she was really hungry at this time.

Perhaps because of the two meals on the plane, when they got off the plane, they didn't seem to be so frozen, but the hibiscus was still not marble.

After a transit in Hong Kong, it was already evening when they arrived in Bencheng, and Gu Xue drove to pick them up.

"Originally, Su Beiping was coming, but I said that I hadn't seen my cousin for a long time, so I drove him away," Gu Xue took the lead in explaining herself when she saw Shi Yan and Mu Hibiscus.

Mu Hibiscus heard Gu Xue say this, his face turned slightly red, and he hurriedly stepped forward and said softly: "Xie Luxie." ”

"Ouch, cousin-in-law, are you still polite to me," Gu Xue pulled her aside with a smile, and said happily: "You don't know Lu Dao, we know that you are not sick and we don't know how happy Lu Dao is, grandma is so excited at home as if she is something, and she said that her ancestors burned high incense, so she will wash the dust for you in the Shi family compound tonight." ”

"Catch the wind and wash the dust?" Mu Hibiscus looked up at Gu Xue, frowned slightly and asked, "Will there be a lot of people coming?" ”

"Of course, everyone has to come," Gu Xue said naturally: "Cousin-in-law, you don't know what to do, since my aunt and Tingting had an accident, the Shi family compound has not been so lively for a long time, and it is a great joy that you are not sick, my grandmother said that you should celebrate it well, and give you Chong Chong joy, so that you will never be sick in the future." ”

Hearing this, Hibiscus sighed secretly, celebrate, what is there to celebrate?

Although she did not suffer from a rare disease in the world, because of her cowardice, she lost the child in her womb, is this a happy event for her?

And for the Shi family, is it a happy event?

"Hey, are you going to move Germany back?" Gu Xue saw Shi Yan pushing a large cart of suitcases over, and couldn't help but exclaim: "It seems that you don't have so much luggage when you go abroad, right?" ”

Mu Hibiscus couldn't help but be embarrassed, and quickly explained: "Well, I brought some things back to my mother and some gifts for my grandmother, so I inevitably added a suitcase." ”

"Okay, it's the first time I've known that my cousin's patience is so good," Gu Xue shook her head a little helplessly, and pushed over one or two carts to take down one large and one small of the suitcases stacked on Shi Yan's cart.

Mu Hibiscus only felt that Gu Xue's words were a little strange, and couldn't help but ask: "What is the first time I know that he is so patient?" Could it be that his previous patience was not good? ”

"Before?" Gu Xue glanced at her cousin sideways, but received a warning look, so she hurriedly smiled and said, "I have never come to pick up the plane for my cousin before, so I haven't seen it before, or it's the first time?" ”

Mu Hibiscus smiled and didn't make a sound, and Gu Xue's car was parked in the underground parking lot, so they took the helicopter under the underground parking lot.

"Ah Mu, you lie in the back row for a while," Shi Yan took out a blanket from the suitcase and handed it to her, and then instructed: "Take off your down jacket, it's not too cold in Bencheng, just cover the blanket when you lie in the back row." ”

Mu Hibiscus did so, and Gu Xue stood aside and joked: "Ouch, if you two want to show affection, don't perform in front of others, okay?" I don't know if the people of Lu Dao are lonely? ”

"Stimulated?" Shi Yan glared at her, and said angrily: "Why don't you hurry up and get married when you are stimulated?" Naturally, there are people who are so kind to you. ”

"Hmph, I'm not rare," Gu Xue snorted coldly, opened the cab door and got into the car.

Mu Hibiscus couldn't help laughing, she didn't know much about Gu Xue and Qiao Zixuan, because Shi Yan hadn't told her about it.

But even so, she still knows Lu Dao, the two originally planned to get married, but then they didn't get married without knowing what happened to Lu Dao, and it seems to be related to Aka in Germany.

On the way back, Mu Hibiscus was lying in the back seat, Shi Yan was in the passenger seat, and Gu Xue was driving.

In the end, it is a girl, and it is still necessary to drive gently, so from the airport to the Shijia compound, Shi Yan originally drove for an hour, but Gu Xue actually took nearly an hour and a half to arrive.

Gu Xue really didn't tell a lie, there were indeed a lot of people coming to the Shi family compound, Gu Xue's family, Shi Lei's family had arrived, and even Qiao Zixuan and Xiao Tianyang had also come.

There are also some people Mu Hibiscus doesn't know, such as the girl who followed Xiao Tianyang, Shi Yan told her in a low voice that it was Ruan Duoduo, Xiao Tianyang's fiancΓ©e.

This is the first time Mu Hibiscus has seen Ruan Duoduo, and she has never heard anyone mention it to her before, so she is really unfamiliar.

On the contrary, Ruan Duoduo was more familiar with her, and when she saw her, she smiled and said: "I often hear Gu Xue mention you, although you have never been masked before, but your name has been thunderous a few years ago. ”

Mu Hibiscus's face flushed slightly, and he said with a little embarrassment: "I don't have many good things as a person, but there are a lot of troubles, Gu Xue didn't arrange me in front of you, right?" ”

Mu Hibiscus was obviously just a joke, but he didn't expect Ruan Duoduo to be in a hurry, and hurriedly defended: "How can there be, Gu Xue has always praised you?" You are the object of our adoration of the group, and we have all adored you for years. ”

"What are you guys?" Mu Hibiscus was slightly stunned, and couldn't help but smile and ask, "Are there a lot of people in your group?" ”

"Of course there are a lot," Ruan Duoduo said naturally: "We are a group of classmates and friends, everyone admires you every time they talk about you, and they talk about you endlessly." ”

Hibiscus couldn't help but be dumbfounded, she never thought that someone would worship her, and she never thought that someone would pay attention to her affairs.

However, apart from these messy things between her and Fang Yicheng Shi Yan and Lin Chenxi, what else could she do that was worth talking about?

Mu Hibiscus was a little skeptical of Ruan Duoduo's words, and only felt that she was exaggerating, so he didn't take her words to heart, thinking that they were all flattering words on the table.

Just as she and Ruan Duoduo were talking, Liu Qin came out of the hall, and when she saw Mu Hibiscus, she shouted excitedly: "Ouch, Mu girl, you want to kill me, it's good that you don't have anything to do, this year, I can live with peace of mind, and I don't have to worry about you anymore." ”

When Mu Hibiscus heard Liu Qin say this, her nose was sour, and her eyes had a tingling feeling, she hurriedly stepped forward, reached out and grabbed Liu Qin's hand, tears swirled in her eyes, but she didn't say a word for half a sound.