A small yellow bean
When Wu You rushed to the hospital, it was more than nine o'clock in the morning, because Shi Yan said that the operation might be at ten o'clock, and she still wanted to come over to see Mu Hibiscus in advance.
However, by the time she arrived, Hibiscus had already entered the operation, and Shi Yan was smoking at the end of the corridor outside the operating room, one after the other, smoking hard.
She didn't immediately go up and call her son, but just watched from a distance, and she knew that her son was uncomfortable, just as uncomfortable as she was in her own heart.
Hibiscus's condition is different from others', although they have not yet taken a CT scan, but they all know that the rigor of the Germans is famous in the whole world.
Since there are signs of tumors in Hibiscus's blood, and there are no signs of tumors in Hibiscus except for her head, which is not scanned by CT, it fully indicates that 90% of the tumor is in her brain.
People are always very strange, in fact, Shi Yan knew that she had Alzheimer's disease before she and Mu Hibiscus applied for a marriage certificate, and she knew that she would not have children after marrying her.
Therefore, for the child, he should not have any expectations.
But no one expected that hibiscus not only did not have Alzheimer's disease, but also unexpectedly got pregnant, and it was this unexpected accident that gave them too many surprises.
It's just that the surprise is so short-lived, the reality is so cruel, and after the great joy, it is immediately ushered in an unacceptable great sorrow, which is difficult for any of them to accept and unacceptable.
Shi Yan finished smoking the cigarette in his hand, and when he turned his head to throw the cigarette butt into the trash can, he found his mother standing behind him, and walked over in a little stunned.
"Mom, are you here?" Shi Yan threw the cigarette butt into the trash can, and when he raised his head, he already had a smile on his face: "Mu Hibiscus was pushed into the operating room at eight o'clock, and it is estimated that he is undergoing surgery at this time." ”
Wu You shook the insulated lunch box he was holding in his hand: "I got up in the morning and stewed chicken soup for her, in this place in Germany, it is really not easy to find a local chicken, there are turkeys everywhere." ”
"Xie Lu Xie Ma, you are very thoughtful," Shi Yan's face flushed slightly, and he said with some embarrassment: "I didn't even think of this, so I just helped her buy the things she needed after the operation." ”
"Did the doctor say when I would be able to come out?" Wu You looked at the operating room over there, only to see that the red light was still on.
"The doctor said that I should not wait outside the door, and said that I would push her out after noon, let me go home, and wait until five o'clock in the afternoon to come and pick her up," Shi Yan said here and said a little irritably: "The Germans are troublesome, not to mention that after the operation, quickly push her to the ward, and have to stay inside, do you think I can walk away with confidence?" ”
Wu You rarely listened to Shi Yan complain or anything, this was the first time he heard him complain about people, and he also complained about German doctors, so it can be seen that he was indeed very worried about hibiscus.
"Well, the Germans have the German way of doing things and the principles, don't let the hibiscus come out so quickly, maybe stay inside for a few hours after the operation." Wu You understood the German doctor's approach, so he hurriedly comforted his son and said, "Shall we be patient?" Anyway, it's a minor operation, and the hibiscus should be fine. ”
"I said that, but I didn't see anyone, and my heart was always not so steady." Shi Yan sighed again as he spoke, and there happened to be a call/call coming in, so he immediately took out his mobile phone and went to the side to answer the call/call.
When Hibiscus in the operating room became conscious again, it was already past twelve o'clock in the afternoon, and the first thing she saw when she opened her eyes was the nurse aunt, who was also dutiful, and saw her when she opened her eyes.
"Are you awake?" The nurse came over and asked her in English, "How do you feel now?" ”
"I'm in so much pain" Hibiscus covered her stomach with her hand and said in English that it hurt.
It was really painful, and the pain was different from the pain I had when I had surgery a few years ago, it was like a kind of pain that had been scraped by a sharp blade, but left deep marks.
The pain obviously came from the lower abdomen, but she didn't know what it was, but she always felt that it was in the heart socket, and through the capillaries of the heart, it was quickly transmitted to the whole body, reaching the limbs and hundreds of remains.
"Can you stand it?" The nurse aunt saw that Hibiscus was sweating faintly on her forehead in pain, and couldn't help but ask with concern: "If you can't bear it, I can give you painkiller injections, but painkiller injections are not conducive to recovery." ”
Mu Hibiscus gritted his teeth and nodded, and said in a low voice: "I can bear it, this pain is nothing." ”
The nurse glanced at her with a little surprise, but she didn't say more, and the German girl in the bed next to her was babbling in pain, and the nurse immediately went over to give the girl a painkiller injection.
The girl quickly fell asleep again after the painkiller injection, but because Hibiscus did not take the painkiller injection, the pain in her abdomen came again and again, and she could no longer sleep and could not sleep.
There was a warm liquid spilling from under her, and she remembered that she was in a bit of a hurry when she was pushed out of the ward by the nurse in the morning, and she actually forgot to bring in the most important thing, which was a sanitary napkin.
In fact, when she and Shi Yan went to the shopping mall near the hospital yesterday afternoon to buy something, they bought two packs of sanitary napkins, which were originally placed on the bedside table in the ward.
Last night, when she went to bed, she thought that she would bring two tablets into the operating room this morning, but who knew that Lu Dao entered the operating room like that in the morning, and she was still confused after taking the pills.
She struggled to sit up, and when she saw the nurse aunt who had given the German girl a painkiller injection, she spoke cautiously: "That, nurse, can you please go outside to find my family and ask him to help me bring in a pair of underwear and a pack of sanitary napkins?" ”
"The family members have been chased away by us, and they won't come until the afternoon," the nurse aunt said very formulaically: "There are ready-made disposable panties and sanitary napkins in the bathroom, and you can use them when you go in." ”
"Oh, thank you!" Hibiscus froze slightly, then got out of bed and slowly walked towards the bathroom in the corner of the room.
Sure enough, there are disposable panties and sanitary napkins, and she has to sigh that in this regard, German hospitals are indeed much more humane than Chinese hospitals.
However, thinking about what the nurse said about driving away the family members, she felt that in terms of treating family members, Germany's humanity still could not be compared with China's humanity.
After changing into underwear and sanitary napkins, I went back to bed and lay down again, perhaps because I had just gone to the bathroom to remove some black blood, and at this time my lower abdomen was not so painful, but the pain in the heart socket was getting clearer and clearer.
She lay silently, and no one spoke, for the German girl had fallen asleep again after the painkiller, and the nurse and aunt, seeing that they were all right, opened the door and went out.
She lay like this, because she didn't bring her mobile phone when she entered the operating room, so she didn't know where Shi Yan was at this time, and the nurse didn't come in for a long time after she left.
It wasn't until about two o'clock in the afternoon that the German girl who had been given the painkiller also woke up, and then another nurse came in, but it was no longer the nurse aunt in the morning, but a nurse grandmother.
The nurse grandmother was very amiable, and when she came in, she asked them how they felt. Do you still feel pain? Are you hungry?
The pain gradually subsided over time, and I couldn't even feel it anymore, but the feeling of hunger was very obvious, after all, I hadn't eaten since 10 o'clock last night.
"Any of you brought food in, we have a microwave oven to heat it up for you," the nurse asked the nurse warmly, Hibiscus and the German girl.
The German girl immediately brought in two hamburgers and handed them to the nurse grandmother, asking the nurse to help heat them, and also said a few words to the nurse grandmother, but unfortunately the two of them spoke German, and Hibiscus did not understand a word.
"Miss, didn't you bring anything to eat?" The nurse grandmother switched to English and asked hibiscus.
Mu Hibiscus shook his head and said in a low voice: "I was hospitalized, and I was pushed by the nurse to the hospital bed in the morning, and I was already confused after taking the medicine, and I didn't expect to be able to go back to the ward after the operation, so I didn't bring anything to eat." ”
"Oh, you're hospitalized, huh?" The nurse's grandmother looked suddenly enlightened, and then hurriedly said, "Why didn't you say it earlier, you can go back to your ward to rest when you are hospitalized, the observation period has passed." ”
After the nurse said this, she immediately took the two hamburgers of the German girl and walked out of the door, and when she reached the door, she turned back to Hibiscus and said, "Wait a minute, I will have someone come and push you back to the ward at once, you must go back to eat quickly, or you will not be hungry." ”
Within a few minutes, two nurses came in, and after confirming Hibiscus's identity and hospitalization number, they immediately pushed Hibiscus's bed out of the lounge attached to the operating room.
Mu Hibiscus originally wanted to tell the nurse that I could walk by myself, but it had been three hours since the operation, and her lower abdomen was less painful now, and she was fine in other places.
But she didn't say anything, thinking that the bed in the ward had been pushed away in the morning, and if she had walked back by herself at this time, maybe there wouldn't have been a bed in the ward.
As soon as Mu Hibiscus was pushed out of this lounge, Shi Yan and Wu You, who were waiting outside, immediately followed the nurse to push her back to the ward.
Seeing her pale, Shi Yan couldn't help but ask distressedly: "Ah Mu, you have nothing to do, right?" Is there anything wrong with it? ”
"It's okay," Mu Hibiscus turned to look at him, and couldn't help but ask suspiciously, "Didn't the nurse say that she drove you away?" I said you were coming here in the afternoon, why are you still here? ”
"The nurse is indeed in a hurry, but I didn't leave," Shi Yan's face flushed slightly, and then quickly added: "I think it's troublesome to walk back and forth, you know that I'm the most afraid of trouble." ”
Mu Hibiscus bit his lip lightly and didn't gnaw, raised his head slightly, looked at Wu You beside Shi Yan, his nose was sore, his eyes only felt a stinging pain, his lips squirmed, and he wanted to shout 'Mom', but in the end he didn't shout.
The operating room is separated by a building from the inpatient department, which is not particularly far away, after all, there are elevators up and down, and it will take a few minutes to return to the ward.
"Wood, I brought you chicken soup," Wu You put the insulated lunch box in her hand on her bedside table, and then looked at her with a sideways face: "Do you want to eat it now or later?" ”
"Of course it's for her now, what she ate before ten o'clock last night, she hasn't eaten anything yet." Shi Yan walked over, picked up the insulated lunch box, took the bowl to the coffee table and helped her pack it out.
"Take good care of your body," Wu You sat down on the stool next to Mu Hibiscus's bed, looking at Mu Hibiscus whose face was still pale: "Don't think too much, I believe in you, you can survive any matter and difficulties." ”
Mu Hibiscus nodded, pulled out a far-fetched smile and looked at Wu You: "Mom, don't worry, you still don't know what to say about me?" I've always been optimistic, when did you see me crying? In the past, even if I knew that I had Alzheimer's disease, I was never pessimistic, but now no matter how sick I am, it won't hurt people more than Alzheimer's disease, right? ”
Wu You's heart was a lot more relieved when she heard Mu Hibiscus say this, and she grabbed Mu Hibiscus's hand with her hand and sighed: "I know that Mu Dao has always been strong, so I am also very relieved, and in three weeks, we will go skiing in the Harz Mountains." ”
Mu Hibiscus nodded, and it happened that Shi Yan brought Wu You's stewed chicken soup to her in a bowl, she immediately got up and sat up, and Wu You helped her put down the table on the hospital bed, so she sat on the bed and drank Wu You's stewed chicken soup.
Originally, she didn't have much appetite, but this was stewed for her by Wu You personally, not to mention that Wu You was sitting here again, she couldn't show any sadness and sadness in front of Wu You, so she still bit it and drank this bowl of chicken soup.
Wu You left after she had lunch, saying that she would not disturb her rest, and that people who had just had an abortion needed rest the most.
Shi Yan sent Wu You away, and Mu Hibiscus went to the closet to get her underwear and went to the bathroom to change them, she was not used to disposable things, and she was not comfortable to wear.
Because the head CT was scheduled for the next morning, she was not discharged from the hospital and lived directly in the hospital, in the words of the professor, if she really had a tumor in her brain or something, it is estimated that she would still have to be hospitalized.
This night, Shi Yan still slept on the sofa in her hospital room, she had driven him back, but he refused to go back, because he was lazy and didn't want to run around, not to mention the snow outside.
"Can you bear to let me walk two kilometers in the snow?" Shi Yan questioned the hibiscus who drove him.
Mu Hibiscus was immediately speechless, the purpose of her driving him back was to let him go home and go to sleep, after all, the sofa was uncomfortable to sleep on? A young master like him, he didn't know if he had slept on the sofa before.
Besides, her child is gone, and she won't be able to perform the drama of running away anymore, and he doesn't need to be wary of her escaping, right?
In the end, of course, he didn't drive away, because Shi Yan had a good reason, he didn't want to walk two kilometers in the ice and snow, and the taxi was not easy to call on a snowy night, far less comfortable than sleeping on the sofa in the hospital room.
Perhaps because the child has been drained, neither of them has mentioned the topic of the child again, even though Hibiscus still uses sanitary napkins, but they both pretend that it is her who has menstruation.
CT at nine o'clock in the morning the next day, this is not a major operation, just an ordinary examination, but even so, Wu You still rushed over from the hotel.
"Mom, it's snowing outside, you don't have to run around like this," Mu Hibiscus looked at Wu You who came over, and whispered to her, "I'm sure I'm fine, I don't feel a headache or anything." ”
"We all know that you must be fine," Wu You smiled and comforted Mu Hibiscus, "Aren't I idle in my hotel room?" There's nothing to do in Berlin in this cold and snowy place, so I might as well come here and talk to you. ”
Seeing Wu You say this, Mu Hibiscus couldn't say anything more, there is really nothing to travel in Berlin in winter, unless she goes skiing in the Harz Mountains, but Wu You is still waiting for her little moon to go together.
There are a lot of people taking CT scans, and Hibiscus waited for nearly half an hour to talk about her, and she already knew about the CT radiation in advance, but now she is no longer pregnant, so she doesn't have so many worries.
The CT scan was very fast, and it came out in a few minutes, but the CT results were not available until the afternoon, so Hibiscus went back to the ward after taking the CT scan.
Wu You brought Mu Hibiscus meatball soup from a Chinese restaurant today, bought her favorite blueberries, and brought her a book on the history of German architecture.
Because Wu You and Mu Hibiscus chatted very well, Shi Yan didn't bother the two of them, and he was using the Internet to contact Shi Lei, Qiao Zixuan, and Xiao Tianyang in Bincheng to arrange the affairs of the exhibition group.
Shi Yan went to get the CT results in the afternoon, but he didn't go directly to the CT room to get the results, but went directly to the professor's office in charge of Mu Hibiscus's condition, because the CT results were sent directly to the professor.
The professor-level doctor was waiting for him in the clinic, and when he saw him coming, he motioned for him to sit down, and then asked with a heavy face: "Mr. Shi, did your wife have any other diseases besides the so-called misdiagnosed Alzheimer's disease?" ”
"There should be none," Shi Yan frowned and thought about it carefully, and then said with great certainty: "Her body has always been very good, she is an architectural designer, she used to wear a helmet when she used to walk on the construction site when she worked, she usually has very few colds, occasionally has a small cold or something, she is generally reluctant to come to the hospital, just go to the pharmacy to buy some cold medicine and take it." ”
"Oh, it's good that there are no other diseases," the doctor nodded, and then looked at Shi Yan and said, "However, she does have a tumor in her brain, of course, this tumor is not big, just a lump the size of a small yellow bean."
Shi Yan followed the doctor's hand to look at the CT of the head of the hibiscus attached to the light box next to him, perhaps because his brain was in a trance, or because he didn't know how to look at the CT picture, so it took him half a day to find the black spot the size of a soybean.
It is indeed a very small black spot, as the doctor said, similar to a small yellow bean, and this small yellow bean is at the base of the skull, and it cannot be found without careful inspection.
Shi Yan's eyes were staring at this little yellow bean, it was obviously just a small black dot, but when he saw it, he felt extremely terrifying, and even his body began to tremble.
As long as he thought that this little black dot would grow day by day over time, and then it would devour the hibiscus life hideously, he couldn't control his body.
"Mr. Shi, the location of this small tumor is very bad, it is in the most dense nerve place," the doctor pointed to the small black dot on the CT scan and said to Shi Yan, "The current situation is a problem of surgery, this is a very difficult problem, and it will also be a very dangerous operation, if you take the risk of surgery, your wife is likely to become a vegetative person." ”
"What? Will you become vegetative after surgery? Shi Yan was startled, he couldn't believe his ears, and his mouth opened wide into an O-shape.
The doctor nodded cautiously, "That's right, this position is very bad, and it is very unfavorable for surgery." ”
"What then?" Shi Yan became anxious, looked at the professor-level doctor and asked, "It's rare to wait for a small tumor to grow crazy in her brain?" Or is there something better you can do about it? ”
The professor-level doctor shook his head, looked at Shi Yan and said, "There is almost no way to remove this small tumor from your wife's brain, so what we can think of is probably a relatively conservative treatment." ”
"Conservative treatment?" Shi Yan looked up at the doctor in front of him, and asked half-loudly: "What kind of conservative treatment?" Will she survive the catastrophe of this tumor? ”