Chapter 202: As long as you live better than me

"Luo Yan, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have told you this." Seeing a trace of worry on Su Luoyan's face, Lin Xi felt as if she had done something wrong, she shouldn't mention that person's matter to Su Luoyan now.

There was silence between the two of them for a while, and Su Luoyan's heart began to tremble, how she wished that she could stand by his side and accompany him through such a difficult time. However, she could not go back to the past, and she could not convince herself to carry the cross of morality and move forward as before.

"You still love him, don't you?" After a long time, Lin Xi stared at Su Luoyan's eyes and asked, love is a complicated thing, but it will definitely not change easily with time. Lin Xi's nerves were so big that she spoke incoherently, but she could still feel Su Luoyan's mood.

They are good sisters, people who can share weal and sorrow, seeing Su Luoyan like this, Lin Xi felt uncomfortable. It's just that things have happened to such an extent that people are speechless except for silence.

"I don't love it." Su Luoyan squeezed out these two words, as if she had exhausted all her strength, she didn't love it anymore, otherwise how could she make up her mind to leave him. How is it possible to break your vows and become someone else's fiancée? She was no longer in a position to mention the sacred word love. 13605551

Yun Hao, are you okay? I still miss you, it's just that I can't tell you how I feel anymore. I am very sad that you are not doing well, and I wish I could be brave and stand by your side like before, but, please forgive me, I am cowardly to such a point that I want to watch your pain coldly.

"Yun Hao, you can't drink anymore." Seeing Leng Yunhao soaking in the bar every day, Wei Jun was quite puzzled. It's just the loss of a woman, who hasn't experienced this kind of lovelorn feelings?

Leng Yunhao's table was empty with a beer, and he exuded the smell of alcohol, such a day was chaotic, if it was before, he couldn't accept it at all, let alone become this virtuous. Only now, apart from the comfort that alcohol could bring him, he could no longer convince himself to get back on his feet.

"Yun Hao, things are already like this, you can't always be immersed in the past, Yichen is already engaged to Luo Yan, and Luo Yan now has Yichen's child, you better let it go." Wei Jun frowned and persuaded Leng Yunhao.

Brotherhood is not something that can be cut off in a few words, he knows the pain in Leng Yunhao's heart, and feels powerless to help this man get out of the pain. If Su Luoyan hasn't made a choice yet, then there is still time to save this matter, but she is willing to conceive Shang Yichen's child, which means that she has let it go. V5qn。

This is the most incredible thing Leng Yunhao has heard, Su Luoyan already has Fang Yichen's child? "What do you say? You repeat. Leng Yunhao's red eyes stared at Wei Jun, he felt that his breathing was about to stop, and when he was so painful that he couldn't breathe, he still had to accept such a powerful news.

Xi Ah Xi Dan. "Yun Hao, can you wake up? Luo Yan, she doesn't love you anymore, why do you want to hurt yourself like this. Wei Jun didn't know what else he could say to be able to make Leng Yunhao accept this fact.

"Impossible, it's impossible for Luo Yan not to love me, Fang Yichen, this bastard, why are you robbing my woman." Leng Yunhao roared angrily and smashed the beer bottle in his hand against the wall, and the hustle and bustle in the bar immediately stopped. All eyes are on here.

Wei Jun immediately supported Leng Yunhao, gave the bartender a look, and walked out of the safe passage. Leng Yunhao has a lot of scandals, and he doesn't want this man to continue to linger by the world's spit.

"Wei Jun, you tell me, she still loves me, right?" Leng Yunhao, who was drunk, grabbed Wei Jun and started talking nonsense, he was always clear in his heart, but he couldn't accept the fact that he lost that woman forever.

Wei Jun stopped talking, stuffed Leng Yunhao into the car, and then started the engine and left with Leng Yunhao. This is what he has to do every night, no matter which bar Leng Yunhao is drunk in, someone will notify him as soon as possible. He didn't know if it was right for him to do this, but as Lin Xi said, friends should appear when they are needed most.

He could only accompany Leng Yunhao silently on the side, and he couldn't help him heal the pain in his heart. Only when you have loved deeply can you understand the meaning of pain.

After being drunk, Leng Yunhao always kept calling Su Luoyan's name, that woman had become an indelible mark in his life. He sent Leng Yunhao home, and after settling the man, he drove away.

Leng Yunhao woke up at almost noon, and at this time of the day, he woke up from the pain of drunkenness, only to find himself lying on that empty double bed again. Without Su Luoyan's figure, the entire world is still himself.

Shen Yuqing's situation is not optimistic, and the experts invited from the United States have not yet figured out what happened to her. Seeing that elegant woman getting haggard day by day, the pressure in his heart became a little greater. On the side of the American company, it has suffered a historic blow, and Ling Feng is still struggling alone, but he is not in the mood to deal with these things at all.

After a brief lunch, he walked towards the sanatorium, as if it was the only place where he could find a moment of peace. Sometimes he felt that he was too strong for anyone to defeat him, only to realize later that he was as fragile as a child.

He was afraid of being lonely, afraid of being abandoned, afraid of being like this, and he felt deep pain but had nowhere to speak. He sat on the edge of Shen Yuqing's bed, with all kinds of tubes inserted in her body, and the instruments on the side were ticking non-stop, showing the characteristics of this woman's life.

He couldn't imagine sitting here one day, how would he go on with his life if all these instruments stopped? Su Luoyan has already left him, if Shen Yuqing is also gone, where should he go? He was suddenly very frightened that there was no place in such a large world realm that could accommodate him.

This night, it is rare that Leng Yunhao did not go to the bar to be nostalgic, people will be tired sometimes, and the things that alcohol can't solve still need to be adjusted by themselves. It's not that he hasn't gone to look for Su Luoyan, but when he was standing outside the Fang family's villa, he didn't know how to move.

She has become someone else's fiancée, and now she has someone else's child in her womb, and the thought of the child makes him feel bitter in his heart. They used to have a common child, but Su Luoyan strangled his life with his own hands. If the child was still alive by now, it would have been more than three months.

Such a beautiful thing has become a distant memory, and everything can't be returned, only endless pain still lingers in my heart. When the sky darkened, he didn't want to go to dinner, and he didn't want to investigate whether he was so haggard that he couldn't bear to see the picture.

He thought that if he walked on the street, no one would recognize him as the personable Leng Yunhao, and the meaning of life seemed to have become extremely empty, and he even felt that Shen Yuqing was also a kind of happiness like this, at least she could not think about the outside world, and could quietly immerse herself in her own world.

Envy is also just an emotion, and in times of pain, it is a good medicine to escape. Su Luoyan's figure would always appear in his mind, the two of them had spent so many wonderful times, but suddenly it became a memory that he couldn't go back.

During this time, he went to the bathroom, but he didn't want to hear that at the corner of the corridor, several people were talking, and the topic was of course focused on him, and he was now a popular figure in the city.

The media reports were overwhelming, and if in the past, he only had to move his fingers, and these reports would have died down, but now, he is not in that mood.

"I can't believe he's such a person." He heard the sigh of a middle-aged woman, the two medical staff had a very small voice, standing at the window and whispering this, just with their backs to Leng Yunhao, not knowing that he was behind him.

"Isn't it, I heard that he was fooling around outside, which made Miss Su divorce him." The other woman chimed in, as if there was a lot of anger in her words.

"Hey, poor Miss Su, such a good person, he actually met a beast like him. However, I still can't figure it out, if you say that if he is really so cold-blooded, why is he still so enthusiastic about his mother? The other woman continued.

"Isn't this all pretend, you don't understand this, the rich man's favorite thing now is to pretend, do you think he is really the same as us, and he still puts it in his heart, they are the only people who see money." The woman's dissatisfied voice came out.

Leng Yunhao suddenly wanted to sneer, he had never regarded money as a thing, and when he heard the discussion of these two people, he felt bitter in his heart. It seems that living without money is also a kind of fun, so it is more worrying.

"Do you think he really has something to do with that woman?" The woman asked in a skeptical tone, and she was obviously very interested in these things.

"Who knows what about this? But that's what the newspapers say, I think maybe there is such a thing, rich people, it's all because they have more money to blame, you say you want to make them poor overnight, do you still have these thoughts? After speaking, the woman next to her sighed.

Leng Yunhao stood there, deep in thought, maybe everyone's joy was incomprehensible to others. He never felt that he was like this because he had money, on the contrary, he was worried about what would happen without money, just like everyone else.

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