Chapter 203: Wake up unexpectedly

Leng Yunhao stood there, deep in thought, maybe everyone's joy was incomprehensible to others. He never felt that he was like this because he had money, on the contrary, he was worried about what would happen without money, just like everyone else.

He didn't go out immediately, he didn't have the urge to continue listening to other people's gossip, and he didn't want to suddenly appear in front of them and embarrass them.

He went back to the bathroom and looked in the mirror at the strange man, the stubble had come out a lot, he hadn't repaired it for a long time, and he was much older. The man in the mirror, haggard and tired, as if the sparkle in his eyes had been lost.

He is no longer the Leng Yunhao he was before, he has become a man who is not even a stranger to himself, he has no ideals, no beliefs, only a shell is still lingering.

He didn't know how long it would take for him to regain his previous self-confidence, but he thought that he would never be able to go back to the past. Love is a thunderous thing, and he is unwilling to try to love and be loved again. His heart belonged only to Su Luoyan, and it was, is, and will still be.

When he came out of the bathroom, the two women had already left, and he still hadn't seen their faces, and even their voices were muffled. If he wanted to, he could have made them lose their jobs just by standing up. But he didn't do that, and the reason was not even clear to him.

He stood at the window where the two people had stood before, and at a glance, there were thousands of lights, and the warm picture always made people doubly sad. If Su Luoyan is still there, then the lamp lit for him should still be there, right?

He smiled bitterly in his heart, such an assumption was completely groundless, why should he bother to think about it. It's just that he really wants to know what Lu Dao is doing, at this time, what is Su Luoyan doing, will she smile with Fang Yichen? Do you want to light a lamp for him too?

When he returned to the ward, the room was so quiet that even a needle could be heard, and he walked to Shen Yuqing's bedside and sat down next to her. The sleeping woman, her eyebrows and eyes stretched, could not see any expression.

He held Shen Yuqing's hand, those hands transmitted a warm signal, but he didn't have the slightest feeling, many emotions lingered in his heart, if he was a child, could he find the warmth he wanted in his mother's arms? A man over thirty years old should be stable and mature, with a calm and virtuous heart.

He has always admired his mother, and during the time of his father's death, she supported everything with her weak shoulders and supported the Leng family's family business alone. This kind of strength is something that ordinary people can't do. He is now experiencing the same bottleneck, but he is at a loss.

TV is all about popular time-traveling dramas, how good it would be if people could really cross, he hopes that he can go back to his teenage years and be able to see his mother at that time. He wanted to know what gave this woman such a powerful power, so that she could go through the wind and rain and witness the appearance of the rainbow.

When Su Ruolin arrived in the United States, she didn't go to her cousin's house, she originally hoped to be able to relax alone, and there were too many things accumulated in her heart, and she needed time and space to clean up. On Leng Yunhao's side, there has been no news, and Lawyer Chen has called twice, but she has not answered.

She didn't know what she was delaying, Leng Yunhao's request for divorce was not excessive, the two of them had lived together for two years, in the past two years, he had not treated her badly and gave her a lot of living expenses, and now she still has hundreds of thousands of dollars left on her card, and the part of the divorce agreement that was given to her is also tens of millions.

If she is someone else, I am afraid that she will feel satisfied, she is still a woman, and divorce in the legal sense will not bring her any losses. It's just that she hasn't understood her heart yet, if she talks about Leng Yunhao, she is still full of love for Leng Yunhao, but after experiencing so much hurt, no matter how strong her love is, there will be a day when she fades.

She still misses the man who hurt her at some point, but she doesn't call him again and again, no longer expecting him to change his mind. She knew that the two of them would never go back. From the day he excluded her from his life, he had already made up his mind to distance himself from her.

The scenery of New York is very good, she originally thought that her trip would be lonely, but she did not want to encounter some surprises after a catastrophe.

coincided with Ma Lang's public holiday, and he took the initiative to accompany Su Ruolin to go around the United States, he was born and raised in the United States, and naturally he was very familiar with those commonplace scenery, and those outsiders did not know the scenery of Lu Road, he was also clear. Under the leadership of Ma Lang, Su Ruolin has seen many scenes that she has never heard of.

Maybe she has been suppressed by various rules, in her past life, there were few male roles, I don't know what the reason is, she didn't reject Ma Lang's appearance from the beginning. He walked by her side so naturally and humorously, often bringing her many surprises.

This relationship, she did not regard it as love, in addition to love, there should be an emotion between men and women, which has nothing to do with Fengyue or love, just that tacit understanding, which makes each other so happy.

What happened in the United States, there was no hot knowledge, Su Ruolin went for more than ten days, and Cao Mengroe was only told that she was with her friends, and the photos she sent back by email were smiling like flowers, and the parents were relieved to see her so happy.

Su Luoyan found a letter from Ma Lang when he logged in to his mailbox one day, and it seems that the two have not been in touch since they left the United States. Ma Lang called her before, but she didn't answer it, and she didn't reply in time later.

Seeing Ma Lang's letter, Su Luoyan was surprised, Ma Lang told her how he met Su Ruolin, and the details were so detailed. At the end of the letter, he affectionately addressed Su Ruolin as an angel.

She thought that Ma Lang at this time should have a little bit of a liking for Su Ruolin, otherwise a restrained man would definitely not be groundless if he expressed his emotions so directly.

He came to ask Su Luoyan, Su Ruolin's hobbies, he wanted to know more about Su Ruolin, but he couldn't do anything. He said that the time with Su Ruolin was particularly happy, and he said that he might be coming to China.

In that letter, Su Luoyan replied extremely seriously, she told Su Ruolin many advantages, the only thing she didn't mention was her marriage, she thought that every angel-like girl has the right to her own happiness. Su Ruolin is so good, she will definitely be able to get Ma Lang's favor.

A week later, Su Ruolin had decided to go back, and many of the depressions in her heart began to dissipate, feelings are important, but sometimes her feelings will exceed everything. She had already made up her mind in her heart that if Leng Yunhao still adhered to her previous attitude, then she was willing to choose divorce.

There is no tree that you have to wait for, and there is no one who you have to hurt again and again. She had given up the entire forest for the tree, and now she felt it was time for her to come out.

"Miss Ruolin, are you really leaving?" After hearing the news that Su Ruolin was leaving, Ma Lang's face was suddenly covered with sadness, and the short time he got along with him had already made him have strong feelings for Su Ruolin.

This beautiful girl from China has given him too many beautiful memories, he forgot time, space, and national differences between the two people, he just felt that he was very happy when he was with Su Ruolin.

"Well, it's time for me to go back, I've been out for so long, I'm a little homesick." Su Ruolin smiled lightly, parting is a topic that cannot be touched, no matter what time it is, as long as it is talked about, the mood will be inexplicably heavy.

Manapa is. Because of the time she spent with Ma Lang, she saw a lot of things clearly, when she was with Leng Yunhao before, her heart was full of concern for that man, happy for him and worried about him, she never paid attention to her feelings, whether she was happy or unhappy, he never cared.

And Ma Lang is a different kind of man, he will think about Su Ruolin in many things, sometimes, he is like a father, taking care of her, sometimes he is like a brother, giving her meticulous care, and sometimes he is like a good friend, sharing all the happiness with her.

But she clearly knew that she and he were from two different worlds, and she was not divorced yet, even if this marriage had broken down, she should not have any thoughts.

"Can you go again after a while? I mean, there are a lot of places I haven't taken you to see where the scenery is beautiful. Ma Lang is like a child, he wants to keep Su Ruolin to stay, but he can't find a suitable reason.

"Ma Lang, my friend, thank you for your kindness, but I have to go back. Thank you very much for taking care of me during this time, and welcome you to visit China for some time. She looked at the big boy in front of her, his face was full of sadness, but he couldn't say a word of relief.

The feeling of knowing each other late and feeling like old friends at first sight may be a description of the two of them. It's just that each other is no longer on the same level, and she will eventually return to her life.

"If, Miss Ruolin, I mean if, if I decide to go to China with you now, can you be my tour guide?" Ma Lang suddenly came up with such a sentence, which made Su Ruolin completely surprised.

She knew that he was on public vacation now, and the time was only half a month, and half of it had been used up in order to take Su Ruolin around, and he didn't have that much time to go back to China with her.

"This ...... Do you have enough time? I mean, you're only on fifteen days off. Su Ruolin kindly reminded that the American concept of time is very strong, and the nature of Ma Lang's work is somewhat special, and it is even more rare to have a public holiday once a year.

"It's okay, I'll take care of this matter. I just really want to go to China, it's always been my dream. Miss Ruolin, will you wait for me for a day? I'll take care of the matter here, and then I'll accompany you back to China, okay? Ma Lang looked at Su Ruolin expectantly.

She knew that he was not so looking forward to going to China as he said, and that the price of this trip to China was too high. She wanted to persuade him to think again, but Ma Lang's expression made her see firmness.

"Well, that's good, I'll wait for you to finish dealing with things before leaving." Su Ruolin finally nodded, Ma Lang screamed excitedly, he reached out and suddenly took Su Ruolin into his arms, and hugged Su Ruolin with all his strength.

"Miss Ruolin, I'm really happy, I really didn't expect that I would realize my dream so soon." He was speechless with excitement, but Su Ruolin didn't feel that his behavior was abrupt at all.

She didn't know if Lu Dao was because of Ma Lang's influence, and after a short time together, it seemed that he had taught her a lot of things, his mind was clear, and he wouldn't have too many complicated ideas, black is black, white was white, simple thinking made it much easier for people to get along.

He understands a lot of truths, is proficient in Chinese culture, and occasionally communicates with Su Ruolin, he can make her instantly convinced and admired. A woman needs to have such a man around her.

Su Ruolin did not tell Cao Menglu the date of her return, she didn't want Ma Lang to spoil her fun, and hoped that she could take this foreign man to China to experience Chinese culture. This trip has made her mind much broader.

It is said that the fastest way for a woman to grow is to travel, she rarely traveled before, and always felt that a woman should guard a house and live around a man, and the old lady transmitted her thoughts, so that she would always be confined to her own world. She thought that if she had seen the beauty of life out there in the morning, then she might not have given up her life so easily.

Now it seems that she suddenly realized that the most precious thing for a woman is not to marry a man with a lot of money, but to have a man who cherishes you in the palm of his hand, which is the most real happiness. She is not a vain woman, and like many little women, she longs to be loved and cared for.

Since that man can't see your weakness and doesn't want to cherish your pain, then letting go is letting go of yourself. When Su Ruolin thought like this, the pain before dissipated a lot.

She felt that this trip seemed to be traveling with Ma Lang, but it was he who accompanied her to find her true self, and it was he who guided her step by step, letting her see the truest appearance of life, and letting her understand who she was and what kind of life she wanted to live.

She really wanted to say thank you to this man, but she felt that this sentence would become redundant, she enjoyed her time with Ma Lang, and he let her see the real self in her pupils.

But at some moments, Su Ruolin still feels sad, she met it too late, she understood it too late, is this considered a kind of sadness. If she had met Ma Lang earlier, maybe she would have been different. This kind of emotion, she can't sort out, but it is also real.

She didn't fall in love with this man, but her heart was slowly changed by this man. She thought that this change was not just her, as a woman, she could feel the heat in Ma Lang's eyes, but when she thought of the fact that she was married, she could only pretend not to understand.

Sometimes pretending to be stupid also requires a little courage and scheming. A woman who has been injured once understands the price it takes to deliver a heart, so Su Ruolin can only remain silent and smile.

This night, Leng Yunhao did not leave the hospital, he sat there, listening to the ticking sound of the bedside instrument, but after a while, he fell asleep.

He was awakened by the slight movement from his fingertips, and the dream was still Su Luoyan's cold and helpless face, he dreamed that he went to the airport to find Su Luoyan, and dreamed that she chose to leave without looking back, he wanted to grab her hand, and tried several times, but it was just empty.

The slight movement from his fingertips made him ecstatic in the dream, he thought that he was a little sluggish, and thought that Su Luoyan gave him a response, but he didn't perceive it in time. He grabbed the hand violently, and when he woke up, he touched Shen Yuqing's eyes.

Her eyes were not closed like in the past, her clear eyes stared at Leng Yunhao motionlessly, he couldn't believe his eyes, and in surprise, he couldn't say a word.

"Mom——, are you awake?" He called out the word with trembling lips, and then stared at Shen Yuqing intently, holding her hand still in the palm of his hand, and he didn't move.

Shen Yuqing squirmed her lips, but she didn't make a sound, she had been asleep for two years, and no one thought that she would suddenly wake up at this moment. As if by a feeling, she miraculously woke up when he was most helpless.

"Doctor, doctor......" Leng Yunhao seemed to realize something, and ran out of the room with a loud shout. He didn't have time to think about anything in his mind, and the surprise that God gave him made him unable to accept it calmly at this time.

He exclaimed, and immediately a nurse ran over, and everyone gathered in this ward, no one dared to believe that Shen Yuqing had woken up again after two years of sleep.

Shen Yuqing just rolled her eyes, staring at the crowd of onlookers, and after a while, a doctor came over to conduct a comprehensive examination on her, she couldn't make any sound in her throat, but she had already regained consciousness. This is indeed a miracle in medicine.

"Mom—I know you have a lot to say, but don't worry now, I'll be with you. I'm so glad you woke up. Leng Yunhao held Shen Yuqing's hand, his eyes full of tears.

Shen Yuqing just responded to him with her fingers, she was so weak that she couldn't express her feelings in words. But she was an elegant woman, and even when she suddenly woke up from her slumber, she didn't show much panic or surprise.

It's just that her eyes searched the house, two years have passed, and she didn't know that Lu Dao Leng Yunhao had married Su Ruolin, and now she had reached the dividing point of divorce, she didn't know that Lu Dao Su Luoyan would have such a big relationship with Leng Yunhao. She just woke up and didn't see anyone else, except her son.

Three days later, Shen Yuqing recovered well, she was able to speak, but rarely said it, just those eyes, constantly paying attention to everything around her. The two years she spent here, she no longer has memories of those two years. She didn't ask Leng Yunhao, if she wanted to, she would have been able to ask.

But Shen Yuqing understands his son, if he is willing to speak, he will definitely take the initiative to tell you, but what he is unwilling to say, even if you ask him many times, he will only remain silent.

She didn't see Su Ruolin's figure, nor did she hear any news about Su Ruolin from Leng Yunhao's mouth, and she didn't know what happened between Leng Yunhao and Su Ruolin. She has been awake for three days, and according to common sense, the people of the Su family have already heard the news, and they should appear in front of her now.

But what she saw was not the same as what she thought, after the initial surprise, she saw Leng Yunhao fall into loneliness for a long time, and a lot of time, he sat there, but he deserted without paying attention. V5qn。

This son is completely different from the Leng Yunhao in her memory, he has more vicissitudes on his face, more sadness in his eyes, he doesn't have the confidence and vitality he had before, and he has an innate nobility and arrogance, and he doesn't know where Lu Dao has gone.

"Yun Hao, mom wants to talk to you." In the evening, Shen Yuqing suddenly said to Leng Yunhao that five minutes ago, he had already sent dinner over, and the taste was very delicious, but the man sitting there was not very happy.

Your own flesh and blood, joys, sorrows, and sorrows can all be perceived. She didn't want to meddle in Leng Yunhao's affairs, but today, she overheard the medical staff talking about Leng Yunhao, as for the content, of course, it was not positive news.

Leng Yunhao raised his head, smiled, the loneliness on his face was swept away, in front of Shen Yuqing, he could no longer show his true emotions like he did when he was a child.

"Mom, just say what you have to say, you just woke up, you need to rest more." On his well-defined face, he was accustomed to detachment. He shouldn't have had such an expression, it was just that habit became an excuse for him to deceive himself.

"You and Ruolin, what's going on now?" Shen Yuqing paused, leaned on the head of the bed, and asked this sentence. Su Ruolin's disappearance has already made her suspicious, and the discussions of others make her can't help but guess.

She didn't want to reveal the scar in Leng Yunhao's heart, but in her consciousness, Su Ruolin was definitely a suitable person to be a daughter-in-law, otherwise she wouldn't have rescued the Su family when it was in trouble, and she wouldn't let Leng Yunhao consider Su Ruolin. 13605551

"Nothing. Mom, don't ask. Leng Yunhao breathed a long sigh of relief, he didn't want to mention this matter again, he gave full authority to Lawyer Chen on the divorce matter, and as for how Su Luoyan was going to deal with it, he could accept it. He just hopes that the marriage can be dissolved as soon as possible.

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