Chapter 389: This has passed for years, and there will be no time in the future.

Xu Jin Qiao's eager kiss fell on the top of her hair, "I will come back as much as possible, don't worry, I understand your advice, I will cherish it." After you go home, try to go out as little as possible, you have a big belly now, don't let people know that you are pregnant until we announce the marriage, otherwise the reporter will not let you be at peace. ”

He wants to stay and solve the seed in Ye Meixuan's stomach, and he also wants to solve the master tape in Xu Yan's hand, and he wants to investigate some things that he vaguely guessed but needed to be confirmed.

"Hmm." Xiao Yan nodded, countless words were stuck in his heart, and he couldn't say it, only silence.

Some feelings have really changed, no matter how hard you try to go back to the beginning, you can't deceive your heart.

Xiao Yan thought that separation was a road they had to go through, go through the vicissitudes of life, and then turn back, maybe they could love each other calmly.

When I returned to the manor, it was already in full bloom.

Xiao Yan made his decision to return to China to the old man, and the old man didn't say anything, just patted her on the shoulder and said earnestly, "Girl, I have wronged you." Wait well for childbirth and take care of your body! ”

"Yes, I know, thank you Grandpa." Xiao Yan was like a stalk in his throat, "Grandpa also has to take care!" ”

The old man bowed his head, "When you are about to give birth, grandpa will come to China to cheer you up, I want to see my great-grandson for the first time, for this child, grandpa is please, give the child and his father a chance, live a good life in the future, Ye Meixuan, no matter how much trouble she makes, you are already Aqiao's wife, she can't compete with you, when Aqiao deals with her, you will pick a day to hold a wedding, and our Xu family must give you a proper name!" ”

“…… Good. Xiao Yan's eyes were filled with tears, she took a deep breath, but finally couldn't help but raise her hand to cover her lips.

Xu Jin Qiao leaned over and hugged Xiao Yan deeply into his arms with a nostalgic attitude......

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The night is getting deeper.

Xiao Yan came out of the bathroom, Xu Jin Qiao was sorting out the gift box for her, and when she saw her, she asked herself, "What about the passport?" Did you touch my passport in my suitcase? ”

"I took my passport so as not to be careless and not remember to bring it." Xiao Yan was stunned, and then naturally replied.

The curvature of the corners of Xu Jin Qiao's lips was stained with a bitter taste, "Did you decide to leave a long time ago?" ”

Xiao Yan didn't say anything, lowered his eyes and walked to the dresser and sat down, silently skinning in front of the mirror.

Xu Jin Qiao looked at her, was distracted for a moment, and then lowered his head again and continued to tidy up things.

For a while, the room was quiet, and the two had no communication, and the atmosphere was indescribably depressing.

Soon, Xu Jinqiao finished tidying up, closed the lid, took the nightgown from the wardrobe, went into the bathroom to take a bath, Xiao Yan finished his face and neck care, and picked up a hair dryer to blow his hair.

He took a bath very quickly, but after ten minutes, he walked out wrapped in a nightgown, saw that her hair was almost blowing, pulled a tatami mat and sat in front of her, and said softly, "Give me a blow too." ”

Xiao Yan nodded, pulling his short black hair with one hand and holding the hair dryer with the other, the two faced each other, breathing together, without any restraint and awkwardness, but there was something invisibly separated, and the two hearts could not be fused together.

"That's it."

"Hmm."

Xiao Yan turned off the hair dryer, and before she could react, she was picked up by the man, turned around a few steps, put her on the big *, kicked off the slippers, he* lay down beside her, pulled the quilt to cover the two of them, and then turned off the lamp.

The bedroom was plunged into darkness, and the unclear moonlight came in through the window, faintly shining on the faces of the two, the outline half clear and half dark.

Xiao Yan lay flat and closed her eyes, but her body was tense, because she could feel that the man next to her was staring at her for a moment, and the hot eyes taught her that her heartbeat was disordered, and she couldn't be calm.

"Bao'er."

His low male voice rang in her ears as expected, she didn't open her eyes, and whispered back to him, "What's wrong?" ”

"I ......," Xu Jin Qiao asked hesitantly, "Can I sleep with you in my arms?" ”

It was originally his right, but now he didn't dare to trespass it, for fear that she would be disgusted, and even more afraid that she would think he was too dirty and disgusting.

So, he was cautious and walked on thin ice.

Xiao Yan was silent for a moment, then opened his lips lightly, "I can only hug, not touch me, the baby has been stimulated and needs to be safe." ”

"I know, I won't hurt you and the baby, I just want to sleep with you." Xu Jin Qiao immediately affirmed that with her permission, he happily stretched out his arm and let her pill in the crook of his arm as always, he wrapped his waist sideways around her waist and hugged her intimately.

Xiao Yan was a little passive, and after letting him toss it, she quietly pressed her face against his chest, listened to his heartbeat, and slowly fell asleep.

This*, Xu Jin Qiao didn't do anything, didn't kiss Xiao Yan, didn't touch Xiao Yan, he kept this position, listening to her even breathing after falling asleep, he enjoyed the happiness he had, and cherished the warmth on the eve of parting.

At dawn, the light of the morning light was refracted on the eyelids, waking up the sleeping Xiao Yan.

She moved her limbs, her misty consciousness, and when she touched the empty position around her, she slowly woke up, and I don't know when, Xu Jin Qiao had already left.

Xiao Yan sat up and looked around, there was indeed no one in the room, she couldn't help but be stunned, and sat for a long time before she lowered her eyes and smiled bitterly and got dressed on the ground.

After washing and cleaning up, Xiao Yan opened the door, and the servants who were guarding outside immediately bowed, "Young lady, do you have any orders?" ”

"Nope. What about the eldest young master? Xiao Yan pursed his lips and said.

"The eldest young master has gone downstairs, and I will wait for the young lady."

"Well, I'll go downstairs too."

Xiao Yan didn't expect that Xu Jin Qiao was actually in the kitchen, when she passed by, she overheard his voice, and thought it was an auditory hallucination for a while, paused on the spot, after confirming, she pushed open the kitchen door, and saw that he was wearing an apron around his waist that didn't match him, clumsily rolling out the dough in his hand with a small rolling pin on the board, and the two American chefs on the side were helping, one stewed porridge, and the other wrapped the meat filling with his rolled dough, and the three of them talked in English, Xiao Yan couldn't understand, and stood for a few minutes, she couldn't help but purse her lips and speak," Xu Jinqiao, what are you doing? ”

Hearing this, Xu Jin Qiao hurriedly turned his head, his handsome face was full of a light smile, "You are awake, I am making donkey meat roast, I checked the method on the Internet, the first time I got it, try it, I heard Li Jiaying say that you once ate donkey meat roasted by Hebei people, you like to eat it very much." ”

"You, when did you listen to Sister Jiaying?" Xiao Yan frowned, and his drooping ten fingers slowly curled up.

Xu Jinqiao hooked his lips, "I called her early in the morning, and I learned from the chat, I asked her to help me take care of you more." ”

"Oh." Xiao Yan didn't feel good in her heart, she turned around and walked towards the living room, her eyelids gradually wet.

Breakfast was served on the table, Xu Jin Qiao's cooking skills were really unsatisfactory, and Bai Shuo and Huo Baixiao were not on the same level at all, the taste of the filling was not enough, when the fire was fried, the oil was too hot, and some of it was fried black, his face was stained with white flour, and he stood in front of her very nervously, watching her eat it in his stomach, and asked in a nervous whisper, "How is it?" Isn't it unpalatable? ”

"No, it's delicious." Xiao Yan smiled slightly, lowered his head and took another bite.

Xu Jin Qiao was delighted, "Really? It's so ugly, I'm embarrassed to show it to you. ”

Xiao Yan smiled, "It's good, it's the first time I'm cooking, it's very good to be able to do this." ”

"Well, thank you for your encouragement, when I have nothing to do in the future, I will study more recipes, and I will make you whatever you want to eat." Xu Jin Qiao's dark eyes bloomed with excitement.

Xiao Yan rubbed her nose and forcibly suppressed the sourness in her heart, she didn't respond to him, she just kept eating the breakfast he made for her.

Xu Jin Qiao didn't eat a bite, he took care of her the whole time, waited for her to eat well, accompanied her upstairs, and watched her walk towards the gift box, he rolled his Adam's apple, "Rest for a while, you can take the afternoon flight." ”

"No, I'll go." Xiao Yan said, "I'll clean up again, you go have breakfast." ”

Xu Jin Qiao pursed his lips, his eyebrows furrowed deeply, "I'm not hungry." That...... I'll take you to the airport. ”

"You can eat something......"

"I'm having breakfast, can you stay one more day?"

"I can't."

"Alright then, I'm really not hungry and I don't have an appetite, I'll send you now."

"Okay."

Xu Jin Qiao picked up the gift box and stepped out of the door, Xiao Yan looked back at the pillow on the *, and the mist accumulated at the bottom of his eyes rolled out uncontrollably......

Saying goodbye to the old man in the living room on the first floor, Xiao Yan called Xu Jiangchong again, a few words of parting, and her tears never stopped.

From home to the airport, from waiting for the plane to boarding, countless sorrows, speechless and choking.

The notice on the radio sounded in his ears over and over again, and Xiao Yan's hand was tightly held by Xu Jin Qiao, reluctant to let go.

"Let it go, I'm leaving." Xiao Yan bit her lip and forced herself to be ruthless.

Xu Jin Qiao suddenly took her into his arms, found her lips, kissed her hard, and said, "Bao'er, wait for me, don't forget me, don't love me, I can't live without you......"

Xiao Yan broke away from him and turned to walk.

The plane soared into the sky and gradually disappeared in the blue sky......

You said that the prosperity has fallen, the rivers are dyed with twilight, the love in the Ferris wheel will last forever, we are still standing at both ends of the distance, as long as we lean over and kiss. I close my eyes and let the temperature of your palm fade, all the love that cannot be refused, all the death hidden in the bottom of my heart, a turning distance, forgive me for forgetting you on the other side of the Pacific Ocean.

I once loved you deeply, in this life, you are alone, I have laughed and cried and hurt, I can't charge for you like a warrior, I use my clumsy way to protect your safety.

I will still love you for the rest of my life.

It's just that.

This goes through the years, and then there will be no time.

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PS: This is the end of the next volume, and the next chapter will enter the end of the full text: If love has a providence.

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