Chapter 388: What can be cherished, don't deny it easily
After finishing a qiē, Xiao Yan pressed the divorce agreement under the pillow, and then went to the study to say goodbye to Qiao Shu.
Shangxiang knelt on the ground, she solemnly kowtowed three times, then folded her hands, looked at Qiao Shu's portrait, and said softly, "Mom, a thousand and ten thousand I'm sorry, in the face of you, I am ashamed, and I only feel guilty." I have such a vicious mother, I dare not beg for your forgiveness, and I am not worthy to be your daughter-in-law, and I dream back at midnight, those bloody pictures keep appearing in my dreams, and I even dream that you grabbed my throat and told me to pay for my life...... Mom, I can't help but think about these blood debts and grudges, just like I can't control it, I can always think of him and Ye Meixuan's scene on *, my reason, I can't control it, they are like devils, they will jump out anytime and anywhere, and put these things I want to forget in front of me again, I am exhausted, I love him, this deep love can offset his betrayal of me, but now I am fragile and can't bear it. Mom, this feeling, it's very uncomfortable, really, it's uncomfortable I don't want to talk more and more, I like silence, even if I am alone in front of a tree outside the window, I can sit quietly for a long time, and this situation makes me feel scared, as if I went back to a few years ago, when I was depressed, which made me very scared and worried, because I am not alone now, I have a baby in my belly, I am so afraid that the baby will be affected, so you say that I am cowardly, no matter if I am responsible, I really can't stay, whether it is for the health of the baby, or for his safety, or for my liberation, these chasms are too deep for me to cross, so I can only take a detour. ”
"Mom, I want to find a place with beautiful mountains and rivers and a quiet life, I don't know if time can cure my demons and help me get out, but I will try. The divorce was a last resort, and I hope he is well, and I hope he understands me. ”
Outside the door, there was a sudden sound of footsteps, the familiar heaviness, which made Xiao Yan startled, and quickly stood up, and then, the door of the study was pushed open from the outside, Xu Jin Qiao stepped in, and when he saw her, he was obviously surprised, "Why are you here?" Didn't you take a break? ”
"I, I just walked around and put incense on my mother." Xiao Yan said solemnly.
"Oh." Xu Jin Qiao didn't think much about it, closed the door casually, walked over and held Xiao Yan's hand, his strength was not big, but it was enough to make her want to break away and couldn't break away, so she couldn't refuse, he led her to the desk, he sat down, hugged her and sat on his lap, wrapped his left arm around her waist, picked up a pen from the pen holder, and wrote while talking, "I named our baby, you see how it goes." ”
Following his pen, Xiao Yan saw the six words of the dragon flying and phoenix dance, and she read out in a low voice, "Xu Mowei, Xu Moyi!" ”
"Yes, the birth of a son is called Xu Mowei, and the birth of a daughter is called Xu Moyi." Xu Jin Qiao dropped the last stroke, he looked at the black and white letters, and the corners of his lips slowly overflowed with a smile, "How is it, does it sound good?" The name of the milk is only and one by one. ”
Xiao Yan chewed it a few times, "Well, it's very good, unique and not cheesy." Just ......"
"Just what?"
"Are you sure you want me to keep the baby?"
Her rhetorical question made him hold the five fingers of the pen obviously tight, he put down the pen, looked at her sideways, and said in a condensed voice, "Bao'er, don't be so stubborn, okay?" Marriage is not easy, there will be a lot of ups and downs in a lifetime, if something happens, you shrink yourself into a turtle shell, regardless of the escape from me, then, it is really difficult for us to go on. Is this your attitude towards marriage? ”
Xiao Yan looked away, "This is not a trivial matter, I don't want to discuss this topic anymore." ”
"Okay, don't discuss, but you remember, the baby is my life, if you kill him, it will be equivalent to killing me, and I will never forgive you." Xu Jin Qiao bowed his head and said in a deep voice.
Xiao Yan was speechless, she was silent for a long time, slowly hugged him, like before, wrapped her arms around his neck, and said quietly, "Xu Jin Qiao, I want to go back to China, you let me go back to China first, you don't accompany me, I want to go alone." ”
"When?" Xu Jin Qiao frowned, put his forehead on hers, and murmured, "You are alone, I am not at ease, and I am reluctant." ”
Xiao Yan's throat was blocked, and she sniffed, "Tomorrow." Just send me on the plane, I'll be fine, after returning to City A, I called Huo Baixiao to pick me up, I miss Belle. ”
"Do you have to go? Wait for me for a while, I'll speed up the handling of this matter, Xu Yan is there......"
"If you keep me any longer, I'll leave by myself, separate and divorce."
“…… All right. ”
Xu Jin Qiao was helpless, sighed deeply, kissed the tip of her nose with thin lips, and said in a dumb voice, "As long as you don't get divorced, whatever, it's okay to go back to China and be quiet for a while, I will come back as much as possible, I'll go out to buy a gift for a while, you bring it to Belle for me, and tell the girl that I miss her too." ”
"Hmm." Xiao Yan responded.
Xu Jinqiao's thin lips slid down, but he didn't dare to kiss her when he was close, hesitating, "I, can I?" ”
Xiao Yan understood what he meant, but he couldn't answer, if he asked her if she minded? She naturally minds and dislikes, but when she says goodbye tomorrow, she doesn't know when she will see her again, maybe she will say goodbye, and it will be years again......
"Just a kiss, okay?" His tone was mixed with pitiful begging, and her face was reflected in his obsidian pupils.
Xiao Yan's lips squirmed several times before he spit out a low voice, "Hmm." ”
Xu Jin Qiao was overjoyed, choked her lips with a kiss, and pressed her tightly into his arms......
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In the afternoon, Xu Jin Qiao went out to buy a gift for Belle, he had already left the manor, and drove back, and found Xiao Yan in the room, "I don't know what to buy, or you go with me, let's pick a gift for my daughter that she likes." ”
He wants to increase the chances of the two getting along, children are often the link between adults, tomorrow she will leave, he wants to be together for a moment more, and he privately hopes that she can slowly dissipate those mustards in the bottom of his heart in getting along.
"Buy whatever you want, Belle isn't picky." Xiao Yan put down the prenatal teaching book in his hand, raised his face and said.
Xu Jin Qiao smiled, "How can that work?" I haven't seen a girl for so long, I can't be perfunctory. Let's go, stop reading the book, come back and read it again. ”
"Uh......"
"Let's go."
He couldn't help but say, he directly pulled her up, took her shoulders and walked out, "By the way, buy some things for the baby, I don't know what to prepare, you know?" ”
Xiao Yan smiled, "The baby's is still early, and it is troublesome to ship by air from the United States, and the customs may not allow it, right?" When you are about to give birth, you can buy it in China. ”
"Oh, listen to you." Xu Jin Qiao nodded, and the smile on his lips deepened, "My wife is the biggest, and when the baby is born, he will be second, plus Belle, my status in our family will definitely fall to the last place!" ”
Xiao Yan lowered his eyelids and did not answer.
Xu Jinqiao opened the car door and let her sit in the back seat of the car, and he personally drove to the nearest children's city.
Walking in front of the counter, a dazzling array of items, dazzling, Xiao Yan picked up this and felt good, and then picked up that one also felt good, hesitated, Xu Jin Qiao was a man, and soon became impatient, "Just buy them all, the girl likes to play whichever she likes, and if she doesn't like it, give it to the children in her class." ”
"Is customs okay?" Xiao Yan glared at him and took three toys casually, "Okay, that's all, Belle doesn't lack anything, just a little heart." ”
Xu Jin Qiao answered, and suddenly saw a clown, he pointed and said, "Give me that too." ”
The shopping guide lady handed it over, pressed the button, and the clown did all kinds of funny actions, as well as intelligent dubbing, telling small jokes, which was very fun, Xiao Yan was amused, "This is good, this is also required, Belle will be very happy!" ”
Xiao Yan was happy, Xu Jin Qiao was in a good mood, and he was busy and asked, "By the way, do you have a small computer here?" ”
"Yes, sir, please wait."
"Okay."
Soon, a machine person was placed in front of Xiao Yan, remote control, and the machine person could do all kinds of things according to the master's command, which was particularly magical, Xiao Yan had only seen it on TV, and at this moment he was overjoyed to see the real machine person, "Great!" ”
"Buy!" Xu Jin Qiao decided that as long as his woman was happy, as long as he was within his economic range, he could buy anything.
On the way back, Xiao Yan was holding a bunch of toys, and with rare happiness, he blurted out, "Husband, I want to eat Chinese food and Sichuan food." ”
Hearing the sound of "husband", Xu Jin Qiao's heart was full of joy, "Okay, it's time for dinner, let's go to Chinatown." ”
Since coming to the United States, this is the first time that the two have eaten together in a restaurant outside, a restaurant opened by Sichuan people, very authentic taste, Xiao Yan ate very refreshingly, the atmosphere in the banquet was much better, and there was a bit of warmth, Xu Jinqiao didn't eat much during the whole process, he looked at Xiao Yan stupidly and ate soup for her, and took good care of her.
After the meal, Xiao Yan supported her round belly, as if dating, the two went to the park for a walk hand in arm, looking at the sunset, Xiao Yan squinted slightly, and said softly, "After I leave, you have to be good, don't be rash, cherish what you can cherish, don't deny it lightly, the days are still long, I don't want to see you fall from a height, I think you have always been a proud and worshipful Xu Jin Qiao!" ”
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