118. Chapter 118
How could she be willing?
She was born to live like that when she did nothing wrong, she was born to live like that. Now that the man she likes has been snatched away by Shen Yaoguang, even her father, who should have belonged to her, only has Shen Yaoguang in his eyes, how can she not hate it?
"Mother, you don't have to say anything. I won't recognize this father. I won't deliberately frame him, but I will definitely not let Shen Yaoguang go for the sake of his face. He doesn't have that much face! ”
After dropping these words categorically, Song Jingxian didn't give her mother a chance to speak again, and left with her sleeves brushed up.
Aunt Song stood in place and watched her leave, with an indescribable feeling in her heart.
On one side is her childhood sweetheart's lover, and on the other side is her only daughter, she never thought that after the truth was revealed, they would still be on opposite sides.
In fact, she can somewhat understand her daughter's feelings.
Just like when Shen Huayu told her that he was going to marry Tang Wanqiu, she was not without hatred in her heart at that time.
She knows better than anyone how her daughter came over when she was young, and she knows that she has that relationship with Shen Huayu, and the child was born before ten months after she got married, so he naturally didn't believe that the child was hers. But he still has some feelings for her, so he didn't expose it in person, and he tried not to show his dislike for his daughter in front of her, but it was different with her behind her back.
Seeing her daughter suffering such a crime, she was also distressed and angry, but in the end, she couldn't live with her husband, how could she have the confidence to quarrel with him about this? Tearing her face, what should she and her daughter do?
When she went to Shen's house to find Shen Huayu, she thought that the hard life of their mother and daughter was coming to an end, who would have thought, she still had no name, and her daughter was just a daughter of a relative in Shen Huayu's eyes.
She has survived all these years, so she doesn't mind it so much, and thinks that as long as she is with Shen Huayu and her daughter, it will be fine. But that's not what my daughter thinks.
After the age of seven, her daughter watched Shen Huayu grow up with Shen Yaoguang, and sometimes her daughter would murmur in her arms, "Why is my father not like this?" ”
The contrast is too great, so I don't want to accept it at all.
She found herself in no position to blame her daughter. But she can't let her do nonsense.
Aunt Song knew that in Shen Huayu's heart, Shen Yaoguang was different. Even if she complained, the man would be angry.
Previously, her daughter was poisoned in Shen Yaoguang's medicine, and she didn't know about it. was later exposed, and Shen Huayu was furious. She had known that man for so many years, and she had never seen him so angry.
She knew all the things after that, but she actually did it knowingly. Because she was also angry, it was clear that her Jingxian was also his daughter, but Shen Yaoguang was behind him in his eyes.
Their calculations on the wedding night ultimately failed.
Shen Huayu later asked someone to pass a message to her, and he would save them from Lu, but this was the last time. If they still hit Shen Yaoguang's attention, he wouldn't miss the old love.
That night outside the city, when he saw them off, his attitude was much better.
In fact, when Shen Huayu was in front of her, his temper was always warm, except for occasionally getting angry because of Shen Yaoguang's affairs, he would not lose his temper at other times.
However, she knew that if they were unfavorable to Shen Yaoguang again, that man would really ignore the old feelings.
So I told my daughter about her background.
Although she was very unwilling, she didn't want things to get into trouble, and she didn't want to see her daughter and father go against each other.
So, she must stop her daughter!
When the sky was bright, Shen Yaoguang took Hua Yan and Aunt Mei to Baohua Temple outside the city by car.
She got up too early and didn't get sleepy, so she went to sleep again after she got on the road.
Hua Yan pointed at her and whispered to Aunt Mei, "Aunt Mei, what do you say Miss is the matter?" Since the nightmare has gradually improved, it has become more and more sleepy, and when is it not the time to sleep until the third pole of the sun? Today is just to go to Baohua Temple, and it's not too late to go out, but to go out so early in the morning, you see, it's sleepy at this time, isn't this to find guilt for yourself? This is said immediately, is it possible to sleep more comfortably than the big chuang in the house? ”
Aunt Mei helped Shen Yaoguang cover the blanket, glared at Hua Yan, and lowered her voice: "You girl, how can you arrange the master like this?" Miss has really spoiled you. Okay, stop talking, Miss still has to rest! ”
Shen Yaoguang actually couldn't sleep at all, what Hua Yan said was indeed right, this carriage was not as comfortable as sleeping with Chuang.
She didn't want to go out so early in the morning, she was really choked by Xuanyuan Night these days.
In the past, the man was lying in the shade of the tree and sleeping, and he didn't take half a step into her Yao Pavilion, and recently he didn't know what illness Lu Dao was committing, so he stayed in the Yao Pavilion every day and didn't leave.
In the morning she was together, and he arrived, and in the evening, he had to wait for her to lie down before he left.
She wondered, didn't this man have anything else to do?
Thinking about it later, there really wasn't anything else. He just has the title of Prince Wen, and he doesn't have an official position, where is there anything to do?
Ordinary people, if they don't have an official position, they always have to do something else to make a living, but as for him, he clearly doesn't do anything serious, and he has so much money to take, so he naturally doesn't have to think about making a living.
No wonder the people in his house said that their prince likes things that can pass the time.
With such a lot of time, it's natural to just like to pass the time, if there is nothing to do to pass the time, isn't it boring to death?
It's just that he used to have nothing to do in his spare time, whether it was planting tea, fishing, or occasionally copying scriptures, in short, there were more things to pass the time, and now he went to her Yao Pavilion every day to start time.
But if she was eating, he would sit down with her, if she was reading, he would sit and drink tea, and if she was sleeping, he would look through the book she was reading. Occasionally, when she watered the flowers, he even helped her carry water.
To say, if someone else is changed, Shen Yaoguang is still very happy.
After being reborn, her temperament was much calmer, but she occasionally felt bored and panicked when she was alone every day. Naturally, there are Huayan and Aunt Mei, but they also have something to do, but they don't have anything to do, and they also like to embroider flowers or something.
Shen Yaoguang naturally knows how to embroider things like female red, and the embroidery is not bad, but he doesn't like it. What's more, her clothes and shoes are always well tied, and she doesn't need to be cao. So she was happy to be idle and never did it.
can't compare it, because of this, I always feel that they don't have anything interesting to say with Aunt Huayan Mei.
Although the food is beautiful, although the pampering is excellent, but this kind of life has been going on for a long time, and it is very boring.
Occasionally, someone comes to accompany me, even if he doesn't speak, but it feels good to know that he is not alone. What's more, Xuanyuan Ye has a unique potential for freedom, even if he speaks, even if he doesn't do anything substantial, he still makes people feel appropriate.
It's not a calculation or anything like that, it's more like it's natural. But it's just right.
How nice!
Shen Yaoguang thought that if she really had such a friend, she would definitely be happy to let the other party come over and disturb her every day.
But that person is Xuanyuan Night!
Now she didn't know what kind of attitude she should have towards that man. It should not be contaminated, although Aunt Mei said that he may not be ruthless to her, although the man himself said that he may have liked her.
But what did she think of herself? I was already going to give up, completely give up. But because of that incident, my heart was turbulent again.
These days, she also thinks about what she wants. But she couldn't think of why.
Rationally, she knew that she shouldn't have hope for that man, even if that man really had that kind of affection for her. But emotionally, she always has a faint expectation.
When facing Xuanyuan Ye, she was always so contradictory, there were two people fighting in her heart, evenly matched, and she couldn't tell the winner. So, she was in a dilemma and hesitated.
But Xuanyuan Ye didn't appear in front of her every day!
Today she deliberately avoided Xuanyuan Night, so she went out early in the morning. It's just that she has nowhere to go, go back to Shen's house, and worry that her parents will think she has been wronged. After thinking about it, she decided that it was Baohua Temple!
The abbot of Baohua Temple heard that he was a high-ranking monk, and since she couldn't make up her mind like this, she might as well go and consult him. Maybe I can really accept the ignition and suddenly open up.
But she never expected that the abbot was surprisingly absent from her.
"For what? Isn't the abbot there? Shen Yaoguang was puzzled.
The little novice who passed the word was still the handsome little novice from the previous time, with his hands folded, neither humble nor arrogant, "The abbot master is in the temple." But the abbot said that he would not see the princess. ”
Shen Yaoguang frowned slightly, and said in his heart: What is going on? Although outsiders know that it is more difficult to see the abbot of Baohua Temple than to ascend to the sky, or not even the emperor...... Can't even see it? But Shen Yaoguang didn't know what to say, it turned out that he was the same.
It was clear that the last time she came to ask the abbot for help, she had no hope at all, but she met and was helped.
After going back and forth, she thought that they were acquaintances anyway, but they gave her a closed door without concealment.
What a weirdo!
If you don't see it, you can't get it if you want to receive it. However, she was also reluctant to go back too early, worried that Xuanyuan was waiting for her at night. So she chanted with the little novices in the temple.
She didn't believe in these things very much, but when she was not married, her mother would always bring her over every fifteenth day of the new year, and over the years, she also developed such a habit.
It's just that in the past, it was only incense, but it has never been done to sit and chant like today.
"Sister-in-law still has this preference?"
A warm and warm voice came into his ears, Shen Yaoguang opened his eyes, and saw a white-clothed Yuwen Zhenlan standing in front of him with a light smile-
Xie Lu Xie sent the monthly pass, what a day!