Regarding the relationship between her mother, Song Jingxian didn't appreciate it at all, she sneered, "Mother, are you worried that I have been found out, our mother and daughter are in danger, or are you worried that I have implicated Shen Huayu?" Because it was he who saved us, if I was found out, the imperial court would definitely investigate the matter thoroughly, and Shen Huayu would definitely be implicated. You're just worried about him, that's why you're so nervous, right? I'm strange, after all these years, don't you still know who he is? Back then, he abandoned you and married Tang Wanqiu in order to climb high branches, but he still said that sooner or later he would give you a name, this kind of lie was just credulous when you were eighteen years old, and after all these years, do you still believe his nonsense? Or do you know that he won't fulfill his promise, and you're willing to be the woman he doesn't see? Not only are you waiting for him, but he is the first thing you think of when you are in danger! Mother, don't be stupid, okay? ”

Aunt Song knew that her daughter had always opposed the matter between herself and Shen Huayu, and she had persuaded her in private over the years. But there are some things that you can't experience if you are not in them? Didn't she know that it was a fool's dream to be with that man in the right way? However, even so, she still couldn't leave that man!

She sighed helplessly, "I know that you think he is sorry for me, but I am also willing." Back then, he was forced to marry Tang Wanqiu, and he also told me, telling me not to wait for him, to find a good family to marry, but I insisted on waiting for him, and he had no choice but to promise to be with me in the future. But later, I didn't really wait for him. I'm married, too. It's a pity that it's not destined to be so good. Within a few years of marriage, he was widowed. It was also the experience of those years that made me feel that it was really torture to live with a person I had no feelings for, so I took you to the capital to find him. When he saw our orphans and widows appearing in front of his door, he was also sad and felt sorry for us. So he has been very considerate to you and me over the years! Jingxian, I don't want you to misunderstand him so much. Now that I have come to this point, I have nothing to do with him, it is the path I have chosen, I don't blame him, and I don't blame him. ”

Song Jingxian only felt powerless, that Shen Huayu was indeed suitable for a fairy-like character, but she didn't like him. Although she has lived in the Shen family over the years, he has always cared about her, and she has maintained the respect and well-behaved of the younger generations to the elders, but that is just the appearance. Because of her mother's relationship, she couldn't accept him at all. It's just a lot of words, she's said to her mother too many times, but it's useless. You think it's arsenic, but she thinks it's honey, and it's sweet.

"Well, since you are so, I have nothing to say. He really feels sorry for you, but he still has a conscience. It's just that he doesn't have to feel sorry for me, to me, he's just a person I know. I will never let Shen Yaoguang go because I am worried that he will be implicated. I want to stay here, I will also go to the city, I will definitely seize this opportunity to let Shen Yaoguang's slut die without a place to be buried! ”

"Jingxian!" Aunt Song grabbed her arm and held it tightly, as if she was afraid that as soon as she let go, her daughter would really make a move, "Jingxian, for my mother's sake, don't fight with Shen Yaoguang, okay?" Even if you want to fight, don't get involved with Miao Gu. If you get involved in that kind of thing, even the king of heaven will have to lose his life. At that time, not only Shen Yaoguang, but all the people in the Shen family will be implicated! ”

"I can't do that much! I want Shen Yaoguang to die, I don't care how many people are implicated! Since Shen Huayu didn't help San Lang, I would ruin him. As for you, although you are sad, it is also a good thing that the long pain is better than the short pain. If Shen Huayu's life is good and he saves his life, you can continue the frontier! Song Jingxian's tone was cold, as if the person begging her was not her mother.

"No way!" Aunt Song scolded sharply, she rarely would be so strong in front of her daughter, she grabbed Song Jingxian's arm and pulled her to look at herself, "Jingxian, let me tell you, I don't allow you to do this!" ”

Song Jingxian was a little surprised, "Mother, you are so reluctant to Shen Huayu, I just want to save his life, why are you so angry?" ”

"I said no!" Aunt Song's attitude was extremely firm, "Jingxian, let me be honest with you, you said that you always felt that you were not your father's biological daughter at all, let me tell you, yes, you are indeed not his biological son, your father is Shen Huayu!" ”

Song Jingxian's eyes couldn't help but enlarge a little, and after being stunned for a while, she suddenly smiled, "Mother, I believe, I believe that I am really his daughter." Because of my father's attitude towards me, because of the way he looked at me, it was really not the attitude he should have towards his own daughter. I'm not surprised! However, if you think that I will look at Shen Huayu's face and let go of my hatred for Shen Yaoguang, then you are wrong. I will hate her even more because of this, not only her, but also Shen Huayu. I used to just hate Shen Huayu, but from today onwards, I hate him! ”

Aunt Song looked at her daughter in disbelief, why could this be? She knew that her daughter had never liked her father, and she had been shouting since she was a child that she couldn't change her father for anything. She thought her daughter would be happy when she learned that her father was someone else. At least, because of the nature of her father and daughter, she will not have prejudices against Shen Huayu, and she will no longer recklessly do things harmful to the Shen family.

But the daughter's attitude was diametrically opposed, she said that she hated her biological father!

"For what? Jingxian, he's your father! ”

"Yes! He is my father, but has he fulfilled his responsibilities as a father one day over the years? No! I'm his daughter, but if you look at Shen Yaoguang, you're looking at me, do you think I shouldn't hate him? Do you think in his heart there is a sincere intention to be his daughter? Even if he is only one of the ten to Shen Yaoguang, he will not let you tell me the truth until now! ”

Aunt Song was stunned, "How do you know Lu Dao......"

"Is it strange? What have you not listened to him all these years? If he hadn't allowed it, you wouldn't have told me the truth now. I guess he must have asked you to tell me, and he wanted me to stop bothering his precious daughter for the sake of this unseemly concern, didn't he? Hum! Shen Huayu, Shen Huayu, is also your daughter, you even told me about your life experience to protect Shen Yaoguang. How can I not hate you? ”

There are some emotions that people who have not experienced will never be able to relate to it.

is like Song Jingxian's hatred for Shen Huayu!

Song Jingxian remembers that when she was a child, she accidentally broke a vase that her father liked, and her mother went to the mountains to make incense that day and did not come back, so she knew that she could not escape a beating. She was so frightened that she hid in the firewood room. But it was still found. The father grabbed the stick with the thickness of his arm and whipped her hard!

This experience was all too common when she was a child, and her father did everything he could to beat her.

At that time, she couldn't figure out that she was his daughter, but he seemed to regard her as an enemy!

Now I know that Lu Dao is really an enemy. What man helps others raise children, and he can still be angry in his heart?

She was seven years old when she went to Shen's house, and Shen Yaoguang was eight years old.

That year, Shen Yaoguang burned down Shen Huayu's study, which was full of rare masterpieces in the world, each of which was priceless, and Shen Huayu couldn't put it down.

At that time, Shen Huayu's face changed, and it was really rare for an elegant person to become like that. He looked for things everywhere and said that he would teach Shen Yaoguang a good lesson.

At that time, she was very happy in her heart, and it was good to finally be able to see that Shen Yaoguang, who was loved by thousands of people, was about to be beaten!

But she was disappointed!

Shen Yaoguang couldn't shed a few tears, and Shen Huayu couldn't fight anymore. Not only that, but also hugged Shen Yaoguang and apologized and apologized.

It was only then that she realized that people are different from each other.

When she was five years old, she broke a vase and was bruised. But some people have ruined countless treasures by playing, but in exchange for other people's apologies.

I didn't like Shen Yaoguang when I saw her for the first time, because I thought she was so beautiful and noble, and I was like an ugly duckling in front of her. Even though she had never known that she didn't have to be worse than anyone, in front of Shen Yaoguang, she always felt a little shorter. So she doesn't like her!

But after that day, she hated Shen Yaoguang a little. Because, she is so eager to be loved, held, and loved by her father, but no matter how well-behaved she is, she has never gotten it.

But she, Shen Yao, can have it without much effort!

She Shen Yao is so disobedient and always makes the fuss in the house, but her parents regard her as the pearl of their palms, and they are reluctant to say even a heavy word.

Until today, she finally realized that her biological father was the same as Shen Yaoguang. However, after the age of seven, she obviously lived under the same roof as her father, but her father never treated her like Shen Yaoguang.

She didn't like Shen Huayu, but she wasn't allowed to admit that when Shen Huayu looked at Shen Yaoguang, she was jealous of Shen Yaoguang. Because she can really see the slow love in Shen Huayu's eyes. That kind of look, she had never felt before. It was clear that she was also his daughter, and she had suffered so much, but when he looked at her, he was indifferent as if he was looking at a subordinate in the family.

What can't she hate? Why doesn't she hate?

If Shen Huayu is just Shen Huayu, just her mother's childhood sweetheart, she just hates it at most!

But he turned out to be her father. gave birth to her, but never fulfilled her responsibilities for a day, what did she not hate? If he treats all his children like this, just like her, like Shen Yurong, like Shen Qinghe, she admits it. At most, she just thinks her father is too cold.

But there is another exception to Shen Yaoguang!

Why is it always Shen Yaoguang is the exception?