Mu Dan, who is delicate and delicate, can hardly hide the sorrow revealed on his face. Ah Mei learned about her life experience in a conversation with her, just as she sang in a song, some people say that you are delicate, how do you know that you have experienced poverty.

When Mu Dan was a few years old, his father, Mu Dong, and his mother, Sun Ying, were both laid off from the bank by buying out their seniority. Mu Dong's name has a bit of origin, his father admired Mao Zedong very much, and after his son was born, he named the child Mu Dong by the way, so that his descendants would also worship Mao Zedong as much as he did. Mu Dong grew up driving in a bank, and the rich and poor have begun to divide, and when he went to work, he looked at this rich and that tycoon, and laughed at himself to his colleagues, we are not poor, we are just short of money. Caught up with the laid-off, he comforted himself again, I can't think about what to do, we are being laid off everywhere, we have compensation for being laid off, compared to those who are laid off without any compensation, and looked at Lingxiu's well-behaved and innocent Mu Dan Dao, my daughter is my hope for the future. The neighbors were also amazed that a family like Mu Dong had such a good daughter.

After Mu Dong was laid off, he quickly found a car repair shop to work for people. When Sun Ying was just laid off, she still thought about it, she could not go to work, there were so many assessment indicators at work, and she was very annoyed if she didn't deduct money after completing it, she was very upset, she was not happy, she was looking forward to getting off work when she was staring at the hour, and her income was getting lower and lower. I remember one time I asked the teacher to talk about the sunny mentality, and the teacher asked everyone during the lecture, are there any happy things? The audience was speechless for a while, but she replied loudly in the audience, yes! The teacher was encouraged and asked, "What is the joy of?" She replied dryly, "Get off work!" caused the colleagues to laugh, but the president and teacher sitting on the stage looked embarrassed. Now that I have been laid off, I can stop going to work, seven days a week is Sunday, I am free, and the indicators that have been pressing on my heart for many years have been removed at once, and I suddenly have a sense of liberation that is extremely relaxed. There is also time to take care of the children, and then think that there are two people who receive nearly 200,000 yuan in compensation, plus the original savings, think about a person who earns more than 10,000 yuan a year when he goes to work, and the feeling of having a lot of money emerges in his heart for a while, and the husband and wife feel that they have money to cross the river, and their hearts have a bottom, and their lives seem to be full of sunshine, diluting and dissipating the unhappiness of being laid off, as if returning to the Mao Zedong era. Mu Dong happily went to work in the repair shop. Sun Ying happily went to stock trading with some sisters and brothers who were also laid-off with strong expectations, and often ate and drank together and sang in Kara 0K Hall, enjoying a relaxed and pleasant life every day.

One day many years later, Mu Dong stood behind the car waiting for repair and directed the reverse car to the repair shop, but the woman who was driving was a new hand, and when she started, her foot stepped on the accelerator suddenly, and the car slammed backwards. However, his right foot was crushed by a wheel and was rushed to the hospital for amputation. Unfortunately, from then on, the first hospitalization medical expenses, the woman who caused the accident first paid a small amount of money for the hospital to admit the patient. Since then, he has not been seen, and the owner of the repair shop has only gone to the hospital to take a look. Through the police to adjust, the woman who caused the accident was wearing gold and silver but was extremely stingy and mean, accusing Mu Dong of knowing the danger of standing behind the car but not paying attention to it. The responsibility for the accident was his own, and the owner of the repair shop had an attitude that he had nothing to do with him, but promised that Mu Dong could continue to go to work after he was discharged from the hospital. Mu Dong and Sun Ying were laid off due to the buyout of their seniority, and the bank no longer paid medical insurance. I didn't renew my medical insurance in time, and the pressure of medical expenses fell on me all of a sudden. After a few years of bull market in the stock market, the stock market began to turn to a bear market, Mu Dong Sun Ying's mood became more and more anxious, Mu Dan grew up in the family where her parents complained and blamed each other, and her sensibility actually started from how to know how to choose.

From the quarrel of his parents, Mu Dan knew the reason for the change in family circumstances. She asked, "Why were you laid off at that time, if you hadn't been laid off, you wouldn't be like this now, right?"

Mu Dong sighed and said, at that time, the top asked for downsizing, and the presidents mobilized everyone to recognize that attrition was the trend of the times. There are also those who voluntarily buy out the seniority and retire without waiting for the meeting to mobilize, and most people are waiting and seeing, and we also want to stay up for a few more years to retire within the year. Later, the leader said, look at it again, this is the case, there is such a high compensation fee now, I am afraid that there will be no compensation in the future, and you will be directly unemployed without waiting for you to retire inside, and you can only receive unemployment benefits, and it will be too late to regret it at that time, and joke that what medicine is the most difficult to buy in the world? Regret pills are the hardest to buy. Although it was not explicitly stated, everyone understood that it was better to go early than late, so they wrote applications to take the initiative to buy out the seniority and happily handle the internal withdrawal. cough, I blame your mother, before the leader said, my mind lived first, and said to buy it out, and with that money, you can also speculate in stocks and make a fortune a few times, what stocks to speculate, and put the money and past savings into it, and it will be even worse to lose money. Now look at those who have not been laid off, their income is increasing year by year, and there are medical insurance and pension insurance housing provident funds, I feel uncomfortable when I think about it, and now I go to the president, and people say that you made a voluntary choice at that time, not that you are the happiest to get off work, and you signed it in black and white.

When Sun Ying heard this, she said resentfully, you too, it's not good if you don't suffer that disaster, you have driven a car for most of your life, but you have suffered a big loss from the car, and your head is watered.

As soon as Mu Dan heard the words, he was about to quarrel again, so he said, don't quarrel, things are already like this, even if you quarrel, you can't change it, I think, your own choices should make your fate better and better, how did it become like this?

Mu Dongdao, I can only complain that we have low education and no culture, we can't stand the flickering of others and have no opinions, and we are confused about other people's ways, and we have no other skills.

Mu Dan said, you can't complain about the sky and others, you also took a fancy to that large amount of money at that time and imagined investing in the stock market to make a lot of money.

Hearing her daughter's words, Sun Ying stopped squeaking.

Mu Dan thought, it is said that knowledge determines fate, and depending on the fate of his parents, it is choice that determines fate. People can't choose their own birth, but they can choose their own life. I secretly made up my mind that my fate must be my own decision. Soon, she was faced with the opportunity to make her own decisions, but she didn't expect that the choice of money would be so bitter and painful.

Mu Dan's view of money in the textbook is not the same thing as the experience of facing money in life. Money makes people reluctant to give up their choices, money will also cruelly determine people's choices, and money is more likely to indulge people's choices. Life is like ups and downs, and there is no smooth sailing; The world is like a mountain overlapping, and it is impossible to be flat.

Mu Dan thought, there are spelling fathers and cheating fathers in society, why are there no spelling girls? The figure of my father who was not old and decrepit came to mind, and a strong feeling poured out, and he made his debut, my family is like this, and I have to fight.

If it weren't for what she saw and heard with her own eyes, Ah Mei wouldn't have believed that such words would come from the mouth of Mu Dan, who still looked immature, and a strong sympathy made her ask with great concern, what do you spell and how do you spell?

Ah Mei listened to Mu Dan's confession, and her family situation was so unbearable that she wanted to do something for her.

Mu Dan likes art, painting, singing, dancing, and wants to go to art school very much, but the cost stumped her, and she reluctantly gave up the opportunity to apply for the provincial art school.

Unfortunately, not long after she entered school, her mother contracted breast cancer, and she struggled to fight the disease while watching her mother's temples turn white from the pain. At that time, she suddenly felt that she was useless, her throat tightened, and helplessness and chagrin deeply dragged her breathing. On the way back to the ward after the operation, she kept holding the hands that had been run over by the years, feeling the warmth that would fade away at any time. Since then, she has started a two-point life in the school hospital. When she came home, she saw her mother bring out a bowl of noodles from the kitchen, with only a few green vegetables on the noodles, and she ate it without hurry.

For the next two days of vacation, she was responsible for delivering meals to her mother. She asked her mother about her physical condition, but her mother hid it from her, just saying that the report had not come out yet, so there was no need to worry. But she always felt that her mother was hiding something from her. That evening, she went to deliver the meal in advance, gently pushed the door open, and her mother's body leaned on the side of the bed, trembling and sobbing softly, she knew she was crying and didn't want others to know. She walked by the nurse's room, and overheard two old nurses sighing, saying that the woman in ward A was crying again, no wonder, she got breast cancer at such a young age, and it is said that she has ten years to live at most. She didn't hear what they said, and she knew they were talking about their mother. She moved her steps to the door of the ward again, but this time she didn't dare to push the door open, she leaned against the door gently, and slowly sat on the ground, the cold of the floor was not as cold as her tears, she trembled, cried loudly, and cried without hesitation.

Misfortune is not a one-way street, and now my father is suffering from stomach cancer again. (To be continued......)