Chapter 167: Doubts

"There are a lot, Xin Qiji, Yue Fei, Fan Zhongyan, Wen Tianxiang......" Speaking of the object of his favorite, Fang Zixuan's eyes lit up, and he folded his hands and said, every time I read their articles and poems, this feeling of excitement and excitement is particularly obvious.

The corners of Fang Xinlan's lips twitched slightly, sure enough, she was self-inflicted, how could she expect someone like Fang Zixuan to have normal feelings.

"That means you like their type of man." Fang Zixuan likes their articles, so she naturally forced Fang Zipeng and Fang Xinlan to memorize a lot, in the past, she didn't learn and didn't know how to do it, but now she is familiar with these classics, but she doesn't think so in her heart, and only Fang Zixuan will be intoxicated and obsessed when she reads it.

"I see." Fang Zixuan suddenly realized, feeling that it was quite a glorious thing to like those people, and her face couldn't help but feel a little proud.

Fang Xinlan rolled her eyes, "Those are all ancients, they can't exist in the real society, you won't be lonely and old in the future." ”

"Don't you little girls like people who don't exist in real life?" She remembered that when the three roommates opened their mouths and closed their mouths, they were ruthless presidents, evil and crazy, and that kind of people did not exist in real life.

"What, you little girl, you're not that old, you're a year older than me, why do you have to put on an antique shelf? No wonder they say you're reading too much and you're getting a nerd. Fang Xinlan pursed her lips, "People say that it is better to travel thousands of miles to read thousands of books, you don't want to stay at home all day to study, you should go out and see more." What era is it now, and if you continue to read like this, you will be out of touch with society. ”

"You have a point." Fang Zixuan's eyes were thoughtful, and it was rare to agree with Fang Xinlan's words, which made her a little surprised.

"Did you really listen?" She looked at her suspiciously, "Then let's go out tomorrow to play?" ”

"I'm not going, you should stay at home and have a good rest, so that you can have the energy to meet the next intensive training." She did feel that she should go out and see more of the world, but not for fun.

"I thought you really had a sexual change."

The conversation between the two was interrupted by fireworks at zero o'clock, and the new year began with fireworks outside the window. The deafening sound of firecrackers drowned out the evening on the television. I just felt jubilant in the TV screen.

Fang Xinlan stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, watching the fireworks sweep through the glass, blooming the most beautiful moment, and then disappearing into the darkness.

"It's beautiful. I didn't expect the view here to be so good! She watched greedily as every firework went off. So beautiful! ”

The fireworks are beautiful. But the moment she disappeared was also melancholy, and after the long fireworks were in full bloom, even Fang Xinlan quieted down. Stupidly staring at the night sky in a daze.

"This is the most non-flavorful New Year I've ever experienced." She suddenly turned her head and said to Fang Zixuan, "Just the two of us, we eat the most ordinary things, and if there are no fireworks, we can't feel that we are celebrating the New Year." ”

"Hmm." Fang Zixuan replied casually, she didn't have any special feelings for the New Year.

"I remember when I was a child, there were only two people in the New Year, but my mother would cook a table of good dishes, but unfortunately I never finished eating, eating, the food became cold, and my mother's tears fell, because we knew that even if my father loved us again, the New Year would be spent with you. One year Chinese New Year's Eve it was very late, my mother and I were about to clean up, but I didn't expect my father to come, it turned out that he had a quarrel with your mother, I had never seen my mother so happy, she was laughing all night, but unfortunately my father went back early the next morning,......" Fang Xinlan didn't look back, still looking out the window, "I was so jealous of you at that time, why can you have a reunion with your father, and I can only be alone with my mother outside?" But now I don't feel this way, the so-called reunion, in fact, Dad is celebrating the New Year with his grandparents, and you don't matter in his heart, I'm afraid it's not as good as those women outside, right? ”

Fang Xinlan looked back at her, trying to see the sadness on her face, but unfortunately she responded again, and there was still no emotional ups and downs.

"Don't you hate?"

"Hate what?" She looked up at her inexplicably.

"I hate that my father gave birth to you, and I let you go, I hate that you are obviously the Miss Fang family, but you didn't get the slightest love from that family."

"What's there to hate about this?" She became more and more inexplicable, "Anyway, they gave birth to me for food and clothing, why should I hate them?" ”

Whether it is in the past life or in this life, the other party Jianlin and Zhang Yun, she can't talk about love, nor hate, these two feelings are too intense, not what she can afford, once people have such strong feelings, there will be fetters, which is not a good thing for her.

"That is, you can see so openly, neither me nor Fang Zipeng can reach your realm, they treat me like this, I can't do it without resentment or hatred." Fang Xinlan laughed self-deprecatingly, "You must be very happy to live like you, you can be so simple." ”

"There is nothing in the world, and mediocrity disturbs itself."

"There is nothing in the world, and mediocrity disturbs itself? Good word! I've heard my grandfather talk about you before, and today I saw it really chic. ”

"It's over." Her expression was plain and natural.

"The word is good, the meaning is good, I have the cheekiness to ask for this word, I don't know if you are willing to cut your love?" Yan Yue is like a frank and generous handsome son, sweeping away the original gloomy atmosphere.

"This is a gift from my sister, what a coincidence." She refused without art.

He smiled, but he didn't dwell on it, "I sorted out the problems of that day and sent them over to you to see." ”

"Actually, you don't have to make this trip, just email me."

"I also want to hear your opinion, it's not so convenient to send an email, isn't it abrupt to come to the door to disturb a cup of tea?" In front of her, he didn't have a trace of anger, and his gentle attitude was really like a spring breeze.

"Not really." She poured him a cup of tea casually, and in the face of such a gentle and polite him, she naturally put away her guard, "Although it's not a good tea, it doesn't add any messy things, you don't have to worry." ”

He laughed helplessly, with an apologetic look on his face, "Still holding grudges? ”

In fact, as soon as the words came out, she regretted it, she had clearly said that the grievances and grievances were eliminated, and she was so sarcastic in such a small belly, although the words that rushed out of her mouth were not her intention, but it was clearly not a gentleman's doing.

"It's my fault." Although she was a little surprised, she still apologized frankly.

He was stunned, the first time he saw her almost shy, the slight flush on his face made him a little confused, and he only looked at her stupidly for a while.

Fang Zixuan was already a little embarrassed, but when she saw his straight eyes, she was even more embarrassed, so she had to cough dryly, "Mr. Yan." ”

"Oh," he said, taking a large sip of tea in disguise, only to find that the water was so hot that she swallowed the hot tea in her eyes, considering her image in front of her.

"That's how I think about this question...... "Once he calmed down, he regained his usual IQ, and he has always known how to grasp the moment and do what he likes."

Fang Zixuan focused on reading, and if she wanted to get close to her, she had to start from the aspects she was most interested in and lower her vigilance.

She really listened very carefully, and she could see that Yan Yue had been carefully prepared and thought, and there was no perfunctory meaning, and her teachers, except for Mr. Zhao, were busy with official business, and few people would answer her questions so seriously, and the discussion with Yan Yue was detailed and in-depth, and she naturally benefited a lot.

She bowed her head slightly, thinking intently, holding the pen in her right hand, and hooking the fallen strands of hair behind her ear with her left hand, completely oblivious to the fact that the person who was still discussing beside her just now was getting closer and closer, and the ambiguous breath lingered in her ears.

He is not Fang Zixuan, who only reads the books of sages, the beauty is in front, it is inevitable that he will be a little confused, in the past, he and her-for-tat, sabre-rattling, how can there be such a quiet and peaceful time today, at this moment, he suddenly understood the meaning of the sentence "The years are quiet, and the present world is stable".

"Do you think that's understandable?" After not hearing his response for a long time, she turned her head strangely, but she didn't expect that because of the distance, her nose gently brushed his cheek, and for a moment she breathed and smelled, and there was an aura called "ambiguous" wafting through the room.

She immediately retreated some distance, and just as her eyebrows were about to wrinkle, she caught a glimpse of him with a stunned face, a flushed face, and a shy look, like a beautiful woman who had been abruptly abrupt.

This time it was Fang Zixuan's turn to be embarrassed, it seemed that he didn't mean it, it was she who turned her head too suddenly just now.

"I'm sorry." She suddenly felt as if she had been apologizing to him a lot lately, and the expression on her face suddenly became a little strange.

"It's okay." He smiled at her, but the flush on his face hadn't completely dissipated.

Withdrawn from the ambiguous atmosphere, she suddenly remembered that the person in front of her was the notorious Yan Sangongzi, what messy things had not happened, and he acted like this, as if he was a young boy who had never been in the world, what kind of medicine was sold in this gourd? The cold color between the eyebrows is a little heavier.

"What are you blushing for?" She has always been straightforward, and even asks such things without minus in the slightest.

He obviously didn't expect her to ask such a question, and hurriedly replied, "Probably the heating in the room is too much, and I'm a little hot." ”

She looked at him suspiciously, his flustered look really didn't look like a fake.

"Why are you so far from what you used to be?" She almost suspected that the Yan Yue in front of her and the one in the past were not the same person, "Do you have a dual personality?" ”

One is ruthless and evil, the other is gentle and shy, and the gap is a little too big. (To be continued......)