"Sister, this is the first New Year for the two of us alone, I specially bought a bottle of wine and drank a little together?" Fang Xinlan poured wine into Fang Zixuan's cup, "I wish you a year and a year." ”

"I don't drink, so do you drink less." Fang Zixuan picked up another cup, "Replace wine with tea, I wish you to study hard and be admitted to your ideal university." ”

Fang Zixuan is this toast every year, at first she thought it was ridiculous, learning from a family like theirs is not the only way out, why do you take this so seriously? But after so many years, I have become accustomed to it.

"Today's New Year, let's have a drink, anyway, it's in your own home, you're not afraid to get drunk, you can't go without drinking bars for the rest of your life?" Fang Xinlan drank it all and persuaded diligently, "The amount of alcohol is slowly practiced, in case you are poured wine outside one day, a good amount of alcohol can save your life." ”

Fang Zixuan shook her head and always adhered to the principle, "Drinking alcohol is not good for the body. ”

Fang Xinlan was stunned, "Is it because of your drunk driving back then?" ”

She had heard a little about that incident back then, but since she knew her, she had been so strict and self-disciplined, and she had never touched a drop of wine.

Fang Zixuan was noncommittal, just eating by herself.

"You've been so tense for so many years, aren't you tired?" Fang Xinlan sighed, she felt tired watching from the side.

"Tired?" Fang Zixuan glanced at her suspiciously, "My life is very regular, combining work and rest, of course I won't feel tired." ”

"A combination of work and rest?" Fang Xinlan seemed to have heard a fantasy, "Have you ever escaped?" Ever since I knew you. You just read and read all the time, and you have no hobbies at all, how can you vent your stress? ”

"Why is there any pressure?" She wondered even more, learning was already a fun thing for her, so why talk about pressure? "Have you been stressed lately?"

Fang Xinlan's eyelids drooped, "Yes, I feel so tired, I keep learning like this, it seems that there is no end, and I feel desperate every day." You don't know, I feel reluctant to open my eyes every morning. The thought of painting and reading again made me wish I could sleep like this forever. ”

Learning is inherently painful, except for Fang Zixuan's strange pleasure, it is difficult for normal people to understand the fun. This time in the capital. During the day, you will attend intensive training courses. In the evening, she had to come back to receive Fang Zixuan's counseling, Fang Xinlan was physically and mentally exhausted, and she admired Fang Zixuan more and more. She can endure this kind of suffering, and I'm afraid there is nothing in the world that can defeat her, right?

And although Fang Zixuan didn't understand that these people who had no worries about food and clothing and only needed to study hard would be under pressure, she also knew that the pressure before the college entrance examination was too great, which would have a very bad impact on the candidates, so she didn't take this matter lightly.

"Then you can rest for another day tomorrow, and stay at home and sleep." She is really a layman when it comes to relieving stress, and she thinks that since she feels tired, she can make up for it by sleeping.

"What's the use of sleeping? Have you never been stressed? Fang Xinlan looked at her incredulously.

"Why do you have to be stressed? There is no need to worry about livelihood every day, the family has created such good living conditions for us, as long as we study hard, what will be the pressure of such an easy thing for Lu? Fang Zixuan also looked at her strangely, she rarely complained about life, and she was very satisfied with her current life.

The frequencies of the two people are really not in the same band, and they can't understand each other at all, Fang Xinlan stuck out her tongue, "You didn't worry about losing the college entrance examination in the first place?" ”

"Why worry about it? As long as you do your best, there is nothing to regret. "Her thinking is sometimes very simple, without too much burden of fame and fortune, never thought that she must take the exam first, champion, usually just study seriously, and only ask herself to play normally during the exam, it is precisely because of her unfettered heart that she can be without pressure.

"But you've been instilling in me that it's important to study, what if I can't get into a good university?" Fang Xinlan wailed, she originally thought that it didn't matter if she couldn't study or not, let alone that she couldn't get into a good university, even if she couldn't get into college, what could she do? Old Man Fang will never ignore a girl like her who has recognized her ancestors and returned to her ancestors, and she will not be sent abroad to get a diploma like other brothers and sisters, but in the past few years, she has been nagged by Fang Zixuan every day, and she has been successfully brainwashed, as if the sky will fall if she can't get into a good university.

"If you can't pass the exam, you can repeat it, it's a big deal that I will pay your tuition, as long as you can study hard and don't take the wrong path." She didn't hesitate at all, but took it for granted.

Fang Xinlan was stunned, the expression on her face was a little complicated, "Why are you trying to be so good to me?" ”

Maybe the money needed to repeat a year is not much, but she knows that Zhang Yun is absolutely unwilling to pay this money, and Fang Jianlin or Old Man Fang would prefer to exile her abroad, she has paid more for her than her biological parents, obviously whether she is good or bad has nothing to do with her, and even if she is a mess, she can still show her superiority, what is she willing to do for her?

"You're my sister."

"But I'm still my mom and dad's daughter, and they don't care about me for anything?" The resentment that had accumulated in my heart for many years finally poured out at this moment.

"And do you think they did the right thing?"

"Of course not!"

"That's it, since you also think they are wrong, then why do you want to compare me with them?" She had a frank face, "If you know what is wrong, you should take it as a warning, rather than comparing or even imitating it all the time." ”

"If you think about it, we're really in the same boat." Fang Xinlan sighed, "It's unlucky for us to have such selfish parents." ”

"Selfishness is human nature, understandable, but everything has a limit, a person should be responsible for himself, for the family, for the society, and should also have the ability to distinguish between right and wrong, which is why I have been letting you read ancient classics, I hope you can learn from it the basic principles of life, the future road depends on you alone."

"You're really completely different from normal people." Fang Xinlan couldn't tell what kind of feeling she felt in her heart, and said something in her heart through wine, "However, I'm very glad to have a sister like you." ”

Fang Zixuan bowed slightly, "Then I hope you can remember what I said to you and don't live up to my expectations of you." ”

Fang Xinlan laughed out loud, "Sister, can you not be so old-fashioned and preachy all day long, you are also a girl." ”

The word "girl" is very far away from Fang Zixuan, when she was a real girl in her previous life, she was busy making a living, and she had no time to think about this word, her life in this life is much more leisurely, and many people mention this word in front of her, but it is difficult to go back to her sophisticated heart.

At least when her roommates screamed when they watched idol dramas, she couldn't empathize with Fang Xinlan's eyes when she talked about a handsome guy.

Girl's feelings are always poetry, and Mr. Zhao said that poetry is the most emotional form of language, but in addition to the impassioned "who has not died since ancient times, leaving Dan to take care of the sweat and green", she has never been able to experience the kind of grievance and sadness that sings softly.

What exactly is girlish feelings? Was Yan Zi excited to talk about her favorite boy during the talk, or was Bai Xinxin blushing and shy from time to time? She suddenly wanted to know.

"What the hell is a girl?" Thinking so, she naturally asked.

"Huh?" Fang Xinlan didn't expect her to ask like this, and she was stunned, speechless for a long time, "Well, it's a young girl." ”

"I mean, the girl isn't like me, so what should it look like?"

"Well, there are many kinds of girls, some are lively and cheerful, some are introverted and shy, how to say it, anyway, there are few people like you," Fang Xinlan didn't know how to express herself correctly, "Ah, by the way, girls, they should be full of feelings, people say that love is beginning to open refers to men and women at this stage, like our age, there should be people who like it......"

"Do you have someone you like?"

"Ah......" Fang Xinlan immediately looked away with a weak heart, and almost fell for it, could it be that she was testing whether she had early love, she hurriedly replied with careful consideration, "You don't have to have a specific person you like, it can be a certain type, it can also be an idol or something." ”

"What does that feel like?"

Fang Xinlan felt a little powerless, as if she was communicating with a robot, where would a normal person not understand what it means to like?

"This feeling is very abstract," Fang Xinlan grabbed her hair and was very distressed, "Normally, you can only understand, not speak, if you have to describe it, you probably want to see someone, if you don't see him, it's as uncomfortable as being scratched by a cat, you will feel inexplicably happy when you see him, if he talks to you, you will be excited and speechless, and always want to show him the best side of yourself." ”

Fang Zixuan looked at her blankly, this feeling had never been felt before.

"Well, of course, there is another situation, you feel excited just by hearing his name, like blood rushing into your head, and you can't allow others to say half a bad word about him......"

Seeing a puzzled look on Fang Zixuan's face, Fang Xinlan also became excited, "Have you ever felt this way?" ”

"It seems to be a little similar," she pondered, "a feeling of yearning, a sense of pride." ”

"This ......" The expression on Fang Xinlan's face became a little strange again, "You can barely count it, who can give you this feeling?" ”

No matter how weird her adjectives are, she can be regarded as having a little human affection, and she can be regarded as saved. (To be continued......)