I thought that there was a distance of thousands of miles between him and Yang Jinghui, and if he left like this, time would dilute his thoughts about himself, or let his mother be a villain, or delay until one day when he couldn't delay anymore and tell him in reality, or call him, or say to him face to face, but he never thought that he would come to Ningcheng on this snowy night. When I sent the first text message, I was having dinner at Jiang Pengcheng's house. The title on the pager had long since been changed back to his name, and the text message was to say hello, he wanted to come over to see, how could he come in the current situation. replied that he was out of town on business, in fact, he was still a little uneasy in his heart. And Jiang Pengcheng didn't ask too much, he deleted the text message in time after reading it, and at the same time adjusted the pager to vibrate.

After Jiang Pengcheng sent himself home, he turned on the pager and looked at it again, Yang Jinghui's text message was like a knife, "Have we ever loved?" If it's just sleeping, let's break up", a knife straight to his heart, I love you so much, for ...... After working hard and painstakingly, you look at me like this, the more I think about it, the more sad I become, but I can't make him feel it, so I replied, did you drink too much? What you said, weird. And at this moment, I am really heartbroken. It was snowing, and he remembered that he liked the snow the most, and although he had been to the former residence of the great writer many times, he still wanted to see it, because it was in such a scene that he could feel his shadow and feel his breath.

And he didn't think he came, and from the content of his text message, it seemed that he sensed something, and no matter what, the long pain was better than the short pain, and he simply cut off his thoughts once but it was no longer painful. The middle-aged man who accompanied him was really his cousin? Why have I never heard him talk about why he is jealous of even a man, holding back tears and controlling his emotions, "I said I still love you." But I can't marry you, I have to marry Jiang Pengcheng, but I don't love him, and you don't have to guess whether I was forced or not, this is my decision, whether you believe it or not, this is what I think in my heart......".

Since he knew that he was injured, he must have been injured, but in fact, his heart was even more painful. But Jiang Pengcheng can't see anything yet. However, Jiang Pengcheng will definitely have doubts, so he simply took the initiative to attack and tell the truth.

Actually, that person was a suitor of mine in college, how about it, are you jealous? Your wife is very good, you have to have a sense of crisis. The suitors are also very good. In this way, Jiang Pengcheng's doubts were dispelled. It is more secure than making him suspicious, Yang Jinghui's arrival did not affect the process of himself and Jiang Pengcheng.

Soon it was time to get married, and there was no impact on life after marriage, the baby in the womb was like a day by day, that day Jiang Pengcheng went out to take a bath, and he found some books to read when he had nothing to do. In that book, I found a diary that had been almost forgotten for a long time, and when my fingers touched the diary, those youthful memories appeared in front of me, and I flipped through those dusty memories and gradually joined them, and I flipped through the book casually for a while. I felt a little tired, and I came up sleepy, so I closed the diary and opened the combination lock.

When Jiang Pengcheng came back, Su Yingrong was sleeping sweetly, the corners of her lips were curled up and curved to a certain extent, this little beauty, I don't know what kind of dream she had, she was happy to be like this. Jiang Pengcheng picked up the book on the bed, put it in the bookcase, and suddenly found the diary, with a password lock on it, the combination lock is a combination of three sets of numbers, and what is recorded in the diary is generally secret, otherwise it is a girl's heart. Jiang Pengcheng looked at the sleeping Su Yingrong, and quietly took the diary to the study, usually three of the same number, after trying a few times, Jiang Pengcheng actually opened the diary, and after reading it paragraph by paragraph, Jiang Pengcheng's face became more and more ugly, from strange to good-looking, to very much love, to you can't, to life and death, and then to I don't regret being your meteor......

It turned out that the so-called former suitor was just reassuring herself, she "didn't regret it?" The more Jiang Pengcheng thought about it, the more he couldn't figure it out, he remembered the first time with Su Yingrong that day, although her performance was not like the first time, but the blood droplet he clearly remembered everything he wiped for her, the more he thought about it, the more annoyed he became, closed the diary, and went out to buy drunk. Those drinking friends who haven't been in touch for a long time came as soon as they were recruited, and after drinking, they complained about Jiang Pengcheng, "You kid is good, you forgot such friends when you married a daughter-in-law, and you became a strict wife, and the person who wants to be a father is different from those of us who have nothing to do, but I'm still quite puzzled, just your small body, like us, drinks every day, this gun is good, one shot hits the target?" ......", in fact, I have heard similar words before, and Jiang Pengcheng will proudly say in the past, you don't look at who it is, is this gun compared to a gun? But when he heard this at this moment today, he felt extremely harsh, and when he lifted a beer bottle and smacked it on the buddy's head, everyone hurriedly pulled it away, and all the drinking friends were quite dissatisfied with Jiang Pengcheng, so why not just make a joke? The drinking friend who was smacked was not smacked, and everyone parted unhappily.

The more Jiang Pengcheng thought about it, the more wrong it became, and many doubts came to his mind, Su Yingrong went to the First People's Hospital every time she took a pregnancy test, and according to the right reason, the affiliated hospital of the medical university near home was stronger, even if it was not strong, it was also the same strength, and she was advised a few times why she was willing to go far, then Su Yingrong said that her mother's classmate was a doctor there, and there were familiar people to help her do the examination better, and she didn't think too deeply about it immediately, and every pregnancy test was also sent by Su's mother.

…… After another week, it was time for a pregnancy test, Jiang Pengcheng looked at the fetus under B ultrasound, and his heart was not good, after sending Su Yingrong home, he went out of the house and returned to the hospital under the pretext of an excuse, and the B ultrasound master happened to hand over the shift, Jiang Pengcheng found another acquaintance through family relations and called up his wife's pregnancy test file. Jiang Pengcheng was struck by lightning, the pregnancy date on the file was July 1995, and the fetus was 24 weeks gestation, and he didn't know Su Yingrong at all in July.

With fire in his eyes, he returned home, looking at this woman, at that moment he was like a fool being played, she was pregnant with someone else's seed, and she had to take care of her here, Jiang Pengcheng put the pregnancy test form on the table, don't you want to say something to me? This is how you love me? Seeing the pregnancy test notice, Su Yingrong knew it in his heart, he knew everything, but he still pretended to be calm, "What are you talking about?" Jiang Pengcheng's chest is about to explode, in July, where were you then, and where am I? Su Yingrong said, do you doubt me? Do you understand common sense, July is written on the day of the last menstrual stoppage, my menstrual cycle is long, and after 20 days, won't we be together? What does this list say? Su Yingrong took the list and looked at it, the bill said that the person being tested, Jiang Pengcheng, had a low sperm survival rate, and was diagnosed with male infertility, and it was recommended to go to a higher-level hospital or seek traditional Chinese medicine treatment. You have deceived me so hard, you have stolen my heart, and you have trampled on my heart at will. Jiang Pengcheng cried, he couldn't hold back his anger anymore and slapped him in the face, Su Yingrong was sitting on the armrest of the sofa, and after a slap, she fell off the sofa, and her hand was pressed on her lower abdomen, her face was pale, and beads of sweat like beans soaked her forehead for a moment, and then she felt a heat in her lower body, and a stream of heat rushed out. Jiang Pengcheng couldn't care about getting angry, and hurriedly called an ambulance.

In the corridor of the hospital, Su's mother also hurried over after receiving the news, and when she saw Jiang Pengcheng, she went up and questioned, "How could this happen, how can I still argue, if my grandson is gone, I can't finish ...... with you", Jiang Pengcheng said, "Yes, it's your grandson, but it has nothing to do with me", Su's mother immediately realized something, and didn't care about theorizing with Jiang Pengcheng again. The doctor came out and said that the adult had saved his life, but the fetus had slipped and was a healthy baby boy. Su Yingrong called Jiang Pengcheng, her eyes were very hollow, and she calmly insisted on kowtowing to Jiang Pengcheng on the bed, I'm sorry for you, let's divorce. Jiang Pengcheng was depressed, and asked Su Yingrong, I just want to know if you ever loved me? Su Yingrong replied directly, no, I love you for a purpose, and I love myself. Jiang Pengcheng was depressed, and at this moment he didn't know the pain, and that feeling was like a walking corpse walking on the street like a walking corpse who had been gouged out of his heart by Daji.

Jiang Pengcheng's slap made the answer clear, but it also pulled Su Yingrong back to reality from the dream-like fantasy of the covered bridge, it was wrong from the beginning, it was completely wrong from beginning to end, people should not have a fluke mentality, it is impossible to have it at the same time, I want to hide my love for Yang Jinghui deep in my heart, find someone to replace it, how insidious I am, I woke up from a dream, it should be over. The two parted peacefully.

Jiang Pengcheng took into account Su Yingrong's dignity, did not mention the reason for the divorce, and soon returned to the life of a swinger, but he no longer believed in love, especially did not believe in his own vision, let alone the virgin, and soon there was a secret rumor circulating in the playboy circle in Ningcheng that Jiang Dashao had changed his taste, and he liked young women and did not like girls......

Later, when there was a chance to take the civil service exam, Su Yingrong just wanted to leave Ningcheng far away, leaving this sad place, so she was admitted to Yunyang......

I think of too much of the past, the current Su Yingrong is a single aristocrat, she can have a lot of time to do what she wants, she doesn't care about marriage or not, marriage is like a cage, you have to abide by the rules when you enter the cage, otherwise you will be betrayed, it's better to be single, and your body is your own decision.

On the day Yang Jinghui took wedding photos, Su Yingrong went to take a pregnancy test, and the B ultrasound master asked her to control her emotions, afraid that her mood swings would affect the fetus and be prone to premature birth, Su Yingrong was not surprised by this advice, maybe she was such a physique, and the doctor also told her when she was pregnant for the first time, so she often listened to soothing music such as piano music, and the fetus was quieter than the first time. Saying that it violated medical ethics, she prayed in her heart that it was a boy, and she knew that she might not have a chance with Yang Jinghui in this life, and she hoped that the boy could protect herself when he grew up.

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On the day of Yang Jinghui's wedding, Su Yingrong felt bored;

On the third day after Yang Jinghui's marriage, Su Yingrong felt that the fetus was more active;

On the tenth day after Yang Jinghui's marriage, Su Yingrong called her mother;

On the fifteenth day after Yang Jinghui's marriage, Su Yingrong went to have another prenatal checkup;

On the evening of the nineteenth day after Yang Jinghui's marriage, Su Yingrong's abdomen began to vibrate;

On the twentieth day after Yang Jinghui's marriage (nine o'clock in the morning of September 29, 1999), Su Yingrong gave birth to a baby girl, and the mother and daughter were safe. (To be continued......)