Chapter 111 - "Love" in Control
The mood was very dull, my mother's words always echoed in my ears like Tang Seng's mantra, Jiang Pengcheng appeared in the office again, Xie Shiling said angrily, "Jiang Dashao, I haven't been here for a long time", Jiang Pengcheng first beckoned to himself, as if to justify, "I'm here to deal with some things, it can't be regarded as a violation", and then walked straight to Xie Shiling and said to her, "If you have any misunderstanding about the relationship between us because of some of my past behaviors, I want to state with you that I am just an ordinary friend with you, not a lover", "Alas, by the way, don't scold me for being ruthless, I've heard this a lot, I want to blame myself for being amorous, it's also your honor to be an ordinary friend with you, if it's a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship, there will be a shelf life with others before, not more than a week, and you may not end up for three days, because you don't suit my taste, it's not my dish, you, it looks too tired." After that, Jiang Pengcheng turned around and left, leaving Xie Shiling, who was extremely crazy, "Isn't your father a mayor?" It's also a deputy, if you don't have your mayor's father, you're just shit, stinky shit, fuck your shit, the whole of China has been liberated, why do you really think you're a young master"......
Su Yingrong shook her head impatiently, and the pager suddenly rang after a while, I thought it was a text message from Yang Jinghui, but it turned out to be Jiang Pengcheng's, this kid got his pager number somewhere, and said hello in the morning and evening for no reason, and some didn't post some jokes, or sweet love words, when I opened it, it said, "I didn't go to the office to look for you, I cleaned up a bunch of dead branches and leaves today, you wait and see." I have recognized you, and I must chase you, and please witness the moment of my whitewashing."
Flipping through the BP machine, I looked forward one by one, and all the messages scrolled through Jiang Pengcheng's messages, "Good morning, mygirl, the beginning of a new week, I wish you a good mood; Good night, my princess, and I wish you a good night's sleep; Good morning. My Queen, be happy today! Good night, dear, the temperature is a little low today, cover yourself with a quilt. A good night's dreams, it's better to have me in your dreams......" after flipping through the screen. I flipped to the number with the name MYLOVE. A message is "If life is only as first seen, I hope it can be thirty years in advance, so that I will be born before you, take care of you every day and watch you grow", but my mother's words rang out in my ears out of time, "All feelings in this world must be built on a material basis." Poor and lowly couples mourn everything", maybe the words of these people who have come over will really have some truth, they have summed up the lessons of blood with half a lifetime of experience and countless experiences of reading people, so they speak so realistically. It's so cold. The colleagues in the unit are comparing, even if they don't know the comparison, it's a dark comparison, who has bought a new dress, it's Montejiao. Who's husband now uses a mobile phone, how much money does he earn a month, everyone is more material, no one will talk about where a thought-provoking drama has been staged, or what new work with a profound theme has been created, and no one will talk about work. If he really married Yang Jinghui, his family lives in the township, his father has taught all his life like his father, his mother has no job, and his mother is a government leader. Are the two families equal? If Yang Jinghui could only work in the township for the rest of his life, revolving around women, what would he say when he chatted with the people around him in the future? "How many big bellies did my husband catch, my family's autumn vegetables were collected at home, and they had to be stained in the jar after drying, did you buy your winter coal, do you have to ask for three tons or five tons?" As for the children, they may be wielding wicker as a whip outside after school...... As soon as she thought of this, Su Yingrong's heart began to waver, and she would feel that her mother's words might be right.
Jiang Pengcheng made countless appointments, and finally agreed to his request to watch a movie, Jiang Pengcheng asked himself several times a day, for a week, and he also persuaded him to try to date first after repeatedly measuring and hesitating, I just tried to date not really dating, not betraying Yang Jinghui. It was an American movie, called "The Dream of the Covered Bridge", the film cost was not high, but the film criticism was very controversial, and the two voices of Chinese film critics and foreign film critics were diametrically opposed, highlighting the difference between the East and the West on morality and ethics. The film tells the story of an Italian-American woman's life after marriage, taking advantage of her husband's departure with her children, she met a photographer who had been wandering, so that she had a few days but unforgettable love, and then the photographer's will left the inheritance to this woman, the woman's husband went before her, and when the woman died, she left her last words and was not buried with her husband after cremation, and scattered the ashes on the covered bridge where he met the photographer, because the photographer scattered the ashes on the covered bridge. The film is broadcast in reverse, and as soon as it appears, the woman unfolds from her last words after her death, and the children do not understand her thoughts, and when they read her diary, the story is revealed one by one.
After watching the film, many Chinese people criticized that the woman should start from the beginning even if she has a marriage and family, the so-called marrying a chicken with a chicken, marrying a husband and following her husband, and cheating behind her husband's back is unforgivable, both mentally and physically. And Su Yingrong's feeling after reading it is that this is love, some couples are not in love with each other after a lifetime, and they don't have the mechanical adaptation of love, rather than getting along with each other, sometimes love may not need to follow for a lifetime, just like this woman buries love in her heart.
Xu is movie gave Su Yingrong a revelation, the next time, she actually accepted Jiang Pengcheng's courtship, the two fell in love, Su Yingrong often feels that her current situation is like a "dream of a covered bridge", she is Francesca in the movie, Yang Jinghui is the photographer Robert, and Jiang Pengcheng is the innocent husband Richard, she loves Yang Jinghui deeply, but she has to compromise with reality, in reality she can only choose Jiang Pengcheng, so this understanding, Su Yingrong is relieved, and feels worthy of Yang Jinghui, And she also skillfully grasped and controlled the process with Jiang Pengcheng, there are urgency and slowness, give when you should give, and pressure when you should press, because she knows that Jiang Pengcheng is in love with herself, love is such a strange thing, when a person is loved, she will grasp the initiative of this love, even if she often makes some small mistakes and bumps into him, he is also willing, because he loves her, because he loves her more than she loves him.
Although Jiang Pengcheng has read countless women, those women are all under his identity, not because of him, and he doesn't cherish that kind of looking up, and Su Yingrong is different, when she saw her for the first time, she didn't seem to see herself in her eyes, it was by no means a reputation for self-esteem, she was like a cold beauty, she seemed to be very bored with herself, didn't she know her identity? The more you can't get it, the more you want to get it, when you confess to Su Yingrong's face, you look at Su Yingrong's eyes, those eyes are like a deep lake, and you can contain all of yourself, so you confide in the truth.
A love has a purpose, a love has no direction, this love will unfold vigorously, my mother said that for the sake of safety, I still did it, and after doing it, I went to the provincial capital to find a famous doctor to repair it, and I couldn't see it. But thinking that once she lost that piece of flesh and blood, she would have nothing to do with Yang Jinghui, Su Yingrong decided to take a risk. So within a week of confirming the relationship with Jiang Pengcheng, because of an unexpected confusion and confusion, Jiang Pengcheng came to the house to find himself that day, his father played chess with his chess friends, and his mother was arranged to "play cards", and he wore the shortest pajamas to make up for the nap, Jiang Pengcheng came, he didn't change his clothes, only put on a father's men's shirt to open the door for Jiang Pengcheng, and after entering the house, he told Jiang Pengcheng that he was casual first, and he hadn't slept enough, and then slept for a while, so he turned around and went to bed and slept again, and after a while, Jiang Pengcheng slipped into the house, Very sober Zhilu said that he was looking at himself, deliberately pretending not to know, and suddenly turned over again, and the towel covering his body slipped down to his abdomen, revealing his white neck and most of his chest, Jiang Pengcheng swallowed his saliva when he saw it, and later, Jiang Pengcheng's hand stretched out, and he pretended to be angry, Jiang Pengcheng had to turn over and swear, cursing himself so that he could not be overcrossed, Su Yingrong stretched out his finger to stop Jiang Pengcheng's poisonous oath, so Jiang Pengcheng had an unforgettable steal in his life, and he heard the sound of the door outside halfway through, Jiang Pengcheng vented out as soon as he was frightened, and then pushed Jiang Pengcheng out of the gang, and scattered some of the blood that had been prepared before on the bed and at the base of his thighs. Asked Jiang Pengcheng to come in again and asked him to go to the bathroom to get some tissues, blaming Jiang Pengcheng for being too rude, then Jiang Pengcheng was like a child who had done something wrong, and he actually picked up the paper and wiped it carefully for himself. Jiang Pengcheng's heart was happy, because he was Su Yingrong's "first man". Then he was cautious about Su Yingrong. In fact, when Jiang Pengcheng was coming, Su Yingrong discussed it with her mother, and the time for the door to ring was under control. And Su Yingrong is really risky to do this, but in her heart she thought that everything would go well if she could pass this hurdle, so she felt that everything was worth it, and sure enough, the development of the situation was under control, and she never begged Jiang Pengcheng to be responsible for herself, but Jiang Pengcheng did it.
After another period of time, when he said that the menstrual affair was a month late and did not come, Jiang Pengcheng did not come back to his senses at first, and happily picked himself up and turned around several times, so let's get married, right? (To be continued......)