Chapter 119: Born with a Cheap Life

Song Anle was silent when she saw that she was silent, and she also gave in appropriately, so she got up and said: "Don't restrain yourself too tightly, relax appropriately, you will find a better situation." ”

Song Anle patted her lover on the shoulder twice, and then left on her own, the words had reached this point, and it was useless to say more, so she chose to give each other a little more room to release.

But Qing'er was in her own dead domain, she only knew that Song Anle was blindly preventing her from being with Gao Yuanshang, but her attitude towards Gao Yuanshang was not as repulsive as she had been, so Qing'er had to suspect Song Anle's intentions, including her nervousness about the footcloth.

Song Xiaojing is also upset every day, except for occasionally chatting with her lover, she has nowhere else to go, no one can see her love, and her life is even more boring; She pondered every day how to reconcile her love and Gao Yuanshang without separating, and she still had to take care of Song Cheng, and she wanted to leave a way back for herself at Gao Yuankang's place.

These days, she has been thinking about these things, her whole person has been troubled by the difficulty of sleeping, after learning that Song Anle and Qing'er met, she went out to visit Qing'er again, and also wanted to find out further news from her.

didn't wait for Song Xiaojing to visit Qing'er, but received an invitation from Qing'er, which was exactly what Song Xiaojing wanted, so she simply cleaned up and happily came to Qing'er's residence.

When Song Xiaojing came to Qing'er's residence, there was no one in the courtyard, only Tangerine walked out of the room, just opposite her, but Tangerine just stepped aside, giving Song Xiaojing plenty of space to walk in.

Song Xiaojing originally wanted to ask if Qing'er was there, but looking at the orange's actions, it was estimated that Qing'er was also in the house, so she walked in directly, only to see Qing'er sitting alone on the chaise longue, in a daze at the mint embroidery in her hand.

"Love." Song Xiaojing called softly as she walked in.

"It's Xiao Jing here." Qing'er casually put down the things in her hand and got up to greet her.

Song Xiaojing walked in front of Qing'er, took her hand very affectionately, and said with a slightly worried face: "I heard that you are unwell, are you feeling better now?" ”

"It's okay, it's much better." Qing'er pursed the corners of her mouth shallowly, and then said, "Come, sit down." ”

After Song Xiaojing nodded and answered, she sat down next to Qing'er, and she said in a timely manner: "By the way, you came to me, but what's the matter?" ”

"I" Qing'er hesitated for a moment, but shook her head lightly and said, "It's nothing. ”

"Don't hide it from me, I still can't understand your little thoughts, let's say, what's the matter?" Song Xiaojing smiled confidently, and even had a pride after blindly seeing through it, but her familiarity made people's hearts glow with warm warmth.

Qing'er was moved with tears in her eyes, she held Song Xiaojing's hand, and said delicately: "You still know me best." ”

"If you know, it's good." Song Xiaojing touched her lover's head dotingly.

Qing'er smiled sweetly, but it was still not good to speak to Song Xiaojing, but Song Xiaojing couldn't wait to say: "Say, what do you need my help with?" ”

"I think" Qing'er still hesitated for a moment, and finally said with difficulty: "I want to ask you to help me get out of the house." ”

"Me?" Song Xiaojing pointed at herself and looked at Qing'er with a look of surprise and confusion.

Qing'er nodded, and said, "I want to ask you to help me go to Gao Yuankang's mansion." ”

Song Xiaojing thought for a while, and also paid a little attention to Qing'er's intentions, but in order to make sure that her guess was correct, she said tentatively: "What do you mean?" ”

"Now that Yuan Shang may have returned to the palace, I can't leave the house, so you can only go to Gao Yuankang to convey that I want to meet Brother Yuan Shang." Qing'er pondered, Gao Yuanshang is also the prince of the Northern Dynasty, although he is now in charge of the dynasty, but when the New Year is approaching, he should also go back to the palace to handle affairs, so in that hanging tower, there will definitely be no one to find him, only Gao Yuankang, there is still a trace of possibility.

"However, I" Song Xiaojing was also embarrassed, first, the difficulty of leaving the house, and second, the ambiguity between her and Gao Yuankang, so far there has been no good answer, how can she be embarrassed to go to the door again.

Qing'er thought that Song Xiaojing was worried that Song Cheng or Song Anle would know, so she was somewhat embarrassed, but she didn't blame Song Xiaojing, after all, this matter was indeed a little difficult.

"I know it's hard, so you don't have to be embarrassed, I'll just talk about it." Qing'er showed a faint smile far-fetched, and also appropriately found a way for Song Xiaojing to refuse.

"No, Qing'er, I didn't mean to help you, it's just" Song Xiaojing frowned slightly in embarrassment, she was entangled in her heart, whether she should tell Qing'er, about the spring scene between her and Gao Yuankang, but revealing about her own reputation, will it have a bad impact on her, even if she tells Qing'er, will it bring her benefits.

Qing'er didn't know what Song Xiaojing was too embarrassed about, so she asked curiously, "What's wrong, are there any other reasons?" ”

Song Xiaojing still had a gloomy and depressed expression, and after thinking for a long time, she said in a low voice: "I can't see the fifth prince." ”

"Why?" Qing'er said with an ignorant face: "Aren't you very good? ”

In the impression of the lover, although Gao Yuankang does not take care of the lover, at least he cares about it, even if Gao Yuankang is prominent now, he must not turn his face and deny people.

Song Xiaojing always looked hesitant and embarrassed, but the entanglement on the surface did not affect her inner thinking at all, she could see Qing'er's firmness towards Gao Yuanshang, but Qing'er suddenly asked her for help, presumably she learned something.

Song Xiaojing calculated, as long as Qing'er and Gao Yuanshang are entangled, she will be able to see Gao Yuankang again sooner or later, if she talks about her closeness to Gao Yuankang at this time, and tells Qing'er that he has a chance one day, Qing'er will definitely not let Gao Yuankang go lightly, but secondly, Qing'er must stay with Gao Yuanshang.

Seeing Song Xiaojing's hesitation, Qing'er said anxiously: "What the hell is going on, don't be mysterious, hurry up and tell me." ”

Song Xiaojing was also a little out of proportion, but she knew that telling her the truth would only be beneficial to her, so she said seriously: "Then you promise not to say it to anyone." ”

Under Song Xiaojing's mystery, Qing'er was even more curious about what was going on, so she raised her hand and swore and said, "I promise not to leak half a word." ”

Song Xiaojing still instinctively looked around, and when no one was around, she briefly told her lover about what happened that day, but her point was that Song Anle did not allow her to have a deep relationship with Gao Yuankang, so it was fruitless today.

Hearing Song Xiaojing's story, Qing'er half opened her pretty lips and had an incredible expression, Xu couldn't relieve her shocked consciousness, so Qing'er was stupidly stunned, and she didn't come back to her senses for a long time.

Song Xiaojing looked at her lover's exaggerated reaction, and she realized that chastity is important to women, but she lost it in vain, but there was nothing in return.

"Qing'er, do you also think that I am an unclean woman." Song Xiaojing looked at Qing'er with a gloomy face.

"I'm not;" Qing'er looked a little dull and said, "I just think this matter is a little too sudden." ”

This kind of thing, Qing'er does not have the psychology to accept it at all, so she has almost zero thinking about what happens, and Song Xiaojing must have lost her soul at that time.

"At the end of the day, it's my life." Song Xiaojing lowered her eyes depressedly and depressedly, about fate, she found for the first time that God was so unfair, and it was also the first time she found that she was so grieving.

"Don't say that, you still have us." Qing'er held Song Xiaojing's hand, with a gentle and faint smile, as if she was conveying warmth to her.

Song Xiaojing nodded lightly and pursed the corners of her mouth forcefully, but the faint smile on her face looked a little sad.

Qing'er suddenly thought of something, "By the way, didn't you say that An Le promised to help you ask for an explanation?" ”

Song Xiaojing said softly: "An Le is going, but the fifth prince is not in the house, he only said that he would give a clear attitude, but he did not say the specific time." ”

In order not to overcomplicate things, Song Xiaojing did not mention Gao Yuanyi, because she wanted to put the main line on Gao Yuankang's side, but the source was Song Anle, so that it could be more prominent, and Song Anle's intention to stop them from interacting with the royal family.

Qing'er knew that Song Anle would not let them have an affair with the royal family, so she guessed that Song Xiaojing's situation was almost the same as her, so she said with a worried face: "Then you plan to wait like this?" ”

Song Xiaojing sighed deeply, and said dejectedly: "I was born cheap, and I never dared to hope to climb the high branches, so I will be content after a day." ”

"How can that be done?" Qing'er said disapprovingly: "Women always have to marry, even if An Le doesn't want you to be involved with the five princes, it can't affect you to marry other men." ”

In fact, Qing'er also has her own intentions, if Song Xiaojing's persuasion and self are tied to the same line, even if Song Anle and they don't allow them to have an affair with the royal family, they must not be able to destroy the lives of the two of them.

Song Xiaojing and Qing'er just didn't explain it on the surface, but in fact, their hearts basically coincided, but in order to show Xiàn's realism, she still said in a low voice: "Forget it, An Le didn't mean it, after all, she had no way to disobey the last life left by the previous generation." ”

Qing'er now, the most disgusting thing is that she uses the so-called last life of the previous generation as a reason to be hindered, she doesn't pay attention to those wills, she just thinks that she shouldn't be bound by those past grievances, so she said with a little excitement: "We are not disobeying, but facing the future, we have to leave the past behind, so that we can have a new life." ”