Chapter 118: He's Not for You

But Qing'er didn't plan to make things too clear, so she smiled again and said, "Of course it's not one, you see, there is another one." ”

Qing'er casually handed another identical footwrap to Song Anle from the side, her every move was too natural, and even she couldn't believe it.

Song Anle took the other footcloth with her hand, the two pairs were completely identical, and her heart finally calmed down a little, at least it can be proved that Qing'er's pair of footcloths has nothing to do with her own, which means that Qing'er did not suspect anything about her relationship with Gao Yuanshang.

Song Anle finally relaxed, she straightened the small mint pattern on the footcloth, and said with a natural smile: "The embroidery is quite fine, I don't know when you were also interested in female red." ”

Qing'er smiled shyly, "This is a special mark for Brother Yuanshang." ”

Song Anle's indifferent and sweet smile gradually stiffened on his face unintentionally, and the meaning of Qing'er's words was obviously not dead to Gao Yuanshang, which also meant that the relationship between them could not be completely drawn.

"Qing'er, you are still there" Song Anle's words that wanted to speak and stopped, it was not difficult for people to hear the doubts in it, Qing'er was an insider, so she could better understand what Song Anle wanted to ask.

So Qing'er said lightly and indifferently: "An Le, I have decided, I can't give up my happiness just because of the grievances and grievances of the previous generation, so I have to find out which so-called secrets, I have to unravel it, only by unlocking which secrets, I can be carefree with Brother Yuanshang." ”

"But have you ever wondered why the older generation only told us that it was a secret, but did not tell us the truth?"

"I don't care what the truth is in the secret, you can also choose not to tell me, but I am determined to find out, even if I break my promise, there is nothing that can hinder my relationship with Brother Yuan Shang."

"You believe in Gao Yuanshang like that?" Song Anle had a tone full of doubts, but she said solemnly: "He is the prince of the Northern Dynasty. ”

Qing'er smiled indifferently and said: "I don't care who he is, whether it is the prince of the Northern Dynasty or a beggar on the street, in my eyes, he is just the person I care about." ”

Song Anle's solemn expression and Qing'er's determination did not leave her the slightest chance to persuade her, so she said earnestly: "But have you ever thought about whether those lives in the deep palace are what you want in the future, or whether you can control that completely different living environment?" ”

"Are you suspicious of me?" With a questioning tone, Qing'er raised her eyebrows slightly, and her face showed that unwilling arrogance.

Song Anle didn't care about Qing'er's displeasure, but said softly: "I'm just worried about you." ”

The darkness in the deep palace is deep that they can't imagine, the kind of intrigue life, let alone the environment they can adapt to, no one wants to send themselves or their relatives into that dark city wall.

Song Anle knows the simplicity of her child, with her naΓ―ve psychology, it is not easy to survive in that deep palace, the most important thing is that even if Gao Yuanshang spoils her, but born in a different environment, people will gradually transform themselves with the change of the environment, which is the result that Song Anle does not want to see.

Qing'er didn't think she was moved, she still said confidently: "I haven't paved the way in the future, but I believe that only Brother Yuanshang loves me, and I love him, two people who love each other, no matter what the circumstances, we can go on bravely." ”

Song Anle didn't know whether to see Qing'er as naΓ―ve or too whimsical, but in the face of Qing'er's persistence, she could only sigh and say, "You are too naΓ―ve." ”

Qing'er suddenly dislikes it, others always bind themselves to pure innocence, she wants to prove her maturity to everyone, and she wants to make decisions that prove herself are all made after careful consideration.

"Why don't you say it, it's you guys who think things are too complicated." Qing'er looked a little excited, her face was gloomy and unhappy, and after alleviating it for a while, she said coldly and firmly: "The matter between me and Brother Yuanshang, no matter how you stop it, I will not give up my choice, unless you give me a reason that can convince me, otherwise you tell Brother Cheng, don't remind me of the promises you made again, I can sue you, I keep those promises in my heart, but whether I can keep them or not is also my personal right, you have no right to shack my freedom." ”

"We don't have the right to shackle your freedom, but we have the responsibility to watch for your future, and we are relatives." Song Anle was also in a solemn tone, but the change in her love was a sudden change she never expected, and it was not only her person who alienated them, but also her heart that had completely transformed, such a love made Song Anle faintly feel uneasy and hesitant.

Qing'er softened her tone, and she said lightly; "I'm grateful that you can give me a warmth in family affection, but family affection can't give me a lifetime of protection, so what I should follow is a harbor where I can live."

Song Anle has already felt that Qing'er has really grown up, and she already has a certain ability to bear it, although she has always hoped that Qing'er can have the ability to protect herself, but now Qing'er has really reached what she wants, and she is not happy at all.

Zai'er already has a good independence, so Song Anle also said bluntly: "But he can't give you a lifetime of protection, and it can't even belong to you alone." ”

"I don't mind that;" Qing'er didn't even think much about Song Anle's words, but said seriously: "I just want him to love me and understand me, that's enough." ”

For this relationship, Qing'er has already completely delivered her heart at the moment when Gao Yuanshang appeared, coupled with Gao Yuanshang's meticulous love for her, and then the entangled relationship between Song Anle and Gao Yuanshang, all of them are prompting her to change.

"Love, stop lying to yourself, no one can do it, to share a husband with others, unless you don't really love him, or you don't understand the so-called true love at all."

Qing'er was deeply tense with nerves, she admitted that Song Anle's words pierced her heart deeply, as Song Anle said, no one wants to share the same lover with others, but the so-called true love, Qing'er was a little confused for a while, she just blindly cared about loving or loving, but ignored the meaning of 'true'.

Song Anle frowned deeply, and said with a solemn face: "Promise me, don't be a child, he is really not suitable for you." ”

Qing'er frowned with a gloomy face, Song Anle's repeated obstruction made her have to back down, but it was her repeated obstruction and persuasion that made her sure that Song Anle must know the truth, so Qing'er said seriously: "Then you sue me, why can't we be together?" What kind of relationship does our two families have with the royal family? ”

Song Anle hesitated for a long time a little helplessly and tiredly, she really had the urge to tell her lover the truth, but she was afraid that the truth would hurt her, or it would cause more involvement, so she gave up, but the heavy burden squeezed her, making her a little powerless.

"Don't push me like that, it's my prayer." Song Anle's face was full of sadness, she seemed to be forced on the edge of a cliff, with nowhere to retreat, but she still had to work hard to survive.

Qing'er also realized that she was really pushing too hard, in fact, she was not forcing herself, for the love of her heart, she forced herself to be strong, but the strong was too violent, making her herself a little difficult to accept, so she released her strong appearance, and said tiredly: "Okay, I didn't mean to, but please also leave me room to breathe, which can be regarded as my prayer." ”

It was a cheerful and relaxed conversation, but they forced each other into a solemn space, and after a conversation, they were overwhelmed by heavy thoughts, but they were not afraid to back down.

Song Anle brewed for a long time before pulling herself out of her deep sigh, but she didn't want to break off the deep sisterhood, so she said earnestly: "Love, if you find out one day that Gao Yuanshang's love for you is not as good as you imagined, what will happen to you?" ”

Qing'er's firm will has never been shaken, so she still said solemnly: "I will not regret my choice, and I will not be a resentful woman, but I will look for it, and I will try to repair it until it is intact." ”

In fact, this passage was said to Song Anle intentionally or unintentionally, but of course she hoped that it would not be Song Anle who was between her and Gao Yuanshang, otherwise she would not face not only a dilemma, but also a disappointment.

Qing'er has full confidence and confidence in the relationship between her and Gao Yuanshang, but she ignored the meaning of Song Anle's question, so Song Anle said emphatically: "What if it is not repaired? ”

No one wants to have their feelings questioned by others repeatedly, so Qing'er said coldly: "At least I'm working hard, not to escape." ”

Song Anle saw that Qing'er's momentum had no room for further persuasion, and at this time, Qing'er was afraid that it was only difficult to hear any persuasion, so Song Anle said in a low voice: "This matter, I hope you can think about it carefully, don't always take a subjective attitude to be young, and pay attention to objective concepts appropriately, since it is a secret, I think there is always an inconvenient side, so you should put yourself in your shoes to consider." ”

Qing'er just lowered her eyes, but her stubborn momentum was not reduced by half at all, no one knew, she was also very entangled in her heart, after all, it was a promise to her parents, and now she was just facing a man, but she selfishly chose her own happiness.