Chapter 318: Peak View

Wu Wei thought that he was not committed to building a bridge between religion and the world, but he had never talked with people in religious circles. There is an inexplicable curiosity and anticipation in my heart. Jiao Mei's conversion to Buddhism will fulfill her wish. He carefully recalled and sorted out the process of the two getting to know each other. The words she had with her first meeting revealed her disgust with the slavery of the world, and now that she thinks about it, this may be the Buddhist aversion to renunciation. So she asked herself, did she realize that she continued to associate with herself, realized that she was trapped by love in the end, and longed to be with herself, and after a simulated marriage, she found that she was in a deeper predicament, and wanted to avoid falling into the pain of reincarnation of gathering joy and suffering. He guessed that she must have appreciated Faxi, and since then she has been free from the suffering of worldly reincarnation, and he can't help but be happy for her, but he can't help but feel a little stunned, as if he has lost something.

The camera replays the conversation between the two at the first meeting:

The violent girl said, I'm thinking about you. There have been many stories of comebacks in the political circles, and there have been repeated repeatedly, and after I came out, I thought, why hasn't the business world made a comeback? After entering, the person who comes out can be opened in a bright and bright way, and also create a zào to make an amazing achievement?

Wu Wei laughed and said, how can this kind of thing be compared with others? At this time, I took a closer look at her and found that she seemed to have changed into a different person, dressed in plain and light makeup, and looked like she had a different kind of elegant style, but it was difficult to hide her haggard expression, and she couldn't help but feel a move in her heart.

She seemed to see his mental activity, and said, didn't you just look at my clothes to move me in, and became a modern version of the clothes and hats, and now look at my clothes, what new tricks are you going to do to bring me into the palace? After speaking, he looked at Wu Wei with tears in his eyes.

Wu Wei said, it turns out that I didn't misunderstand you, and there is a problem.

She said, you also have grievances and misunderstandings about me.

Wu Wei was puzzled, the evidence is there, why do you still say that you have wronged you by misunderstanding?

She said. I did have problems in the past, but I used the money that was not in the right way to do the right thing, and I was calm.

He intercepted the topic and said, "You are doing personal pleasure in the name of performance." As if hit by his words, she only burst into tears in her eyes, and he hurriedly took the face towel in front of her and handed it to her, and she took it and didn't let it flow, as if she was silently pouring out something.

She calmed down a little, and said in a stalk, and began to grasp the performance. There is no advantage, there is no social resources, the only one has to fight for color, and gradually open up the situation, the expenses are large, vanity has also come out, and the performance has indeed come up, but at that time the industry was not cashed, and if we cashed it that year, we could get 2 million! The incentives are invalid. I also became disheartened, and I simply didn't care about any performance, and I calculated in my heart, but you didn't honor it. We have to find a way to cash it out, what is the way to cash it out? When you think about handling so many deposits every day, isn't it just a ready-made resource, and you don't have to use it in vain. In the future, I will find a way to plug it, use it first, and then talk about it, and give everyone a point. It's the meaning of finding a way to cash in on yourself. Look at so many large loans. Tens of millions and hundreds of millions, don't we know that we are going to plug holes and play in the water, and we don't throw them away in vain, why do we let people use the savings we collect to plug other people's holes in vain. I've heard some people talk about how money is made for the government and enterprises, so why don't we build it ourselves? Besides, the money that should have been cashed out to us was used by us without seeing it, and we didn't even have an explanation, it was canceled when it was canceled, and there was not even a little credit. I wanted to be happy and happy first, not to lose myself to the small group I led, but also to balance and balance, and then I indulged in it and couldn't extricate myself. You are here, talking about compliance management, our hearts are not balanced, we call it a violation of the law, they spend a lot of money to plug the hole is not a violation of the law? The losses can also be written off in a grand manner. I am impressed by your demeanor and generosity, or do I want to take the right path, secretly use my strength, want to use the performance to attract your attention, and use the relationship resources accumulated in the past, or the hard indicators of the intermediate business of deposits and loans can be so fast and so fierce, I don't believe you look at our statements, the comparison between the present and the past, accounting for the proportion of the whole bank, especially in the past few months, there is no embezzlement, I want to use my friend's money to slowly plug the hole, I didn't expect you to take over the audit so much, and disrupt my plan. I didn't have a chance to get back on the right path, and it ruined my career prospects. She said this in one breath before she wiped the tears on her face with a face towel.

Listening to her emotional outpouring, it seemed to give birth to the feelings in his heart, her discussion of violations and crimes seemed to induce him to think about something, he involuntarily groped left and right with both hands, and did not touch anything, only to realize that he did not smoke naturally no cigarettes, so he called Liangmei, come, please take a box of cigarettes. Liangmei quickly sent a box of Chinese cigarettes and a lighter, and said with a smile, We don't have any other brands here.

He took it and opened it and smoked a positive light, not wanting to be taken away by her hand, I heard that you made your sister-in-law angry because of drinking, and now you want to smoke again, and it is not to be angry to develop a habit.

Wu was at a loss for a moment.

At this time, she became generous and chic, and I will have a few drinks with you today.

He also said cheerfully, okay, the right should give you a shock.

She joked, didn't there be a hint of guilt and apologize?

He said that a lot of meaning was in it.

Her phone rang suddenly, and when she opened it, he heard the familiar man's voice inside, asking where she was. She motioned to Wu Wei not to make a sound, and then said, I just came out to see my mother today, and I am very grateful to the adults for saving their lives. The man hung up his phone.

Looking at her, Wu Wei's heart suddenly had a feeling of being pulled hard by something, and his face flashed with a look of regret that was not easy to be noticed, and it was irretrievably lost and damaged the most precious things. Because he was sitting opposite and always looking at each other, his expression changed slightly, and she naturally caught it, she knew that the other party loved her in his heart, and she couldn't hide her shy and well-behaved appearance. This can only make him pity her on the other side more, and there is a soft sweet feeling in the depths of his heart, and at this moment there seems to be a voice reminding him that what has been lost is lost forever, and can only be cherished and carefully protected in his heart, not to lose it again in his heart. Thinking of this, he immediately regained his calm and calm posture.

She was busy pouring wine. He saw that the two cups were full, so he picked up one cup and said, I will mention yì first, first, I congratulate you on undergoing a new test and having an amazing enlightenment, which is gratifying and congratulating; Second, thank you for not only not holding a grudge against me, but also thinking of me to meet me as soon as I came out, and to be able to openly and honestly reveal my heart, which is my honor and my happiness. This is what you brought me about; The third is to wish you eternal youth, eternal beauty, and be able to have your own beautiful life in the future! After saying that, she drank it all as soon as she clinked the glass, and she drank it all before she could think about it. Maybe it was because she was in too much of a hurry, she coughed, and he hurriedly changed a cup of hot tea and handed it over, trying to find out that the tea was warm and palatable, and said thoughtfully, taking the heat to moisten his throat and press.

She took a small sip first, looked at it and took two more sips, and said. I don't know what's wrong, I see you did it, I did it too, you see how big this cup is. A cup of three taels.

He said that if you are in a hurry to drink alcohol, you can drink more wine, but you can't drink more in one sip. It is easy to choke people, and there is no process of slow digestion and absorption inside, and the stomach and intestines can't stand it.

She snorted. You know that drinking is harmful.

He explained, adding together such an important three meanings, and if you don't do it, you should say that I am insincere.

At this time, her face gradually became rosy, and she patted her red face with both hands and said, See if I have drunk too much?

He smiled and said, Look at you still have chivalrous courage, if you were born many years earlier, maybe there will be more female generals.

yes, she took over the conversation and said, "Some people have said that about me. She reached out and took the wine bottle and put the two glasses together, and said as she poured the wine, this is a pound and two taels, just two more glasses. After speaking, he had already filled two cups, stood up and brought one of them to him with both hands, and brought the other cup back to himself, staring at him and saying, Is it time for me to mention yì this time?

Wu Wei said with a smile, we've been talking since we came, we just had another drink, and our stomachs are already protesting, should we eat and drink again?

She smiled, she forgot to eat when she came, she said everything she had to say, it was time to eat something, and I was hungry too. I sat down again, picked up chopsticks, and ate a few random things.

He said, I didn't expect you to have such a good ordering skill, with all the color, flavor and flavor.

She said with a smile, she often mixes in the wine field, so she has added such a little ability. After speaking, I lifted the cup and looked at Wu Weidao, I also had three meanings, and drank it three times.

And he said, Whatever you want.

She said, this first meaning, thank you for your generosity, you didn't dislike me and complained that I caused you so much trouble, and did so much work for me, this love is the heaviest, this mouth is heavy, and I did more than half of it; Then he said, this second meaning, I want to ask you a question, what is your motive for saving me, do you love my appearance like other men, or sympathize with me and pity me, or send a woman like me in, and see so many problematic and guilty men wandering outside and guilty?

Wu Wei said with a smile, you asked so many questions in one breath, it was almost impossible to tell the number, how can I answer?

She said casually, naturally she could answer whatever she wanted.

Wu Weidao, I seem to be driven by some force to make me do this.

She smiled and asked, what kind of power is that?

Wu Weidao, I can't say it clearly, and besides, it's hard to explain this kind of thing clearly.

Now her face became more and more flushed, and she came, and took a sip of that indescribable power. She looked at the wine in the glass, there was less than a third left, and then she put it down and said, I want to say more about this third meaning. I don't know, I can't stop talking to you.

He laughed and said, "I talked a lot after drinking."

She looked at him with wistful eyes, you mean I was drinking? Then you're underestimating me. After speaking, he paused, and then said, thank you so much, I seem to have suddenly understood a lot of things about this matter, and I seem to have changed as a person, I feel that I am no longer the original myself, I really want to thank you for giving me this opportunity to create zào intentionally or unintentionally. Strange to say, as soon as I came out of there today, a group of buddies and sisters were waiting at the door to frighten me, and several buddies and sisters also organized forces to rescue me, and paid for the loss of the big hole for me, and they also heard my story inside, and said that they would congratulate me on my triumphant return like a hero. Let me get rid of everything, I'm annoyed now, wait for me to be quiet. When they all withdrew, they calmed down, and they vaguely felt as if they wanted to do one thing in their hearts, what they wanted to do, and it gradually became clear that they were anxious to see you. I just want to vomit as fast as possible. Then I ran home to meet my mother, and I simply rinsed and put on this dress. You think, you sent me in, and I came to you as soon as I came out, wouldn't I have become a wrongdoer. What is an enemy, I don't know if I understand it right, maybe it means both love and hate. I don't know if I can see you, I have the attitude of taking one step at a time, and I don't care what the result is, I just feel like I can say whatever I want. Either it's going to suffocate me, it's going to go crazy.

Wu Wei said very considerately, you drink saliva to moisten your throat. Refilled some hot tea for her, she took a big sip, and continued, now I think, for the sake of performance, regardless of life or death, the performance has gone up. People go in, and some even lose their lives, so what's the point of performance? I also want to open up, people can't live for performance. You can't think about performance as you did in the past, and the people who do it are not ghosts, and that kind of performance is not worth pursuing, and people can't become slaves of performance.

Wu Wei took over the topic and said. You want to talk to me, what clever insights can I have, and I am also a person in the workplace. You also have to do things according to the rules of the workplace, you can't fail to focus on performance, you can't fail to engage in compliance inspections, and if you want to do things cleanly, you will be caught in it, and as soon as you enter, I will also fall into contradictions, and many ideas will emerge. Today you want to vomit as fast as possible, I also want to say, I really thank God, give us the opportunity to say whatever we want, say what we want, say whatever we want, say whatever we want, don't worry about who to provoke, who to choke on the lung tubes, there is nothing taboo. I don't think we are falling into a kind of absurdity, as you just said, people can't live for performance, but should change the way of doing things, a way of living.

Violent sister said, I vaguely feel that people can't live for performance, they should be happy to work and live happily, but they were sent in by you, and I thought that happy work and happy life brought me into a kind of worry and fear, for fear that one day I would go in and go in.

Wu Wei said, do a good job, don't think about anything else, work can bring you happiness, don't attach too many things to work, work can't and can't bear too many things for you, you think that work will bring you too many things, that can only disappoint you, too much disappointment will be dissatisfied, too much dissatisfaction will turn your face, too many things will also make you breathless. Nowadays, people are unhappy, and it is difficult to be happy, that is, they have placed too many things on work, and they have to figure out everything to work to be satisfied. In fact, the work is extremely simple, and if you do it well, you will be done. What else can be brought to you by being placed in the work depends on many other factors, and you must have a casual mentality. There are too many factors that determine and affect whether you can be happy or not, and the key is attitude, and all other factors play a role.

After listening to him finish this passage, the violent sister said, look, I want to see you, so I will figure out your intentions, you sent me in and saved me, do you love me, or did sending a sister like me in touched your conscience, or saw that I, a lovely woman, was going to suffer and suffer? Now I think, is there too much stuff attached, always tossing yourself between thinking like this and that, the party will fall into speculation, you answer this way and that answer may make me dissatisfied and unhappy, if you speak according to my mind against your will, let me see your hypocrisy I will hate you for hypocrisy, the party will not only be tired, but also very awkward and painful, will give birth to a lot of unpleasantness, no wonder you say that maybe there is really a force that is not clear to make us come together, I believe in fate, come, for the fate between usCheers. After speaking, the two clinked glasses and drank them all.

At this time, Wu Wei's mobile phone rang, raised his hand to answer, and looked at his watch, it was already 2 o'clock in the afternoon, and Director Liu called and said that several people were waiting to go back to talk about things. Wu Wei said apologetically, I'm very sorry, I have to go back.

The violent girl said, thank you for giving face, I am already a free person now, I don't know if I can appreciate it in the future?

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Wu Wei believes in fate. Now after recalling and combing the experience of the first meeting between the two, the words have already foreshadowed the deep fate of the two.

Finally, Wu Wei saw her again as he wished, but he happened to meet her on the street. It's been a year. When he saw her again, she was already plain, and he still recognized her at a glance, and she had a beautiful and elegant charm, and he couldn't help but feel heartfelt joy for her. In her eyes, although he still seemed to be in high spirits, he could not hide the anxiety and sadness that seemed to be absent.

She smiled peacefully and said, "You always say that every flower, grass, brick and tile you pick up can be the object of cultivation and purification, and the main thing is sincerity, and sincerity is spiritual. I have taken refuge in Buddhism, I don't have your cultivation skills, I take happiness as the way to practice, I insist on practicing purification in the world, and reach the peak of my life. I was also helpless, and gradually became enlightened.

He smiled and said, Buddhism has a law, I take the liberty of guessing, please understand, so as not to offend the suspicion of Buddhism, have you appreciated the law?

She smiled and said, No wonder you have amazing comprehension ability, I do realize the supreme joy that Faxi brings me, Faxi is different from the joy of the world, gain and lose, fall into the suffering of reincarnation to extricate yourself, gather joy and sorrow, reunite and rejoice and leave and sorrow When is it? I also understand that I will not hurt you anymore when I say this. I guessed we'd definitely meet. This may be the Buddha's fate. I'd like to share the Dharma with you, and maybe you will learn something from it.

In fact, from every conversation between himself and her, carefully recalling and scrutinizing, she seems to have Buddha thoughts and Buddha enlightenment, which can be described as a deep seed of Buddha roots, some people say that they are not people who have Buddha fate, and they feel that they also have Buddha fate, but they integrate this Buddha fate into the way of happiness, and they are also Taoists. Between the two, it can be said that the avenue is invisible, and they have the same end.

So he said, is your speculation, the idea you shared with me, a concern?

She smiled and said, "You are speculating on my heart with worldly thoughts, and at this moment I have no worries but infinite joy. Don't you always want to relieve your struggles? I have no entanglement in my heart, nothing to ask for, nothing to seek, how to entangle.

He thought of the supreme method of happiness, that is, only by doing nothing can we truly understand the supreme joy of happiness.

She smiled again, "I have reached such a state of supreme joy with the help of Buddhist practice, and I also imagine that you may be able to appreciate a similar artistic conception from your way of happiness."

The concept of divine friendship suddenly flashed through his mind. However, it is inconvenient for her to say such a thought, and she can only realize that it is inconvenient to say.

She seemed to have guessed his thoughts, and said with a smile, we Buddhism says that the friendship of the same door is called a fellow practitioner, not like the secular classmates in the same school, those who work together are called colleagues, and those who have the same aspirations are called comrades, I think of me and you, although the path and methods are different, but the ambition is the same, in order to constantly purify and improve myself, I have regarded you as my fellow practitioner, but the title is different.

From her seemingly indifferent words, he suddenly had a new experience, an experience that he had never had, he couldn't find the right words for a while, it was difficult to describe it with pure love and love, it was the kind of subtle feeling that was so wonderful that it seemed to be ethereal, if there was nothing, but at that moment they perceived each other.

The two of them invariably realized that there was something hidden in the seemingly accidental coincidence, and they both felt that they had been here, and when they looked at it, it turned out to be in front of the Nanyue Bar where the two had met.

He couldn't help but rush to make his debut, the same fate.

He who said this and her, who listened to it, understood each other.

The two looked at each other and smiled. (To be continued......)