Chapter 10 Consciously Remove the Dirt of Thought
Wu Wei was admitted to high school with the first place in the commune, and it happened that his father's unit specially allocated his family a one-and-a-half-room house in Hebian Town, where the commune is located, in order to take care of his family's life. Wu Shuang barely graduated from Tuweizi Primary School, failed to enter junior high school, first helped her mother with housework at home, and followed her father to do some farm work. The family eats grain, only Wu Laomo eats the supply, and the other three people have to rely on Gui Fang's face to return to Tuweizi to share the autumn grain. Wu Lao relied on his own diligence to reclaim a few plots of land scattered in the wasteland near the riverside town, planting crops to supplement the family, Wu Wei also used holidays and early to help his father and little sister take care of the crops.
With a family to rely on, Wu Wei from time to time to invite some good classmates to the home to gather and talk, especially Xu Dong and Jiang Wen, whose home is commuting back and forth in other places, every time it rains, snow and windy weather, Wu Wei pulls and drags it home, and cooks stews by himself, Wu Shuang often helps to help, his mother is a helpful character, and she also likes to see Wu Wei do such things.
Wu Lao asked someone to arrange Wu Shuang to cook at the grain depot, and she brought some grain and oil home from time to time, which further reduced the burden on Lao Wu. At this time, because of the resurgence of education, the school has gradually lost the normal teaching order, especially Wu Wei, who entered high school, often participated in the activities of supporting agriculture and helping workers, the theory of the uselessness of reading was rampant, and the students' thinking was extremely confused.
At that time, there was a Ding Wenjie in the class who could talk to him very well, who could write poems and articles, and wrote fluent and good words, and he was a talent. Wu Wei and his classmates often sat around Wenjie's table, holding a Xinhua dictionary to test him to write traditional and simplified characters, which was difficult for him, attracting the surprise of his classmates. He realized that Wen Jie was stronger than himself, and he felt uncomfortable, which was jealousy, and he couldn't tolerate others being better than himself, and he felt uncomfortable when he saw others being better, he just felt that this kind of psychology was not a good psychology, although jealousy can't do anything to others now, but if it develops, it will hurt others and hurt himself in the future. Realizing this, he took the initiative to ask Wenjie for a walk and spoke frankly about his true thoughts. Wen Jie listened to his confession, and said very emotionally, there are too many people with this kind of mentality, and I have it too, seeing that you are always the first in the exam, I also feel uncomfortable in my heart, and I also know that this is jealousy, but I have never thought of revealing it to you. You're amazing. Although this is a small thing that happens between you and me, but everyone has it is a big thing, you can tell me, and you see that I am better than you in some aspects, and I am better than you, you may be relieved and praise from the bottom of my heart, at least you will not mutter behind my back. If you dare to expose your privacy, it means that your inner world is clean and you will have great success in the future. I can't do it anymore, my background is not good, my father is a rightist, I have no aspirations, and several of my brothers are also implicated and affected, and I feel that people can't hold their heads up. Wu Wei said, you can give full play to your literary expertise. Wen Jie sighed and said with a wry smile, It's useless, society won't give us a way out for people from families like us, just barely make ends meet.
Criticizing bourgeois legal power, to quote Lenin, bourgeois legal power has soil, that is, small producers like a vast ocean. In order to contact his father's diligence, Wu was just busy in his own garden all day long, busy with his family's old and young life, and did not ask for anything, and his mother often said that his father did not care about everything, only cared about the affairs of his own family, did not have a single friend, and was reluctant to spend any money, and even he was sulking at spending electricity bills when he read books at night. Wu Wei thought that he was often busy with his father's private affairs in the garden. It is necessary to fight the flash of private thoughts, and eradicate such selfish distractions from one's own thoughts and souls. He talked to his classmates who were good and talked openly in class. When he said this, he naturally touched on the deep thoughts of many students.
Jiang Hai felt particularly harsh when he heard Wu Wei's words, and deliberately humiliated and tricked him on the spot, so that he could not get off the stage. In the classroom, he said to him in public, "Don't you be busy with your father with private affairs in the garden and small and narrow things, why don't you drink the northwest wind?"
Wu Wei replied, things are done, our family is not like the red food you eat, what I mean is that our own brains can't just think about these things, let these things fill our minds. There are classmates who are good with Jiang Hai to see that Jiang Hai can't refute Wu Wei, so they come out to help Zhan Dao, I also know that Lu Dao just thinks that these things of eating, drinking, and sleeping will not be of great interest, but you have to think about it, otherwise you can't open the pot, what are you talking about?
Jiang Hai also quoted the Chinese proverb said by Hatoyama in the Red Lantern Chronicle, people don't kill the heavens and the earth for their own sake.
Wu Wei said, isn't this exactly what to criticize, if Li Yuhe has such thoughts, wouldn't he be in the same stream as Hatoyama, toast at the wine table, and then spend all day drinking and working with the flower girl?
Immediately caused the classmates to laugh, and said gossips, don't talk about this with Wu Wei, you can't talk about him, if you talk about it, someone will make a fool of yourself. This kind of talk became a joke on campus for a while, and the students met and joked with each other, you didn't work with the Hatoyama flower girl?
At this time, Song Rou seemed silent. When the whole class couldn't stop laughing, only Song Rou sat in the corner of the classroom without saying a word. Wu Wei didn't know Song Rou's heart, because he was thinking about something. When the Youth League branch discussed the issue of Wu Wei's joining the League not long ago, Song Rou strongly advocated Wu Wei to join the League, and received the support of other League cadres. Song Rou favored Wu Wei in her bones, and was very disgusted with Jiang Hai's practice of deliberately isolating Wu Wei in an embarrassing situation for herself, and saw Wu Wei in the classroom enduring the pain of self-dissection in front of her classmates and honestly expressing her heart, which was to improve her own realm, but Jiang Hai deliberately made things difficult for Wu Wei, but was resolved by Wu Wei's witty and humorous, and there was a sarcastic edge in the words. Since then, Jiang Hai's thoughts about himself have been cut off. Jiang Hai saw that he and Song Rou's beautiful affairs were not successful, but he had no choice but to give up. Although Song Rou fell in love with Wu Wei, Wu Wei was ashamed of himself, how dare he drag Song Rou down, he just silently hid Song Rou's shadow deep in his heart. Jiang Hai really misunderstood Wu Wei and wronged Wu Wei.
At this time, Wu Wei's thoughts began to become active, on the one hand, he paid attention to removing the dirt on his thoughts, and on the other hand, he consciously accumulated things on the ground. One Sunday in the spring of that year, he saw smoke rising from his home not far in front of him, and when he knew that there was a fire on Lulu Road, he rushed to put out the fire. When I arrived at the scene, I learned that something had happened to Song Rou's home, it was the firewood stack of her house, and the firewood stack was close to the house, there was a crisis, and the wind was blowing, he rushed over and stood closest to the fire, took the bucket handed by others and threw it at the place where it burned the most, driven by his infection, many young people stepped forward one after another, the fire was quickly extinguished, and he was also burned by the smoke and fire not like a person. Song Rou came over to change him. He said nothing, and then took his leave. The next day, Song Rou's father took a letter of thanks to the school leaders, and the school used a brush to copy it on a big red paper and posted it on a piece of paper to praise her. Some classmates joked, Song Rou has already taken a fancy to you, and this time you can perform in front of your father-in-law, which is equivalent to letting your father-in-law be your uncle. Wu Wei's face turned slightly red, what are you talking nonsense.
One day in the summer, Wu Wei made an appointment with Jiang Wen, Xu Dong and others to Wen Jie's house, and walked out for a long time, Wu Wei walked in the front, and when he was about to walk to the gate of the courtyard, a dog ran in from outside, bypassing Wu Wei and pounced on Jiang Wen, Jiang Wen was unfortunately bitten by the dog with a pounce with his hand, everyone bent down and picked something to pounce on, the dog turned around and ran out of the courtyard gate, running wild on the street. Everyone realized that this was a mad dog, Wu Wei didn't care about Jiang Wen for a while, so he ran out of the courtyard gate, followed the route of the mad dog and shouted the mad dog, reminding pedestrians to pay attention, this shouting pedestrians avoided one after another, he chased the mad dog around the town, and then ran back to the main street, there were already many pedestrians standing on the street, at this time, the armed forces minister who rushed to hear the news had already picked up the automatic rifle, looked at the mad dog running over, and immediately raised his gun to aim and shoot, and knocked down with one shot and walked to the front to make up for two robberies. The Minister of Armed Forces listened to the crowd of people who gathered around to watch the excitement, and talked about the fact that thanks to this young man shouting behind him, he would not be able to bite someone, and the Minister of Armed Forces praised him for doing a good deed. Wu Wei hurriedly ran to see Jiang Wen's injury, led him to the health center, where the doctor disinfected and bandaged the wound, and then issued a certificate that he needed to go to the Nenshui City Epidemic Prevention Station for rabies vaccination. Wu Wei accompanied Jiang Wen to the city for injections and passed the dangerous period safely.
Wu Wei unfortunately grew up in a very poor peasant family, naturally suffered a lot of sins, tasted enough shabby and white eyes, and was also contaminated with stinginess and restraint, but he achieved a hard-working character. What's more unfortunate is that he gave birth to fame and fortune that a poor child should not have, which made him destined to suffer. Fortunately, he became a student, and he had a reasonable channel to release and display his fame and fortune, allowing him to taste the good taste of being a champion who was popular, envied and respected, and also experienced another benefit of how he could and could not treat you despite being jealous. If society continues to develop according to the routine, he may go further and further down the road of fame and fortune, or he may fall deeper and deeper into becoming a nerd. At the beginning of his studies, the society changed course, the point system was abolished, and the road to study was blocked, and he seemed to have been greatly hurt and caused great pain. Fame and fortune soon helped him find a new space for release and development.
One night, he lay on his kang and read the "Communist Manifesto", when he read the book to describe the historical achievements of the bourgeoisie in a large number of sentences, it actually made him have a hearty pleasure, made him excited, was deeply attracted and moved, he did not expect that the book can also make people experience the momentum of unhindered and unhindered, there is a sense of fascination and addiction, from then on he began to read Marx fascinated, this is the case.