Chapter 90: Enjoy the solitude
Wu Wei ate a pot, two sauerkraut fish, and a barbecue within a week, which caused too thick purines to accumulate in his body, which lasted for a long time after a gout attack, and the pain in different parts of his left foot rotated, making him experience the bitter fruit of not taboo. He used various treatments, and his feet gradually became damp and hot, and he felt that his blood was flowing and his symptoms improved. He concludes that feeling cold and dry in his body is a symptom of an exacerbation of gout. People who are sick and untreated, resulting in serious illnesses and critical illnesses are people who believe in death and have no medicine and give up treatment, and there are also people who have a deformed preference for pain. Wu Wei has an amazing new gain in the disease, only through pain can there be another understanding of life, the attack of serious illness is very easy to dissipate and erode the value system carefully constructed by life, and return to the original and true nature of human nature.
Wu Wei suddenly realized during his illness that loneliness stems from the inability to communicate. I can't say what I think in my heart, it's the isolation and depression that cause loneliness. Language is like a sword, it has lethality, if it can heal and calm down, then kill and calm down, and so on, like a game, when you say it or not, it should be a fart, and as a result of being ridiculed and endurance enhancement, it stimulates the lethality of language to escalate, and the lethality also needs to be constantly upgraded. Everyone knows the truth of the matter, but the core person of the matter does not know, and it is only blocked to one person, unable to confide or speak, which is also a kind of lonely pain. If you don't say it, you hurt yourself, and if you say it, you hurt others and hurt yourself. Loneliness is more lethal than words, and loneliness can drive people crazy. In the hustle and bustle of the world world on our surface, there is another world world that runs covertly.
Wu Wei discovered the other side of terrible loneliness. He felt that loneliness was also a pleasure. You have to learn to master the ability to be free in loneliness, the more Wu Wei is in a lonely state, the more he can get the freedom of thought, the more he can think about things, and the things that he thinks about in loneliness can attract people's attention and interest. What did he do in his solitude? The main thing, he said, is to make the most of the resources of time. He said it was enjoyment, because he was able to experience pleasure in whatever he did. It's hard to make others happy, it's too easy to make yourself happy. Can't even be happy when you arrange your own happiness, but can you still help others be happy? It can only add to the troubles and pain of others, or it will deepen the hatred and disgust of others, or even make people completely ignore and be completely forgotten. Others don't think it's fun but think it's bitter, but he often feels fun. Loneliness is the best state to make yourself happy and the most free state in life. He likes solitude, and that's a preference like no other.
Wu Wei is willing to observe and think about problems, and is willing to read. You can sit there and lie there for a long time and read a book. If you are good at organizing the questions you think, you can bring a sense of fluency and get the pleasure of thinking. He is willing to walk on foot and experience the feeling of being free from any constraints, especially walking alone in nature. He often imagines himself, standing on the moon, no. Standing on Mars, standing on some distant planet, savoring the freedom that is far away from humanity. Freedom is the most comfortable state for people. The physical condition is good, because the foundation is good. I used to do dirty and tiring work, and later I paid attention to daily physical exercise for a long time, persevered, and had good physical fitness. Being able to walk for hours in one breath, and being able to speed up after walking shows that there is still stamina.
Wu Wei saw the deterioration of Sino-Japanese relations due to the Diaoyu Islands incident. So he jokingly said that a group of veterans should be recruited in the age group of 55 to 60 years old, and let those highly educated post-80s and post-90s engage in construction. He said that it is better to die on the battlefield fighting for the country than to die of old age, sickness and drink death. His appetite is surprisingly good, and the food he likes to eat is all popular dishes, no matter where he goes, he can buy them everywhere and eat them very cheaply, cabbage, radishes, kohlrabi, big chili peppers, and he never gets tired of eating them. What he admires and pursues is that medicine is not as good as food, and food is not as good as heart. At his age, all kinds of diseases have come up, but the high blood pressure that has been there has been has dropped miraculously to normal levels, and the symptoms of always swelling in the back of the head when he was young have disappeared inexplicably, and he was once tormented by gout, but later it was also reduced, and the recidivism passed quickly and was not so painful. I jokingly call it atypical gout. Seeing the unsolved mystery of science, gout is a defect in the ability to degrade uric acid, but it helps to prolong people's lives, and I feel lucky to have gout. party, like the happy scene of the banquet, and there is one more thing to leave the table, and the experience of the banquet and the wonderful stories are recorded and processed, which makes it more convenient and easy for him to write things.
Wu Wei read One Hundred Years of Solitude, and at the end of the reading, he was shocked by his sudden thoughts, and then feared. If human beings come from the same source, it does not mean that human beings are the product of inbreeding and distant inbreeding, which really hints at the tragedy that human wisdom cannot avoid, because human beings live in a huge sphere that seems to be open but actually closed, and the whole earth is just a huge replica of Macondo, so many people with the same name and surname and the same heart, and even across the ocean, there are similar diseases that are difficult to eradicate, loneliness, forgetfulness, insomnia, depression, suicide, and a vicious circle. A completely magnified picture of a hundred years of solitude.
When I was young, I was beautiful because my parents gave me, and as I got older, I became more and more beautiful, and I raised it well.
Some people say that no matter how good things are, you will get tired of watching them for more than 30 years, describing old husbands and wives. Wu Wei's wife, Song Rou, is getting younger and more beautiful. He joked that when he was young, he was beautiful because of his parents, and when he got old, he became more and more beautiful, which was the credit for raising. The quarrel between the two has become the spice of life, and the life of the two people has become a test of the function of the discourse, and it is fun to find fault with each other. The affinity of seeing people makes him able to contact all kinds of people anytime and anywhere, and can integrate into various occasions, the only problem is that drinking has become a disaster, which has become Song Rou's heart disease and the source of quarrels.
He said that people cannot be without shortcomings, and drinking alcohol is a well-known shortcoming. He knows that he has caught up with the good time, and gives those who have not caught up with the good time, subsidizes medical treatment, New Year's condolences, helps each other in difficulty, and helps him, knowing that he is lucky, letting others share good luck, providing opportunities to make money, and recommending them to do decent work. The child also went away, got rid of the shackles of his parents, and developed independently and freely.
That afternoon, Song Rou went to the bathing center to take a shower and went home to buy meat, vegetables and eggs by the way, wanting to improve her food, but she accidentally slipped and broke her left knee on the cold road. Relatives and friends came to visit Song Rou, so it was not lively, Wu Gui listened to Song Rou's falling plot, and when he returned home, he still chattered, everyone fell like that, and he didn't forget to find the egg that was not broken in one hand and held it, which became a joke. Wu Hua's daughter-in-law came to cook and bought a lot of food, especially stewed pork ribs to strengthen the food, there were more people Song Rou got up to play mahjong, her legs were not straight, and she used a small stool and quilt to cushion it. Song Rou also laughed at herself, feeling better than taking medicine.
There were only two people at home that morning, Wu Wei suddenly had a fever and trembled, Wu Wei had never had such an experience, so he said that this was a swing.
Song Rou also smiled and said, how can we have a swing?
Wu Wei and Song Rou covered the quilt and lay on the bed, still cold and continued to tremble, Song Rou felt it, and giggled, It's really, it's really swinging.
Wu Wei felt the heart, the heart began to heat up, a heat spread from the heart to the surroundings, and secretly thought, protect the soul, the soul will not treat itself badly, will treat itself well.
Seeing this, Song Rou hurriedly urged him to go to the hospital, but she couldn't accompany her, so she called Dawei and accompanied him to the hospital. The female doctor looked at Wu Wei's state and said with a smile, seeing that you are so healthy, there are no problems, and she touched her arm again, and praised, how strong.
Wu Wei said with a smile, I also want to be fine, but why do you get chills all over?
The doctor said, it's not a big problem, I'll prescribe some medicine for you, just take it. When I got home, I took the medicine and lay down to cover the big quilt and gradually sweated.
At this time, Wu Gui and Wu Hua came to accompany Song Rou to play mahjong, and Wu Wei had to get up and play on the table. After two hours of fighting, I felt a cold wind, and suddenly I felt a little chilled, and I secretly thought badly, and soon I started to have a fever again. At 7 o'clock in the evening, Wu Hua accompanied him to the hospital, had a fever of 39 degrees, took injections and medicines, came back and lay down, and gradually started to have a fever again, reaching 40 degrees at 9 o'clock, and had to find a driver to accompany him to the hospital at 11 o'clock in the evening. This time, the doctor took anti-inflammatory and increased the dose of intravenous drip to force the fever to reduce the effect, and the results were immediate. The next day, I went to the hospital, 36 degrees, the doctor said that the inflammation has not disappeared, and the fever still has the possibility of rebounding, maybe tonight or tomorrow morning, pay attention to observation. There was no rebound in the condition, and he recovered and went to work. (To be continued......)