Chapter 160: Chinese New Year (Part II)
"Sister, let's go to someone's house for dinner tomorrow, we can't be rude, at least we have to dress up neatly to go out, don't you say? Why don't we go shopping this afternoon, take advantage of the last day of the year to buy a few new clothes, and buy some gifts, the first time you go to someone's house, it's not good to go empty-handed, right? Fang Xinlan was full of energy when she talked about shopping, and the tiredness of the past few days seemed to be swept away.
Fang Zixuan glanced at her strangely, she couldn't understand where the fun of shopping came from, not only Fang Xinlan, but even her three roommates also liked shopping very much, often shopping all day, and when they returned to the dormitory, they were so tired that they lay on the bed, and even their feet were blistered.
"Go yourself." Fang Zixuan generously threw her a credit card.
"Sister, you're so good!" Fang Xinlan jumped up happily, but how could she have a feeling of being taken care of.
"The limit of this card is 20,000, you weigh the flowers yourself, in case you blow up the card and lose face in the store, don't come back and cry." What kind of temperament Fang Xinlan is, she couldn't be clearer.
"It's only 20,000." Fang Xinlan's smile instantly became a little reluctant, although she didn't have any savings, she knew that Fang Zixuan was the most favored girl in the family, just after the college entrance examination, she received a soft hand when she received gift money, and she was thrifty by nature, and her hands must be very rich, the 20,000 yuan was obviously too shabby, just buy a few clothes and it would be gone.
"20,000 yuan is enough for four years of college tuition, but you are still too little?" Fang Zixuan said with a straight face, although she would not treat herself materially, she did not have any pursuit of material. Except for the necessary daily necessities, she has never bought anything at all, and her monthly living expenses are only 1,000 yuan.
"Prices are skyrocketing right now." Fang Xinlan muttered.
"So what are you going to do in college? Also such an unrestrained spending? Do you have that much money? Or are you willing to do something morally corrupt for money? She glared at her sternly.
"Sister, how can you say that about me." Fang Xinlan looked embarrassed, although her face was pitiful, there was a hint of indescribable emptiness.
"If you still want to have a good future, don't ruin your reputation for a little profit, girls should cherish their reputation like birds cherish their feathers."
"It's not that serious, I heard that Fang Ziying used to play crazy in S Province, and she didn't have moderation when she went abroad. It's not like I'm going to get engaged to Xiang Yang yet. Fang Xinlan said sourly. Although she has been ambiguous with many men, Xiang Yang's weight in her heart is different, and for Miss Ming, reputation is not important at all. Even if they fall into decay again. can also turn around and marry a good man.
"It is the Xiang family and the Fang family who are engaged. Do you think you can represent the Fang family? Fang Zixuan's tone was still calm without a hint of change, but the ridicule in her eyes made Fang Xinlan a little embarrassed, although she looked stunned. But Fang Zipeng and all her careful tricks couldn't escape her eyes.
"If you want to get the approval of the Fang family, you must do your best, you can't tolerate half-walking mistakes, you can't compare with Fang Ziying, you can't compare with me, you should know what the Fang family values most, only those who can bring them benefits will get their approval, if you want to gain a foothold in the Fang family so much, then you have to restrain yourself, instead of being cautious, do you really think they are all fools, can't you see it at all?"
"I didn't think so." Fang Xinlan didn't expect her to pierce this layer of window paper, and the embarrassed look on her face became even stronger.
In fact, she didn't think about improving her status in the Fang family by attacking Fang Zixuan, pretending to be pitiful and well-behaved and pretending to be filial, she did everything she could, but Fang Zixuan didn't accept the offer from beginning to end, letting her perform like a clown jumping off the beam, until she saw Old Madam Fang's undisguised disgust, she realized that all her efforts were in vain.
She also knows that Fang Zixuan does not have much status in the mind of Mrs. Fang, but after all, she is a serious Miss Fang family, with the strong Zhang family behind her, and in the end it is her grades that make her proud, the name of the top student in the college entrance examination has brought glory to the entire Fang family, and only the children and grandchildren who can add glory to the Fang family can be valued in this family, but if she wants to do Fang Zixuan's step, she is self-aware, the road of studying is too lonely, not everyone has such perseverance.
So she moved her heart, since the Fang family is unreliable, then she should rely on herself to climb into a good man, so as to ensure that she has no worries about food and clothing for the rest of her life.
After being in the Fang family for so long, she already knew a lot of things, and today she was pointed out by Fang Zixuan bluntly, and she felt even more disheartened, it was pointless to curry favor with those drill camps.
"I'm not against you falling in love, but I don't want you to lose your mind, before falling in love, I hope you can think about the consequences clearly, it's best to do a feasibility analysis, don't be blinded by a momentary passion, but it affects your future."
"Feasibility analysis?" Fang Xinlan was dumbfounded, "This is too urban, right?" ”
"It's not a philistine, I hope you can see clearly the feelings you want to invest, don't just look at fame and fortune in your eyes, don't just look at jewelry, brocade clothes, you manage your future well, even if you don't have a man, you can get these, why sell your youth cheaply, some rich sons and brothers just want to be fresh and interesting, giving you money may not mean that you are sincere, and being entangled with this kind of person will ruin your reputation in vain."
"Sister, you study all day long, but I didn't expect to know this." Fang Xinlan's eyes flashed slightly, many people couldn't figure out whether she was really stupid or fake, and now it seems that she was simply pretending to be a pig and eating a tiger.
"Don't you look at what I'm learning," Fang Zixuan's chin raised slightly, "There are not a few examples of this kind in these selected cases, some girls can't think of driving and have gone to a dead end, their families are in pain, and they can't do justice for her; Some girls give up on themselves because of a momentary misstep, and their good lives are buried like this; There are also girls who don't want to give up, so they stalk and are forced to go to a mental hospital......"
Fang Zixuan's words were not vivid, and even cold and ruthless, but the blood and cruelty revealed in it pointed directly to people's hearts, although it was someone else's story, but Fang Xinlan felt extremely desolate when she heard it, and she didn't know what Lu Dao was doing, but she actually had a feeling of empathy.
"Is there no one to do justice to them? Aren't you the most interested in fairness and justice when you study law? ”
"It's a moral thing to abandon at the beginning, the law can't restrain it at all, and it's the girls who suffer. I didn't want to say these words, but now that you have grown up, you will have to go out to study on your own in half a year, and I can't help you with many things, and you have to take care of your own life direction, I don't want you to follow your mother's old path, I guess she thinks the same way. ”
Fang Xinlan's face changed, what Fang Zixuan said today was completely unexpected by her, now Shen Qin has become her scar, but when she was so bloody and uncovered, it didn't make her feel so embarrassed and painful.
Because she knew that what she was saying was right.
Since she was a child, she has seen Shen Qin's tears, anger and resentment more than once, she knows better than anyone that this road is not easy to walk, but she has already walked halfway, how to give up willingly.
"You could have said these things to me, why are you so good to me?" Fang Xinlan looked struggling and puzzled, Fang Zixuan had an extraordinary concern for her from the beginning, even if she knew that she disliked and hated her, even if she stumbled on her openly and secretly, she still did not give up and pulled her into the right track in a strange way.
What Fang Zixuan said today, if it was a few years ago, she wouldn't have listened to a word at all, but now she is completely different from the past, she met her at the stage when her outlook on life was taking shape, and she entered her outlook on life and values into her brain with an extremely strong attitude, even if she didn't want to admit it, she couldn't deny her changes.
Although she still likes brocade clothes and clothes, and is still greedy for vanity, she already has her own bottom line, and this moral bottom line is destined that she will not sell herself for money, and she is not even willing to do anything she doesn't want her to do.
People will always be especially attached to the person who lends a helping hand when they are lonely, Fang Zipeng is like this, and she will be no exception, but she has never understood that she should have regarded her as an enemy, just like Fang Zipeng, they are half-sisters and have a natural conflict of interest.
She knows very well that she is not an idiot, she has no excess compassion, she is indifferent to anyone, none of her brothers and sisters in the family are close to her except her and Fang Zipeng, and there are few friends who can talk to her at school.
"I said, in my heart, you are the same as Fang Zipeng, how much I care about him, how much I care about you."
"I always feel like you care more about me, at least you won't say these things to him." Not only Fang Zipeng felt it himself, but even Fang Xinlan was aware of this.
"Zipeng is still young, he is a boy, and he has the Zhang family as his backing, as long as he is upright, he will not encounter too much trouble in the future. And you have a lot of thoughts, and you are a girl, I am only afraid that you will be confused for a while and ruined by the word 'greed', so I only remind you from time to time, and I hope that you will think more about everything you do, and if no one protects you, you must better protect yourself. ”
"I know you're doing it for my good, but if you treat me like this, your mother won't be happy." Zhang Yun has always regarded Fang Xinlan as a thorn in the eye and a thorn in the flesh, if it weren't for Fang Zixuan's protection in the past few years, she would have been tempered into a Cinderella.
"I only do what I feel is right."
Fang Zixuan, who spoke, looked calm, but Fang Xinlan felt that her nose was sour inexplicably. (To be continued......)