"I don't want to go to Hu's house tomorrow." Fang Xinlan bit her lip and looked at her, "I'm just an unwelcome outsider to them, I still won't bother you." ”

The Hu family has nothing to do with Fang Xinlan, she promised to go to the Hu family before just to climb the high branches with a small calculation, but now that she listens to Fang Zixuan's words, she will not have this kind of thought again for the time being, since she doesn't have this idea, there is no point in her going to the Hu family, why bother to dislike people.

"I'll call her later, anyway, I'll have a Chinese New Year's Eve dinner ready." Fang Xinlan said that if she didn't go, she wouldn't go, and Fang Zixuan didn't even ask a word.

"You don't have to stay for me, after all, that's your relative." Fang Xinlan glanced at her quietly, still a little proud in her heart, Fang Zixuan really valued her more.

"Since I called you over, it is impossible to leave you alone. No matter what you think, I have my own principles for being a person and doing things. ”

"You don't want to ask me why I'm going back on my word?" What made Fang Xinlan most uncomfortable was that she had no curiosity, Fang Zixuan didn't ask, she couldn't hold it back.

"If you want to say it, you will say it."

Fang Xinlan was angry, and was silent for two seconds, but still told the truth, "I heard that Hu Ruojing has a brother. ”

Fang Zixuan raised her eyes a little unexpectedly, "I thought you liked Xiangyang." ”

Fang Xinlan is really good-looking, it is conceivable that if she hadn't decided to hang herself on Xiangyang's tree in her previous life, she wouldn't have ended up like that, with her appearance and the help of the Fang family, she could still find an excellent man. So she always thought that she was deeply rooted in her love for the sun and couldn't extricate herself, but she didn't expect that she had other thoughts at a young age.

"Xiang Yang is good, but I also want to meet other excellent men." Fang Xinlan gritted her teeth, and finally took off all her guards and masks in front of her, revealing her most embarrassing side in front of her.

"You're too young." Fang Zixuan frowned disapprovingly.

"I knew it, so I decided not to go." If she hadn't told her today, I'm afraid she would have stirred up the Hu family, and now she suddenly felt that all this was boring, although her thoughts had not been completely reversed. But I also began to feel uncertain about my future.

"I don't want to repeat my mother's path. But I don't want to live a poor life where you have to look at the price of clothes to buy clothes, you say that you have to succeed on your own, but I can't wait, how many years will it take to succeed on your own? Can I buy a piece of jewelry that I like? I'm afraid that ordinary people can't afford to buy your jade pendant for a lifetime. You can get it easily. Because you are Zhang Yun's daughter. And I will never have this treatment in the Fang family, I can only rely on myself to fight, relying on men is the only shortcut. Fang Xinlan confided in front of others for the first time. My heart was inexplicably relieved.

"I know that you think I'm greedy for vanity, but I just can't be as desireless as you, I long to live that kind of life of fine clothes and food, I want to be worshiped with envy. I think you may not understand, because you are not me, you are a good child, so you don't understand the kind of life surrounded by disdainful and indifferent eyes, you don't need to be careful to please others, you don't know how much I want to trample those who look down on me under my feet! ”

"My life is not as smooth and lucky as you imagined, I have also experienced your feelings, but my thoughts are different from yours, life is my own, what does it matter to me what others do? If they want to laugh at them, will it hurt me? They envy me, but what practical good does it do me? As long as you are worthy of yourself, heaven and earth, and conscience, you will have no complaints, on the contrary, do things with a conscience, even if you trample others under your feet, are you really happy? If the person in front of her was Fang Zipeng, she would have reprimanded her in a loud voice, and she was always very tolerant of the other party's Xinlan, and she was still calm.

"I know what you mean, but this realm is too difficult to reach, so I can only say that I am still on the way to cultivation." Fang Xinlan didn't think that Fang Zixuan had suffered anything, but what she occasionally revealed seemed to be that she had lived a more humble and painful life than her, although she didn't understand why she felt this way, but it didn't prevent her from worshiping Fang Zixuan, she was indeed a person who had no desires and no wants, and it was estimated that no one could compare to her at this point.

"The first step in your cultivation is to control your desires, those vain desires, the thirst for material things, may destroy you at any time."

"If you are by my side and manage me every day, I can still control it," Fang Xinlan was honest, she just likes those things, just like Fang Zixuan likes to read, it is simply nature, "But now that you are not by my side, if there is really temptation, maybe I can't control it." ”

"Then take it slowly, starting with you buying fewer clothes."

"Hey, I was going to buy new clothes today, but now it seems that I have to hold back?" Fang Xinlan looked at her pitifully.

"The decision is yours." Her eyes were calm.

"Anyway, I won't go to Hu's house, so I still won't buy it," Fang Xinlan struggled for a while, and finally made up her mind to return the credit card to her, "I'll go and paint." ”

Being educated by her today is like whipping a slacking cow and horse twice, and pumping her little bit of inertia out of the clouds.

"Didn't you promise to do it before? Why don't you come, do you want Miss Ben to come to the door in person? As soon as Fang Zixuan picked up the phone, Hu Ruojing shouted reluctantly on the other end.

"My sister is not familiar with you, and she finds it inconvenient to go to your house rashly."

"Then don't let her come, I didn't invite her in the first place." Hu Ruojing was inexplicable, "What kind of sister is she yours, and she wasn't born by a mother, so you still take it seriously." ”

"I can't leave her alone." Fang Zixuan was very stubborn.

"Your head is made of granite, huh? Can't understand people? You consider an illegitimate daughter to be a sister, where do you put your mother? I'm really sad for my aunt, because my grandfather loves you so much, you just give your parents a face? Hu Ruojing had long seen her unpleasantly, and seized the opportunity to ridicule her.

"On my behalf, I thank Aunt Lu for your kindness, and I wish your family a happy New Year." Fang Zixuan has developed a good skill and automatically blocks the words she doesn't want to hear.

"You! You dare to hang up on me! Hu Ruojing looked at the phone in disbelief and slammed it to the ground.

"Ruojing, how is it? Did you call your sister Zixuan? What did she say? Zhang Xue heard the sound and went upstairs, "Why are you dropping your phone again?" ”

"Mom, you are really, that Fang Zixuan doesn't know how to lift, you still care about her so much? If she doesn't come, she won't come, so why do you have to ask me to beg her. Hu Ruojing complained.

"Don't play childish, you are cousins, but you have to support each other, she is alone in the capital, just our family relatives, it is too much to say that she is not invited over for a meal during the New Year." Although Zhang Xue didn't have much affection for Fang Zixuan, she promised Mr. Zhang to take good care of her, and she was usually indifferent to her.

"I'm not going, I'm going to beg her yourself, I already called her just now, but she hung up on me!" Hu Ruojing was so angry, she was the proud daughter of the sky, she was held by everyone since she was a child, and only Fang Zixuan lost her face three or four times.

Zhang Xue laughed, there was nothing she could do about this daughter, she still doted on her after all, not to mention that Fang Zixuan's character was indeed unpleasant, since she had invited her so many times, it was also courteous.

"She is Zhang Yun's daughter in the end, and the pampered willfulness in her bones comes out of a mold. Forget it, if she doesn't come, just let her be, I'll explain to your grandfather when I go back, don't stay in the room, there are a lot of things at home, you come down and help quickly. ”

Hu Li is an official in Beijing, although in this place in the capital, his official position is indeed not big, but there are a lot of people who welcome and send it, even if it is the twenty-ninth year of the New Year, there are still people who come to visit.

Hu Ruojing reluctantly followed her mother downstairs, all she could do was help greet the guests.

"Xiang Yang from Xiangjia will come over later, you can help your mother greet him well."

"Xiang Jia? They have always been very good with the Fang family. Hu Ruojing yawned, she didn't have much impression of Xiang Yang, after all, he was several years older than her, and he was not in the circle at all after arriving in the capital.

"Yes, he will soon be engaged to Zixuan's cousin Fang Ziying." Zhang Yun said casually, "In the future, we will be relatives who are turning a corner, you should be polite." ”

"Ahh I remembered that Xiang Yang was the one Zixuan had a crush on before! Hu Ruojing's eyes lit up.

Zhang Xue was stunned, "Don't talk nonsense, everyone is about to get engaged, it's embarrassing." ”

"It's not nonsense, when I went to J City before, I saw Fang Zixuan being a nymphomaniac with respect to that Xiang Yang all day long, and dressed herself up like a dusty woman, who didn't know that Lu Dao Zixuan liked him at that time, but that Xiang Yang hated her......" Hu Ruojing smiled proudly, thinking that Fang Zixuan was now the same as an old pedant, and she had such a shameful past, so she felt that she had caught her handle.

"How old were you when you used to go to J City? At that time, Zixuan was not yet fourteen years old, what did the little girl know? People are now changing their minds and devoting themselves to studying, you should learn from her, people have been improving, but you are living more and more back......" At the mention of Fang Zixuan's changes, Zhang Xue's heart was sour, even if they were not convinced, Fang Zixuan was indeed a good reader, no wonder Mr. Zhang valued her very much.

What annoys Hu Ruojing the most is her mother's nagging, and now Fang Zixuan has become a "child of someone else's family", and she will appear on her mother's lips from time to time. (To be continued......)