After Wu Wei and Song Rou played mahjong at Wu Gui's house and had dinner, Wu Wei asked, didn't you hear that Zhen Hao had cancer? In the advanced stage, the doctor said that there was no therapeutic value.

Wu Wei was surprised and anxious to ask, when did you find out? Has it been diagnosed? We were still having dinner together last week, and he went to the crematorium to give my mother-in-law a funeral.

Wu Wei said that he vomited blood in the office before he found out, you didn't pay attention, his face was always gray, I heard that his sister also died of this disease, and after discovering it, it was also in the late stage, and he only lived for three months.

Wu Wei asked, does he know the Tao himself? Wu Wei said that others know the Tao, but he himself does not know the Tao. Wu Wei also said that everyone has been talking about it in the past few days, and his illness is related to his drinking.

Wu Wei said that his sister is also suffering from this disease, is there a genetic problem?

Wu Wei said that there should be a problem with genes, but drinking alcohol can also have an aggravating effect.

Wu Wei asked again, he knew that his sister died of this disease, why didn't he pay attention to the results of the physical examination? The unit does not organize physical examinations every year, why is it not found?

Wu Wei said that everyone in the unit knows that he never does a B-ultrasound liver function test during the physical examination, and he always seems to be in a hurry every time he goes.

Wu Wei said, doesn't this delay the big thing?

Song Rou said, stop talking about it, hurry up and take a look! So, I called and asked which ward I was in and took a taxi. Wu Wei entered the hospital this time, his mood was very different from before, Zhen Hao was his best classmate, he could say everything, he never refused to do things with him, he responded to requests, but there was nothing to do, he also had to call and walk the line, send a text message to chat a few words, and find opportunities to get together from time to time. Wu Wei, as usual, always had a fluke mentality when he first heard bad news. I want to see what he should be like immediately, and having such an illness is equivalent to losing hope of continuing to live. Although Wu Wei has some research on the issue of death, he still feels uncomfortable when he encounters such a threat from a relatively young classmate who is very good. When I walked into the hospital, the lights were bright, but I felt a little dim, and the more I walked, the more nervous I became, and I walked into the ward with such a nervous mood. At a glance, I saw that he was lying on the bed in the middle with three or four medicine bottles hanging on the drip, which looked like an ordinary appearance, and his heart was slightly relaxed, his younger siblings were busy green by the bed, and Wu Wei slowed down a little. As if to ease his nervousness, he tried to make his tone as relaxed as possible, and said that he had just heard the news and came immediately.

Zhen Hao laughed, stomach bleeding. I felt a chill in my stomach a few days ago, and I didn't pay much attention to it. At this time, work is busy. Last week, I was in the office for a meeting and suddenly vomited blood, and was sent to the hospital for a check-up, it was stomach bleeding.

Wu Wei asked, what is the situation now?

Zhen Hao said, it hasn't completely stopped, it's not. The doctor didn't let him move, so he lay down like this for a week, eating and pulling on the bed.

Wu Wei asked again, what should you eat?

Zhen Hao said. Now I only let me eat some soft food such as gruel, drink some water, and wait for a few more days to observe and observe.

Wu Wei said, you have accumulated virtue and done good deeds and helped others all your life, and you have helped hundreds of thousands, and everyone praises you for doing things. Now recuperate in peace.

Song Rou also said that she couldn't rest when she was busy in the past, so she took this opportunity to rest and rest, take care of it, and talk about it after she was raised.

Wu Wei asked again, does it hurt?

Zhen Hao said, it doesn't hurt, but it feels a little swollen. Then he stroked his slightly swollen belly. At this time, an acquaintance walked in with a flower basket to visit him, Wu Wei said hello to the visitor, made a look at Song Rou, and said, Let's go back first, I will come to see you every day. In the blink of an eye, I thought to myself, coming to see it often is a comfort to my family, to avoid some loneliness for patients, and to do my best as a friend.

Zhen Hao said, you are also busy, don't always come, just take a look. Wu Wei said with a smile, come and chat with you. Then he turned around and walked out of the room.

The younger siblings came out to see them off, and after walking a few steps in the corridor, Wu Wei asked in a low voice, how is the condition?

My younger brother and sister said that the liver cancer was in an advanced stage, and the doctor who sent the film to Shanghai was diagnosed after watching it, saying that there was no value in cure.

Wu Wei asked, does he know Lu Dao himself?

The younger brother and sister said that they were still hiding it from him.

Wu Wei asked, should I tell him?

The younger sibling said, don't tell him for the time being, he is careful, he is lucky, and tells him that he is afraid that he will not be able to stand it, his spirit will break, and he is afraid that he will not live long, so he will say to him that there is stomach bleeding, and he himself believes that it is stomach bleeding.

Wu Wei asked, do you still want to see it?

My brother and sister said that they are now discussing whether to go to Shanghai.

Wu Wei said, it depends on the doctor's meaning.

The younger sibling said that in the past two days, he will decide whether to go or not.

Wu Wei went the next day, saw Zhen Hao lying on the bed and continued to drip, so he stood by the bed and said to him, you have spent your whole life to perfect others, accumulate merits, great blessings, take care of it, and it will get better slowly. He also chatted about all the good things he had done in the past to help this and that, and talked about what he said, it is rare for a person to do bad things and not do good things in his life, and laughed, at this time, his younger siblings looked at Wu Wei from time to time, and he seemed to be encouraged to talk about the benefits of Zhen Hao. said that someone came in again with flowers in his hand, Wu Wei quickly nodded again and said that he was leaving.

When my brother and sister came out and walked to the elevator to wait for the elevator, they said, don't say those words that accumulate virtue and do good deeds in the future, I tried my best to give you a look, and you didn't look at it, and I almost kicked you out. If you say that, it's easy to arouse his suspicions, so don't always come. Wu Wei didn't squeak, secretly thought, this is the beginning of the disease, people come and go lively, always seem to be a little annoying, after a long time, everyone has their own things, somewhat diluted, Wu Wei thought, can go a few times, so he still runs and often looks, after a long time, every time he goes again, his younger siblings say, don't accompany him to nag? Later, the people in his unit also felt strange about Wu Wei, this person was always there, not a family member or a colleague, what was the relationship?

Two days later, I heard the exact news that the doctor from another place would come here to have a look and then make a decision. When the doctor came, he decided to perform surgery on the spot.

Wu Wei went to the hospital again, the operation was completed, Zhen Hao was lying on the bed, very relaxed, and said with a smile, the operation was over, the effect was very good, but he stuffed the bleeding point for a while, and it was blocked.

Wu Weidao, take care of it. Call my brother to inform him. After he went to see it, he called Wu Wei and said, I asked the doctor. said that Zhen Hao was very serious, and it was only three months. The operation is an injection, 120,000 injections, which has the function of cell regeneration, and the cancer cells of good cells are regenerated, which cannot play a fundamental role, that is, the continuation of time.

Wu Wei went a few times one after another, and his younger brother and sister said, you don't have to come all the time, don't give him a haircut.

Wu Weiying said. Good. Later, I called to inquire, and was discharged from the hospital after a few days. So, Wu Wei and Song Rou went to visit at home.

Zhen Hao said that the bleeding has stopped, and the hospitalization is a drip. After discussing with the doctor, I agreed to go home to raise it. The younger sibling also said. It's easy to take care of at home. You can also make something delicious to eat. It is said that it is good to drink honey. Eat some fruit and drink some runny.

Zhen Hao said, I think these days that the illness is related to drinking, and I blame myself for not grasping it well, and you should pay attention to it in the future.

Song Rou said with a smile. You didn't pay attention to it in the past, wine represents character, you let him drink a glass of wine, he doesn't dare to do it, you let him do it, he can still do it for you? Also said. If you look for him today, he won't go, and if you look for him tomorrow, he won't go, and no one will look for him the third time. Look at how particular you are, accompany this meal and accompany that meal, this time it's okay, do you still drink it?

Zhen Hao said that he was a little stupid at that time.

Song Rou said, you can do the same thing without the unit, and some people are happy to make room for others. How can you do it without you at home? You are better than us, the child got married, gave birth to a granddaughter and a grandson, and has his own gold shop, how worry-free, we are good, there is no eight words.

After a period of time, Zhen Hao was discharged from the hospital and hospitalized, and went to a big hospital in other places to recheck and prescribe medicine, Wu Wei also went out for three days and five days for a short time, and went out for eight months for a long time, although he did not meet, he also kept in touch by phone, and every time he met, he saw signs of malignant changes in his condition, not to mention the weight loss every day, especially the whole body looked dark red, and the eyes gradually turned yellow, it was the cancer cells that spread and squeezed the gallbladder and bile, and the symptoms of bile invasion, Zhen Hao also once suspected, why is it not good, the cold is so difficult to treat, I feel weak, and my legs are weak. But I still didn't think about the disease, I bought a car again, said that I would pick up my granddaughter in the future, and spent 300 yuan to buy a pot for boiling medicine, saying that the hospital was not good, and I would stay up at home after I went home, and I could often go to the park, occasionally drive away, and return to normal life.

Wu Wei was also curious, and once asked his younger siblings, did he look in the mirror?

The younger siblings said that every day, and they also said that they were like skeletons.

Wu Wei went to the hospital to visit, he himself said that the stomach bleeding had damaged the liver, gall bladder, kidneys, and spleen, and asked to go to another hospital to find an acquaintance for a reexamination, and the younger siblings couldn't stop him, so he greeted the other party, issued two sets of test sheets, went to Beijing to check the prescribed medicine, and tore off all the packages, he was also angry why didn't let him see it, she said, it's useless to ask for those things, just take medicine, even if he did, he didn't think deeply, saying that it would take two years to recover.

On this day, Wu Wei received a phone call, saying that his family told him that Zhen Hao had fallen into a coma and went to see it

A few glances. Although Wu Wei had been prepared for a long time, when he heard such news, he still felt uncomfortable in his heart, and the moment of losing a good friend was coming, so he rushed to the hospital immediately. At this time, the doctor took a special flashlight and turned his eyelids to irradiate, there was a reaction to the light, but there was already a dilation of the pupils, and some people in the family also said that the forehead lines were also opened, you see if his hands were open, if he clenched his fists, there was nothing to do, and it was not good to open them.

Zhen Hao showed signs of remission the night before, and there was a relaxed atmosphere in the ward. Wu Weibian had abnormal pain in his left foot in the early morning of the next day, and it was difficult to get off the ground, so he could not go. Wu Wei secretly thought, Zhen Hao didn't know or think about the disease, it was difficult to communicate in an informed state, he might think that he was putting himself in a vulnerable position that everyone sympathized with, and everyone couldn't explain it, so they naturally suppressed some words in their hearts, which made another rare human scene.

The dying process is transformed into happiness, which is the best continuation and sublimation of a happy life, dissolving and transforming people's attitude towards death, changing people's concept of death, and the dying process is full of happiness and fun.

Everyone's desperate wait is far greater than the hopeful expectation, it is in such an atmosphere that Zhen Hao is unexpectedly moving his legs and feet, making an effort to turn over, so that everyone can see that it is a conscious action, it can bring hope to everyone, especially to moisten his lips with a veil of water, he made a gesture of not waking his head, clearly indicating his strong consciousness, especially when he woke up from the state of being in a coma for three days and three nights, and was able to speak and communicate with everyone clearly, it was a miracle. The whole ward together with the corridor, family, colleagues and friends, dozens of people, around the bedside, his tenacious vitality and witty language, caused everyone to laugh and laugh, others told him that he had been in a coma for three whole days. He himself laughed and said, "I'm peeing." Others say that he has performed miracles and is a veritable hero, teasing him. I'll tell you what I saw over there. He said. Didn't see anything. Everyone went to the bedside and said this and that to him. It seemed that there were endless words, seeing that he was tortured and exhausted, and asked him to sleep for a while, he said, afraid of sleeping. It has become everyone's talking point again, where is the critical illness. It's like a bedtime chat. The ward was filled with an atmosphere of depression, gloom, dullness, regret, and sadness that he was about to be irretrievably transported to another world in such a state. Because of his sobriety and speech, although his voice changed due to the torture of a few days of illness, it was suddenly transformed into a place for talking and laughing, and people forgot that he was a kind of recollection, and simply regarded him as a healthy person, a normal person, and talked and laughed with him. The drugs that had been stopped were used again. Just because of his sobriety and wittiness, the process of miraculously transforming the process of dying into happiness is precisely the true portrayal of his life's style, everyone thinks that he must die, there is no value, but he himself seems to be there to prove something, he himself has so many dangerous changes in physical signs, the cancer cells have been too cruel to destroy him, but he himself is unwilling to carry out cruel mental destruction on himself. Hepatic coma is the physical limit determined by the cancer cells against him, and it is to execute the sentence of death, but he miraculously slipped back, he is playing with death, which is an important continuation of the game life, by turning the death process into a game process, his fear of death is dissipated, and everyone unexpectedly shares his joy. He himself may have subconsciously realized that when he became the god of death, he might raise a glass in celebration, and although there is one less person in the yang world, there is one more death in the underworld, and this death is the happy death, because his arrival has filled the underworld with laughter and laughter like the yang world. At a time when everyone thinks that his existence has no value at all, and has plunged everyone into painful despair, he himself unexpectedly proves his worth, that is, he is to become a god of death, and he must be a happy god of death. His presence also changed people's concept of death and their attitude towards death.

The people who come and go in and out to visit are all people with status and status, who have met each other and are very familiar with each other, and there are also those who call brothers and sisters have deep contacts.

Wu Wei saw President Li and President Wang waiting at the door of the ward, so he walked over and a few people started talking. President Li said that I advised him more than 10 years ago that someone died at the age of 56, and he said that life is not about quantity but about quality. Some people affirm that he is indeed of high quality. People who know said that he never did B ultrasound during physical examinations, and he drank together last year, and he himself felt strange, he couldn't drink a jar, and he didn't have anything to do in the afternoon after drinking at noon, but now he has no strength at noon and has to go home and lie down for a while.

President Li said happily, a week before the hospitalization last year, Lao Meng came back, every time he had him, drank several times, he always felt that he had no arrangement, called to find a few people to drink well, it was also a coincidence, that day the heating in my house was broken, so I found an excuse to say that there was something to do without, and almost did something that I regretted for the rest of my life. I drink passively, only two or three times a year, and he drinks emotionally seven times out of ten.

At this time, the doctor came to the ward, and everyone followed up to see the doctor who pressed Zhen Hao's eye socket with his fingers, and there was no dodging reaction, so the doctor said that it was very painful to compress this place, and there was no response, and it was a deep coma. There is an intensive care unit, which can be intubated to drain the fluid in the abdominal cavity, which does not make much sense, and in addition, family members cannot go in and can only see once or twice a day. The nephew said, see and see. When others heard this, they muttered, and the hospital wanted to keep more money, but it was hopeless, and said that they wanted to enter that place.

At this time, someone reminded the family that they should say something to him, and the son leaned in Zhen Hao's ear and asked, what did Dad say?

He replied, "It's nothing, our two salaries are enough to spend."

The father-in-law asked, is there anything to say about the body like this?

replied. I'm in good health, I slept for three days and it didn't recover.

He just doesn't think about it. The younger brother and sister entrusted Wang Chang to say, he held Zhen Hao's hand and said, You have cancer, and I haven't told you that I am afraid that you can't stand it, and the younger brother and sister children have also tried their best, and the doctor said that there is no therapeutic value in the advanced stage, you see what else to say. He heard tears welling up in his eyes, and five minutes passed after President Zou finished speaking. Some people say that if they don't tell him the truth. Can be extended into the evening.

A few days later, Wu Wei and Song Rou went to Zhen Hao's house to visit their younger siblings, and just sat down to say a few words of greeting, asking about her body, saying that it was diabetes. I'm afraid of being tired and afraid of getting angry, so I persuaded him to take a good rest.

The younger brother and sister said. I'm angry. He has not been able to go to work because of the care of the sick. This month, I went to get my salary, and I only opened more than 200 yuan, thinking it was a bonus, but I didn't feel right, and when I asked, I realized that Lu Dao didn't go to work because of nursing Zhen Hao. More than 3,000 yuan was deducted from the attendance assessment, and a month's salary was almost deducted. When I asked the director and said that it would be implemented from April, I became angry when I heard it. Why didn't you tell me, and I don't know what to do.

Wu Wei said, don't be angry about this kind of thing, it's not for you alone, anyone who doesn't go to work will be deducted, and it's not a matter for the director to have the final say.

My brother and sister said, I don't want to deduct it, why do I deduct so much, it's the director's business, he reported it, starting in April. I just didn't hand in the diagnosis certificate to our bank, and the sick leave and personal leave were deducted differently. In general, just click on it.

Wu Wei persuaded again, brother and sister, don't be angry about this kind of thing, our unit is also like this, less than a day, no matter what the reason, 30 yuan will be deducted, and now labor discipline is being grasped everywhere.

My younger sibling said that I was angry that I didn't tell me beforehand. I'll send it with a diagnosis now.

Wu Wei then said, relax and adjust your mood, you should go to work in the future, contact some things, and distract yourself.

My younger brother and sister said, I will retire in one year, and I will not go, and I will pay my diagnosis every month.

Song Rou asked, how much time is left?

One year, and then the retirement procedures will be completed at this time next year.

Then don't go. also chatted about Zhen Hao, and mentioned the vice-bank-level cadres mentioned at the memorial service. The younger brother and sister said, yes, he took the initiative to arrange the person. Even if you don't get sick, you can retire quickly

line.

Song Judo, if it's me, what are you doing with that?

Wu Weidao, do it well like this, wisely.

The younger brother and sister were angry, and two days before they died, they came to leave the audit.

Wu Wei was surprised, what? Leaving the audit, everyone is in a coma, and the top is still coming to audit?

The younger sibling said, let him hurry up and sign it.

Wu Weidao, everyone is like this, what else do you sign?

The younger brother and sister said, yes, and later it was signed by the deputy section chief.

Wu Wei said with a relieved heart, there are still people who understand. You adjust your mood, don't wait, don't take it slowly, participate in more activities, and develop some hobbies. You can't just sit here and think, you have to get out of the city, no, the two old sisters are here to accompany you, and after dinner, they will go out for a walk, and go around the park before breakfast.

Song Rou also said, I often come over to accompany you.

The two of them said goodbye and left, and after going downstairs, Song Rou said that she wanted to wait a year to find a suitable one.

Wu Wei said, how can you say this in front of Zhen Hao's two sisters, besides, it's only been a few days.

Song Judo, yes, I didn't dare to say it when I thought of it, hum, that is, a woman, if it was a man, maybe I would have thought about it a long time ago.

A few days after Zhen Hao's death, Wu Wei met President Wang on the road, and he asked Wu Wei, didn't you hear it, Zhen Hao's dismissal order and outgoing audit arrived, and he actually asked the dying person to sign, and I had dinner with the people of the working group the night before, and I was so angry that I was scolded, is there still humanity. You say, do you feel ridiculous when you hear it?

Wu Wei said, I learned from my younger siblings that there was a signature, and I also said that I would naturally leave my job in a few months, and I would forget it internally, how could the outgoing auditor still require the dying patient to sign, that is, the death row prisoner should have a good mood to drink some wine and eat some dumplings before going to the execution ground. I heard my brother and sister say that I didn't let him sign it in person after the last time, and I think there is still someone who understands that it is blocking it, it turns out to be you.

Wang Xingchang said, I scolded like this, and they also understood, and no one signed the word later. After writing the outgoing audit report, he also took out a few pages.

Wu Wei seems to be communicating with Zhen Hao, Wu Wei said, everyone is thinking about you.

Zhen Hao said, you should study a topic, how people face death.

Wu Weidao, I won't tell you, I paid special attention to observation many years ago. Brother Wang said at noon today, through your affairs, I can see that there are two points, one is that people are seriously ill and afraid of death; Second, there is a major luck mentality. I said, why don't you prepare for death? You are already a person from the past. When he said this, he was silent. In the world, we may be the only ones who are taboo to talk about life and death. That day, because of sending you, the two brothers were angry with each other and taboo that topic. Now, everyone says that you have been back to the world for too long, or is it because you worry too much, you want to do too much, or are you too confident? Now, everything is a thing of the past. Things are gone, and people remain in their hearts forever.

The group sent Zhen Hao to the crematorium, and there was a joke between two familiar colleagues, one said, he is gone, when are you leaving? The other didn't react for a while, and someone reminded him,

What are you talking about? The listener woke up, and he hadn't been that strong for several days, and the person who said it called to apologize. The listener answered, no, establish the facts, find the underworld. (To be continued......)