He was extremely frustrated, he didn't know how to vent his anger, he hated his current self so much, he wanted to do something, but he was so powerless, he could only raise his fist and smash the broken legs. Only when the pain reaches his heart can he realize that he has always lived in such an embarrassed and painful way.

"Yichen, don't you want to be like this, okay? I don't want to see you like that. It's me who is sorry for you, and if you feel uncomfortable, you can hit me and scold me. Su Luoyan lowered her eyebrows and looked at Fang Yichen with pleasing eyes, she knew that he would definitely be emotional, but because he didn't love someone, he would definitely not be so excited.

"Don't marry him, okay? Luo Yan, I'm sorry, I was wrong before, can you give me a chance to correct it? I swear to you, I'll be nice to you. I will no longer be indifferent to you, I will not make you sad. Fang Yichen began to plead bitterly, now he has to face the loss, he can't do it.

Su Luoyan just had a cold face, in the face of Fang Yichen's pleading, she never looked up at him, she didn't know how to face Fang Yichen. The two of them have tossed around until now, and it is time to have an ending. Therefore, she remained silent until Fang Yichen finally calmed down in disappointment.

"You're finally going to leave me, it seems that you've long made up your mind to give up on me, well, you can go, you can go, but I won't wish you happiness. Luo Yan, I won't wish you happiness. He said this dejectedly, tears already sliding down the corners of his eyes.

For so long, what is he insisting on, he used to be the famous Fang Gongzi, and he would be called Fang Shao wherever he went, at that time, he was full of spirits, but because he took a look in the crowd, it was destined for this intersection between him and Su Luoyan.

He never wanted to hurt this woman, never. But he didn't know why he was like this, and he did a lot of unreasonable things. He just wanted her to look at him more, he just wanted Su Luoyan to feel the love he gave, so was he wrong?

He should be wrong, otherwise, why did he love so hard, but this woman didn't feel it at all? He was so depressed that he felt that the motivation to keep him alive was gone. That feeling of depression hit his heart, and he felt that there was a pain that could not be replaced by a roar.

"I'm sorry, Yichen, are you living a good life? In the future, you will definitely meet very good girls. Su Luoyan looked at Fang Yichen quietly at this time, he was injured like a child, she wanted to give him a little comfort, but this kind of injury was originally given by her, and she gave him comfort now like sprinkling salt on the wound.

She slowly got up and walked outside, she couldn't stay here any longer, and the stone in her heart thought that it would be pulled out like this, but she clearly felt that another stone would soon occupy her heart again. Maybe people are like this, they want to get out of one besieged city, but they find that after coming out, they go to another besieged city.

Fang Yichen, I'm sorry for you. There is no way to convince yourself to accept your love. I know you're going to hate me, I know you're going to curse me, but I still can't love you. I hope you can let go, you will definitely be able to pursue your own happiness, just don't turn this love into harm.

Fang Yichen looked at Su Luoyan's back as he left, his eyes were full of tears, what was the matter? Is he now nothing? A woman who loves so much still chooses to leave after reaching the end, and he doesn't know what he will face next. He just sat there, surrounded by restraints, and there was no place to give him security.

He was like an outcast of God, abandoned to this place, and no one cared for him. In the rest of his life, sometimes good and sometimes bad, it has nothing to do with him. A life without hope is not just a color. Pale, still pale.

This night, he couldn't sleep peacefully, he always recalled Su Luoyan's voice in his mind, she was about to give up, in such a resolute way, before, he could still think that this was a joke Su Luoyan made with him. She said that she would not give up on him and would always be by his side.

He was not a child, but when he was most lost and helpless, he always took this sentence as a promise. Who said that promises are autumn pine cones that will fall with time? Now, she was about to give up on her promise, but he still couldn't adjust to the feeling that it had been disappointed. Now, what should he do?

He began to fall into an unprecedented confusion, knowing that Su Luoyan was definitely not joking this time, everything could not go back to the past. He regretted it, regretted that he didn't cherish it well when he got it, so it caused such a consequence. He is still unwilling, he has paid so much, but in the end, he can't get the approval of that woman.

The blade was hidden under the wheelchair cushion before, and he had thought about committing suicide, but because he had always wanted to see Su Luoyan, even if he had such a thought at that time, he didn't do such a crazy thing. But at this time, he could not see the slightest hope, and in his worldly realm, there was nothing but the boundless darkness.

She said she was sorry, said she was going to give up, and she wished him a happy life. But Fang Yichen wanted to tell Su Luoyan that he had never felt happy without her. He also doubted his feelings for this woman, whether it was love or curiosity, he couldn't define it clearly, but only this woman could make him feel that life was wonderful.

She gave up, gave up hope for him, and he fell into confusion. Unable to find the courage to live, twenty years of prison had just begun, and even one day he could still get out of this place, and by then he would have gray hair. He has no youth, no status, he has nothing, what else is he waiting to do?

If this is a tragedy, then from the very beginning, he fell into this tragedy and could not extricate himself. He fell in love with someone he shouldn't have loved in the first place, so he suffered the consequences that he shouldn't have suffered. Sometimes he wondered, if he was given another chance, would he still choose to get close to Su Luoyan?

This question mark has always been tangled in his mind, and there is no if, then there is no chance again. Maybe this is fate, you were born to pay off your debts, he thought he must have owed Su Luoyan a lot, otherwise, he wouldn't have fallen to such a point. Now, it's time for all of this to come to an end.

That small window was Fang Yichen's entire understanding of the outside world, but he could only look up at that small window from afar, and he didn't even have the opportunity to get close and see the outside world. Just like he is now, he thinks he can get out of the rut and take revenge, but how far away it is.

It was a moonlit night, and the moonlight was shining on the ground through the window, falling on the small blade in his hand, and his hands trembled, and he didn't know what to do. It takes a lot of courage to live, and it takes a lot of courage to choose death. He couldn't find the courage to continue living, but in the face of death, he was a little unwilling.

Su Luoyan's voice sounded in his ears again, I'm sorry, I'm leaving you. She's all gone, so what else does he have to be nostalgic for. He raised the blade, aimed it at his left and right wrists, closed his eyes, as if with great determination, and slashed hard. The sharp edge landed on the wrist, and then the blood gushed out.

He leaned back on the *, staring at the window with wide eyes, only to feel as if his body was getting lighter. That feeling of relief spread in the bottom of my heart. Luo Yan, if there is an afterlife, let me meet you, at that time, can you look at me more, I will definitely love you even more, and I will never do anything to hurt you

Fang Yichen's death was discovered in the early morning of the next day, and at that time, he was only left with a stiff stump. When the prison people contacted Su Luoyan, she was leaning on her head to change Maomao's diaper. She never thought that Fang Yichen would do such a ridiculous thing.

There were no tears, no bitter crying, no expression at all. Just very calm and attended his memorial service as his wife. Before the divorce agreement was delivered to him, he chose to leave in such a tragic way. Regarding Fang Yichen's departure, Leng Yunhao remained silent.

He thought that Fang Yichen must have been disappointed to make such a choice. Looking at the stiff corpse, he thought for a moment. If Fang Yichen had chosen to let go at the beginning, would there be a different scene now? He may have enjoyed his own comfortable time in the United States, or he may have lived a happy life with Mei Xiaoyuan.

When a person stubbornly insists on one thing, it will either hurt others or hurt himself. He hated this man because he had done so much harm to Su Luoyan. However, thinking about it from another angle, this is also because of his love for Su Luoyan. He suddenly felt that he was so lucky, when the two of them met Su Luoyan, they both saw the unique temperament on Su Luoyan's body. It's just unfortunate that there is always one person who has to opt out.

Although Old Man Fang verbally said that he wanted to break away from the father-son relationship with Fang Yichen, when he learned that Fang Yichen committed suicide in prison, he still dragged his old body back. In just one short year, he lost two of the most important people in his life. Uncle Zhang has been supporting him by the side.

When Su Luoyan saw Old Man Fang, he still called Dad respectfully. Old Man Fang was on crutches, and the whole person was old. Muddy tears fell out of his eyes, and that kind of helplessness was only known to him in his heart. Fang Yichen is his only son, and he has had high hopes for this son since he was a child, but the direction of this child is completely contrary to his goal.

If there is disappointment, there must be one, but he is too obvious. In this family, he and the old lady sing red face and black face, with clear roles, and Fang Yichen is such a sensitive person, he cares about the opinions of the people around him, especially his closest relatives. However, due to the lack of communication, the relationship between father and son once fell into a state of tension.

The last time the company went bankrupt, the old man was extremely discouraged. It was his life's work, he had nothing to leave to Fang Yichen, but that rebel actually wasted his hard work while he was alive. The woman he loved the most passed away forever in just a short moment.

He is now alone, and he has to face the rest of the time alone, the loneliness and cruelty, and no one has to endure for him. His gray hair swayed in the wind, looking even more desolate. Regarding Leng Yunhao's appearance, Old Man Fang has been silent, and anyone who appears in front of him is expressionless.

"Dad, go and rest for a while, I'm here." Su Luoyan persuaded Old Man Fang to rest for a while, since the old man came back from the United States, he had been staying here without eating or drinking. Some love has never been expressed, but each one is so heavy.

"I'm not tired, you go take care of Maomao." The old man has always been polite to Su Luoyan. No matter what Su Luoyan said, the old man just insisted on not leaving. Later, Uncle Zhang gave Su Luoyan a look, and Su Luoyan was speechless.

She had a deep sense of guilt, if what she said that day was not so ruthless, then Fang Yichen would definitely not choose to embark on this path. She felt that she had killed Fang Yichen. She had promised him that she would not give up on him no matter what. But now, she's gone back on her word.

It was she who lived up to everyone's expectations, and it was she who killed Fang Yichen. She was full of guilt, so she kept standing in front of the mourning hall. She had no feelings for this man, and she couldn't shed any tears. But when she thought that it was because of her words that Fang Yichen's death was caused, she felt very uncomfortable.

This night, Old Man Fang still took the initiative to talk to Su Luoyan. He is an understanding person, and he knows that there is a big problem with the relationship between Su Luoyan and Fang Yichen. Now that Fang Yichen is dead, many grievances should be settled.

"Luo Yan, can you tell Dad, what did Yichen choose to commit suicide for?" Old Man Fang sat on a chair with a cane, his face was sad, and the fatigue of the past few days made him even older. The pain in his eyes wanted to hide, but there was nothing to replace.

"Dad, I'm sorry for him. Yichen's death was caused by me. If I hadn't told him about the divorce, he wouldn't have done anything like this. Su Luoyan still truthfully explained what happened at high speed, old man. She felt guilty in her heart, and would rather the old man beat her up now.

The old man didn't make a sound, just kept silent. Matters between two people, no one is qualified to express their opinion. He was clear about Fang Yichen's willfulness, and after Su Luoyan married Fang Yichen, he also tolerated a lot. He had spent a lot of effort to persuade Fang Yichen to give up Su Luoyan, but this kid just didn't listen to him.

He expected that Su Luoyan would definitely leave Fang Yichen, but he didn't expect that one day this woman's death would take Fang Yichen's life. He always thought that his son was a cynical gentleman, but he didn't expect that he would also be serious. However, if a man is too serious about his feelings, this is not a good thing in the first place.

He just sighed heavily, this is all fate, it is destined by God, and it cannot be changed by man. He didn't blame Su Luoyan because it wasn't anyone's fault.

"Luo Yan, you will live a good life in the future, Dad is old, I'm afraid he won't be able to take care of you. No matter what Yichen does to you, I hope you don't hold a grudge against him, okay? Old Man Fang said with a serious face. He was very grateful to Su Luoyan from the bottom of his heart, although this woman didn't love Fang Yichen, she gave Fang Yichen a lot of warmth.

Moved flowed in Su Luoyan's eyes, and the guilt extended by the moving was even more complicated. She not only hurt Fang Yichen, but also hurt many innocent people. She made Fang Yichen lose his life, and Old Man Fang lost his parent. She felt that she was a sinner in the world.

"Dad, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to, I didn't know that Lu Dao Yichen would do such a thing. Dad, whether Yichen is alive or not, I am your daughter and I will take care of you. Su Luoyan cried. She didn't ask anyone to forgive her, she was a sinner in the first place, and she had hurt so many people.

"Luo Yan, it's not your fault, it's fate. You are a good boy, Dad knows the way, you are a good boy, you are not easy, I know the way. Live a good life in the future, and be kind to yourself. I can see that Yun Hao loves you very much, and if you can, Dad hopes that you can still be with him. It's Yichen who is ignorant and broke you apart, and now that Yichen is gone, Dad hopes that you can find your own happiness. ”

Old Man Fang said, tears already flowing out. Su Luoyan is now the daughter-in-law of the Fang family, but he treats her as his own daughter, hoping that she can bravely pursue her own happiness. Su Luoyan had already cried into tears at this time, how could she be so virtuous, she was favored by so many people.

These days, Leng Yunhao has been here, he has taken the place of the Fang family to deal with Fang Yichen's funeral, and Wei Jun is also here to help, they used to be Fang Yichen's best brothers. Old Man Fang is not a stingy person, although Fang Yichen's matter is related to Leng Yunhao, he has never hated Leng Yunhao.

This is all self-inflicted, if Fang Yichen hadn't fought those crooked ideas, then these things wouldn't have happened. He rarely spoke, just held the silence, and in the face of his friends' condolences, he only had a faint expression. The Fang family has really fallen in this city, and there will never be any traces left in the future.

Fang Yichen's funeral, it suddenly rained a lot, Western-style funeral, simple and orderly, Su Luoyan stood at the front, she was Fang Yichen's widow, and she must take on a lot of responsibilities. Many umbrellas were held overhead, accumulating into a clear sky. There was also a light rain in her heart, Fang Yichen would definitely not know that after he died, there were still so many people who came to visit him.

She suddenly felt that life was so ridiculous, the person who said that he would not let go no matter what, but only because of the fear in his heart, he chose to leave first. Now that she thinks about it, the relationship between herself and Fang Yichen is like a farce. Her appearance only made this farce reach *, and then destroyed all the protagonists in the play one by one.

She stood there quietly, dressed in black, solemn, wrapped around her slender body, and the expression on her face became even colder. The breeze was blowing, and she didn't dodge, just kept her previous posture. This is the farewell ceremony with Fang Yichen, and every day in the future, when she occasionally thinks of this man, she can only remember it with such a mentality.

The farewell ceremony after the last one did not last long, it was only half an hour, and when everyone began to disperse, Su Luoyan never left, and Old Man Fang was helped away by Uncle Zhang. Everyone may think that at this time, Su Luoyan should need to be alone with Fang Yichen for a while.

Doesn't it say that a husband and wife are 100 days a day? Now, they should have a lot to say, and they shouldn't continue to bother them here. Su Luoyan just stood quietly, feeling that everything was so unreal. If she had a choice, she would rather not be so impulsive to participate in Fang Yichen's life, she would definitely not disturb this man's life.

She really wanted to tell Fang Yichen that no matter what, she hoped that he could be happy, and if people had an afterlife, then she also hoped that he could start his life again, meet a simple woman, start a simple relationship, and then have a good ending. Will he be able to hear such prayers?

By the way, she didn't tell Fang Yichen that she was leaving this place, and I was afraid that she would not have a chance to come back to see him in the future. That day, this sentence had been hovering in her heart for a long time, and she didn't say it. She didn't have the courage to continue hurting this man. But I didn't want to, this sentence turned out to be a pity. If she had told him at that time that she was leaving here, wouldn't he have made such a stupid move? Su Luoyan crossed this thought in her mind, but she couldn't find an answer.

At Fang Yichen's funeral, Su Luoyan met Mei Xiaoyuan. Mei Xiaoyuan has always been standing on the periphery, and after hearing that something happened to Fang Yichen, she still feels very sad. Even if two people come together without fate, the sweetness of the past will still make people can't help but reminisce. No one around knows her, and she doesn't need to appear in everyone's field of vision, but the loneliness in her heart arises spontaneously

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