224. Chapter 223
Ziyu was lying on the bed with her eyes closed, tears soaked in the pillow towel, and tears of pain spread out......
Hand, covering the lower abdomen, which was obviously much empty, a heart-rending pain enveloped her whole body, and finally, she couldn't help but close her eyes and cry bitterly.
The thin shoulders trembled like a lonely boat in the wind and rain, so fragile and so pitiful.
The caretakers in the room, looking at her pitiful appearance, couldn't help but sigh in a low voice.
The pain of losing a child is, probably, the most unbearable pain for every mother!!
The corridor of the ward was filled with the smell of disinfectant water, which was particularly pungent.
In the dark corridor, there were three lonely figures, He Junqi, Bai Linghan, and Jian Shenyuan, and the doctor stood opposite them.
"Doctor, how is my daughter? Yes? How is she?? β
Bai Linghan held the doctor's hand, very tightly.
The doctor sighed and shook his head, "When she was brought in last night, she was very excited, as if she had suffered some serious mental trauma, plus because of a few heavy rains, the child ...... After all, I couldn't save ......."
The doctor's words made all three people in the corridor freeze at the same time for a while.
He Junqi's dark eyes shrank sharply, and the doctor's words were like a hammer of a thousand catties, and they fell on his chest fiercely, causing a terrible pain, and even made him, for a long time, breathless.
Hands, usurped at the sides, clenched very tightly and tightly.
"Doctor...... Doctor, you ...... You mean, the child in my daughter's womb...... Gone?? β
The doctor nodded, "Unfortunately......"
Bai Linghan only felt that the entire world was dizzy.
On the side, Jane's heavy hand tightly covered his fragile chest, and he gasped with difficulty, one after another.
"Dadβ"
He Junqi was the first to react, but he only heard a "bang-" sound, and before He Junqi could reach out to help him, Jian Shen's body had already smashed heavily to the ground.
"Ahh
Bai Linghan screamed, "Husband, husband...... Don't scare me, husband, woo woo woo ......"
"Doctor, call someone to rescue !!" He Junqi shouted loudly, "Hurry up ......"
Soon, Jane was pushed into the emergency room.
Bai Linghan snorted and cried, while He Junqi stayed aside, resting his hand on his thigh, holding it tightly, trembling constantly, and thin pieces of cold sweat oozed from his palms.
At that moment, inexplicably, his heart was filled with an unprecedented panic......
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"While your dad is still rescuing, let's go see Ziyu first!" Bai Linghan wiped away her tears, and then, in the next moment, tears poured out again like bursting the embankment, "Jun Qi, what kind of sin do you say our Jian family has created!" Why is it that when things don't go well, everyone is born together? Pity my grandson who has not yet died...... Woo woo woo ......".
Bai Linghan's words were like an invisible hand, tightly choking He Junqi's throat, making him unable to say a word at all.
Large hands, clenched, hung down at the sides of the body, trembling slightly.
He tried his best to suppress the dull pain in his heart.
The ward, the moment it was pushed open......
His footsteps, at the door, froze for a second.
"Ziyu ......"
As soon as Bai Linghan saw the haggard Ziyu on the bed, who had no blood color, the tears that had just been suppressed burst down again.
Ziyu opened her eyes with difficulty, tilted her head, and when she saw the indifferent face on the other side, her pale face showed a terrifying expression, and her eyes were full of panic, despair, or ...... Deep hatred, and pain!!
"Out of the ......"
Her voice trembled so much!
Tears kept rolling in her eyes, but she held back.
Oh, yes! This love, this scene, she, who is vulnerable to see? Who will come and pity her wounds, her tears?
"Out of the !!"
Seeing that he didn't move, Ziyu's emotions became more excited, and her trembling voice became more scathing.
"Ziyu, what's wrong with you?"
Bai Linghan was startled, hurriedly greeted her daughter's bedside, and sat down, "Ziyu, don't be like this, don't get excited, the doctor said that you are not in good health now, you can't be too excited......"
Bai Linghan comforted her, but her tears couldn't be suppressed.
Ziyu looked at her tearful mother, the tears in her eyes could no longer be controlled, and she was fragile, she smashed into her mother's arms, and whimpered in pain, "Mom!! You let him out, please! I don't want to see him...... Woowoo woo ......"
"Good, good...... Mom let him go! Ziyu, don't cry......"
Bai Linghan waved her hand back, motioning for He Junqi to leave.
Looking at the miserable white face in Bai Linghan's arms, which was no longer bloodless, He Junqi's heart was as if he was being pinched by an invisible big hand, and he was in pain and could not breathe.
Her hatred, her despair, and her pain......
It's all written so strongly in the bottom of my eyes!!
At that moment, he suddenly understood......
Perhaps, their marriage, really, at this moment, has come to an end completely!!
Unable to bear to look at her frightened appearance any longer, he silently withdrew from the oppressive ward.
He leaned against the cold wall outside the door, his head hung lonely and let his broken hair fall down, hiding the pool of scarlet in his eyes.
His chest was heaving violently, and there was a pain that was frantically penetrating through his suffocating heart and into every inch of his body......
Heart-rending pain!!
He pulled out a cigarette, lit it, and took a heavy puff......
At that moment, he seemed to be in the smoke, seeing his baby who had not yet had time to be born......
She is a lovely little princess, her eyebrows are like her beautiful and moving mother, and when she laughs, she is even more like that lively elf, which provokes He Junqi to reach out and touch ......
The smoke dispersed between his five fingers, and the elf dissipated instantly, and his heart, at that moment, was torn apart.
It turned out that everything was just a phantom......
The doctor said that their child was gone!!
Oh, yes! It's gone......
Moreover, he, the father, is still the executioner who killed the child!!
If it hadn't been last night, wouldn't everything have turned out the way it is now......
He Junqi's slender fingers stroked his messy hair irritably and regretfully, and his scarlet eyes became more and more flushed in an instant......
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In the wardβ
Finally, Ziyu stopped crying.
"Ziyu, can you tell your mother, why are you so angry with Junqi? Is it that the two of them are at odds again? Bai Linghan hesitated, but couldn't help but ask her daughter.
Speaking of He Junqi, Ziyu's tears that she could not suppress poured out again.
"Mom, I'm ......" Ziyu choked up, shook her head, and shook her head in despair, "I want a divorce......"
"For ...... For what? Bai Linghan was shocked, her face was slightly pale.
"He's a demon who eats people and doesn't spit out bones!! Mother...... Do you know that he can even kill his own child ruthlessly, if it weren't for him, my baby...... My baby won't die at all!! Mom, he's worse than the devil......"
Last night, due to excessive blood loss, she also walked before the ghost gate closed, but fortunately, God really favored her in the last second, and let her be lucky to pick up a life!
Bai Linghan was frightened when she heard Ziyu's words, and her pale cheeks suddenly lost a trace of blood.
"Mom, Dad? Didn't he come? After a long time, Ziyu adjusted her mood a little before asking Bai Linghan.
Bai Linghan froze, her face showed sadness and worry, and tears kept rolling in her eyes, "Daughter, your father...... Your dad went into the emergency room, woo-woo-woo......"
"What's going on? How so? Ziyu's heart tugged at her voice.
"Just now, he came with us to see you, but when he heard that the child was gone, he fainted directly when he was excited, and now he is still in the emergency room!! Woowoo...... I hope God will open his eyes, our Jian family has never done anything evil......"
Mother's words made Ziyu stunned, and for a moment, her heart suddenly stopped beating.
She has a feeling......
At this moment, God, it seems that he has made up his mind......
To take two people from her side!!
When the doctor tells them, "I'm sorry, we've done our best, please mourn ......"
Ziyu's whole person was completely stunned, and at that moment, everything in her mind was completely blank.
Only tears......
Keeps pouring out......
I can't stop it, but I can't take it!!
"Don't ......"
"Don't!!" Bai Linghan screamed and begged, "Doctor, I beg you, please save him again, I kneel down for you...... Woowoo...... Please, doctor......"
"This lady, don't be like this, don't be like this......" The doctor was busy helping Bai Linghan, who was too emotional, "I'm sorry, we really tried our best!" β
Ziyu's empty eyes looked straight at her father, who had already been covered with a white cloth, tears, blurring her eyeballs, but she also ...... Cleared her mind.
"Mom......"
Her choked voice, absolutely cold, still carried, shivering, shattered in the cold air.
"Don't beg, Dad...... He's dead!! β
With her baby, they went to their paradise together!!
Stay, two people who are injured and broken!!
The small hands on both sides are clenched tightly......
The chest, as if it had been crushed with gravel, was painful.
Tears poured frantically into the bottom of her heart, making her feel painful......
He Junqi, such an ending......
Are you satisfied?
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He Junqi received a call from Zhao Hanqing a few hours later.
"Hezi, where are you? Did you find Ziyu? β
"I'm ...... in the hospital" He Junqi's voice revealed an endless sense of vicissitudes, "Come back and talk about it, what is the matter with me?" β
"There's good news for you!!" Zhao Hanqing's voice was a little cheerful, "The hospital has found the blood source for Yaoyao!" β
"Really?" He Junqi was slightly surprised.
"Yes! It's a coincidence that there was a new batch of blood sources in the hospital's blood bank yesterday, but I didn't expect that luck would be so good, there is really a blood source suitable for Yaoyao! Do you think God is watching over her? β
He Junqi showed an astringent smile, "Yes......"
He let out a long sigh, it was indeed God who favored Yaoyao in the last time, but who would take care of Ziyu? What about her father, and their baby?
"I'm already preparing for surgery, do you want to come over?" Zhao Hanqing didn't know what happened to him on the other end of the phone, so he only asked him.
"I'm not going......"
He Junqi stroked his decadent cheeks and continued, "I'm relieved to leave it to you. β
Zhao Hanqing felt the strangeness of this He Junqi, and asked him worriedly, "He Zi, is there something wrong with you?" β
He Junqi's hand holding the mobile phone was a little stiff, "Let's talk about it later......"
His voice was very soft, ethereal, and very, weak.
And his emotions were not at all happy that Ling Yiyao had found a suitable blood source.
After that, even in the hospital, He Junqi never saw Ziyu again.
But, when he couldn't see it, he still stood by until they left, until, they carried Jane's body away......
At that moment, he saw the haunting figure in the distance.
She's thin!!
In less than two days, she was as thin as a paper person, her eyes that had always been divine, and her eye sockets were even more deeply sunken, and the whole person looked so slender and pitiful.
At that moment, he wanted to rush over and hug her tightly in his arms, but in the end, he didn't.
The doctor said that her emotions are now in an extremely sensitive state, and she may collapse at any time, and if she is hit hard, it is not impossible to suffer from mental illness!
After receiving such reminders and warnings, where would he dare to take another step......
However, when he opened his eyes, he saw Ziyu walking towards him alone.
Her sudden approach, inexplicably, made him panic for a second.
She stood in front of him, looking up at him.
Looking at Ziyu's calm and pretty face, at that moment, He Junqi's heart was surging, and too many emotions were piled up in his chest, about to erupt.
And she, suddenly, smiled.
That kind of smile, hidden at the corner of her pale lips, was actually a little cruel.
She raised an eyebrow and asked him, "Are you happy that the child is gone?" β
At that moment, Ziyu kept telling herself in her heart......
Jian Ziyu, this pain that crosses my heart will be remembered forever!!
He Junqi's dark pupils shrank suddenly, and the pain quickly spread under his eyes, spreading straight to the deepest part of his heart.
"Ziyu ......" his dark eyes were gloomy, "what if...... I still want a chance, do I? β
No one will know how much effort it took him to say that just one sentence took him He Junqi......
Ziyu only smiled, "Opportunity? β
The bottom of his eyes was full of ridicule and indifference, "He Junqi, give you a chance, but who will give my baby a chance, who will give my father a chance......"
Some things, as soon as you turn around, are already doomed, for a lifetime!!
"I heard that Ling Yiyao has come back to life, and you can finally be together again! Congratulations ......"
She smiled, the ultimate demon, "Tomorrow, at the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau, at nine o'clock in the morning, see you or leave." β
After saying it resolutely, he didn't give He Junqi any chance to speak, turned around, and left in style!
It's just that no one knows what she is behind her chic...... What is hidden is what a heart-piercing pain, what a broken love......
What a heart-rending ...... Weep!!
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This day is the day of Jane's funeral.
Inside and outside the house, they were shrouded in thick pain, which made people a little breathless.
The desolate cry permeated the entire hall, and those who heard it were sad and those who heard it wept.
The black-and-white portrait hangs on the cold wall, and Jane in the photo is heavy and has a faint smile......
Ziyu looked at her distant father, and finally, tears spilled on the spot......
Her mother's voice was still clearly ringing in her ears, and she knew that she shouldn't have cried, and she shouldn't have made her mother more sad, but she really couldn't control her emotions......
She thought that if she hadn't fallen in love with that man in the first place, would everything not have happened like this......
And she, too, won't, so painful, so hateful!!
"Auntie, the person standing outside seems to be my cousin-in-law......"
Ziyu's cousin weakly pulled Bai Linghan's clothes, lowered her voice and said timidly.
Bai Linghan's crying stopped abruptly for a second.
And Ziyu, her delicate body froze suddenly, and her heart stopped beating for a beat.
Before Ziyu could react, she saw Bai Linghan wipe a handful of tears, got up from the ground, ran to the kitchen angrily, and when she came out again, there was an extra basin of water in her hand, which was still full of cold water.
Outside the door, He Junqi stood there solemnly and respectfully in a plain black suit, with a delicate white chrysanthemum pinned to his chest. He lowered his eyebrows, his expression solemn and apologetic.
Unexpectedly, he was greeted by a basin of cold water with almost no temperature.
Drops of water slid down his clear face, soaking his chest, and scattering the bouquet of white chrysanthemums, which symbolized solemnity and respect......
The petals, with cold water, scattered all over the ground......
It's bleak!
And he was instantly drenched into a down-and-out soup chicken.
It's just that he still didn't react at all, and he didn't even frown his eyebrows, as if all this happened was already expected by him.
He bowed his head and apologized, his voice was very deep and depressed, but his attitude was very sincere, "I'm sorry, Mom......"
"Don't call me Mom!! I can't afford it!! Bai Linghan was very emotional, and after suffering the double blow of the death of her husband and grandson at the same time, she could hardly face this culprit calmly and ruthless man!!
"I really had a short-circuit in my brain back then, so I would agree to let my daughter marry a crazy guy like you!!" Bai Linghan scolded unabashedly, her emotions became more and more difficult to calm down, and tears kept pouring out, "You get out of here!" You are not qualified to stand in our Jane's house, get out of my !! β
In the face of his mother-in-law's hatred, He Junqi could accept it, but he was still not ready to undertake it......
His chest was so stuffy that he almost suffocated.
He opened his lips with difficulty, as if he wanted to say something, but was interrupted by a familiar soft voice.
"Mom, what's wrong?"
It's Ziyu!
She was wearing a plain white filial piety dress, and she walked out of it.
Looking at him at the door, he was surprisingly calm, both on his face and under his eyes, like a pool of lake without waves......
"Ziyu, why did you come out?"
Bai Linghan looked at her worriedly.
"Mom, take a good breath, don't hurt your body for irrelevant people, it's not worth it."
Her tone was so light that there was no fluctuation in the slightest.
also faded, which made He Junqi's heart throb fiercely.
He would rather she beat herself, scold herself, and blame herself, but she just didn't do anything, didn't say anything, just ...... Extraordinarily calm, surprisingly calm, calm...... Makes his heart flutter.
"Cousin, you help my mother in first." Ziyu lightly commanded her cousin who came behind her.
"Yes, good!" The cousin understood and hurriedly helped the emotionally unstable Bai Linghan into the back room.
For a while, only Ziyu and He Junqi were left outside the house.
"Ziyu ......"
He Junqi looked at her deeply, looking at her thin face, but finally, he couldn't help it, reached out and took her tightly into his arms.
His arm, around her, was very hard, very hard.
That feeling, as if I was afraid that she in my arms would disappear at any time.
"Ziyu, I have something to tell you......"
He seemed eager.
Because, he was afraid, if he didn't say it this time, in the future, maybe he really wouldn't have a chance again.
"He Junqi ......"
Ziyu stretched out her hand and pushed him away, her movements were not heavy, and she was even very gentle, she smiled, slowly withdrew from his arms, and stood on the stone steps, at eye level with him opposite.
"Don't call me ...... so affectionately"
The smile on her lips was extremely indifferent, and her eyebrows were slightly raised, "Don't forget, we're already divorced!" And also...... Before you have anything to say, there's something I want I need to remind you first......"
Her eyes were smiling, revealing a bit of seductive determination, and alienated indifference, "I just want to remind you, don't forget...... It was you, who killed your own child with your own hands, and it was you who ...... This devil took my dad's life!! β
She smiled, but her eyes were already damp......
"Ziyu ......"
He Junqi's hand clasped Ziyu's thin shoulder.
Deep eyes looked into her moist eyes, a striking scarlet.
And Ziyu was still indifferent, and the smile on her lips became deeper and deeper, "He Junqi, thank you for your ruthlessness, so I learned ...... Forget!! β
In the last two words, Ziyu bit very, very lightly......
It's just that when he heard it in He Junqi's ears, it was like an invisible thorn piercing his chest, and suddenly, blood flowed like an infusion.
His trembling hand clasped her shoulders like a pincer, and the force was heavy...... It looked as if he was going to dig his fingers deep into her shoulders.
Under the red eyes, the bloodshot is getting thicker and thicker......
And Ziyu only closed her eyes quietly and no longer looked at him opposite......
Even, not noisy, not struggling, only, silently enduring...... The pain in my shoulder......
Because......
He Junqi, sooner or later......
I'll give you all the pain!!γ
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In the studyβ
Lili's white fingers swept across the rows of thick books, and suddenly, abruptly, stopped.
turned around and looked at Tianqi behind him, but found that his warm gaze was also staying on him.
Heart, a beat that skipped in an instant.
The next second, he smiled and blinked suspiciously, "Why are you looking at me like this?" β
Tianqi didn't rush to look away, but only asked her, "Have you really decided to go to Sweden?" β
Tianqi's question made Lili a little stunned, and only after half a sound did she nod firmly, "En!" β
It's her dream, so ......
She must persevere, and she must work hard to complete!!
"Brother Tianqi, I'm really sorry! I didn't expect Sweden to send me a reply so soon......" Lili lowered her head guiltily, "It seems that the one and a half million I owe you will not be over for a while......" Lili said this, and hurriedly picked up her head again, and looked at Tianqi in a panic, "But Brother Tianqi, don't think that I am deliberately evading debts!" Or...... Otherwise, let's make a gentleman's agreement, ah...... It's okay to write an IOU! When I return from my studies in three years, I will definitely work hard and return the money to you, okay, Brother Tianqi? β
Looking at her serious appearance, Tianqi sneered, gently tapped her hand on her head, and scolded, "Could it be that in your heart, I Ye Tianqi is a rich slave?" β
"Of course I didn't mean that......" Lili laughed busily, "but it still needs to be clarified!" β
"Forget it, I won't worry about you about money now! After you return from your three-year studies, I can consider recruiting you into my design team and continue to squeeze you! Eh, that resolution, sounds good! Tianqi praised herself.
"Okay!!" Lili giggled happily.
But......
Lili's eyes drooped a little, and her eyes flashed a little lonely, but she still smiled and asked Tianqi, "Brother Tianqi, you said that in three years, we will ...... Will we see each other again? β
Tianqi frowned at her question, "Why can't we meet?" Or are you going to cut us off as soon as you leave? Or is it possible that you won't be back after three years, or ...... Just never come back? β
"I ......"
Hearing Tianqi's words, Lili felt a trace of sadness in her heart, but shook her head, "No, I'll come back!" Will definitely be back!! β
Because, in this city, there are reasons for her to come back......
There is a person who makes her care!!
It's just that the only thing she's not sure about is ......
"Brother Tianqi, you say...... What will we be like in three years? β
She smiled, trying to make herself look as relaxed as possible, "Hehe, maybe in three years, you will have your own happy family......
Her words made Tianqi sneer slightly, and when he was half-loud, he smiled faintly, "Yes!" Maybe in three years, you'll have someone to talk about marrying, maybe you'll still be a Swede. β
Inexplicably, speaking of this, Tianqi actually felt a little sad in her heart.
After Ming'er, this well-behaved little girl will never appear in his house again......
In the study, there is no figure of her, and in the piano room, there is no rhythm of her......
Finally, he returned to his single life, just ......
When everything has finally become a habit, suddenly come again and face changes, the original ...... It would be so sad.
"Brother Tianqi, we ...... Three years later, see you again ......"
Lili's soft body burrowed into Tianqi's sturdy arms.
The mist clouded her eyes, but in the end, she still didn't let the tears roll out.
She didn't want to be left with him at the end of her life, just crying......
She wanted to save her most beautiful smile for him, because, as he once said, she smiled like a little sun!!
She hopes that her little solar energy will always warm his heart!!
"Brother Tianqi, please ...... Don't forget my ......."
Her tone was tinged with a kind of pleading, so sour, but also so sincere.
Finally, Tianqi's stiffened arm still wrapped around her delicate body, and his strength tightened a little, and he smiled, "It's only been three years, I'm not that old, so I'm not forgetful." β
His answer made Lili, who was hiding in his arms, burst into tears and laughed.
"That's good......"
So......
Be sure to wait for her to come back!!
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After listening to Lili's study trip to Sweden, Ziyu suddenly had a hot mind, and took her mother Bai Linghan on a family trip around the world.
One is to distract yourself and your mother, and the other is that you don't want to be bored in this familiar and sad city like this, touching the scene and feeling sad.
It's just that she never expected that she, who has always been played by God, will also have a miracle born in her life!!
When she thought that she had lost almost all her love, suddenly, God played a big joke on her, and actually brought the most inseparable person in her life to her life and appeared in front of her......
At that moment, she hugged her mother and cried like a child, and later, she cried and laughed, which frightened everyone around her, and her mother Bai Linghan also accompanied her to cry and laugh.
Perhaps, at the last moment, God finally found out in his conscience, and he couldn't bear to continue to watch this mother and daughter grieve anymore! .
The birth of this miracle completely stopped them from moving forward! But it also enriches their lives!!
Ziyu finally chose to settle in Poland, but she didn't think that if she stayed, it would be a full five years.
Come back again......
Minlin City, but it is already a different scenery!!