223. Chapter 222
The footsteps moved towards Ling Yiyao's hospital room little by little, and the steps under her feet seemed to be filled with lead, so heavy that every step she took seemed so difficult.
Pushing open the door of the ward in a daze, he saw He Junqi patiently feeding Ling Yiyao porridge.
And Ling Yiyao seemed to have lost any consciousness, so she could only squint, half-lying on the bed, and let He Junqi feed her, occasionally porridge juice would spill down, and He Junqi carefully wiped it clean for her.
Sometimes, Ziyu also feels that Ling Yiyao is actually a pathetic person, she has no mother since she was a child, and her father is a person who does nothing, her daughter is so sick, but she never comes to visit, let alone ask him to take care of her!
Perhaps, her only relatives and lovers are really only He Junqi.
Ziyu withdrew her chaotic thoughts, moved her steps, and approached them beside the bed.
He Junqi was startled when he saw such a Ziyu.
In front of her, she was drenched, and water droplets kept spilling down from her hair, drop by drop, spilling on the floor, and blooming into poppy-like splashes.
And she, her face was pale, and the dark circles and bags under her eyes were a little shocking, as if she hadn't slept for several nights.
And she kept holding something on her chest, as if she was afraid that it would get wet.
"Ziyu ......"
He Junqi hurriedly put down the bowl in his hand, pulled the towel on the side and walked over, about to dry it for her, "Why did you make yourself like this?" Why don't you bring an umbrella? Didn't you come by car?? ”
A series of concerns, like thorns, pierced Ziyu's heart.
She pushed him away, cold and unfamiliar, and took a step back with her steps.
"He Junqi, booksign the divorce agreement......
She didn't look at him...... He only lowered his head and took out the agreement from his chest, his hands were still wet, there were water droplets staining the agreement, and the paper was cut by water stains, but this did not affect anything.
Hand, holding the agreement tightly, trembling constantly, handed it to him.
The wet hair fell down, very depressed, but it did a good job of covering the paleness of Ziyu's face, as well as the sadness and pain in her eyes, as well as the ...... Tears of indisputability.
She didn't hear He Junqi's voice for a long time, and she didn't look up, she only trembled her hand, and pushed her closer a few points, "Signed." ”
Two words, but with an astringency that is difficult to hide.
At that moment, it was as if someone's hand was tightly choking, as if it was difficult to even speak.
He Junqi stood there, looking at her.
The gaze was deep, with a little shock, and seemed helpless......
For a long time, he just looked at her, his hands resting on his sides, and he was a little stiff.
The thin lips of the surname moved slightly, half loud, sighed, and walked over to continue wiping her hair.
"Ziyu, don't make trouble......"
The tired words were mixed with too obvious temptations.
The dark eyes were bloodshot......
Finally, Ziyu raised her head and looked at him.
Under his eyes, he was already indifferent.
Step, he took a step back again, and distanced himself from the man.
"He Junqi, if you don't want to put up with my nonsense anymore, just sign it!!"
Her attitude is extraordinarily resolute.
The decision made He Junqi a little sad......
Ziyu's voice continued, "I changed the agreement on your share, and the custody of the child belongs to me!" ”
When she said this, Ziyu felt that she had a mouth full of bitter lotus......
Bitter, until the tip of the tongue spreads, and it flows to the bottom of the heart......
Circle by circle, ripple open, expand, expand again......
In the end, it was so bitter that her heart, her heart was trembling.
"Hurry up, He Junqi!! Sign! Our fate is completely over here! Ziyu seemed to have lost her patience and kept urging him.
The tone and expression were mixed with a kind of irritability.
That look seems to tell He Junqi that her only thought now is divorce!
For a long time, He Junqi just stared at her, his eyes were urgent.
"Jian Ziyu, do you know what you are doing?"
The steps at his feet, approaching her, gritting his teeth, asked her, the color of his eyes almost swallowing her.
"I know the way!" Ziyu nodded and met his angry gaze, "He Junqi, my mind has never been so sober as it is now......"
"Give me a ...... Reasons for divorce!! His gaze became cold.
Grounds for divorce? Ziyu smiled, looking indifferent.
glanced at the half-asleep woman on the bed......
She smiled, all desolate......
"He Junqi, as long as Ling Yiyao is here, there is no possibility for us to continue, whether it is now or in the future......"
Oh, yes! Ling Yiyao, like a thorn, smashed on her chest, unable to be removed......
She thought, even if it is eliminated, but, such pain, she will forever, remember it vividly!!
So, as long as she's there, they really, there's no possibility of continuing......
And she doesn't have the courage to continue!!
So be it!!
"Sign it......"
Ziyu held back her tears and continued to urge him.
And He Junqi, his deep eyes stared at Ziyu.
"Have you tried to trust me?"
He Junqi's tone was very light and painful.
Under his eyes, there is still an indescribable loss and pain.
His bloodshot eyes glowed scarlet, and he stared at her deeply.
Ziyu smiled and shook her head, "He Junqi, don't be like this, let's get together and disperse!" Good no good?! ”
Why...... Do you have to force both sides to be miserable?
Believe......
Once, she tried to believe, but now, what else can she use to believe all this!!
Ziyu's sentence was so good that it was good to gather and disperse, and it was thorough, and it stabbed He Junqi in the chest.
The deep eyes shrank sharply a few times, and the undulating arc of the chest instantly became larger......
The color of the eyes sank and sank......
His eyes were fixed on her, trying to get her deep into his eyes, into his heart......
After a long time, he nodded as if he had just found his voice, "Okay......"
He stretched out his hand and took the agreement in her hand, and at that moment, he clearly felt that her hand was trembling, and his hand was ...... Again, trembling terribly.
Thin lips, pursed, cold, astringent.
He said, "I'll leave it to the lawyer!" Tomorrow, you come back and get it!! ”
His deep voice sounded like it came from a deep valley.
The hand, holding the agreement, was very tight, very tight......
The word 'good' should come down, and at that moment, Ziyu seemed to hear the sound of the mountain collapsing in her heart, and for a while, she was completely breathless, and she didn't know how long it had been since the road......
Finally, Ziyu smiled with relief, and breathed a long sigh of relief, "Xie Lu, Xie ......"
She turned around, supported her wet body, and walked out of the ward door step by step......
Tears had already wet her pale cheeks......
Her thin shoulders shook incessantly with pain, and her weeping cries scattered to the ground......
In the rain and fog, the thin girl, holding an umbrella, scurried between the traffic like a walking corpse, and the lonely and painful figure was pitying......
All the people who passed by her couldn't help but stop and look at this beautiful girl with tears on her face......
What kind of pain was it that tortured her like this? What kind of person could hurt her like this?
It's all over!!
Finally......
All the unhappiness and all the pain are completely relieved and relieved at this moment!!
So be it!!
He Junqi......
Between us, whether it's hurt or painful, let's stop here!!
The sea was dry and rotten, and after all, it was no match for this good gathering and dispersion......
Human beings are actually very strange creatures, and they have to be hurt and hurt before they suddenly understand all the truth.
After crying, I knew what it was like to have a heartache, and I knew how to protect myself, and I was stupid, and I knew that I insisted and gave up in a timely manner, and I loved, and I realized that I was actually really fragile sometimes, so fragile that I would break when I touched it......
In fact, life does not need these senseless attachments, and when you look back, everything seems to have become a laughing stock in other people's lives! At that moment, she suddenly realized that in this world, there is nothing that really cannot be parted with!!
In a hospital ward –
For a long, long time, He Junqi was still standing in a daze.
The divorce agreement in his hand was like a piece of ice, freezing every inch of his bones and blood.
I don't know when he came back from his sluggishness, and the next moment, he didn't look at the agreement in his hand, and directly "hissed", tore the paper in his hand and shredded it, and threw it directly into the trash.
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All night –
Ziyu disappeared all night.
Mobile phone, power off.
I didn't go home either.
Be! She didn't dare to go anywhere.
She didn't have the courage to step into the man's home anymore.
As for her parents' home, she didn't dare to go back for the time being, she was afraid that when she saw her parents' loving faces, she couldn't help crying.
And Yiyi, she can't go, with her current mood, she will definitely be very worried! She is also a mother of a child now, how can she affect her mood?
What about Tianqi? Oh, yes! Now she is really the only one who can take her in.
When she dragged her haggard body and rang Tianqi's doorbell, it was Lili who came to open the door for her!
Oh, she almost forgot that Lili had been working on Tianqi's side.
"Sister Ziyu??"
Inside the door, Lili was startled when she saw Ziyu's dejected appearance, "God, come in!" How did you make yourself like this? ”
Lili looked nervous, and hurriedly helped Ziyu into the house, and didn't forget to shout towards the study, "Brother Tianqi, come out quickly, Sister Ziyu is here!" Come and see her!! ”
In the study, hearing Lili's shout, Tianqi hurriedly walked out, and was also shocked when she saw Ziyu with a pale face on the sofa, "Ziyu, what's wrong with you?" How did you make yourself like this? ”
His eyes were full of endless distress, and he reached out and straightened the hair on her forehead.
Lili hurriedly handed a cup of warm water to Ziyu, "Sister Ziyu, hurry up and drink some warm water to drive away the cold." ”
Ziyu looked at their tenderness and warmth in front of her, and for a moment, the tears that she had endured all night finally poured out like a broken embankment.
"Tianqi, Lili, Xie Lu, thank you for ......"
It turns out that the feeling of having a friend holding it up next to me is so warm......
But also, so fragile!!
"Sister Ziyu, don't cry...... Don't cry......"
Lili hurriedly pulled the tissue and helped her wipe her tears, "Don't cry badly, it's not good for the baby!" ”
Tianqi squatted in front of her, took a tissue, gently wiped her tears, and comforted her, "Obedient, don't cry first, if there is anything uncomfortable, you can say it, Lili and I will be your audience......"
"Eun ......," Lili nodded as if she were a chicken pounding rice.
Looking at their appearance of singing and following, Ziyu's heart was dyed by an inexplicable sense of happiness, and she couldn't help but burst into laughter, and her mood couldn't help but feel a little better, crying and laughing, "You two ...... It seems to be a good match......"
As a result, one sentence made Lili on the other side blush instantly, and even Tianqi, who had always been quiet, looked a little embarrassed.
He laughed at her, "It's a good sign to see you're still in the mood to joke!" ”
Hearing Tianqi's words, Ziyu lowered her shoulders again, tears instantly accumulated, half loud, and she was heard in a dumb voice, "Tianqi, I'm divorced......"
Her words made Tianqi and Lili on the other side stop at the same time.
The two of them looked at each other, you look at me, I look at you, half a sound, and then suddenly came back to their senses.
After being silent for a long time, Tianqi asked her out loud, "What is it because of this time?" ”
Ziyu closed her eyes lightly and shook her head, "Forget it, it's always the same problem when you go around......"
Oh, yes! Between them, apart from Ling Yiyao, what other problems are there?
Her expression, hiding the unexplained pain, muttered, "For so many days, I have been exhausted by tossing, perhaps, divorce is the best result between us......"
Tianqi looked at her meaningfully, and only asked softly, "Have you figured it out?" ”
Ziyu opened her eyes and smiled faintly, but the corners of her lips couldn't hide the thick pain, "My brain has never been so clear as it is now." ”
Tianqi looked at her, silent.
Lili also fell into a sad silence.
It's been a long time......
Tianqi said leisurely, "What are you going to do in the future?" And kids? What to do? ”
Child......
Ziyu's hand stroked her slightly bulging lower abdomen, and a bitter smile rose at the corner of her lips, "This nonsensical marriage, in fact, the most bitter thing is the baby's ......"
The radiance of maternal love in her eyes was full of deep apology and firmness, "But, it doesn't matter, I believe he will learn to be strong like me!" And also...... I will give him 200% love!! We'll all have a good time!! ”
Looking at her strong and resolute attitude, Tianqi didn't say anything more.
Later, Lili left, and Tianqi accompanied Ziyu into the piano room.
Tianqi held the violin, stood by the window, and elegantly played a song "Tranquility" for Ziyu.
Later, Ziyu nestled on the soft sofa, listened to the quiet music, and just like that, fell asleep.
This night, I slept deeply......
This may be the most quiet sleep Ziyu has slept in this period of time, with no pain, no tears, and no nightmares......
I slept until the afternoon.
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It wasn't until the evening that Ziyu arrived at the hospital and went to He Junqi to get the divorce agreement.
In Ling Yiyao's ward, there was no figure of He Junqi, only the nurses were busy inside.
"Nurse, isn't Mr. He here tonight?"
Ziyu asked her.
"Yes!" The nurse nodded, "He should have gone to Dr. Shao's office!" ”
"Oh...... Xie Lu Xie. Ziyu thanked her, and her eyes unconsciously swept towards Ling Yiyao who was sleeping lightly with her eyes closed on the bed, now she has only been in the hospital for a few days, but she is as thin as a paper person, and her face is so white that she has long lost the slightest blood, only the slightly flickering ECG display screen indicates that she is still alive! Moreover, life is particularly difficult.
Heart, flashing a touch of melancholy, sighed, and asked the nurse, "Her illness ...... How's it going? ”
The nurse shook her head, "Unless something miracle happens, ...... If you can survive the day after tomorrow, it will be a reward from God......"
Ziyu's eyes shrank sharply, and the hands resting on both sides couldn't help but tighten a little.
"Xie Lu Xie ......" She thanked softly, almost as if she had escaped, and hurriedly walked out of the ward, inexplicably, only to feel that there was a feeling of suffocating oppression in this ward, which pressed her and made her almost breathless.
Ziyu walked quickly to Zhao Hanqing's office.
Before the door could be pushed open, the conversation between He Junqi and Zhao Hanqing came out clearly again.
"Hezi, tell me honestly, when did you know that Dao Ziyu was the one who could save Ling Yiyao?"
Zhao Hanqing's tone was not filled with righteous indignation, but it was very calm, a, unusually calm.
His questioning made Ziyu's hand push the door froze.
Inside, He Junqi seemed to fall into a deep silence.
After a while, seeing that He Junqi was only concerned about smoking and not speaking, Zhao Hanqing boldly guessed again, "Is it ...... From the beginning when you approached Ziyu until you married her, it was all to exchange blood for Yaoyao? ”
Zhao Hanqing's bold guess, however, his words completely shocked Ziyu outside the door......
At that moment, she felt that her legs had begun to weaken.
And in my heart, I still kept praying, praying for He Junqi's words of denial!!
No!! Definitely not like that......
However, a categorical "yes" completely smashed the slightest trace of hope in Ziyu's heart.
He Junqi inside turned out to be completely ...... There is no denial!!
He, confessed!!
At that moment, Ziyu only felt a loud "boom" in her head, and all her beliefs were pouring towards her at that moment, like a huge mountain collapsing......
It weighed her down, and even breathing seemed to be a luxury.
Chest tearing pain!!
She clutched her chest, gasping hard, hard, hard......
If, otherwise, she could have gone into shock at any time!!
The pain, like a germ, spread wildly through her body, spreading, seeping through her skin, into her bloodstream, and eventually, to her bone marrow......
provoked her, her nose was sore, and her eyes were moist......
"I got married to rebel against my father, but I chose her because of ...... Yaoyao's illness!! Be...... Before I married her, I knew that she was the glimmer of hope among thousands of people......"
Hehehe......
I see!! I see!!!
At that time, Ziyu was still thinking, for what, for what that person would be herself!!
In order to rebel against his father, he can marry anyone he wants, but why did he choose her in the end!! At that time, she even thought that God favored her, and God was moved by her persistent love, but it turned out to be ...... It's not that God favors her, but God plays a huge and cruel joke on her!!
"You think Ling Yiyao is your own sister, and if Ziyu loves you, she will willingly save Ling Yiyao for you! Or maybe you don't tell her the truth at all, you just say it's a very ordinary bone marrow pairing operation, and then if something happens during the operation, you can even find an excuse to explain to her parents that it's just an accident?! He Junqi, this is really a good game of chess!! Zhao Hanqing's excited tone was full of mockery, but the mockery seemed to be mixed with too much helplessness and sadness.
And outside the door......
Ziyu was already trembling when she heard it.
For a moment, she didn't even want to believe it, she didn't want to believe that this was the truth of the whole truth!!
She didn't believe that the man she had loved with her heart for more than ten years, the man with whom she conceived a child, the man named He Junqi, was such an unscrupulous person at the end of the day!!
The cold delicate body trembled terribly......
Infinite fear and cold enveloped her deeply, oppressing ......
The hands, hanging down on the sides, clung tightly and oozing a terrible whiteness.
The words in her ear gnawed at her heart fiercely, and began to overlap with everything in the past crazily......
Beautiful words, scenes of admiration......
No wonder, no wonder he insisted on divorcing her from the beginning, no wonder he suddenly treated her so sincerely one day......
No wonder, he would be willing to dance solo for her......
Because, that kind of dance is not for her, but for Ling Yiyao!!
That is, because of Ling Yiyao...... Only to her, kind and pleasant, to her, 'true affection'!!
No wonder, no wonder this man...... Never Say Love!!
It turned out that it wasn't that he didn't say it, but that he really didn't love !!
If you love, how can you calculate her so much, if you love, how can you favor her like that, Ling Yiyao, if you love, how can you ...... Conceived with another woman!!
Everything is too cruel, but it's ...... It's all true!! I can't tolerate her doubts, I can't let her not believe, and I can't tolerate her not accepting it!!
Tears poured down like a flood that burst the embankment......
When the truth was revealed, she suddenly realized and understood it completely......
It turned out that in this threesome love, the superfluous person was never her Ling Yiyao, but her, Jian Ziyu!!
Finally, she couldn't take it anymore......
Covering his mouth, shaking his shoulders, he broke down and cried bitterly.
Turning around, dragging her shattered body, she frantically escaped from the hospital full of her nightmares!!
"Now that you've come this far, it's all your own fault!!" Zhao Hanqing didn't give face to his friends.
"Miss Jane, what's wrong with you? How do you cry like this? Eh, slow down...... Aren't you looking for Mr. He? ”
On the corridor, the nurse's worried inquiry suddenly sounded.
In the office, He Junqi and Zhao Hanqing looked at each other in surprise
The next moment......
“**!!!”
He Junqi cursed, got up, opened the door and ran out frantically.
However, there was still the figure of the woman on the corridor.
"Miss Nurse, was it my wife just now?" He Junqi nervously grabbed Nurse Zhang's arm and asked her.
The evil face showed a look of panic that he had never seen before.
"Yes! It was Miss Jane...... "The nurse's face was almost distorted by the pain in her arm.
"Which way did she run towards?"
"Hezi, don't panic!!" Zhao Hanqing also chased out, and at a glance saw the nurse's face distorted by pain, "You let go of Miss Nurse first, Hezi, the strength in your hand is too great!" ”
Zhao Hanqing hurriedly took his hand away, and He Junqi suddenly came back to his senses and hurriedly apologized, "I'm sorry!" Sorry ......"
He was too nervous, too flustered.
"Please tell me, she went from that way?" He tried to adjust his emotions as much as he could.
"I don't know what to do, I didn't see it, I just saw her crying, and she cried very much, as if she was stimulated by something, and her spirit was very trance......"
"Thank you...... Xie Lu Xie ......"
He Junqi's voice trembled a little.
In the next moment, he rushed out with his steps.
"Hezi!!" Zhao Hanqing caught up with him.
In fact, Zhao Hanqing has never seen He Junqi who is so flustered and can't find the north, in his impression, he has always been a person who is not surprised, and he is also the kind of man who does not want to overflow the surface of anything! But every time he encounters her Jian Ziyu, he always behaves very flustered, especially unlike himself!
"Call the bottle! There are many others, let him take someone out of the city to chase her back!! ”
"Yes! I called the bottle ......"
They left in a hurry......
Then, I saw a weak figure without any life, and walked out of the morgue on the side......
Her face was pale and she was still shivering......
At that moment, she felt that the man was colder and more terrifying than the corpses without temperature that had just been parked inside!!
The corpse was fortunately just breathless, and he, obviously breathing, was an authentic, cannibal demon!! And yes, take advantage of the unpreparedness of the people and attack them unprepared!!
Heavy rain, majestic ......
Ziyu ran frantically in the rain, and at that moment, she didn't know if it was the rain that wet her pale cheeks, or the desolate tears of despair......
"It seems that that he is the person He Shao is looking for!! Hurry up and chase!! ”
Hearing a shout, I saw a group of men in black chasing her at the mouth of the alley.
Ziyu panicked, protected her lower abdomen, and ran to the river bank at the mouth of the alley when she was crazy.
Watching her run along the riverbank, everyone was stunned, I was afraid that if she chased after her, the woman could jump into the river at any time.
Just when everyone was stunned, Ziyu jumped and dodged into another alley with many intersections.
I don't know what Lu Dao is for, seeing so many people chasing after her behind her, Ziyu always has a bad premonition, and there is a voice in her heart that keeps telling herself that she can't be caught by them......
Once caught, her child may be really, completely gone!!
Ziyu ran frantically in the alley, however, she was still blocked by rows of men in black.
Ziyu panicked, looking at their indifferent faces, tears flowed out of her eyes, and when she turned around, she was about to flee, when suddenly, a row of men in black also appeared behind her.
She was completely outflanked!!
Unable to escape!!!
"Mrs. He, please come with us!"
As they spoke, they approached her step by step.
"Don't ......"
Ziyu clutched her bulging lower abdomen, trembling all over, and a helpless wail came out of her throat, "Don't come, don't come...... I'm not going to go with you!! ”
"Don't, let go of me, let go of me...... Help, help!! Ahh
Thin, she was carried into a black business car by the men, Ziyu was still struggling helplessly, but suddenly she felt a strange aroma permeating her, inhaling her snort, and in an instant, she lost any consciousness.
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Time, the passage of minutes and seconds......
For them, every minute and every second is like the verdict of hell.
"Haven't you found her yet?" The man's tone was full of unprecedented tension.
"Found it!!"
“……”
In a daze, Ziyu only felt that there was a smell of disinfectant water around her, which was so thick that she choked her, even if she was asleep, she couldn't stop crying.
"Sir, she is pregnant, and we draw a lot of blood like this, and we don't say that it will kill her, but the child in her womb...... I can't keep it!! Unless a miracle is born!! ”
The doctor's voice was very soft and soft, and Ziyu in her sleep could hear it completely blurred, and she didn't even know who was talking......
She only vaguely heard someone talking about her child...... I can't keep it!! Someone is saying that unless it's a miracle......
Tears kept pouring out of the corners of her eyes, even though she didn't feel anything, but the child ......
Her children......
But it's always pulling her all the time!!
"I ...... Want her bone marrow! A low, muffled voice rang in her ears.
It was as if she could hear everything, but she didn't seem to hear anything......
Everything, vaguely......
However, when the cold needle pierced into her skin, at that moment, her thoughts were never as clear as at that moment......
She felt, as if something was being stripped from her body, from her belly......
The kind of heat that burns the skin!!
That......
A piercing pain!!
With the needle that had not been withdrawn for a long time, little by little, little by little to her abdomen......
No!!
No......
Her baby ......
The hot current was her baby!!
The child who has been in her womb for almost three months!! That, the child she tried her best to protect!!
He Junqi, please, please don't hurt him......
Ling Yiyao is of course your love, but after all, the child is innocent, not to mention, his body still has your blood flowing from him!!
"No...... Don't ......"
Suddenly, her cold hand, trembling, grabbed the hand that was drawing blood.
His eyes were still closed, and he didn't have the strength to open them, but the tears couldn't stop flowing out......
The murmuring sound, so weak that it was inaudible......
"He Junqi, beg for ...... Please, don't ...... Don't hurt him...... Don't hurt him......"
"Woo woo woo ......"
The begging for mercy one after another, as well as the heart-wrenching sobs one after another, not only made the hand holding the needle tremble fiercely, but also made the man standing on the side hold his heart fiercely.
Child......
His deep eyes shrank sharply in pain.
Looking at her in such pain, for a moment, he actually ...... Thinking about giving up......
Results......
"Sir?"
The doctor asked him suspiciously.
"Go on."
The deep voice overflowed between the thin lips, very muffled, but crisp and resolute!
Child......
In the future, there will be more!!
But this is the only way to live!!
His big cold hands were clenched very tightly, and the terrifying whiteness of his fingers flashed from his fingers......
At this moment, let's return everything to square one!!
It's all over!!