Chapter 19 A long drought is a rainy day

Just when Wu Wei was just experiencing a new painful test, the second sister-in-law who worked in the county heard that the college entrance examination was going to resume and asked Wu Wei to prepare.

The day after hearing the news of the resumption of the college entrance examination, Song Rou also made a special trip to find him and pass on the gospel to him. He told her that preparing for the exam, whether she passed the exam or not, or took the exam, it was also a promotion of learning, and it was also a consolidation and improvement of what she had learned in the past, and he asked her what she planned to do. She said she was hesitating. She said that her foundation was too thin and she couldn't pass the exam, so she had decided to give up.

Wu Wei said, your foundation is very good, and the possibility of being admitted is very high.

Wu Wei said to Song Rou very emotionally that he studied hard in the past, was slandered as a little sheep, and he couldn't raise his head on the road of white dictatorship, and he always had a sense of depression, and he could step into a smooth road from now on. Wu Wei couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief as he spoke, and continued unsatisfactorily, I have a feeling of pulling out the mud pit and getting out of the mud.

Song Rou looked very happy when she heard this, and said with emotion, such an era is for people like you.

Wu Wei said with great emotion, I have been concerned and sincerely cared for by you all these years, which has added motivation and nutrition to me to struggle, which I will never forget.

Song Rou also said sincerely, it seems that this is the end of my life, my hope is pinned on you, and I will do my best to assist you. Speaking of which, it seems to have become a tacit agreement between the two people.

Wu Wei realized that a new era was about to begin, and he began a new path of study with confidence. Gui Fang immediately expressed her support for Wu Wei's application, Wu Shuang also clapped her hands when she heard the news, she was so happy for her brother, her brother can finally get out of the sea of suffering, what she is most worried about over the years is the sixth brother, whenever she thinks of the hardships of her brother's labor and the ups and downs of the experience, she feels extremely sad.

Wu Wei's past experience told him that as long as he was unswerving, his studies would be fruitful when he was steady, and he would be distracted and discouraged from time to time. A strong will is the most precious, and it is it that can provide confidence to people and provide courage and strength to overcome difficulties. There is nothing more terrible than losing one's will.

Wu Wei was fortunate to be admitted to the H Provincial Bank School, although the level is not high, after all, out of the bitter sea of heavy physical labor, but also rid of the troubles of interpersonal relationships, and came to a very suitable place to carry forward the spirit of learning, whether it is the overall environment of the whole country or the small environment of the school, have created a new atmosphere that inspires and motivates students to study hard.

When entering the school, the school teachers told them with joy that you are the first batch of candidates after the resumption of the college entrance examination, with good quality and high enthusiasm for learning, and the school has arranged the best teachers in various disciplines to give lectures to you. The enthusiasm for learning that had been suppressed for many years suddenly found the right soil, and you can imagine how infectious that fiery atmosphere was. For Wu Wei, it is different from his classmates. He has been engaged in heavy physical labor before the entrance examination, tired and dirty environment is not good, free time is less, and there is more housework, even in that environment can still insist on reading and studying, you can imagine how precious the new learning environment is for him, how much he will cherish it. His enthusiasm for learning gushed out like a volcano. Moreover, this kind of study is different from high school study, there is a major, and after graduation, you will be a state cadre, and you can be guaranteed a decent job. Although his family is still relatively difficult, when he came here, he heard that the state has a living allowance for students with family difficulties, as if there is an inexpressible sense of happiness in his heart, so his words in the week of enrollment are very passionate and inciting. When the homeroom teacher organized the students to discuss the experience of entrance education, he was emotional and generously said, it was the wise Chairman Hua Party Central Committee who smashed the Gang of Four, made us gain new liberation, and created a very valuable learning opportunity for us, we must cherish this hard-won learning opportunity with a hundredfold, thousandfold and thousand-fold mood, and the school and teachers have created such good learning conditions for us, we must take out the spirit of moving mountains with Yugong and take back the lost time of the Gang of Four!

Wu Wei sat in the back row, and when he said this, the whole class laughed, and the students in front of him invariably looked back at him. His first impression on his classmates was thus formed, and his attitude towards learning was expressed in such a majestic way. Students may think that he is a whim, but they did not expect how solid the psychological foundation he has accumulated for years of study is and what kind of test he will withstand. Perhaps, some classmates will ask him mockingly in their hearts later, why is a little broken secondary school student so vigorous?

Full passion needs to be released, and perseverance needs to find a suitable way out. Wu Wei studied hard and thirstily. Regardless of holidays and Sundays, in addition to going to the street to buy some daily necessities, he sits in the classroom, and there will always be some classmates in the classroom, but he is the only one who always sits in the classroom. His performance in the classroom is also outstanding, when the teacher asks questions, he always raises his hand to stand up and take the initiative to answer, very pleasing to the teachers, especially the teacher who talks about industrial accounting, is not tall, looks very serious, rigorous in learning, teaching style, his lectures are simple and practical, very practical, and is very popular with students, and the students affectionately call him the old head of the book behind his back. Wu went to ask for advice when he encountered a problem that he didn't understand, and in the process of seeking advice from Mr. Wen, he realized that he didn't want to solve his learning. Mr. Wen told him the difference between working capital and fixed assets, and he suddenly realized it. Mr. Wen said that the difference between them lies in the different ways of value transfer, one is that the value is transferred to the product all at once, and the other is gradually transferred to the product in stages. Mr. Wen particularly likes his inquisitive and down-to-earth personality, and appreciates his style of taking the initiative to answer questions in class. Once, when Mr. Wen talked about how to deal with fixed assets in the account, he casually asked a question, what is the original value of the fixed assets of the enterprise? When Wu Wei heard this, he stood up and replied simply without thinking, in order to reflect the original scale of the enterprise. Maybe his answer was too much beyond Mr. Wen's expectations, but he laughed heartily and said something that caused the whole class to laugh, which was too incisive! Many of the students in front of them turned around to look back at Wu Wei. After class, classmate Ye came over to his desk and asked him curiously, how did you know the Tao? He also answered honestly, previewed, and happened to see that question. In fact, he only knew the conclusion of the Dao, but he didn't understand the meaning, fortunately Mr. Wen didn't let him explain, otherwise he wouldn't be ugly, it was the teacher's explanation that made him understand what that sentence was about. Despite this, Ye still admires the authenticity, and it is very good to be able to remember it on the spot after previewing. If he hadn't humbly said that he had thought so, wouldn't he have become the Venerable Master who was born to know? Later, Mr. Wen took the initiative to invite him to his home for dinner, and Mr. Wen's academic style deeply influenced him, and he began to pay special attention to refining and summarizing on the basis of diligent thinking.

Teacher Guan, who talks about philosophy, is a lady, a worker, peasant and soldier student who graduated from the last two classes of this school, and her foundation is naturally average, but she can mingle with her classmates. Once, Mr. Guan asked a philosophical question in class, is subjectivity and objectivity the same thing as internal and external causes? Wu Wei's mind flashed the question of the internal and external causes of stones analyzed in "The Theory of Contradiction", and then a classmate in the front row of him stood up very quickly and replied that it was one thing. Wu Wei also stood up and replied, no, he further explained that subjectivity and objectivity refer to the relationship between people and external things, and internal and external causes generally refer to the relationship between one thing and other things. After hearing this, Mr. Guan nodded thoughtfully and affirmed, yes. But it was not explained. Again, Mr. Guan asked a question, is Chairman Mao's thought objective? Wu Wei's tablemate stood up and replied, yes. Wu Wei stood up and replied, no. This time, Mr. Guan explained that anyone's ideological proposition is a subjective reflection of the objective, so Chairman Mao's thought is subjective. At the same table, he is at the same table, his home is in the provincial capital, he doesn't study hard, but he is good friends, and it was the homeroom teacher who later arranged him and Wu Wei to a table, which obviously made Wu Wei influence and lead him in learning. He was very envious and annoyed and said to Wu Wei, what is your head? When Wu Wei was walking in the courtyard between classes, he met Teacher Guan, who said, "Your thinking is very active and correct, some people are young geniuses, and some are late bloomers." Then he asked him with a smile, which do you think you belong to? Wu Wei replied frankly, I have a stupid head, I just learn steadily, and I ask if I don't understand. Teacher Guan smiled and said to him, it's still hard to say.

Wu Wei's performance naturally attracted the attention of his classmates, as can be imagined from the return rate of speaking and answering questions in class. Some of his classmates began to take the initiative to contact him, some to seek advice, some to exchange ideas, and some to discuss some social issues.

The first thing that caught Wu Wei's attention was Shi Zhong. He was of medium height, with a large face, a dark face, dark clothes, eyes that looked focused, thick and powerful, his father died early, an orphan and a widow, he was involved early, and he was very experienced. Just after the end of the entrance education, going to bed at night, Wu Wei and his bed were on top of his head, after the lights went out, he whispered to Wu Wei, I have seen it, the whole class is the best at looking at the problem, I admire you the most, and no one else can do it. Wu Wei immediately whispered, don't say that. Later, they took the initiative to get in touch and walked together in the street and park, and the topics of exchange ranged from family and work to current classmates, teachers, schools, and society. Shi Zhong rarely shows up, but he is relatively calm in dealing with all kinds of personnel, and he doesn't make a mistake with anyone. He is quite reuniting, and his language is inflammatory and seductive. Wu Wei's only regret is that he is not highly motivated, and when he talks to Wu Wei, he always confesses that he can almost learn it, arrange a job after graduation, and support his mother after he gets married. He doesn't have too good requirements for the situation, and his life requirements are not high, he is straightforward, and he dares to speak and do. At the beginning, Wu Wei felt that the two of them were very compatible, and they could talk together. It's just that once, inadvertently, Shi Chong told Wu Wei what he thought in his heart, saying, I feel uncomfortable when I see others happy. This sentence aroused Wu Wei's vigilance, because he had previous experience and knew how to be cautious in making friends, Wu Wei reasoned that if he looked at people like this now, wouldn't he become a person who caused pain to others in the future? It's hard to say clearly, so he gradually took an estranged attitude towards him, he never took the initiative to meet again, and then Shi Chong met again to go shopping and walk, so he casually said a reason to gradually become estranged, he also saw but for some reason, he showed dissatisfaction, it was not easy to explain, on the surface he still expressed harmony, and then the two did not develop into good friends.

Zhu Caimao, the squad leader and secretary of the party branch, was admitted from another county, and was born in a cadre family, tall, loyal, sincere, enthusiastic, simple in method, anxious, in a hurry, and in a hurry to get things done. When organizing class activities, students are willing to design small obstacles, watch his jokes with kindness, and no one wants to maliciously get along with him. He is more stubborn, seeing that the class work is backward, he often sulks when he is not happy, his face is full of pimples, he often looks in the mirror, looks for home remedies and medicines, and looks anxious.

In the second semester, the head teacher discussed with the engineering department and transferred a class leader from another class, and Zhu Caimao was the branch secretary. The squad leader who was transferred was named Song Guang, a leading cadre from a family, tall, dignified, relatively stable, and wrote a good hand, often frowning and sitting alone

Thinking there, being able to decompose problems into one, two, three, strong analytical ability, more thorough reasoning, and disciplined work. It's just that he is arrogant and arrogant, and he often hums people with his nose. Despite this, he cooperated well with the secretary at work, and his classmates were more supportive of his work, and he soon joined the party in the class. He knew that Wu Wei was a good learner, and he was very concerned about Wu Wei and enthusiastically supported.

There is a classmate from a poor background, a banner from Inner Mongolia, called Wang Chenglin, medium height, very real, as a middle school teacher, high eyes, generally looked down on, studied harder, and Wu Wei is the most compatible classmate, because of poor family conditions, it seems stingy to deal with people, lack of assertiveness, easy to flutter with the wind, which hard to follow which. Wu Wei and Wang Chenglin are the closest classmates, and the two often go away on Sundays, and when they leave, they go out of the suburbs for more than ten miles, watching the scenery and talking about life. Wang Chenglin admires Wu Wei's learning ability very much, and often evaluates Wu Wei with an appreciative attitude. The family conditions of the two people are similar, and they are unwilling to spend money indiscriminately and can't afford to spend any money, so that the two of them become close friends who don't talk about anything.

Wu Wei has achieved excellent grades, and if his grades are not excellent, his classmates will naturally laugh at him for being mentally retarded. Especially with the learning content, he is gradually not satisfied with the textbooks and the content of the teacher in class. He took out the "Capital" he brought with him and studied it with the help of the "Commentary on Capital" written by the Soviet Luxemberg. His understanding of Capital is not only to be grasped as knowledge, but more importantly as a process to train abstract thinking ability. He likened Capital to the deep ocean in the field of knowledge. He concluded that among all the books he had read, Capital had brought him the greatest gain, which enabled him to master the method of abstract thinking and possess the ability of abstract thinking, which is precisely the basic skill of engaging in economics. He was soon known to the whole school, and the students and teachers discussed that the whole school read Das Kapital alone.

The trend of students' learning has changed from hot to light and from light to cold, and their interests have naturally begun to turn, and male and female students have begun to pay attention to each other, paying special attention to having a good relationship with teachers, especially class teachers, and having a good place to go. Wu Wei has always maintained a high passion for learning. His performance, at first, won a lot of praise, and then gradually fell silent, and gradually heard different voices, which produced the tension he had in middle school, the tension with his own learning environment. He still insists that learning is the student's vocation, and the student should be learning-oriented, and doing other things is not the right job.

The head teacher was not satisfied with him, but it was not easy to deal with him, and the class cadres were not satisfied with him. Wu Wei held the attitude of learning first, concentrated on studying, and was not enthusiastic about supporting the work of the class leader, and later the head teacher saw that Wu Wei's academic performance was good, and replaced the study committee member with him, but he still went all the way to the black, and he was not active or active in class work, and he coped passively, and the class teacher held a meeting of class cadres, and also criticized Wu Wei in good faith, saying that he got into "Capital" headlong.

The students gradually heard different voices, because he majored in political economy, and his grades in other subjects were too bad to improve, so they talked about him, and he couldn't get his grades up after studying so hard.

He maintains a primitive impulse to seek knowledge, making himself desperate, detached from reality and detached from his classmates, with the joy of gaining a wealth of knowledge, and the anguish of being isolated by ignoring the feelings of others. Learning is important, but he can't make learning the only part of life, but he insists on learning as the only thing.