One day in the summer, Wu Wei and several people in the workshop were busy churning the sand, and the house was full of thick dust, when someone looked in at the door and called Wu Wei. Wu Wei turned his head and saw that it was Xu Dong. He ran out with a face full of black dust, looked at Song Rou, Hu Xiaoyun, and Wang Feng who came with him, and said with a smile, Look at my body, it is like crawling out of the pile of black ash, so that people who shouldn't be watching can see it, and I won't wash it, just say a few words here. Song Rou Xiaoyun, when you look at me like this, you will definitely think about how to become like this again, either bulldozing or turning sand, you don't see it inside, there are still young girls working inside, or the girls of our deputy director of the social office, people can do it, what is the great thing about me.

Seeing him look so cheerful, other classmates didn't know what to think, Song Rou almost burst into tears, she felt ashamed, she also heard about Wu Wei's encounters and setbacks, she wanted to comfort a few words when they met, but when she heard him say this, she felt that this person was really too endurant, as if anything was put on him, he could pretend to be able to do it, and she couldn't help but add a little admiration in her heart.

Xu Dong said, don't be joking, a few of us are here to ask you to go to Hedong Village tomorrow to attend Jiang Wen's wedding, it turns out that I want Wang Feng and the three of us to go, today Song Rou made a special trip to find Hu Xiaoyun first and then find the two of us, just see if you can ask for leave to go together.

Wu Wei said that now our workshop is not busy, there should be no problem, I will say hello to the master. I also happened to learn how to learn how to be a groom official. Everyone couldn't help but laugh.

Xu Dong pulled Wu Wei aside with a very solemn expression, let me tell you something.

Wu Wei said with a smile, why are you still so mysterious?

Xu Dong said, just now Hu Xiaoyun told me that Song Rou has many people in the county Zhang Luo introduced her to the object, including the county magistrate's son, who has fallen in love with her, and is now the accountant of the Transportation Bureau, she didn't say anything, Song Rou said to Hu Xiaoyun, if Wu Wei was a little bit more interesting to her, she wouldn't look for anyone, she said she would wait for you.

Wu Wei smiled bitterly, I didn't dare to think anything about her in the past, and now it's even more impossible.

Xu Dong said, I think, you should wait and see, where to find a girl like Song Rou.

Wu Wei said, it's not that I didn't like her, it's that I didn't dare to think about her, and I also knew that she was very good, but how could I find someone like this.

Xu Dong said, you are embarrassed to open your mouth, how about we make peace with you in series?

Wu Wei said, don't do that, that won't work at all, I will feel that it is my insult to Song Rou, I will be condemned by my conscience, frankly speaking, I am not worthy of others at all, just look at what has happened to me in the past few years, it is not clear what kind of character I am?

Xu Dong said very emotionally, you don't have a good person to guide you, so that you hit a wall everywhere, one day you can meet a master, or you yourself understand, it will get better. Speaking of which, the two felt that they had nothing to say for a while, so they walked back to them, made an appointment to leave tomorrow, and several people said goodbye to Wu Wei.

A few days after their classmates met, Wu Wei caused a sensation in the sand turning workshop, even Xu Dong in the supply and marketing cooperatives heard it, that night he made an appointment with Wang Feng and Jiang Wen to Wu Wei's house, Wu Wei was not taboo about this matter, and told them in detail in front of his mother and sister. Xu Dong's classmates said, you shouldn't work there now, what the hell is that place, let's find a way to change places. Gui Fang was naturally very anxious when she heard this, and she also heard some rumors involving Wu Wei from time to time.

The next morning, Xu Dong took the opportunity of a business trip to the county to finish his errands, so he went to Song Rou and told her what happened.

What happened was this, after Secretary Li's accident, Secretary Zhang took over as the secretary of the social office, and soon after, he heard the report that Master He took the hair dryer shell produced in the workshop and gave it to Secretary Li privately. Secretary Zhang found Wu Wei and explained to him that he should pay attention to Master He's behavior, and reported to him after discovering it. When Wu Wei heard this, he hated this kind of stealing public things in his bones, otherwise how could there be such a turmoil in the brick factory, he didn't believe it, but he nodded and agreed. Wu Wei felt that the fact that the leader was able to assign such a task to him reflected the leader's trust in him, otherwise he would leak the secret and provoke a commotion if he didn't grasp the handle of others.

One day at noon, when it was time to get off work, other colleagues in the workshop left one after another, Wu Wei saw that Master He didn't have anything decent, but he was sitting there at the door with a straw stick and casually scratching something on the ground, so he squatted beside him as usual and watched, and asked the master what he was busy with. Master He didn't point him out as before, but he lowered his head and looked a little impatient, he felt more and more that things were a little strange, and when the master saw that he didn't leave, he urged him, you go. Seeing this, he pretended to go to the toilet in the courtyard, so he walked out of the courtyard and went into the toilet, and when he turned around, Master He walked out of the courtyard with a hair dryer shell in his right arm. Wu Wei found Secretary Zhang to report in the afternoon. After a while, Director Chen of the social office came to the workshop and called Wu Wei out, confirmed the matter with him, and asked him if he dared to confront him, and he said without thinking, dare.

On the morning of the second day of the incident, Director Chen called someone to call Master He out, and after a while, Master He came back and sat there, saying that he was approached by the leader and approved it, saying that he was wrong to use the hair dryer shell. Wu Weizhi said, the more refreshing the master is, the more dissatisfied he is.

Sure enough, as Wu Wei guessed, soon Master He knew the truth of the matter, in fact, as soon as the leader came to him to talk about this matter, his attention had shifted to the question of who had denounced him, and he was only superficially responding to the leader. He naturally wanted to retaliate, so he scolded Huai in the workshop, knocked on the side, and several people in the workshop immediately understood, and soon the social manager also knew everything.

Wu Wei saw that everyone's eyes on him were different from the past, and Secretary Li's group even called him face to face, and everyone thought that he was Secretary Li's celebrity, how could he betray his group and become a traitor. Wu Wei even went to talk to Master He in this situation, and argued with Master He in front of several masters in the dormitory. He went to Secretary Zhang again, and felt that he was under a lot of pressure after this matter came out.

Secretary Zhang told Wu Wei that in peacetime, the organization also needs to send his comrades to go undercover inside the enemy, telling him not to carry a burden, to be under pressure, and to move forward lightly. Wu Wei felt that Secretary Zhang's analogy was a bit inappropriate, but no matter what, the organization still regarded himself as a trusted person, and it was difficult to say anything. Within a few days, Master He and the leader publicly scolded him, and Master He left in a fit of anger, so that some people were even more resentful of Wu Wei.

As soon as Xu Dong told Song Rou about the situation, Song Rou felt as if she was scratching her liver, so she said, I'll go back with you to see the situation later. Back in the town, Song Rou went to see Wu Wei alone. When she saw Wu Wei in the sand turning workshop, she was surprised to see him and those colleagues working with laughter. Wu Wei saw her coming, so he walked out of the city with her.

Song Rou opened her mouth and said, I'll come to see you, I'll talk to my uncle about you when I go back, my uncle listens to me and changes places for you.

Wu Wei said, don't make this trouble for others. He guessed the origin of Song Rou, so he roughly told the whole story again, and then continued, I don't think I did anything wrong, this is not something embarrassing, it is not me who should be embarrassed, just like what happened in the brick factory last time, if everyone is like Master He, casually take out the products in the factory to give gifts, and don't give the factory yellow. And the leader asked me if I dared to confront me face to face, and I said yes, and I went to talk to Master He after the incident.

Song Rou asked anxiously, what did the master say? Wu Wei replied, of course he hated me, and I still explained my point of view when I saw Master He. Afterwards, I also thought about it, if I understood Master He's intention to give away the hair dryer shell and reminded him, the matter would be gone, and Master He would be grateful to me, but I am not that kind of person, I was very angry when I saw the things in the factory and gave them away, besides, Secretary Zhang would not think that I was hiding it and not reporting it.

Song Rou said anxiously, you don't let me tell my uncle about you, you just keep doing it here? Wu Wei said that there is an old saying that where you fall, you still get up. Song Rou looked at him and said sadly, it's not that I'm mean, you don't fall somewhere, are you still falling, are you a little too stubborn? If others said such sarcastic and mocking words, Wu Wei would be angry, but in the face of Song Rou, how could he hurt her who had always been considerate and caring for him. On the day of the incident, I would do what I should do, say whatever I needed to say, and even for those who couldn't get off the stage on the spot, I thought about it when I returned home, no matter what, I was still my comrade. Song Rou turned from worry to anger, who has your ability, others are distressed for you, I heard Xu Dong tell me about it, I was scratching my heart at the time, I couldn't stand it and couldn't help but come to see you, but you didn't have anything to do. Wu Wei couldn't help but move when he heard Song Rou confess like this, and said movingly, I know that you have always cared about and considerate me, I just feel that I am too uncompromising, and I have had accidents again and again, and I am too immature, so I let you run again. I'll have some dinner with you after work in a moment. Song Rou said, it's not like I'm causing trouble for you, I'll go find Hu Xiaoyun and take the train back to work tomorrow morning. Wu Wei looked at her departing beautiful figure, thinking of her kindness to herself, and her heart warmed all over her body.

Although the matter has passed, Wu Wei's thinking has not stopped, and it continues. He felt that everyone thought they were doing right, and they all thought that their own right was in conflict with each other, and they insisted on each other, insisting on exacerbating the conflict, and the only thing missing was the referee, so that both sides of the dispute and conflict could recognize the convincing referee, and there was no ready-made answer to find it in the book of Marneres Mao, and they would not tell you how to deal with the problem in front of you, when you saw Master He walking outside with the hair dryer shell, it was Secretary Zhang who told you to report, if there was no secretary, If you don't pay attention, you may not be able to find out, and even if you do, you may not report it. Except for Secretary Zhang, no one is telling him what to do when he encounters this kind of thing. Chinese people do not have God, and when they encounter things that they can't figure out and understand, they can turn to the Bible to see what God says and whether there is any inspiration for themselves. Between him and Master He, between Master He and Secretary Zhang, and even between him and everyone, no one comes out to judge, and no one can admit defeat and accept softness, which will seem to have no bones and cannot gain a foothold in this society. Wu Wei may have read "Capital", and he felt too deeply about exploitation, and regarded Master He's behavior as the appropriation of the fruits of other people's labor without compensation, and also regarded it as an act of exploitation, which was equated with a capitalist. Is it right for him to judge like this, in fact, he has already done it, there is no such referee standard, he may not be able to report it with confidence, and dare to confront it in person, and after the incident, he dared to argue with Master He in front of several masters. However, if Secretary Zhang sent someone to send a hair dryer shell produced in his own factory to Secretary Li's home, it would be regarded as caring and considerate to the old leader; If the educated youth forcibly pulled the bricks and Secretary Li ordered the interception from the perspective of safeguarding the interests of the factory, instead of giving in and letting go of a horse into a considerate concern for the fate of the educated youth, Wu Wei would not have fallen into that embarrassing and embarrassing situation of being adjusted, and perhaps Wu Wei would have become a hero who defended the interests of the brick factory. Now Wu Wei is insisting according to his own understanding, only persistence, the right one must be tested, in fact, both sides of the dispute and conflict are insisting, and when will it be the end, he loses and others win, or he wins and others lose, it is the ultimate referee, it is not easy to say, there are too many things that have become a foregone conclusion and will turn the tables. Seeing the scene of Master He and the leaders of the social office having a big quarrel and then leaving in a fit of anger, he was still a little gloating at that time, and thinking that Master He had been so good to him, he couldn't help but feel a little guilty.

The next day at work, the workshop was not busy, so Wu Wei went to the courtyard to see Xiao Zhang and his master who were busy there. When I got closer, I saw that the master and Xiao Zhang were busy in front of the diesel engine that had just been repaired, and the master asked Xiao Zhang to ignite a piece of cloth soaked in diesel fuel at the fuel injection of the machine to support combustion. Xiao Zhang put the piece of fire cloth on the ground and stepped on it with his feet, stepped on a few feet and the flames were extinguished, Yu Xing still existed, he thought it was completely extinguished, so he picked it up, but the oilcloth burned again, and quickly threw it on the ground and stepped on it, the flames disappeared and then picked it up or burned, so repeatedly, the master said, don't you take it up, step on it and pull it down, don't you see how many times you pick it up and then it's all on? Xiao Zhang handled it accordingly, and it really took effect.

Looking at these repetitions in front of him, Wu Wei was given a major inspiration. He thought that he had repeatedly tried to defeat or even completely defeat the bourgeois personality in himself, and as a result, he had been frustrated countless times, brought up countless times, and his personality had been manifested countless times, which was called inexperience, impatience, and made the same mistake as that apprentice. We also know that ideological things are long-term, repetitive, and arduous, and we must overcome individuality, and personality is regarded as selfish distractions, and we attach great importance to individuality. Just as an oil-impregnated cloth with an afterglow will inevitably take the opportunity to ignite when it encounters strong air, a frustrated personality cannot be picked up for no reason, and if the personality does not appear with the help of specific facts and specific conditions, there is no need to pick up and batch a pass repeatedly. If you don't toss it, you won't have to toss it, and if you don't toss it, it won't become any climate, it's under your control after all. Now that we know its dangers, and we must not restore its dominance, we do not give it the conditions to rekindle it, as we do with tarpaulins with sparks. The first is to ignore it; Second, if it is reproduced, it will be frustrated until it is complete. When you don't have anything to do, you can't always toss it. The so-called personality is no longer regarded as a harmful thing, and it is gradually weakened and diluted and no longer plays a leading role in one's own thoughts and behaviors, so that it is easy to face the pressure of no longer being like a great enemy.

Through this resurrection of revelation, Wu Wei's attitude towards personality has indeed undergone a fundamental change, and there is no need to always toss it. What should be looked at? It is necessary to attach importance to how to do practical work well. How annoying are those who only try to show off themselves, and how hateful are those who seek only personal happiness at the expense of others. What would life be like if there were no such and such people at this stage? Without the wicked there would be no struggle, without the exploitation and oppression of the landlords and capitalists there would be no resistance of the workers and peasants, and without the counter-revolution there would be no revolution either. seems to be absurd thinking logic, but Wu Wei relied on this kind of thinking to get out of his spiritual predicament.