538. [536] The pain of tears

His gaze suddenly stared at her face, although the look in the phoenix eyes still gave people a cold feeling, but Xia Qi found that at least a little concentration, at least she could feel that he was "looking" at her.

"Does sleep mean to go to bed-?" He asked, his mind flashing the images of her and him on the bed in the bedroom, the entanglement of the body, the water-breast-blending, the expression on his face, there was depression, there was patience and restraint, but more than that, it was joy and joy......

But these emotions are just words for him now, he only knows the way, at that time, he had this kind of emotion, but now he doesn't understand at all what it should be like.

Xia Qi blinked, and a hint of blush slowly crept up on her face, Okay, most of the time in the past, the two of them sleeping was indeed equivalent to going to bed, but now......

Shaking her head, Xia Qi spoke, "I'm pregnant and have a baby in my belly, so we just 'sleep' on a pure bed. She deliberately accentuated the word sleep.

His gaze fell on her abdomen, and he didn't speak for a long time.

There was a sense of silence in the air. Xia Qi licked her lips and took the initiative to break the silence, "Do you want to touch it?" ”

He was silent, his eyes still fixed on her abdomen, like a stone sculpture, motionless and expressionless.

Even though he had all the memories, she was still more of a stranger to him now. Xia Qi thought about it, took the initiative to reach out her hand, and her fingertips touched the back of Jun Jinyan's hand.

His expression didn't change, but his gaze shifted from her abdomen to the junction of each other's hands.

Her hand slowly grabbed his right hand and pulled it toward her abdomen. The position of the abdomen is still very flat, and the body is less than 3 months old, and ordinary people can't see whether they are pregnant or not.

Jun Jinyan didn't resist, but let Xia Qi put his hand on her abdomen. Through the fabric of the shirt, he could feel her body temperature, it was a very warm feeling, it would make him feel very comfortable, and he would even have an urge to keep his hands there.

This...... Is it also because he once loved her? And in her womb are their children...... Jun Jinyan's eyes drooped slightly, feeling this touch that was completely unfamiliar to him.

At night, when she was lying in bed, Xia Qi didn't feel sleepy, and beside her was Jun Jinyan, who curled up like a shrimp. When he sleeps, he still likes this position, but before, if he fell asleep in this position, he would definitely squeeze into her arms, but now......

The lights were turned off in the room, but the moonlight through the curtains could still make her see him faintly.

Her fingers couldn't help but reach out, touching his collarbone exposed outside his pajamas. The obvious collarbone, to the touch, has a skinny feeling.

Xia Qi's heart suddenly soured, and the next moment, he suddenly found that Jun Jinyan, who was originally asleep, had opened his eyes at some point.

She was suddenly a little embarrassed, but she suddenly didn't know what to say.

Just as he wanted to withdraw his hand, his hand was already pressed against the back of her hand, "I didn't let you go." ”

Well? Xia Qi was a little surprised. I only heard Jun Jinyan's voice continue to sound in the darkness, "The feeling of you touching me will not disgust me." "There's even some faint joy. So, during the day, she touched his face without any discomfort.

So meaning, can she continue to touch? Xia Qi thought as her fingers continued to wander over Jun Jinyan's collarbone, "Your wrist, is it okay?" She remembered that when she was on the bridge, when she woke up in a daze, he seemed to be threatened by Xia Hao and broke his own wrist.

"It's no big deal anymore." He replied lightly, as if whether his wrist was good or bad was an inconsequential matter at all.

Xia Qi also thought of him on the bridge, stabbing his body with a knife, and the blood, dripping down the tip of the knife, drop by drop......

"Can you show me your body?" The words came out of his mouth like that.

And in response to her was silence in the dark.

Just when Xia Qi thought that she would not get any response, Jun Jinyan's body suddenly moved, got out of bed, and turned on the light in the room.

Suddenly, the lights poured out on the ground.

Xia Qi sat up in a daze, and saw Jun Jinyan unbuttoning his pajamas, one after another, and then, the buttons of the pajamas were completely unbuttoned, and after he took off his pajamas, he continued to take off his pajamas. Suddenly, all he had on his body was a pair of underwear.

His expression was still indifferent, and he looked at her, "Do you want to take it off again?" ”

And her face was not shy at the moment, but shocked and pale.

Her body has been seen countless times, and when she was a child, in addition to those training courses of the Jun family, if she bumped into it, it was enough to make a group of adults feel distressed to death.

In the Jun family, he is the third young master who is well cared for, and no one dares to hurt him.

But now, although his body is still fair, it is ...... Very thin, very thin, so thin that she could see clearly where most of the bones in his body came out at a glance. It was as if there was only a thin layer of skin wrapped around his body.

And what made her even more distressed was the wounds on his body. Although the wound has now healed, it is still shocking.

19 wounds, the 19 stabs he pierced at that time.

Xia Qi's nose was sour, and she got out of bed and walked in front of Jun Jinyan. Her hands trembled as she caressed his skinny body and his wounds.

Tears kept pouring out of her eyes, and she cried out. It's all her fault, and it's her who makes him like this! If she had been careful, if she hadn't been kidnapped by Xia Hao, he wouldn't have been injured like this.

Her crying, so remorseful, so painful.

He loved her, but because of this love, he was always scarred. She owes him so much, and how much love should she use to make up for it!

She kept crying and choking as if she was going to lose her breath.

And he, silently looking at her in tears, felt a slight tingling sensation rise in his heart. He...... Don't you have no feelings for her? Even if the images in his memory came to his mind, it was as if he was watching someone else's business. Even when he first saw her during the day, she shed tears in front of him, didn't he feel anything?