537. [535] Do You Mind Sleeping Together (Asking for a Commuter Pass)
Jun Haixin glanced at Xia Qi and continued, "At that time, Jin Yan was like crazy, just shouting your name in his mouth, if he didn't bind his hands and feet, he would desperately bang his head against the wall, or dig up the wound that was about to heal, there was no way to stop it." Only when eating, he will be very quiet, and he will eat all the food in one bite, and while eating, he will say, you don't like him to be too thin. β
When Jun Haixin said this, Xia Qi was already in tears. When she was unconscious, what kind of pain was Jin Yan enduring? Before, as long as she didn't see her for a while, he would be restless and flustered. And when he saw her fall into the river, but could not find her, how did he suffer?
"That'...... And what about later? Xia Qi asked tremblingly, her voice choked.
"Later, as time passed, there was no news from you, and Jin Yan became more and more silent, he was no longer as excited as he was at the beginning, but would only sit quietly, motionless, like a puppet." Jun Haixin still clearly remembers the appearance of his words in those days, there is no brilliance in his eyes, except for some necessary life-reason-solution-decisions such as eating and sleeping, he is completely like when he was a child, before he met Xia Qi, when his autism relapsed.
It was also at that time that she realized that the autism of Jinyan ...... Maybe because of Xia Qi's accident, it will relapse!
"Before, there were some signs of possible recurrence of autism, but at that time, it was suppressed by drugs, and there was no problem." Jun Hai said in his heart, "But just like at the beginning, because I met you, my autism will slowly improve, and he will communicate with the outside world." You are the bridge between him and the outside world, and when the bridge disappears, then he also loses contact with the outside world. At the same time, it can also be said that this is a kind of self-protection in his spiritual world, if he is not autistic and relapses, maybe now, he will become a madman. β
Sometimes, Jun Haixin doesn't even know if Lu Dao should be glad about the recurrence of Jinyan's autism, "And Jinyan's condition, after a few days, suddenly one day, he looked like his usual appearance again, we thought that he had recovered, but we found that it was not actually a recovery." Just like now, although he will come to the Jun Group every day to deal with affairs, he will talk significantly less than before. And when we mentioned you, he didn't react at allβeven if he remembered everything that had happened between you, even the little things about you and his childhood. β
"Since he remembers, what will he do...... Doesn't feel anything about me? Xia Qi choked up and asked, she still couldn't figure out why he had no feelings for her at all.
"For him, those memories should be like watching a movie, although he can remember every detail of it, but he has never been able to integrate into his feelings." Jun Hai thought for a while and said, "You have also watched TV series and movies with Jinyan, you should know how he feels in this regard." β
Xia Qi was stunned, of course she understood that she used to always pull him to watch those eight TV series, and he would quietly accompany her to watch them, but even if he could memorize every line, he couldn't understand the joys, sorrows and sorrows performed by the characters in those dramas.
And her and his past, for him now, is it just a long TV series?
"The doctor said that this is a kind of self-protection in his spiritual world, because he cares too much about you and is afraid of your death, so this feeling is deliberately compressed, but this does not mean that it is really gone!" Jun Haixin took a few tissues and wiped the tears on Xia Qi's face, "Qiqi, aunt believes, I will definitely remember the feeling of loving you again, the people of the Jun family, once you love, you will never forget it!" β
I would like to say that the love for Xia Qi is deep to the bone, and this kind of love can not be easily forgotten.
Xia Qi nodded vigorously, although his teary eyes were misty, but there was firmness in his eyes, "Even if he really forgets, I will let him remember, I just feel very distressed, I feel sorry that he has suffered so much for me." β
In this world, he is the one who loves her the most, and there will be no one else besides him!
Xia Qi's words finally made Jun Haixin's mood that had been low these days a little better, "You are back, everything will slowly get better." As she spoke, her gaze inadvertently fell on Xia Qi's abdomen, and then her expression became a little speechless.
Seeing this, Xia Qi naturally understood what Jun Hai wanted to ask, so she took the initiative to say, "Auntie, the baby is still there!" β
"Really?" Jun Haixin was pleasantly surprised, he didn't even have the slightest confidence in Xia Qi's safety, let alone the child in Xia Qi's belly, but now it was a double surprise.
"Well, it's just ......" Xia Qi told Jun Haixin about the injection during his coma and the extraction of hematopoietic stem cells. Jun Haixin's beautiful face became gloomy little by little, and he trembled with anger.
Someone would dare to do such a thing to the people of the Jun family! It's really eaten the guts of an ambitious leopard!
"I'll check on this, and I'll arrange for you to do some check-ups in a few days, and the most important thing for you now is to take care of your body." Jun Hai said in his heart, worried about the child in Xia Qi's belly.
The children of the Jun family, before they were born, were suffering from twists and turns.
Jin Yan and Xia Qi's child is like this, and the child in her belly is ...... And so it is!
Jun Haixin lowered his head and looked at his flat abdomen, this child is destined to be born in the future, there will be no father, and when the baby grows up, will he resent her? It's just that...... There's probably no way she'll live to that point.
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Xia Qi followed Jun Jinyan back to their wedding apartment, the furnishings in the apartment have not changed, their wedding photos are still hanging on the wall of the bedroom, and the sofa in the living room is still the same bear doll as in his office.
Xia Qi walked to the side of the sofa, picked up the bear doll, and suddenly asked Jun Jinyan, "Do you sleep with it at night now?" "In the past, when she didn't sleep with him, he always liked to sleep with a bear doll.
Jun Jinyan glanced at the doll in Xia Qi's hand lightly, "No." β
Really! Xia Qi patted the bear's nose, then looked at Jun Jinyan, "Then would you mind if I slept with you at night?" "Since we want him to regain the feeling of loving her before, and to let his autism heal again, then we must first try to close the distance between each other.