Secretary Li came back from a meeting in the county, and as an important measure to study and implement the spirit of the meeting, he immediately held a five-day battle in the brick factory, canceled the quota and contracted labor, and the enthusiasm of the workers doubled, and the daily working hours were extended by 4 hours. It is proposed that the quota belongs to the revisionist mode of operation, and the workers not only want to complete the quota quickly, but are also afraid that the quota will be raised, which will tie the hands and feet of the workers, and belong to the management, jamming, and pressure. Cadres are required to work in shifts, and the quota has been repeatedly raised, but the income of workers has not increased. The social enterprises are self-financed, and cannot be compared with the county-run state-run enterprises, but also provide accumulation for the communes. The workload and income should be balanced with those of the peasants, and if we want to increase the stamina of accumulating savings, we must suppress the low income. The leaders always thought that the production conditions of the workers were too superior, and they worked 12 hours a day, and they wanted to delay until 9 o'clock in the evening. They always think that the workers are superior to the peasants, so they suppress the workers' demands for higher incomes and lower intensity under the pretext of narrowing the three major differences.

The workers, however, argued that narrowing the three major differences was not to bring the advanced to the backward state, but to improve the conditions of the peasants, and that the workers were working here, and that a large number of workers who were out of work in the office advocated narrowing the differences in front of the workers, and that they were full of displeasure when they came to their places to narrow the three major differences. In terms of management, the state-run model is applied, and there are a large number of cadres who are out of work, and if they do a good job and arrange for their off-duty posts, they will be rewarded, and although the workers are unhappy with the leaders of the factory problems, they do not advocate a strike, and whoever wants to go on strike will have to do it with him.

In view of these living ideas, Secretary Li personally presided over the inaugural meeting of the social youth league branch, he should first grasp the ideas of young people, solve the problems existing in young people, he believes that the problems of young people are always easier to solve. Secretary Li's speech at the meeting deeply touched Wu Wei, in fact, Secretary Li's speech was aimed at him, he was not psychologically prepared, he always thought that Secretary Li was very good to him. Secretary Li spoke very harshly, almost making him unable to get off the stage, his face was red and white, his words were sharp and sharp, he said, some people shout to fight for the communist cause, but in fact refuse to do every trivial matter, this is fake Marxism-Leninism, that is, political liars, that is, with political ambitions.

When Secretary Li's words came to this, Wu Wei thought of his own ideological reality, and wondered if he was so targeted, whether Tuweizi had taken it over, and the old Xu Hongzhi talked about himself with him, and realized that he must have the courage to accept profound criticism, and was not afraid to show his dirty spiritual history and soul in Tuweizi in front of everyone, and only by adopting this attitude can we completely overcome the weakness and incompleteness of the revolution and completely eradicate the concept of individualism.

After some combing, Wu Wei realized that his ideological problems were serious and he was severely criticized by the secretary, so he took the initiative to report his thoughts to Secretary Li. On the evening of the second day after the establishment of the Youth League branch meeting, he walked into the secretary's office with a heavy heart, and the secretary was alone, and when he saw that amiable face, his eyes were naturally full of tears. The secretary saw Wu Wei's heavy mood, and listened to him reveal his personal thoughts of fame and fortune, and his mood suddenly surged with complicated feelings. studious and motivated, hard-working, well received by the masses, cute; But it's a pity that it's unsteady and unstable; Young, keeping up with the situation, singing high-pitched, unwilling to do some trivial things, especially doing another set below, eager to establish his prestige, disgusting and hateful. Sure enough, seeing that he reviewed it as soon as he came up, Secretary Li was very annoyed, and the words came out, you just need to obey the organization, don't always want to do another thing behind the organization's back.

The secretary looked at Wu Wei's depressed face, and said thoughtfully, it is also for your good to let you obey, you said, the organization can still treat you badly. When Wu Wei heard these words, he suddenly felt a strong warmth, and secretly made up his mind to study hard and work hard to transform himself. The secretary said in a concerned tone, these years let the Gang of Four do it, young people recognize and work too little, the organization looks at you as a seedling, pure steel plus fire refining three refining, remove the scum as a good material, I said to you heavier, in order to make you pay attention to it, the problem does exist, you don't care what you think, dare to expose your thoughts This is very desirable, unlike some people who hide their minds very deeply, study hard and transform yourself, it is not terrible to fall, and there is no burden, travel lightly. When Wu Wei went out to leave, he inexplicably had a kind of amazement, the old secretary is good at everything, but he is a little too strict, and he is harsh on the workers, thinking that he should eat and drink and take something, is the old revolutionary.

This communication seems to have relieved Wu Wei's anxiety again, is he suspicious, in fact, there is nothing, the organization does not distrust himself, once it is smooth, he will be proud, walk a little fluttering, and be depressed when he encounters a little setback. I just realized that trust in the workplace is the beginning of reuse and promotion, and I didn't realize that others would stare at you, leaders would guard against you, and would test your loyalty in various ways. Simply regard the leadership as the party, and the party is Marxism-Leninism, and imagine that the leader wants to do a good job, without selfish distractions, and the masses can also do a good job and improve their lives. Ideologically, it is customary to link work performance with class struggle, to view work performance from a class perspective, and to use class struggle methods to deal with work problems.

Wu Wei came out of Secretary Li's office, feeling better, and went to see An Chengyu, the theoretical counselor of the commune, and he said to Wu Wei, you are a high school student, you should study Marxism-Leninism hard. There I met Qian Fuguo, who had worked in a brick factory, and Wu Wei looked down on that person's strength to express himself everywhere and elevate himself. Interested in seeing how he behaved, he asked Lao Qian, what are you doing now? Lao Qian replied that he was still engaged in ideological work. Wu Wei asked again, he hasn't interrupted his studies in the past few years, right? Lao Qian said, no, he added another sentence very proudly, can this be interrupted, besides, can you do ideological work without studying? Wu Wei recalled the past when they used to cut trees together in the forest farm, and the master of the forest farm asked Lao Qian what he had done before, and he replied that he had been doing political education work, and he was a propagandist in the army, a theoretical counselor in the production team, and a political teacher in the school. Wu Wei thought to himself that this kind of people are nostalgic for history, a little disappointed in reality, and full of hope for the future, and their hearts are eager to engage in class struggle, movement, and political upsurge, so they will have the opportunity to engage in professional political propaganda work, and in the final analysis, they will want to get out of production.

At this time, Wu Wei's thinking was undergoing new changes. He found some things difficult to explain. You said that others are easy to hate you and anger you, unless you don't hesitate to sacrifice yourself, like the hunter Halib, who heard the bird say that there was going to be a great flood, knowing that telling people the truth would turn into stone, he repeatedly chose to sacrifice himself for the sake of people's fate. There are also many things in the world that are not suitable to be said, so there are some things that cannot wait for others to say and expect others to tell you. It's no wonder that Wu Wei seems to be born not to be jealous of others who say that he is not, so that others can find out what he is wrong with, so that it is easier for him to find out what he is not. Others are willing to talk to him when they are in a good mood, and they are willing to confide in him if they are not good. His heart is transparent, and he thinks that other people's hearts are also transparent. There are few barriers to his communication with people, which allows him to learn more about people's hearts and understand the truth of things. There is nothing he can't think about himself, others see him hitting walls everywhere, but he sees it as an opportunity to be educated and transformed. He cares about people's thoughts and spirits, and he blindly denies himself not for revenge, but for purifying himself, and he doesn't know what to do after purification. He wants to purify himself and to purify others. He is not a leader in his work, but as Mao said in his book, he must unite all the forces that can be united, but he did not expect that there will always be those who cannot be united and cannot be united; I didn't expect that there will always be factors that cannot be mobilized, so there is always the question of how to mobilize and mobilize. I always want everyone to have one mind, there is no difference, happy to work and live, nothing is done. In fact, people are close to each other, their studies are good and bad, the amount of food is large and small, the work is heavy and light, the money is more or less, and the ten fingers are not ordinary, so he does not realize whether he is too idealistic.

On the question of how to look at oneself and others, I have always thought that I have how to have the ability and how to take on the position, in fact, it is just willing to read, can write something, which is also the reason for the lack of cultural groups in the unit, young people, pride, the so-called pride is to infinitely magnify their own advantages so that they are tall, and then by narrowing the advantages of others and amplifying the shortcomings of the shortcomings to dwarf others, thus causing contempt for general work. In his mind, the group leader is just leading the work; The factory director only understands affairs, assigns a job, and has no great future; The secretary is just talking about eating and drinking and getting drunk every day, so sometimes he highlights his reasons all the time. I despise what I despise, and once I do it, I really feel pressured. I was given the task of a counselor, and in order to prevent rigidity and rigidity, I wanted to make some explanations and generalizations, but the presence became distracted. Excessive confidence in oneself becomes blind arrogance, which is the root cause of mistakes and mistakes. I thought that high school students had the ability to read aloud, and I just skimmed through the documents I conveyed, but I didn't recognize a single word. The custodian is just a keeper of dead things. The masses always have problems of one kind or another, and they are limited to understanding and reflecting the mood of the masses, and they are unable to put forward any valuable suggestions for the overall development. The central authorities were unable to convey the documents on the Gang of Four to the masses one by one, and their role was to adopt a better way to make everyone accept and understand them, pay attention to concretization, make breakthroughs in key points, and raise questions in a more popular way. the second is what the Gang of Four is going to do; the third is what the means of doing it are; Fourth, what has not been done for the sake of the Lang. The organization asked everyone to talk about their feelings, and many people did not speak, and when they asked, they couldn't say what they wanted, they didn't dare to say what they wanted to say, and they didn't have a good mouth. Originally, I wanted to use my leisure time to chat with everyone about the spirit of the document, but I ended up playing poker for 2 hours in Hee-Hee-Hop and Luha.

Wu Wei also had the mind to ask the most interesting question of how to live. I asked this question a long time ago, and I don't feel like I've ever had a fun life. It's no wonder that in his early twenties, he didn't have a place to live and didn't have such thoughts, how can he have a meaningful life, what should he mean is just not interesting, what does it mean. How do you measure this interestingness, how do you feel this interesting? Wu Wei's understanding of the meaning of life has also been politicized, not only political reading is the only content of learning, but what he thinks and thinks is politicized, and the meaning of life is also politicized. Different people have different points of view and different answers. Wang Jinxi did that, endured a lot of hardship, sweated a lot, ate and dressed simply, he himself found it interesting, and the more he worked, the more energetic he became, and it was even more interesting to be able to shout inspirational slogans when he caught up with the key points. The words of the iron man are also with iron strength, there are steel bones, and it is interesting to listen to, you listen, there are conditions to go up, and there are no conditions to create conditions to go up; When the oil workers roar, the earth will tremble. In the words of the iron man himself, in order to achieve the five abilities, he should be able to shoulder a heavier burden for the revolution, be able to do hard work in the most complicated environment, be able to rise to the top in the most difficult times, be able to not be afraid of sacrifice in the most dangerous situations, and be able to do revolutionary work that others are unwilling to do and dare not do. This pentathlon is much more powerful than the pentathlon in sports competitions, it is omnipotent, and it can be done all day. Some people think that he is asking for hardship, and some simply think that it is not interesting at all, and the strength of not eating and wearing well is so great, don't say that he does it, he just can't think about it.

People who take good food, clothing, and housing as the interesting standard are not for the benefit of individuals but also for the benefit of a very small number of people, but to sacrifice themselves for the happiness of the vast majority of people, and to exchange their hard work for the happiness and happiness of the vast majority of people, which is also an interesting thing, and can also experience the interesting. The more you work, the more energetic, the more interested, and the more hopeful you are, so that it is interesting, and whether it is interesting or not must be analyzed from a class point of view. By combining one's own desires with those of the vast majority of people, and combining one's actions with those of the overwhelming majority of people, one gains vitality and leads an interesting life.

Wu Wei didn't expect that when he was happily enriching and accumulating his own ideas, he relaxed his vigilance in action, and actually caused an uproar because of his carelessness, which was undoubtedly worse for him and made him pay a heavy price.

There is a youth spot in Magang Village, to which the commune belongs. That morning, two young people from the Zhiqing Point drove a carriage to find Wu Wei, he was checking the brick stacks on the top of the brick kiln, the two saw him and explained his intentions straight to the point, one of them introduced himself surnamed Zheng, saying that the other was the captain of their Zhiqing Point, and recently had the opportunity to transfer back to the county, because there was a small hole in the account, causing a small trouble, not dealing with it will affect the return to the city, it is a pity, I want to ask him to help pull back a car of bricks to plug the hole.

When Wu Wei heard this, he shook his head and said, you go and lead the way to open a note.

The two of them frowned when they heard this, and they hurriedly shook their heads and waved their hands, they didn't even know each other, and they definitely couldn't. Wu Wei wanted the two of them to break off this thought, so he said in a decisive tone, I can't be the master, the leader trusts me, how can I give away public things privately, besides, this is all the blood and sweat of workers.

The two of them hurriedly said, we are all young people, and we are readers, we are knowledgeable, we make friends, I don't know who we will use in the future, you can be regarded as sympathetic to us, this is a matter that involves our whole life, or give a face to be accommodating.

Wu Wei saw a worker coming over, as if standing next to him and hearing what they said, came over to look at him, and then left again. This made Wu Wei more determined, and he couldn't say anything. No matter what the two say, it just doesn't work. At noon, the two insisted on inviting Wu Wei to dinner, but he refused. After work, Wu Wei rode his bicycle home for dinner, and he thought that this was the end of the matter. Unexpectedly, when he got home, his mother and sister served a meal and prepared to eat together, someone came to knock on the window, he saw that it was broken, how did the two people follow the family, he greeted him, and said that the two of them were soft and hard for a long time, saying that if the matter is not done, it will not cause you trouble, and it is always okay to have a meal and drink some wine to make friends. Speaking of this, it is also the temptation of eating for the first time, and the shortage of economic food is also rare, and the workers complain very much about the social office leaders, Wu Wei also knows it in his heart, but after all, the first time someone invited him to eat, although he knew that he was jealous, he felt that it was a glorious thing in his heart, and he didn't go to it to be clean, and the glory was gone, and he saw the other party's sincerity and expressed his attitude and didn't want to make more friends, so he made up his mind that he would eat and eat, and he couldn't give anything, so he followed.

Waiting for a single person to drink is very lively, the two of them proposed to pull bricks again, listening to Wu Wei or not let, the two of them looked bad, and said that if it doesn't work, it will be okay, it has already eaten us, and it will be forcibly loaded. But Wu Wei is not short of eating people's mouths, but he is extremely angry, so he can pay it back! tore up with the two, and quarreled all the way back to the brick factory. After all, it is the world of the brick factory, and the workers naturally came out to defend Wu Wei, and they didn't want the two wicked people to talk crookedly, so they threw the original words of eating, drinking, and making friends out of the clouds, and caught Wu Wei eating and inviting him not to bite and hold on. Although Wu Wei felt that he was in trouble, he still insisted on not giving it. The two sides disputed, and the lawsuit went to the leaders of the social office together. Seeing this, Secretary Li was very calm, first asked the other party to sit down, and then asked the handyman to pour tea, first eased the atmosphere, and then smiled amiably, tell me what's going on? The captain of the educated youth point told Secretary Li emotionally about the ins and outs.

The secretary was annoyed at first when he heard the plot of Wu Wei's invitation, and he knew the truth about the matter, but he didn't say anything and listened quietly. The captain has a deep city, seeing that the old leader is very friendly, he changed his words and said, a rare opportunity in life, I hope and believe that the old leader and the old seniors can provide this precious opportunity to the younger generation, the old leader will not see the villain, for you, this is not a trivial matter, for me it is a matter that determines the fate of my life.

Secretary Li said with a smile, we also came from a young age, and the opportunity for young people to know that it was not easy to come by, and the intellectual young people in your city were far away from their parents to respond to Chairman Mao's call to go to the mountains and the countryside to endure hardships, and now they have the opportunity to return to the city, which is a good thing. As he spoke, Secretary Li was also moved, and the two of them chatted hotly, and they got together and held hands and said more and more affectionately. The two of them were talking affectionately there, but they put Wu Weihan aside and sat or left, and it was not easy to defend with Secretary Li here, besides, it was his own eating that made him fall into passivity, and the other party's words about making friends were gone. Looking at this situation, Wu Wei's heart was cool. The captain of the educated youth said again, you also know that the young people all go to the countryside together, life is too hard, I will improve the food, where is the money, I owe the production team some money, I think about it and have no tricks, so I moved this idea, if there is any other way, I will not give you this trouble. At this time, a call came from the brick factory, saying that someone had forcibly loaded the bricks and pulled them away.

Secretary Li waved his hand and said, pull it away, just pull it away.

When the captain of the educated youth point heard this, he happily shook Secretary Li's hand and said, thank you so much, thank you for the seniors! After saying goodbye, he looked at Wu Wei mockingly when he left, and then left.

Secretary Li said to Wu Wei, it's not a big deal, you go back first. Two nights after the incident, Wu Wei saw that Secretary Li was still in the office, so he walked in and sat for a while. Secretary Li said to him, you are not flexible in handling that matter. Wu Wei wanted to explain in detail, Secretary Li waved his hand and said, we trusted you too much in the past, we became a full-time cadre at such a young age, and I want to train you well, but now I see that you are not good, and the problem is not mature, this matter has caused a very big repercussion up and down, you can only sweat profusely, you can't do it without skills, you can't do it without skills, people will disagree with you. It's not that if you don't handle this matter well, everything will be fine. I still have the same old saying to you, pure steel plus fire refining three refining, remove the scum as a good material, we have studied, and now the sand turning workshop is just short of hard hands, transfer you, you also have a good grasp of a skill.

As soon as Wu Wei heard that he was transferred to the sand turning workshop, he suddenly felt his brain boom, and realized that it was over, an extremely sour and uncomfortable feeling came up, tears were about to flow out, and the secretary didn't know what to say later, and he didn't know how to walk out of the secretary's office and go home.

When Wu Wei returned home, Gui Fang and Wu Shuang were both at home, looking at Wu Wei's face was wrong, guessing that he must have encountered something very uncomfortable for him. The little sister greeted him and held his hand, tears were about to flow out, and she asked anxiously, little brother, what's wrong with you, tell me quickly, my mother and I are here.

Wu Wei heard his sister's voice and looked at his mother's extremely anxious gaze, so he immediately calmed down and realized that he was too immature, even if he encountered a big problem, he couldn't let his mother and little sister worry. Thinking of this, I went to the outhouse and wiped my face with a towel dipped in water, and then returned to the house calmly and said that it was nothing. Gui Fang asked anxiously, how can you be like this if there is nothing?

Wu Weidao, said that you don't need to be in a hurry, the matter has passed, just now Secretary Li told me that he transferred me to the sand turning workshop. Gui Fang immediately realized that something was indeed wrong and asked, because of what? Wu Wei said, it was the incident that happened two days ago, everyone has opinions and feedback, this is my problem, I will do whatever I am asked to do, and I must work hard to do it, my mother can rest assured. When Gui Fang heard this, she immediately went to find Secretary Li. Wu Wei hurriedly said, Mom, don't go to others, people are very good to me, it's because I don't fight for others and cause trouble for others, how can I go and make trouble for others. When Wu Shuang heard this, she also persuaded her brother that her brother wanted to open it, so let's do what my brother wanted. After saying that, the three of them quieted down and continued to think about some things on their minds. After a while, Wu Wei took out his notebook, wrote down his experiences and feelings in the past few days, especially just now, thought while writing, wrote for a while, and then took out a book and read it. When his mother and sister saw him like this, they also lay down and gradually fell asleep.

Through this incident, Wu Wei reflected on himself, and when he got on the thief ship, he couldn't blame the thief, sometimes the thief neither tempted you nor kidnapped you, and you didn't go up by yourself, and you also didn't know the fault, if you knew that you were still deceived, you would be a thief together, and you would be a thief more than a thief. Think about it, some things don't have to be thief ships. In particular, in light of my own personal experience, going to the mountains and going to the countryside is a national policy of great fanfare, and there are also various propaganda by advanced and typical figures who go to the mountains and the countryside to encourage and encourage batch after batch of young people to go to the mountains and go to the countryside to return to their hometowns. Since it is a way out, there are all kinds of people involved in various motives, and they have the responsibility of their own choices, and they should not blame all others, but also bear their own responsibility, although the Gang of Four is innocent, but they are not completely innocent, and they also have a sense of speculation, and after getting on the boat, they know that it should be their own fault on the road, and they must admit their mistakes, and expose their dirty souls in broad daylight to show the pain of self-realization and reflection.

It is not uncommon for some young people to run into walls everywhere, and even break the blood flow when they hit their heads, and it is not uncommon for them to lose their lives, not only because they are poisoned, but also because of the problems brought about by the womb, which will occur once they encounter the right environmental conditions. The world is a teacher, swallowing dates, swallowing alive, and it is too late or unable to chew and swallow slowly, resulting in mental nutrition deficiency and hurriedly entering society.

Wu Wei encountered such a change, and he thought about it, but the reality was that he had to face that kind of embarrassing pressure after all. The verbal language circulating in the factory, turning tongs, milling and riveting electric welding, going home to turn the sand, turning the sand is the lowest type of work, especially by the custodian, which many people envy the full-time position to do reverse adjustment, like a cup of bitter medicine and bitter wine, it is difficult to say painful, how to deal with sudden changes, without any mental preparation. I have to accept the pain, how to deal with it properly? There is no worst estimate, thinking that the mind is already pure, thinking that the purity is biased for you to put in the dirty place, see how you get out? Taste it carefully to make it more bitter, bitter on bitter, and more painful. You think, don't you want to do those tricks, maybe people are disgusted with you, then put you in disgust, this time there is a chance for you to learn the dirtiest, most tiring and most despised.

At this time, Wu Wei experienced the evil effect of the workplace, and the more your psychology avoided the filth, the more it put you in the filth. It shows that the organization doesn't trust you, and the custodian won't let you do it, and it's unlikely that you will be put in a more important position. This kind of setback can be described as a cascading blow.

Wu Wei thought about it again, the organization may not be what he thinks, and he may not be distrustful. In order to develop the social industry in the long run, it is necessary to create a team that is hard and loyal to the community, and it is very weak to see what you are doing. People don't know how to convince people when they talk about themselves. This is the great test and purification! I think it's a tough test. The facts ruthlessly shatter the self-satisfaction.

Wu Wei changed his mind again and continued to transform his thinking through sand turning. How can we be more mentally prepared for trials? What happens if it fails? Can you think of today's state? Wu is in dialogue and exchange with himself, and he understands his own suffering, is it a blessing in the midst of misfortune? Wu Wei gradually formed a habit of thinking for this person, when he encountered something difficult and disturbing, he first found the reason from himself, and he would not be jealous of others, and he couldn't figure it out for a while, so he was there and thought about it, when he was connected, and when he would be relieved to do something else.

Wu Wei often reads Das Kapital and is very impressed by the large machine industry, so he changed his mind again that the work of the sand turning workshop is more conducive to accepting the ideas of the working class and transforming his petty bourgeois ideas than being a custodian. Indeed, the blast furnace high-temperature baking and lead powder are a severe test in a dirty and dirty environment. Ask yourself, is the organization's decision a test or a bad use for itself? To test whether you are sincere or not to combine with the workers and peasants, let you go there and combine them. I don't plan to learn any skills at all, I blindly want to do some ideological work, and do some technical and business work, which is quite overkill, especially when I hear the information about turning sand, I not only feel surprised but also hit the weak sore spot. I changed my mind again, to overcome my personality, I should not only learn Marxism-Leninism, but also learn skills, understand business, and be popular and specialized. Wake up from the state of confusion, why haven't you made a worst-case estimate? The fundamental reason is that I think that my thoughts are very pure, and I don't need to be transformed, and the arrangement should be better and better, and I don't want to have this change. There is another thought, such as resignation, which is likely to cause the mood to plummet and worsen the situation.

Soon, Secretary Li looked for Master He in the sand turning workshop and said, send a few guys to your workshop to strengthen the strength and quantity, and you can cultivate the belt well. Master He is medium-sized, with a dusty face, and his eyes tell that he is a straight person. When he heard that there was Wu Wei, he muttered in his heart, this young man is knowledgeable, quite able to speak, and very knowledgeable, just to run to the leader, you have to be careful.

The leader talked to Wu Wei again, asking him to be a good assistant, learn good skills, often reflect the mood of the masses, take the lead, and believe that the organization trusts you.