39. Chapter 39

After consulting all the friends who could consult, and consulting all the information that could be touched, I felt my powerlessness for the first time.

For Xiaohai, who ran away, I am helpless and helpless now.

No matter how many ideas I have, no matter how much wisdom I have, Xiaohai and that woman are hidden in the vast sea of people and disappear, I am already beyond the reach of the whip.

I have never understood when this younger brother, who has always grown up by my side, became what he is now - selfish, cowardly, and irresponsible.

Now he is a strange acquaintance to me.

I don't know what kind of person he is.

And what made him what he is now.

One after another "for what" has been haunting my mind, like a big green-headed fly, buzzing and making me dizzy, I don't know why.

I have a real headache.

All I can do now is envision one possible outcome for him in the middle of the night.

One: falling apart

It is highly likely that the two of them went to a place where no one knew each other.

They are not highly educated, but they are young and have strength - in this world, as long as they are willing to work hard to earn a bite to eat, it is not difficult.

They can use the money in their pockets to rent a house and buy something to live on. With a proof of identity, you can find a new job; Xiaohai can also copy the old business again - buy an old tricycle and make money by walking the streets, that woman can go to the restaurant to serve dishes and bowls, and she can also change three meals a day, and they can live a good life no matter how they go outside.

In a year and a half, as the woman wished, when she was pregnant with a child, Xiaohai would be even more desperate.

With a child, a beloved woman, and a small nest that is not as comfortable as at home, Xiaohai also abandoned all the vices at home and devoted himself to making money to support his family...... The life of the three of them can be described as free.

Year after year, life is calm and stable.

Under the calm day, it is difficult to hide the turbulent waves.

As long as Xiaohai does not have amnesia, he will definitely remember everything at home, maybe it is in the dead of night, or it is a festival for family reunions, even if he is hard-hearted, he will occasionally remember it...... The bits and pieces that remain in the depths of his memory must be a painful torture for him - he misses his children, his family, and the home he once lived in.

And the same goes for that woman - she also has an eight-year-old daughter at home, and now she is carried away by love, and she can be desperate to leave it behind, and there is really a day when she also misses her daughter, her elderly parents, can she still be as calm as she is now.

One or both of them are caught up in the longing for their former home and their loved ones, so can their days together be as peaceful as before?

Nostalgia and self-reproach eat away at their hearts like poisonous snakes, causing them to be short-tempered, easily angry, and unpleasant to see anything...... Eventually, there will inevitably be a quarrel or even a family war, and will the united front between them be indestructible by then? Will their lives continue......

Even if none of the things I envisioned would happen.

But who can guarantee that when they are together, there will be no differences, no opinions to the left, you must know that living a life is firewood, rice, oil and salt, and it is impossible to be as light as a boy and a girl falling in love...... Xiao Yi and Xiao Hai were also in free love at the beginning, they insisted on choosing together despite the opposition of the old people in the family, thinking about how loving and happy they were at the beginning, they must have wanted to stay together for the rest of their lives...... But it's only been ten years since this happened.