45. Chapter 45

Xiaohai's departure plunged our family into uncontrollable pain.

Father and mother have been nesting at home sighing; Xiao Yiren pretended to smile in front of him, but secretly swallowed tears behind his back, and the two children, especially Ao Dan, fell into deep fear - his father's ruthless departure shattered the solid barrier that once gave him a sense of security, and he followed closely behind his mother with trepidation; At night he pestered his mother to snuggle up to him, and at night he was disturbed by all kinds of nightmares - in the dream, his father changed his old pleasant face and turned into a monster in the cartoon, with a hideous face and a terrible voice, raising his claws and smashing his head and face, he was helpless, crying loudly, desperately calling his mother, calling his grandparents, calling the brave and fearless monster nemesis - Ultraman......

There was no figure to be seen all around, and the huge body of the monster destroyed the houses, destroyed the streets, destroyed everything that was calm in the child's heart, it was strangely shaped, it looked hideous, it was menacing, it was fangs and claws...... Coming at him, he shouted hysteria, screamed desperately and sadly, and the savior he hoped to appear—his beautiful mother, loving grandparents, and the elusive, heroic and invincible hero Ultraman, who had been called for a long time but never heard from him, like his father who couldn't be seen as soon as he left...... Fear, fear imprisoned his young mind like a poisonous snake, his body trembled, tears gushed out, and he was alone, his small body was constricted, and he longed to turn into an ant and burrow into the ground, turn into a small bird and fly to the sky, escape from the claws of the monster, and escape from everything that terrified him......

Xiao Yi called and said that in just a few days, Kung Fu Ao Dan seems to have changed his appearance, he doesn't like to talk and no longer covets snacks, the kindergarten teacher said that he always sits silently on the side, silent, and his melancholy eyes make adults look bitter - what kind of damage did his father's departure cause to this six-year-old child, he should have been carefree childhood, he should have enjoyed his father's careful care, but suddenly lost everything.

"He had nightmares every night, crying, shouting for his father, his mother, and his grandparents...... "Xiao Yi was heartbroken on the phone, which made me resentful of Xiao Hai in vain.

At the beginning, I didn't believe that Xiaohai would leave his wife for the dirty little three Pan Xiaoyan, I thought it was a fantasy in my sentimental dream, I always hoped that when I woke up, Xiaohai stood in front of me with a hippie smile, and my sister called shortly......

The cruel truth brought me back to reality, Xiaohai really made an unbearable choice, this choice made the world shameless, let everyone spurn, and let the relatives break their hearts, I can't imagine that Xiaohai would be so confused and ruthless, yes, his parents are not his own, and his three sisters are not his mother's compatriots, but his wife and children are his own, even if he loses the world, he can't bear to abandon them, what do people live for, not for their sons and daughters, for their future to have a good old age to rely on.

Xiao Hai made this choice, didn't he think about this, he didn't think about how the family would be maintained after he left, how his wife would spend a long time, how his children could grow up happily and happily, could it be that Xiao San really has infinite charm, boundless mana, and charming mental abilities like the legendary fox spirit......

All this was so unbelievable, and at that time I really fell into the fog left by Xiaohai.