35. Chapter 35
The child is only six years old, and there is really something wrong with his spirit, and this life is over......
I couldn't help but fall into deep thought - I had been thinking about Xiao Yi's feelings all along, but I really ignored the child, always thinking that the child was too young to understand anything, but now it seems that it is not the case at all......
"Sister, I think about it, I won't go to Jia Peng Factory, I'll do a part-time job nearby, I have to take care of the child if I make less money, and the child can feel at ease when he sees it sooner or later...... Now Ao Dan has no sense of security at all, and asks me vigorously: Do I also leave the house like his father, and don't want them...... No matter how I am an adult, this child is too young, I am afraid that he will not be able to think about it" Motherhood was relieved, Xiao Yi made her own decision.
Of course, I can't say anything, in fact, I see it in my eyes these days: when I go back on the weekend, not only the Ao Dan, but even the second egg who is less than two years old shows the difference from before: I can't see my grandfather and mother at a glance, and I babble "Dad ran away, Mom ran away, Grandpa also ran away...... A restless look, crying at every turn, this is a sign of the child's insecurity, now he is still young, he really knows what things are at a certain age, and he doesn't know what it will become.
In fact, the changes in marriage, it is not men and women who suffer deeply, but innocent children, they are still very young, unable to support themselves, the only people who can rely on in this world are their parents, parents are the blue sky above their heads, can give them shelter from the wind and rain, can also bring them storms, of course, there will be the gorgeous rainbow after the wind and rain...... There is really a day, men or women can't resist the temptation outside, and vigorously highlight the siege, for them, it is just the beginning of a life, but for the children is a catastrophe - the sky above the head collapses, the child's world will become fragmented, which means that their world outlook, outlook on life will undergo major changes, their hearts will also be seriously traumatized, maybe there are individual children who have transcendent perseverance to grow up to get ahead, but more children have fallen into the quagmire.
Now that Xiaohai is gone, there is no news, Xiao Yi goes to work again, adults know that the Tao is to make money to support the family, but the child is small, narrow-minded, how can the brain be turned around, if it is really impossible to see the shadow of the father all day long, and then the face of the mother, although there are grandparents around to take care of the living, but the child's psychological things are irreparable, if it is really like Xiao Yi worried, there is a little deviation in the psychology of the egg, this is really a sin.
For the sake of the child, I no longer insist on letting Xiao Yi come out - this family has been in turmoil, and I really don't want any accidents to happen again.
Xiaohai ran away from home for many days, I was dazed, and I always felt like I was in a dream, unreal - in fact, I kept thinking, if it was really a dream, how good it would be to open my eyes and everything that happened before disappeared, and home was still that peaceful home, not rich but still warm.
It's really not a dream, Xiaohai has indeed ruthlessly abandoned us to pursue what he thinks is true love, and he walked resolutely and absolutely, not giving us a little news.
I've been wondering how my little brother, who has always been honest in my eyes, could do such a ridiculous act.
Abandoning one's wife and children - how unbearable this is in the eyes of the world, and how many people will spurn it.
How could Xiao Hai choose to leave in this way.
What caused him to be so ruthless, completely ignoring everything, abandoning his wife and children, abandoning his home and family who had lived for more than 30 years, and leaving away without hesitation, without any news, is it really as the ten-year-old niece Yuting said "Go to the end of the world for love"!
All of us couldn't figure it out, couldn't figure out how he could do it!