36. Chapter 36

When I came back from my hometown that day, my sister-in-law's words made me ponder.

He said that in fact, Xiaohai has been looking for an opportunity to run away, this time the Pan Xiaoyan incident is just a reason, there is no Pan Xiaoyan today, maybe there will be other reasons tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, because he has always been thinking about the facts of his own support, and has always had the idea of running away, but there is no courage for him to get out of this home, and Pan Xiaoyan's appearance just makes up for it......

Maybe this is the root of the matter, although he has been deliberately avoiding, not letting his family mention, in fact, there has always been a deep separation in his heart, for this home where he has lived for more than 30 years, and all the relatives in this family who are dedicated to him, he has always carefully maintained a certain distance, he has never opened his heart to us, maybe we have an unintentional word, an unintentional look is an invisible pressure on him, he has always wanted to escape everything here.

Pan Xiaoyan's timely appearance made up for the vacancy in his soul, if he still had a trace of affection and gratitude for his family last time - this is also one of the reasons why he did not elope with Pan Xiaoyan last time.

After Pan Xiaoyan's matter was revealed, his family's step-by-step pressure on him and the "cruel words" he said finally made him give up the only bit of nostalgia and affection, and without looking back, he walked out of the home that he had always thought was shackling his feelings and body, and rushed to the vast world outside.

I pondered these repeatedly, but there is still one thing I still can't figure out, even if the parents are not related, the three sisters are not related, but the two sons are his own flesh and blood, they are still in the middle of the year and need their father's care and nurturing, how can he give up ruthlessly.

"He just doesn't have a heart" The mother was heartbroken, and tears rippled when she mentioned it.

"It's not biological, so you can't do such a thing," the father regretted his choice.

But what's the use of saying these now, the most lacking thing in the world is regret medicine, if it is really Zhilu Dao Xiaohai is this kind of person, it is impossible for us to support him with 100,000 yuan, and we will not be able to support him with such an ungrateful white-eyed wolf - a handful of and urine to raise him, and he has not been repaid at all, and he even has to clean up the mess for him, this young daughter-in-law, young son, when will he be a head.

No wonder the father's repeated scolding, this kind of thing can't stand anyone - not giving birth to a son in the countryside is already a big thing that can't be raised, but a son who has been raised for more than 30 years is gone again, gossiping in front of and behind people, pointing and poking and spitting stars and drowning people.

My father has been sighing at home, and he really can't face this fact that he has been strong all his life.

But what he can't face is what to do with his two grandchildren, think about his life, when he was three years old, his mother hanged herself, and she suffered the pain of not being cared for by her mother, and now this kind of thing has fallen on the two precious grandsons who he has always regarded as a pearl in the palm of his hand, as long as he thinks of these two children, his heart is like a knife.

Daughter-in-law Xiao Yi said that it was for the two children, and now she is willing to stay at home, a year, two years, if Xiao Hai leaves and there is no news, people are so young, less than thirty, remarriage is a certain thing, it is really like that, what about the two children, Xiao Yi loves the children no matter how much she loves the children, it is impossible to bring two, it is really one to stay at home, and several families can raise the children, but the brothers who are close to each other will be separated by two places, and even strangers......

The family that should have been reunited, the brothers who were close and affectionate, because of their father's departure from home, everything became unrecognizable, and even developed towards another unimaginable ending.

I really can't imagine how this damn Xiaohai could do such a thing as a pig and a dog.