She is such a woman, she wants to take care of everything, she wants to be the best in everything, and she doesn't want to hurt anyone.

But...... In this way, he is the one who is hurt the most......

Did she think about him at all?

He thought of her in everything, and he had her in his future plans......

Anything, he wanted to do it with her......

Everywhere, he thought of taking her with him......

But......

She didn't seem to respond at all......

"Okay, then I'll dismantle it." Zhuang Lingjun's voice seemed to come from another world.

After a while, Jin Ting heard his voice tremble and spoke: "What's the matter?" ”

"I'm sorry to disappoint you, Thunder."

Zhuang Lingjun's voice was a little apologetic, "The result of the examination is that she has no signs of pregnancy. ”

“…… In this way, it's okay to ......" Jin Ting felt that his heart was empty.

That kind of emptiness, as if everything in front of you is not important, and there seems to be nothing to work on, so there is nothing to care about.

"This is providence, you can't be forced, you and her are still so young, and there will be opportunities in the future."

"Yes, that's providence!"

Jin Ting suddenly shouted irritably!

A fist slammed into the armrest of the bench!

"It's providence! Providence plays with my will in this way, no matter how much I look forward to it, no matter how hard I try, in the end I can't get what I want! If so, what else to expect? What else is there to try? What else would you like to do?! I thought I could bear the pain of disappointed expectations, but I found that it still didn't work! Turns out I'm just a layman, haha...... Hahaha...... I thought I had gone through all the disappointments and pains, and I didn't have any expectations...... Unfortunately, I'm still ...... Or did I fall into the trap again......"

Speaking of the back, he no longer knew what he was talking about.

…… Oh, yes......

Why should he believe it??

Why should you expect???

The world would not have treated him well, so why should he believe that he might be happy?

How does he deserve happiness?

His life was already full of pain, and he should have died a long time ago!

He sacrificed his biological brother's health in exchange for a life, how can he deserve happiness? How can you deserve to have your own biological brother's beloved girl?

He was already in hell, how dare he yearn for heaven?

It's that he's too greedy!

For a person like him, to be able to have a short period of happiness is already a great gift from God......

How can you expect anything else?

Why does he covet so-called eternal happiness?

There may be eternal happiness in this world, but it will never belong to him!

He has sinful blood in his veins, but he wants to have such a beautiful term...... Ha ha...... Ha ha...... It's that he's too stupid, it's that he's too self-righteous......

He stood up, walked over to the Virgin Mary, and lifted her up viciously!

Mary was still smiling, as if all the troubles of the world were nothing but ridiculous delusions to her.

Jin Ting also learned from her and smiled coldly, and then let go of his hand......

There was a snap......

The porcelain statue shattered to pieces......

It's like countless withered white roses......

"Thunder, you need to rest well and calm down now." Zhuang Lingjun's voice was very calm, "Even if Xia Chuxue temporarily left you for her brother, why should you be so sad?" She is still young, and it is normal that she has not been able to think through many things, so when you find her, talk to her well, and dispel the doubts in her heart, wouldn't it be good? People need to communicate with each other, and it's not a matter to keep everything in your heart......"

"You don't understand, Brother Zhuang." Jin Ting smiled miserably, "I'...... I...... I know that there are many things in my heart that have been broken, and even if I talk about it again, there are many things that I can't get back...... I don't want to talk anymore, you tell me to be quiet......"

Then he hung up the phone.

Putting away the phone, Zhuang Lingjun looked carefully at the sleeping woman on the bed.

It was a very quiet room, the furnishings were simple and although comfortable, it was completely devoid of any features.

It was a small two-story building, and now he sits on the second floor.

Naturally, the woman sleeping soundly on the bed is the first snow.

Her brows were still tightly furrowed, her long hair was scattered like seaweed on the pale blue sheets, and the corners of her lips were pursed in a somewhat painful look.

Naturally, no one will be very comfortable after being anesthetized and unconscious for so long.

Zhuang Lingjun naturally felt sorry in his heart, he bent down and stroked her hair slightly: "I'm sorry for making you suffer." ”

There was a faint mutter between her lips, and then she murmured, pronouncing a person's name: "Ting ......"

Zhuang Lingjun frowned: "You really are still thinking about him...... But that's okay, soon I'll make you forget about him. ”

Although Chu Xue was still asleep, she seemed to understand his thoughts, her brows furrowed more and more, and the corners of her lips murmured: "Ting...... Where are you...... I'm afraid...... I feel so scared...... They...... They captured Chenchen...... What will they do to Chenchen......"

At that moment, there was a knock on the door.

Zhuang Lingjun got up and opened the door, there was a middle-aged woman in maid costume standing at the door, holding a glass of water, Zhuang Lingjun reached out to take the water, put it on the bedside table, and then went out in a flash: "How is Lin Xiaochen?" ”

"He's fine, the effect of the drug has passed, his heartbeat and pulse are still normal, and he is sleeping soundly now." The woman spoke respectfully.

"Okay." Zhuang Lingjun looked at the glass of water on the bedside table, "Did the things be added according to the dosage?" ”

"Yes, it was added."

"Is there more than the dose? That would have strong side effects. ”

"No, don't worry, I'm also a doctor of pharmacy, so there will be no problem." The woman pushed her glasses, "Taking this substance will not have any effect on the body, but it will have memory confusion, but it is also within the controllable range, and it can be induced to hallucinate...... However, this is already the safest of these substances. ”

"Very well, if her physical health is compromised, I want your life."

The first snow on the bed closed her eyes tightly, and her long eyelashes trembled uneasily......

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Paris.

Jin Ting locked himself in the red winery, not knowing how much wine he drank.

At the end of the drink, he felt as if his body had been soaked in alcohol, and even the sweat that flowed out had the smell of red wine.

At first, he was hot all over his body, but later it became colder and colder.

No matter how much you drink, you can't relieve the cold!

He opened the curtains with a bang, only to see that it was already dark.

The birds and flowers are singing in this farm, but this qiē no longer seems to belong to him.

At his feet, he threw the letter.

The letter that Hatsuyuki left for him.