The letter that Hatsuyuki left for him.

If he was still skeptical of Zhuang Lingjun's words before seeing this letter, he didn't believe that Chu Xue would leave him so ruthlessly - but after he read this letter, he really couldn't help but believe it.

That handwriting, he knew too well, was from the woman he loved the most!

A person's voice can be imitated, and the appearance can be disguised, but the handwriting is difficult to imitate exactly the same, so to speak, handwriting is a person's exclusive proof.

When Chu Xue writes, each word is slightly picked up to the right, because when she sits and writes, her body is always slightly tilted.

He reminded her many times that this posture is not good, and it will have an impact on the lumbar spine, but she always sticks out her tongue, and the next time it is a relapse, this kind of very subtle detail, Jin Ting believes that in addition to his own understanding, it is impossible for others to imitate it!

Besides, Chu Xue's departure was so sudden, how could it be imitated by others? Berman Hospital is completely under his own control, it is the safest place in the world, if Chu Xue and Lin Xiaochen did not disappear out of their own will, then Jin Ting really can't figure out who will have such power...... If Hua Yuerong did it, what would Hua Yuerong do with the first snow? She originally wanted her son to return to her, but if Chu Xue was there, she would not be able to save Lin Xiaochen's heart at all......

The letter reads:

[Ting, when you read this letter, I was already in another place.

That place may be far away, or it may be not far away from you.

But what is certain is that you can't find me lightly, and you can't find Chenchen lightly.

I'm sorry I deceived you, in fact, I had already decided to leave when you told me to hide in Berman Hospital, and my voice was a little shaky at the time, but unfortunately you didn't notice it.

Ting, I know I'm sorry for you, I failed you, I failed you for your protection of me. But I also want to sue you, in fact, from a very early age, I found out that you don't like Chenchen.

That time, in the revolving restaurant on the eighty-third floor, when I saw you talking to Chenchen, a look of fear flashed in your eyes, although you immediately hid it, but I remember it clearly.

Ting, of course I know that you are very good to Chenchen, and you have spent a lot of money and connections to cultivate him. However, that was when you didn't know his background, and now you know that he is the son of your sworn enemy Hua Yuerong, and you are so smart, you should be able to guess that Hua Yuerong wants to recognize this son, in order to one day, bring down her husband and her husband's unsuccessful son, and let his son inherit Hua's! Hua Yuerong is such a crazy woman, she can do everything.

Ting, I know that you used to protect my brother and be good to him, because he is my only relative; But I know you all too well, and you've always been as ruthless as ice and snow to your enemies.

For this young man who may become Fahrenheit's heir, you must not be able to treat him as my relative, right?

However, I promised my mother that I would protect Chenchen, because Chenchen's father sacrificed his own life to save his mother!

I'm sorry, Ting, if this is the fate between us, then I am willing to bear it, please don't hate me, because hate also requires affection, I just hope that you wait for me until the day when I can return to you...... If you can't wait, and there's nothing, please feel free to live the life you want to live and forget about me!

I'm sorry, I will guard Chenchen until the day when Hua Yuerong will no longer look at him, when that day is, I don't know, maybe many years, but I will keep waiting......

Good bye. 】

Such sentences, every word is her style.

Graceful, beautiful, delicate, but there is a stubbornness that belongs to her, a stubbornness that no one can change.

What's more, she mentioned the birthday dinner that was once given to her on the 83rd floor, which is a memory that belongs only to the two of them, and it is impossible for others to know the details......

She was really real and was going to leave him......

Jin Ting tilted his neck and poured down another half bottle of blood-red wine.

A thin wisp of liquid flowed from the corner of his mouth and felt like blood.

He didn't want to talk anymore, and everything in this world didn't seem to have anything to do with him anymore.

But he still shamefully made several phone calls, to the director of Berman Hospital and to a few doctors he trusted.

There is no difference between what the dean said and what Zhuang Lingjun said, and he also sighed: "I really didn't expect Miss Xia to be so impulsive...... Hey, after all, you are young, Mr. Jin, don't be too sad, when she figures it out, she will still come back. ”

The doctors said the same thing.

There was a hint of fear in his words, but in Jin Ting's sound, it seemed to be mixed with sympathy.

Putting down the phone, he suddenly felt ridiculous, could he still have doubts after reading this letter? The letter was clearly written, this is also her usual style, self-righteous, thinking that she has carried too much responsibility and pressure, but she knows that he has endured more......

He began to feel heavy and drowsy, he didn't want to care so much anymore, and all his efforts seemed to be in vain......

Reach out and slam a finished bottle to the ground!

Fragments splashed, some with bright red liquor, scratching his wrists and ankles, piercing the skin and splashing dripping blood, merging with the bright red liquor, there was a kind of tragic poignancy......

"When...... I've become an alcoholic, too? ......" He smiled bitterly, stretched out his fingers to wipe the blood flowing from a small scratch on the back of his hand, looked at the blood, and suddenly wiped it on his lips, "Hehe...... I used to hate alcohol the most...... I think they're all rubbish, a waste of time, and they might as well die...... But I didn't expect it...... Now I've become like this......"

"Actually, what am I working so hard for...... I don't know...... used to be for Xiao Feng, but Xiao Feng has grown up...... He doesn't really need me...... His mother would give him a good plan...... My storage zài is actually his roadblock...... Ha...... I thought she needed me, I wanted to give her a piece of sky, shelter her from the wind and rain, and let her fly freely...... But ...... I was wrong...... I'm really ...... Too self-righteous...... Nobody needs me...... It's ...... I thought I was important."

He didn't want to face the world anymore.

Let him sleep, to the end of the world.

At the end of the world, can she smile?