Zhang Jiajia: I have a lot of friends, but I can't bear to lose one

I have a lot of time, but even if it's one day less, I'm still reluctant. I have a lot of friends, but even if there is one less, I will still be reluctant.

I had nothing to do in junior high school to play games, and the front row of street fighters was crowded, so I asked Soybeans to go to the row every time, and I worked the gambling machine next to me. Soybeans are short and short, and the others are not impressed. As soon as it was his turn, he shouted frantically: Hurry, hurry!

I ran over, threw coins, and did all kinds of stunts. Soybeans squeezed his head to one side, staring intently, and the main task was to cheer and cheer.

When the copper plate was finished, I reached out and asked him for it, and he would prepare two or three and give it to me reluctantly.

Later, the school overflowed to play football, from the waning mountains to the end of the hand to see the five fingers, after six or seven o'clock spelling is not the technique but the eyesight, the black ball in the black night, a group of people shouted: "The ball is the ball, the paralysis can not be kicked lightly, it is estimated that it kicked into the ditch again." ”

No one wants to play with soybeans, and he is inexplicably disliked by everyone. Such classmates have such classmates in every class, their family is bad, their clothes are dirty, their strengths are zero points, they fall last in everything, they stammer, they are incoherent, and they often avoid the other party as soon as they speak.

He also wanted to play football, and after school he blushed and asked if I could take him there. I hesitated for a moment, saw the disgusted expressions of the other male classmates, gritted my teeth and said, go away.

Later, he became more and more reticent and spoke to me less. But he didn't have any sense of zài in the first place, and I didn't notice this trend.

During the Chinese New Year, it was cold and I couldn't get the team together, so I ran back to the arcade. The arcade hall was empty, and there was a small man standing in front of Street Fighter's game, and I leaned over to see that it was soybeans.

He stacked a stack of copper plates in his hand, clumsily manipulating the characters, but he couldn't send out his fart stunt, and basically hung up immediately in the first level.

I said, play with me.

His face flushed, and he did not say anything, nor did he give way.

I'm bored, I play with other things, I don't have much money, and I spend all my savings in less than half an hour. I was itching, this was too unpleasant, so I leaned over to the side of the soybean and said, "Give me the copper plate."

He was silent.

I said disdainfully: stingy.

At this time he suddenly cried, tears streaming down his face.

I was so shocked that I quickly slipped away, and as I ran home, I thought: What is he crying about, could it be that he lost too badly? It's so fucking boring, fuck off, I don't want to pay attention to you.

When I went home to eat wine, I suddenly remembered that when I said that day, when I walked away, his eyes were desperate.

He didn't show up at the beginning of school, and it is said that his family felt that he didn't do anything about studying, and zero points were piled up, so it was better to drop out of school early to do business. Then he disappeared from my life until his appearance was blurred, and all that was left was the cheering shouts in my ear and the desperate look in his eyes.

The college entrance examination met the World Cup, and if I failed the exam, I could only repeat it. I didn't continue to be in the city, but Jiayu sent me to the third year of high school in a small town, because my father was the mayor of the town, and he hoped that the teacher would do his best for me.

I'm very excited about this change, and I think I can do it in a small town, such as molesting women from good families, kicking over hawker stalls, and taking a group of friends to run amok.

In this group of friends, there is a toad called toad. The toad has a simple face, and its eyes are small and obscene. Originally, he was fine, but he had a problem, obviously he failed every time, but he liked to hum songs when he was doing the topic.

For example: sin shouldn't make cos cry, at least I do my best~~ I only have you in my eyes, only the S pole points to the N pole~~ I will never understand your tenderness, I can't turn CO into HO~~

Day after day, in the mock exams, finally, I filled in the blanks in the 50 ml of __ water and filled in the water of forgetfulness.

Damn it.

A group of our friends eat and drink every day, ride motorcycles to clubbing in the city, cross the road full of rice fields on both sides, and cross in the early morning and late night of youth.

We took turns to invite dinner, and on the day of the toad's turn, he didn't come to class, and I said forget it, I'll please.

Another round turned, and on the day of the toad's turn, he didn't come to class, and I said forget it, I'll please.

One more round, and before the day of the toad's turn, I was furious and asked him, do you want to be a little friend?

As a result, he still didn't come the next day, and it is said that the family felt that he didn't do well in his studies, and he failed to pass the pile, so it was better to go back to business early.

Alas, the rural students are miserable.

In the 99 college entrance examination, after the last subject, I was dizzy and walked out of the classroom, someone rushed over, and I saw that it was a toad.

He probably waited outside the exam room for a long time, stopped talking, handed me a letter, and left.

His letter was grammatically incomprehensible and a mess. I remember that there was an exam where the essay proposition was a poem in the afterglow, and I wrote my feelings after reading.

The toad pondered and wrote the essay title: What a good poem!

His full text is formatted as follows, copying a line of poetry followed by the sentence "It's good." Copy another line of poetry, followed by the sentence "Awesome". And so on and so forth.

He even wrote letters.

I keep this letter to this day, which reads:

My family is very poor, I really want to invite everyone to eat a good meal, but my family is really poor, and I still owe some tuition, and my father said that when the wheat is ripe, I will keep a few bags and kill a pig, and I can pay off the tuition. I said, Dad, I don't go to school anymore, why do I have to pay the tuition. Dad said that this is owed, even if you don't read the book, you have to pay it back.

Zhang Jiajia, I especially want to treat you to a good meal, a very good one, even if it is KFC, I will still invite you if it is like that. I'm not a bad guy, whether I invite you to eat or not, you will definitely be excellent in the future and become a great writer. When the wheat is ripe, I will secretly keep a bag and sell it for you to eat.

I kept the letter, but it disappeared from my life. I've been to that town, but I can't get in touch with him. I guess I went to work in other provinces.

These people would have been my best friends, but I lost them on the road. I can't remember what they looked like.

I've learned to cherish it.

Over the years, I attended the wedding of my best friend. Running out to the field, seeing him or her full of happiness, walking across the red carpet in front of everyone's gaze, I can't help but want to shed tears.

No matter how far away or difficult it is, I have to try to be on the ground.

Every morning you have to wake up, get on the subway, pass by their world, people come and go, and resolutely go to your own place.

We took the subway, got to our respective platforms, and had to change to our own train.

But there are only a few important days in my life, and I will try my best to go to those special stops, and in your sight, wave my hand at you and shout: "Fucking great, you're going to have a good life, you bastard!"

In addition to your lover and parents, there are also people who laugh because you are happy and shed tears because you are sad.

I have a lot of time, but even if it's one day less, I'm still reluctant. I have a lot of friends, but even if there is one less, I will still be reluctant.