Chapter 24 chapter24
The only light in the house was the lonely moonlight in the countryside, Sheng Congsu heard Song Ru and I questioning one by one, and finally felt that even if she was right in front of him, there was a long distance between them, so far that even if he loved her again, it would be in vain.
Song Ru I am extremely tired, and the hatred that has been buried in my heart for many years has gradually become a thorn that is difficult to eradicate after time today, piercing her unbearable heart all the time.
In fact, sometimes, she knows that she feels guilty about Sheng Yang, but she is also afraid of seeing Sheng Yang. Every time she sees such an innocent and lovely little girl, she will think of her most helpless and desperate moments.
Every minute and every second is like torment, like stepping on the tip of a needle, uncomfortable to death.
She stood up, pushed Sheng Congsu away, and walked out alone.
Sheng Cong froze for a second, and stepped out to keep up with her. Song Ru and I immediately turned around, and my tone was cold and resolute: "Get out." ”
In the next second, she immediately went out of the 'door'.
The night was so dark, and the cold wind was like a knife and slammed down on her face. Song Ru didn't take a few steps before I saw Li Mubai waiting at the 'door' of her house.
He was like a tree, standing there straight, never changing his position. It was only when Song Ru and I came out that he moved.
"Ego." His voice came with the cold wind, completely different from the sunny appearance of his youth.
Song Ru stood still, and with the dim moonlight, she could clearly see the same facial features on Li Mubai's face as many years ago.
At that time, how much did she love him?
Nothing is worthy of others, only work harder and harder, Li Mubai said that our daughter-in-law must be capable and smart. So she is the first in the monthly exam every month, and every time she comes home from vacation, even if she lives alone, she has to do housework inside and out. She knew that she was introverted, and she was afraid of embarrassing him, so she smiled when she saw people, and laughed until her face froze.
Song Ru and I were stunned for a full minute, and then she finally spoke, as if she had given herself a 'handover' generation.
The whimpering wind and the biting coldness are like countless times of discouragement.
"Mu Bai, I was standing downstairs at your house to see you at that time, why didn't you come out?"
"My ......"
"I just want to know why."
Li Mubai felt unspeakable, he had done a lot of things that he had missed, sometimes he could make up for it, but sometimes it was harmful.
Six years ago, Song Rume, who came to him with his body, saw it clearly, but he didn't know what it was.
"Why ......"
Li Mubai lowered his head: "I heard that you were married to Sheng Qi and had a child, and I thought that you betrayed our love first, so I didn't want to see you when I was dizzy." ”
Song smiled like me, she knew that maybe this was just one of the reasons. At that time, Li Mubai's company was facing a listing crisis, Uncle Li had just died, he was young, and he could only choose marriage in order to solve the capital chain. That's how adults are, and now he says this reason, but he feels that money is too embarrassing.
"Later, when you went abroad immediately, I realized that something was wrong, at that time I had already 'befriended' Sheng Qi, but it was already difficult to find you again."
Song Ru and I came back here again after many years, back to the small town of Soochow, back to the environment where I grew up when I was young. How good it would be if there was no birth, there was no love and no hate. She suddenly felt that a string in her heart was broken, as if it had been stretched too tightly for many years, and finally broke all at once on this day.
She finally glanced at Li Mubai, thought for a while and said, "Goodbye." ”
Li Mubai's heart ached, as if he had been slammed by a heavy object. He vaguely felt that this "goodbye" was likely to be never seen again.
Countless scenes flashed through his mind, each one as if deeply rooted in his mind. Song Ru, my back is thin and lonely. Li Mubai tried to scream: "Little me! ”
Song Ru's back stiffened, and she said in a low voice: "Goodbye, Mu Bai." ”
She crossed the country road, not knowing where she was heading forward. Until she walked to the 'door' of Chu Yu's house, Chu Yu grabbed her.
"Little me, you're finally here, are you okay? I was so worried about you that I didn't dare to go to your house, so I had to walk back and forth around here. ”
"It's fine."
Although she said that it was okay, where did Chu Yu see that it was okay? She knew that it was inconvenient for her to ask, so she had to take Song Ru and me home to rest.
Song Ru and I were speechless all the way, and when we arrived at Chu Yu's house, because it was already late at night, her parents were already asleep, and Chu Yu took her upstairs lightly. When she was about to go to sleep, Chu Yu's phone rang many times, and she hung up every time. Song Ru said to me: "You can take it." ”
"It's Sheng Quan, he uses me. I've broken up with him. I'm sorry, ego, but I still have to apologize for your manuscript. ”
"Oh," Song Ru thought for a moment, "Let's put the book aside for a while, I want to rewrite the story from the middle part." ”
"But...... This version is already very dramatic, and the editor-in-chief is very much recognized. ”
Song Ru shook his head, but said, "Let's let it go." ”
At this time, Chu Yu's phone rang again, she was so angry that she wanted to dig up the battery, Song Ru stopped her: "Let's take it, it's better to say clearly than not clearly." ”
Chu Yu thought about it and picked it up in front of her, but before she said a word, she said angrily to the other end of the phone: "Sheng Quan, you are really disappointing, I don't care about me, I just want to break up." ”
In the end, it was even a bit vexatious.
Many people have said that we only 'mess' with those closest to us, and we will be more polite to strangers. Because we feel that those close to us will never abandon us.
Song was as old as me and Chu Yu, and she felt a little envious when she listened to her sometimes fierce and sometimes threatening words with her boyfriend. She had never had a chance to tell anyone about that.
In fact, when I fell in love with Li Mubai in those years, I was thinking more about how to match him and how to please him, and my temper was categorically 'chaotic'. Later, life forced me to dare not have a temper. Temper is always responsible.
Chu Yu's phone call lasted for nearly half an hour, and finally Chu Yu scolded him: "If you dare to come to my house to try, I will 'get' you to death!" "The end. Chu Yu, who hung up the phone, was a little embarrassed, she coughed: "Tired, right?" Go to bed early. ”
Song Ru I nodded, the night was already deep, after turning off the light, the room was very quiet, and after a while, Chu Yu's shallow breathing came from her, and she quickly fell asleep.
Calm late night, warm bedroom, whistling cold wind, Song Ru I finally forced myself to fall asleep in the second half of the night.
And Sheng Congsu, who stayed in Yuan's house, didn't fall asleep, because Li Mubai walked by in Song Ru and I walked by, and soon entered the house, and when he came, Sheng Congsu was rolling up his sleeves to repair the fuse.
He bit a flashlight in his mouth, and a pair of glasses came from the bridge of his nose out of nowhere, looking really harmless and homely, and the seventh son of the Sheng family who called for wind and rain was really like two people.
"Sheng Qi, I have something to talk to you about."
This is the first time in six years, Li Mubai took the initiative to find Sheng Congsu.
Sheng Congsu's hand paused, and then he didn't answer, but three seconds later, the lights in the room turned on, he jumped down from the stool and glanced at Li Mubai: "Sit down." ”
He turned around and went into the kitchen, poured two cups of tea, and brought them out to entertain Li Mubai as a host.
"If you have anything to ask, I'll give you a chance today."
Li Mubai's brows were deeply locked, and he groaned: "Do you love her?" ”
Obviously, who she is referring to, both of them know it.
"Love." Sheng Congsu barely hesitated and quickly replied.
How do you know that when Li Mubai heard this answer, he immediately stood up from his position, and suddenly punched Sheng Congsu's blade-like cheek.
Sheng Congsu couldn't resist it, and the corners of his mouth were suddenly hit with blood.
"That's how you love her?!" Li Mubai chuckled: "Sheng Congsu, you despicable and shameless villain." ”
Li Mubai's eyes were red, his chest was full of indignation, and he asked again, "How did Sheng Yang come here?" ”
Sheng Congsu closed his eyes, he had always been resolute and ruthless, he had always been high and inviolable, suddenly took off all his armor and defensive weapons, and looked like he was being slaughtered by others.
His posture like this proves the most unbearable fact that Li Mubai guessed in his heart.
"You!" Li Mubai was shocked and furious, his fists shook involuntarily: "You're sick!" ”
Finally, punch after punch fell on Sheng Congsu's body, each punch seemed to kill someone, Li Mubai's eyes were red, he was uncomfortable and angry and said: "Sheng Congsu, you are really a good brother!" What a brother! ”
Sheng Congsu was kicked into the corner, Li Mubai was finally tired and panting, but in the end, he cried first.
The boy doesn't flick when he has tears, but he hasn't reached the sad place. Li Mubai rolled down a tear, and he looked up to the sky and roared: "It's me who is sorry for her, it's me, why did I bring you over in the first place." I was the one who hurt her, it was me. ”
Sheng Congsu lay in the corner, coughed up a mouthful of blood, and watched Li Mubai walk out crookedly.
He coughed slowly and gently, blood dripping from the corner of his mouth to the ground, making a "pop" sound, Sheng Congsu remembered many years ago, the first time he saw Song Rume.
She pursed her lips and smiled at him, her eyes shining like stars in the sky.
Sheng Congsu slowly closed his eyes, the cold floor, and the damp and cold air penetrated from his back into his internal organs. Sheng Quan, who came overnight, saw the appearance of his boss for many years, and almost had a heart attack on the spot.
The author has something to say: go to the doctor today, sub-health, now that the weather is cold, everyone should pay attention to keeping warm. In addition, tomorrow is the author's birthday, still updated~~~ Please praise me~Mo~――27761+dsuaahhh+24o41846――>