Chapter 23 chapter23
Sheng Congsu stopped in the local area, she said so lightly, and her tone was so cold and indifferent that it was like talking about someone she didn't know. But in the face of such a Song Rume, Sheng Congsu became at a loss.
He walked over step by step, and Song Ru and I under the light slowly raised my head. This was the first time in six years that Sheng Congsu had heard Song Ru and I mention this matter so clearly and sharply.
This is a scar, it will hurt and blood when it is removed, and it is also a chasm that lies in the hearts of the two of them, keeping them farther and farther apart.
The night is getting darker, and Song is as beautiful as me, with deep eyes, a high 'straight' nose, 'fine' facial features, and small cheeks. Why was you attracted to it in the first place? Is it an unforgettable appearance?
No, Sheng Congsu once asked himself. Even today, he doesn't even know why he likes Song Ru and me. Is it because you can't get it?
No, it's because of heartache.
The year Yuan Lang died, he began to feel heartache. He felt that he was sick, and he was very uncomfortable, but his family doctor could not find the cause.
Every time Song Ru smiled and looked back, he would feel heartache.
The 'door' that had been knocked open creaked and hung on the side, and the wind came through, and Song Ru and I shrank back. She uncovered her scars with her own hands and questioned Sheng Congsu word by word.
"Little self......" Sheng Congsu's face was stiff.
"Sheng Congsu, you never gave me a reason." Song Ru I was calmly terrible: "Why are you doing this to me? You are Li Mubai's good friend, and I was his 'girlfriend' friend at that time. If you do something like that, normal people can't understand you. โ
"At that time, I always had a hard time understanding you, and I always thought that even if I didn't know you well, I never 'befriended' evil."
"Heh", she chuckled: "Now, Sheng Congsu, I don't want to know the reason." What kind of person can't you Sheng Qi can't get, why do you provoke me? โ
"I still feel bad when I see that white jeep, and every time, I want to smash it with my own hands."
"Smash it." Sheng Congsu finally walked in front of her: "If it makes you feel better, smash it." โ
They were so close that the distance between their bodies was only a few fists, and Sheng Congsu could see the two whirlpools above Song Ru's head as soon as he lowered his head slightly.
The white 'colored' jeep was purchased by Sheng Congsu when he was twenty years old. Because of Li Mubai's relationship, he had more and more contact with Song Rume, and when the summer vacation was about to end, in order to see off Sheng Congsu, Li Mubai proposed that the three of them go to the famous hot spring hotel in the next province to soak in the hot springs.
The three of them drove for four hours to get to the place, but Li Mubai was temporarily called away by a phone call from home, and it was said that his father was critically ill. Originally, this trip was canceled, but Sheng Congsu said: "Since you are here, let's live." It's too tiring to toss back and forth. โ
Li Mubai instructed with a smile: "Little daughter-in-law, the time has come to test you in advance." Learn from Sheng Qi how to successfully hold a farewell ceremony. โ
After he gave his instructions, he hurried home. Of course, I don't know what happened next.
The moon is bleak and misty, the old house is in disrepair, and the light in the bedroom suddenly goes out with a "snap". In the sudden darkness, Sheng Congsu saw that Song Ru and I were like a frightened cat, even my tail was cocked, and my whole body shrank.
It's the same as it was six years ago.
Sheng Congsu knew that Song Ru and I had been hating him, and I hated him so much that I wanted him to die all the time. Sometimes he also thinks that if only he died in London at that time, this life would be over, and there would not be so much heartache.
Song Ru I have a slight claustrophobia and neurasthenia, and he has seen her physical examination report when she entered school. Sheng Congsu knew that she had caused it.
She was originally a gentle and quiet 'girl' child, but today, no matter how good the disguise is, her heart is unwilling and embarrassed after all.
"Sheng Congsu, let me ask you one more question, does Ji Fan's death have anything to do with you? I only asked this once. โ
The streets of London, the rampaging vehicles, the rainy weather, and finally the tragic situation of Ji Fan's death on the spot.
Sheng Congsu closed his eyes in the dark, he didn't answer, almost acquiescing.
Song Ru and I finally laughed, and the laughter was terrible: "Six years ago, you crawled into my room in the middle of the night and pressed me to the 'bed'. How did I beg you then? I said, Sheng Qi, you are good, you are not such a person. โ
"You see, I was wrong from the beginning."
The cicadas chirping in summer, the sweltering 'damp' night, the midnight bell had just passed, and Song Ru and I were half-asleep and half-awake, and saw Sheng Congsu standing naked in her room.
Tubaozi sat up in horror, she still didn't react to the situation in front of her, until Sheng Congsu spoke: "Little me, I'm leaving." You don't blame me. โ
Twenty-year-old Sheng Congsu, young and vigorous, with hot skin, Song Ru I couldn't even cry, I could only roll down one tear after another.
Every minute and every second is like 'meat' on the chopping board, to be slaughtered.
Then, on the way back the next day, Sheng Congsu forcibly asked her again in the jeep.
In this world, who is Song Ru and me? At that time, she was just a person, living alone in the countryside. During the college entrance examination physical examination, she was found to be pregnant, in that relatively closed town, how much of a shame is this?
Sheng flew abroad from Su and still lived a high-minded life, while Song Ru me, even if the teacher took pity on her and suppressed her affairs, he didn't ask anything, just asked her to go for surgery. But where in the world is there an impermeable wall? Song Ru: Since that day, I always feel that someone is pointing fingers behind her back.
She later failed the college entrance examination, and she was usually able to go to the top universities in China, and finally she could only go to the University of Boussan. I don't know why, she didn't show her feelings, and even escaped the eyes of her aunt Yuan Min, she met the parents of the Song family, and since then she has become Song Rume.
Song Ru: I once really asked myself, is she really willing to give birth to that child? No, she didn't want to. It is also a sin to be born, because the father of the child is a strong/'rapist'.
If it weren't for Sheng Congsu suddenly flying back from abroad and dragging her off the operating table, I'm afraid there would be no Sheng Yang in this world.
Sheng Congsu tied her up and applied for a marriage certificate for the two, but at that time, the 'woman' was unwilling to do so, so he dredged up the relationship. She was almost imprisoned by him, and not even a bird could fly in the large, empty villa, let alone anyone who wanted to go out.
Sheng Congsu took a leave of absence from school and concentrated on watching her at home. Every night, he forcibly held her in his arms, until one day Song Ru and I fell ill and the family doctor could not do anything and had to take her to the hospital.
At that time, Song Ru and I were five months pregnant, amazingly thin, with sunken cheeks and protruding eyeballs, but my stomach was already fighting, and I was like a monster.
There was never a conversation between them, and the villa and hospital were as quiet as a tomb. Song Ru took advantage of the inattention of others at that time, pulled out the infusion in his hand, and escaped from the hospital.
The scene of escape that had been staged countless times in her mind was like that, in the wet and cold night, she ran barefoot and her feet wildly, and took advantage of the night 'color' to go downstairs to Li Mubai.
Song Ru I am not a person who is desperate, if it were, she should have made a choice at the moment of being โกโก. But what she didn't expect was that Li Mubai didn't save her, and he didn't even respond to her.
The last straw was broken. She finally had nothing to love, and took a car back to her hometown early the next morning, choosing to commit suicide.
Unexpectedly, she was still captured by Sheng Congsu, and she couldn't even die, yes, he didn't even give her the most desperate road.
After that decisive decision, Sheng Congsu didn't pay as much attention to her as before, probably because he was afraid that she would hurt his 'life' again. He even allowed her to meet with others.
So, Li Mubai's mother Cheng Xiang had the opportunity to wear a proud mask, looked her up and down, and after seeing her obvious belly, she sneered and said: "Mubai's father just passed away, Sain needs financing, and we want to marry the Fu family." You have never been able to take out this money. The Song family has never had the habit of giving money to 'illegally' daughters, not to mention that you are not a member of the Song family. โ
She is a lonely and helpless bun in the countryside, and the string of numbers she says is like I have never even heard of it in my life.
"Besides, Mu Bai is soon engaged, and he wants you not to disturb him. I'm his mom, and I know he doesn't like inappropriate 'girl' kids. โ
Song Ru and I have been subjected to countless discrimination, because of her poor family background, and because she is a young 'girl' mother.
The claws of fate scratched her head and face when she was nineteen years old, she was drenched in blood and disheartened, and finally gave birth to Sheng Yang.
Sheng Congsu was very satisfied, Song Ru I had a heavy postpartum hemorrhage when I gave birth to Sheng Yang, and she almost died, and then she 'spirited' collapsed, hiding a knife under her pillow every day, and even stabbed the arm of a domestic helper at home.
At that time, Yuan Min finally remembered her and secretly sent her abroad, she said that she would never return to China, and she would never look at the child again.
Yuan Min didn't say anything at the time, but when Sheng Congsu went abroad to find her, he persuaded her: "Since it has become an established fact, let's live well." โ
So she didn't hesitate to stab Sheng Congsu in the heart, and before Sheng Congsu closed her eyes, she said word by word: "Do you know how much I hate you?!" โ
The wheels of time have passed, and so many years have passed. Song Ru and I are no longer the soil bun in the countryside who can't even tell the difference between flat tongues, she laughs and scolds, switches between Chinese and English freely, and wears a mask very well.
But people's 'sexual' personality has changed greatly, and she still hates him so much.
In this dark room, the cold wind "whined", Song Ru I still asked, the same as a few years ago.
"Do you know how much I hate you?!"
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