【442】Lu Xiaoxu's Thoughts (2)
But what is this for, why does she let go, and the impact on him will be so great? And why would he be so different on this night when there was only a full moon? And usually, I don't ask to hold her hand all night.
Lu Xiaoxu didn't know what Jun Jinchen's body would be so strange, obviously everything was fine on the physical examination report, and there was no disease, but just now it hurt like that.
Is there such a strange thing about the so-called genetic disease? And his physical discomfort, will there be a specific time? After the pain in Jun Jinchen's body eased, Lu Xiaosu still hugged Jun Jinchen, guessing wildly in his mind.
"I'm fine." After a long time, Jun Jinchen's voice sounded above Lu Xiaoxu's head, and his voice sounded nothing unusual except that it was slightly hoarse than usual.
Lu Xiaoxu raised his head and looked at Jun Jinchen's face, his face was no longer as pale as she saw when she first came out, and there was no such painful look on his face, and even his breathing was no longer cramped and difficult. As he said, he has nothing to do now.
But at this moment, Lu Xiaosu didn't dare to let go of Jun Jinchen's hand anymore, even if she sat back on the sofa with him and watched the program on TV, she still wouldn't look at him from time to time to make sure if he really didn't have any more pain.
Her cautious appearance made Jun Jinchen sigh, raised his hand, and touched Lu Xiaoxu's head, "As long as I can touch you, I'll be fine." ”
Lu Xiaoxu suddenly stared at Jun Jinchen tightly, and burst out with a sentence, "You are sick?" Is it a psychological factor? What kind of dependence or something? She remembered that she had read online before that some people have psychological dependence on certain things, and if they didn't see it for a day or didn't bring it with them, they would feel uncomfortable.
Lu Xiaoxu faintly felt that it seemed to be similar to Jun Jinchen's phenomenon to some extent, "Or maybe you were stimulated by the full moon before, so you must have such physical contact to not be uncomfortable?" ”
She asked, and at the same time looked at him with a very serious expression, and her round eyes seemed to be desperately saying - "Say, say, in front of me, you can say anything." ”
Dependence? Stimulate?
On his always cold face, a trace of stunned and helpless smile appeared on his face because of her words and her eyes.
Dependent? Or is it really a kind of dependence, when you find your life, you will become more and more unable to endure the pain, you will always seem to be holding her, and you will become more and more inseparable from her.
And as time goes by, this dependence is also getting deeper and deeper, and maybe unconsciously, he really suffers from dependence, relying only on her illness!
As for the stimulation...... In his life, the most exciting thing is probably the moment when he inherited the blood curse of the Jun family, and the moment when he saw her in the square!
"What if I have dependence?" He looked at her and asked, his dark phoenix eyes staring at her steadily.
"Huh? Really? Although she asked it herself, when she really heard such words from his mouth, Comrade Lu Xiaoxu's mouth was still a little closed for a long time, "Is it physical contact dependence?" She asked.
"Sort of, but it's just for you." He said.
She tilted her head to look at him, then scratched her head and said, "If there is, there will be a big deal, every time the moon is full in the future, I will be a conjoined body-baby-with you." Of course, Comrade Xiaoxu silently recited to himself in his heart, drink less water, drink less water!
After all, if you are a woman, you don't want your boyfriend to see her embarrassment in the toilet.
"By the way, you said that this is a genetic disease, so is there anyone in your family who has inherited this strange disease besides you?" Lu Xiaoxu asked casually.
Jun Jinchen pursed his lips slightly and did not answer.
"What, it's inconvenient to say?" She said, it is not necessary to know the answer, after all, she originally asked this question just casually.
"Not really, you'll know sooner or later anyway." He said, "Now in addition to me, another person who has inherited this condition is my aunt. ”
"Auntie?" After Lu Xiaoxu paused for two seconds, he reacted to the aunt Jun Jinchen said was Jun Haixin.
For Jun Haixin, Lu Xiaoxu actually knows very little, only that Jun Haixin has been abroad for ten years, and he only returned to China not long ago, and he is the authority of the cardiology department, and because of Jun Haixin's operation, Xia Qi's mother's operation can be successfully completed.
When she went to visit Xia's mother in the hospital, Lu Xiaoxu had also seen Jun Haixin twice, in her opinion, Jun Haixin was very beautiful, she looked like she was in her early 30s, and she couldn't tell her actual age at all.
And although Jun Haixin seems to be cold and arrogant, Lu Xiaoxu doesn't feel that the other party is a person who is difficult to approach. Just like Xia Qi, Jun Haixin will also smile. And Lu Xiaoxu has also seen the kind of love in Jun Haixin's eyes when he looked at Jun Jinyan.
It can be seen that Jun Haixin is very good and cares about his family.
It's just that in Lu Xiaoxu's impression, she always feels that Jun Haixin's eyes are very strange every time she looks at her, as if she is looking at something else through her.
But when she asked, the other party said nothing.
"That aunt will be in pain tonight too?" Lu Xiaoxu asked.
Jun Jinchen bowed slightly.
"Can't she find someone to touch it?"
"It's useless, it's not just anyone, it will have an effect if you touch it." That person can only be his life, and in the whole world, only one person will be his life.
"Does it have to be someone who loves each other to be useful?" Lu Xiaoxu only thought that this kind of illness would only have an effect if he touched the body of the person he liked, "Then Aunt Haixin doesn't have anyone to love?" ”
"No, my aunt isn't in love with anyone right now, and she hasn't found her life yet." Jun Jinchen said.
Lu Xiaoxu listened, and suddenly felt a sense of astringency in his heart. Destiny ...... This word, he once told her, that is the person who can make the Jun family, the person who does not feel pain, and the person who the Jun family will fall in love with.
Because you haven't found someone to fall in love with, do you have to endure that kind of discomfort?
Lu Xiaoxu even couldn't imagine what it would be like for a woman like Jun Haixin, who is noble and independent, and who is not inferior to men in many places, when she is uncomfortable.
In those phoenix eyes similar to Jinchen, will they also be full of deep pain when they are uncomfortable, like Jinchen, but they also have infinite longing?
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