【441】Lu Xiaoxu's Thoughts (1)
The full moon is undoubtedly a deep pain for the Jun family who have not found their destiny, but it is a kind of happiness for the Jun family who have found their destiny. It is precisely because of the pain, precisely because of the suffocating emptiness in the body that I have felt in the pain, that I can better appreciate the satisfaction of the moment.
As for the full moon, to hold each other all the time, or hold each other, Lu Xiaoxu adapted very quickly. After all, she usually likes to card oil to Jun Jinchen, and on this night, she can card it openly, so overall, Comrade Lu Xiaoxu thinks it's not bad.
And the only thing that embarrassed her was that it was time to go to the bathroom to solve the basic life--needs-needs. When you can't go to the bathroom, the two of you are still holding hands.
However, when Comrade Lu Xiaoxu mentioned this question, Jun Jinchen gave the answer very readily, "I want to lead." ”
In short, the meaning is horrible, but the meaning expressed is very complete.
Rao is Lu Xiaoxu's skin is thick enough, and he can't stand the redness, "Can't you let go of it first, and then hold hands when you come out?" ”
"In that case, I'm afraid my body will be very uncomfortable." Jun Jinchen said.
"What does discomfort mean...... Will crawl on the ground like last time...... Uh, rolling? She pondered for a long time, and finally used rolling to describe the scene she had seen last time. At that time, when she came out of the bathroom, she only saw him struggling on the floor, and the expression on his face was a kind of distorted pain.
That kind of Jun Jinchen seemed to be engraved in Lu Xiaoxu's mind, so that she couldn't forget it. Even sometimes, when she looked at him who was usually strict and cold, she would think of what he looked like at that time, thinking about what kind of pain a man like him could make him feel like that.
It's not that she hasn't been curious, and it's not that she hasn't urged him to go to the hospital for a physical examination, but his explanation of his body is only that this is a genetic relationship, and sometimes his body will be a little uncomfortable, but as long as he holds her hand or hugs her, his body will not be uncomfortable.
When she asked him why, he just said to her, "Because you're the one I'm destined to fall in love with." ”
Lu Xiaoxu is embarrassed, what kind of answer is this, answering is equivalent to not answering! Could it be that it is the great power of love? Can you overcome all physical discomfort?!
But when Jun Jinchen really showed his physical examination report to Lu Xiaoxu, Lu Xiaoxu looked at it for a long time, and only saw that Jun Jinchen's body belonged to the category of absolute health, which was much better than her physical examination.
So later, Lu Xiaoxu simply didn't ask. After all, Jun Jinchen's body is healthy, and it is enough for her.
It's just that on the night of the full moon, he had to go to the toilet hand in hand, and Comrade Lu Xiaoxu was still quite embarrassed.
"Otherwise, we can pull a rope or something, so you can stand outside the door, and the door can be closed a little." She came up with a way to decay.
Jun Jinchen stared at Lu Xiaoxu for a moment, and then suddenly said, "Then let go for the time being." ”
"What?" She froze.
"If you really feel embarrassed, then let go of your hand first, and when you come out, you can hold hands again." Jun Jinchen said.
"Really?" She was a little surprised, as if she didn't expect him to say that.
"Yes."
"But didn't you say before that if you let go, you'd be uncomfortable?"
"It doesn't matter if it's just for a short time." He could endure the pain in his body. He had endured it for so many years, and now, it was only a very short time.
"Okay, I'll be quick, wait for me." She didn't know the meaning of his words. For her, the handshake is more of a formality. It's as if it's just giving some kind of mental strength and support. Therefore, Lu Xiaoxu didn't know what to say at this time, when she let go of her hand and walked into the bathroom, Jun Jinchen staggered against the wall next to the bathroom door.
For 30 seconds, all his composure and restraint could not even maintain 30 seconds of apparent calm. The pain in her body spread through her body the moment she let go of her hand. The feeling of pain, like the waves of the sea, surging and surging wave after wave, lapping his nerves, drowning his whole body in this pain.
The pain seemed to be a deliberate reminder to him of what he had just let go. The emptiness that rose from the depths of my heart filled my whole body in a short period of time. I want to see her, I want to touch her, I want to rob her of everything.
These thoughts grew wildly in his mind.
It's just a moment of separation, but there are so many thoughts. Is this pain so that the Jun family can find their life? Or is it to tell the Jun family that after finding their fate, they must not let go?
Jun Jinchen's hand clutched the placket of his chest, his teeth clenched, and he gasped with difficulty...... How long will we have to wait? After all, he still overestimated his endurance, thinking that it was just a short wait, and he could withstand it, but he didn't know that the moment he let go of her hand, every second was an incomparably long time for him.
He closed his eyes, letting the pain continue to destroy his nerves, and the only reason he had left was that he didn't slam open the bathroom door at this moment.
Xiao Su, does she know that he will be in pain? Zhilu said, will he be in pain like this?
What should I do, so that I can temporarily suppress this pain, what should I do, so that I can make myself look like nothing, and if I have nothing to do, I can wait for her to come out!
Jun Jinchen thought, and vaguely seemed to hear the voice he wanted to hear the most.
Then the next moment, the familiar arm had already hugged him hard, and as the pain in his body receded little by little, he finally heard what she was saying.
"Did you just let go of your hand, so your body is uncomfortable again? You idiot, why don't you tell me directly, you must not let go! Stupid stupid! Lu Xiaoxu's eyes were red, and he shouted and cursed, but his hands hugged Jun Jinchen tightly.
If she had known that he would be uncomfortable like this when it was just time to go to the bathroom, she would not let go of her hand.