152, I was deeply attached to Gu Yan, but I was also sad.

Zijin's hand shook and subconsciously squeezed the document in his hand.

There was a voice in her heart, telling herself loudly - go, get out of here immediately, because it was too clear that there were some words that she should not have heard. But the soles of her feet were like nails, and she held the doorknob with one hand, but she couldn't move her steps.

Subconsciously, even the breathing was lightened.

Soon, there was a female voice inside, slightly lost, but also familiar to Zijin.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Are you blaming me? Yes, I told you, is this what I want? You will suddenly become Jinglian's own brother, I never dreamed of it. At that time, I was completely panicked, what was wrong with me telling you like that? Hikoshen, I'm ......"

"Miss Xie, please figure it out, what should you call me?"

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"Okay, Gu Yanshen, yes, that's all in the past, and it was indeed you who left first, but even so, I don't think you are a graceless man, is it because you are taking revenge on me, so you broke those things in the newspaper?"

"Revenge?"

Zijin heard Gu Yanshen sneer, and soon heard his slightly lazy male voice, mixed with a bit of disdain, "What do you think I need to do to retaliate?" I'm just giving you a reminder that if I really wanted to get revenge on you, you wouldn't be living so comfortably, you know? ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ You, for Shen Zijin? ”

Gu Yanshen just laughed, there was a faint smell of tobacco in the room, Zijin stood at the door, pinching the doorknob all the time, the familiar smell of tobacco penetrated into her lungs, and her whole body trembled uncontrollably.

She knew that it belonged to that man, so in her mind, there was another image of him smoking at the moment, with slender fingers between cigarettes, and two long legs overlapping casually......

Zijin never thought that a man smoking could smoke in such an elegant manner.

But Gu Yanshen really can, his masculine charm in his gestures exudes to people all the time, making people unable to control their heartbeat and sinking people......

However, when she self-righteously thought that this high-ranking and invincible man had given herself all his uniqueness, at this time, there was a pair of invisible palms that cruelly crushed everything.

It turns out that it's not, Shen Zijin, you are really stupid and naΓ―ve, you must not have thought of it, right?

Gu Yanshen ...... Xie Lingxi......

There was a chill that came up from the soles of her feet, she only felt cold, her nose began to be sour and astringent, but her brain was blank, chaotic, and there was no way to think, so what she heard, drilled into her ears, and then lingered on the tip of her heart, and finally it would become a sharp thorn, piercing her chest, the softest place, blunt and began to hurt.

…………

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Gu Yanshen, I don't know what kind of purpose and mentality you have to get to this point with Shen Zijin, but I think, we used to have a relationship after all, even if you don't recognize the old relationship, I also know that it was my fault back then, a man with such strong self-esteem like you, must be uncomfortable in my heart, so I won't tell anyone about you and Shen Zijin, but you don't need people to break out like that to hit me, I ......"

"You're here to tell me this?"

In the room, Gu Yanshen stretched out his hand and snuffed out the cigarette butt, the man's brows frowned, he stood up, his eyebrows were already stained with obvious impatience, and his tone was a lot colder, "When did you still be so self-indulgent?" ”

"I ......"

"Enough, Xie Lingxi, this kind of useless words, you will look very stupid if you say it, I hope you can understand, I ......"

Before Gu Yanshen's words were finished, there was a sudden bang outside, he was stunned, and the words behind him subconsciously paused, his sharp eyes looked at Xie Lingxi, and after a while, he thought of something, he stretched out his hand, directly pushed away the woman in front of him, and strode towards the entrance.

The door of the hotel suite was half opened, but there was no one at the door, and on the edge of the door, a document fell, a blue folder, and Qiao's logo on the top.

Gu Yanshen walked over, bent down and picked up the document, he opened it and looked at it a few times, but he didn't find anything unusual, but what made him strange was of course not this document, but in this room, someone had come in, who this person was, he couldn't be sure now, but obviously he heard the conversation with him Xie Lingxi just now.

Heard it and hurried away again? I also left all the documents behind......

Gu Yan's eyes were heavy, his slender fingers flicked the folder holding the documents, and casually rested it on the countertop at the entrance, and when he turned around, he happened to see Xie Lingxi who came out with him.

She also seemed to have a surprised look on her face, "...... Someone came in? ”

Seeing the document beside Gu Yanshen again, his face suddenly changed, and he was very nervous, "...... Joe's people? What's going on? Who the hell is it? Hear what we just said? ”

Gu Yanshen didn't say anything, his narrow eyes stared at Xie Lingxi for a moment, his eyes flowed, but all they contained were cold and sharp light.

Xie Lingxi's heart pounded, and he couldn't resist the aggressive gaze of the man in front of him.

But she also knew that she couldn't afford to mess with herself now.

Gu Yanshen is a person who is several times more difficult to deal with than Qiao Jinglian, especially those eyes, which are profound, but also dangerous, 5 years ago, part of the reason why she chose between Qiao Jinglian and him in the UK was because she knew too well in her heart that this man was not something she could easily control.

And after 5 years, the years have obviously polished this man more deeply, introverted, and calm, but it is also extremely dangerous.

Of course she knew who the people who had just come in were here.

It was she who deliberately asked Tang Miao to act in front of Shen Zijin and let her send people here, the purpose was, of course, to let Shen Zijin hear the words just now, and it was obvious that the effect was immediate.

The woman ran away, heh, I guess she would be really shocked when she heard all this, right?

5 years ago, he was exposed to those things in the UK, obviously Gu Yanshen asked him to do it, but he didn't expect this man to treat himself like this for Shen Zijin. If it weren't for the fact that she still had the last bargaining chip, that day, in front of Qiao Jinglian, she would almost not be able to pass the test, but Gu Yanshen was too dangerous, and she couldn't retaliate from him, so she would retaliate from Shen Zijin's side.

At least, she has to let his backyard start a fire, so that she can not only relieve her anger, but also distract Gu Yanshen, and more importantly, she will definitely not tolerate Shen Zijin being more comfortable than herself, occupying the position of a "Young Grandma Qiao", but she still has to have an ambiguous relationship with her husband's own brother, this practitioner, even God doesn't clean her up, so now, let herself clean her up first.

This kind of thing that kills three birds with one stone, why doesn't she do it?

…………

"Gu Yanshen, what are you looking at me like this?" Xie Lingxi stabilized his mind and pretended to speak blankly.

Gu Yanshen stretched out his hand and propped it up on the countertop at the entrance, his long fingers with distinct knots pointed to the blue folder, he narrowed his eyes, obviously not believing Xie Lingxi at all, "I'll only ask you once, you figure out the state, tell me well." ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦β€¦β€¦β€

"The person who just came in, you specially arranged it? Who is she? ”

Xie Lingxi's heart pounded, and the hand behind her back was subconsciously clenched, she knew that Gu Yanshen was the most difficult person to fool, but she didn't expect that he would be so keen, and ask her so directly, she was obviously a little caught off guard, but she still endured her emotions, and she didn't dare to show the slightest appearance on her face.

She pursed her lips and controlled the pace of her speech, "...... What do you mean? Why should I arrange for someone to come here? Let Qiao's people know about my relationship with you, do you think it's good for me? Gu Yanshen, you don't need to imagine me as such a brainless person, I am still Qiao Jinglian's woman, is it necessary for me to get along with myself? ”

"I hope you're telling the truth."

Gu Yanshen nodded, his thin lips sinking slightly, making his delicate facial features look even more cold, "If you let me know that you designed these things today, you should know what the end will be." ”

Xie Lingxi's lips turned white suddenly, in his heart, he was still a little jealous, he designed Shen Zijin to come over, and he already had a 7 or 8 point certainty in his heart, according to Shen Zijin's nature, he definitely heard half of it, turned around and left, but he didn't expect that she would drop this document, and now she is obviously adding an extra danger to herself.

But even so, at this moment, she naturally chooses to deny it to the end.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ What are you threatening me to do? I really don't know anything, Gu Yanshen, I came to you today, just to ask your subordinates to be merciful, I won't look for her again in the future on Shen Zijin's side, but what happened 5 years ago, I also hope that you will continue to keep it secret, we don't know each other...... I know that it is impossible for a man like you to tolerate the woman he likes standing next to other men, and it just so happens that that position is indeed what I want. So, we're not in conflict, are we? Do you think I need to be so stupid to find someone to come and eavesdrop on us? And then tell these words to Qiao Jinglian? In the end, I ended up with nothing? ”

What Xie Lingxi said seemed to be reasonable, and there were no flaws.

But Gu Yanshen always had doubts in his heart, but in a short period of time, he couldn't find anything, and he didn't want to face Xie Lingxi again, he reached out and took the document, "I still said that, I gave you the opportunity, if you let me know that you lied to me, don't blame me for not reminding you when the time comes." ”

Dropping these words, the man's long body turned around and left the hotel suite.

Xie Lingxi watched him close the door with his hand, his legs were weak, and his whole body was a little weak and leaned against the wall on the side.

…………

It's really dangerous.

But, Shen Zijin, how does she feel now?

Do you feel that life is better than death?

Thinking of this, Xie Lingxi only felt happy, his face with exquisite makeup suddenly raised a hearty smile, and the faint light under his eyes was all vicious.

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――Or, Miss Xie, do you think that I had sex with someone Gu 5 years ago, and I will always remember it to this day?

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――It was true that I left you first, but even so, I don't think you are a man without manners, is it because you are revenge on me that you broke those things in the newspapers?

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Walking on the crowded street, Zijin couldn't help but reach out and hug his arms, cold, downright cold, and his whole heart felt as if he was frozen.

The words she had just heard, at this moment, lingered in her mind, clearly and cruelly, reminding her that all this was not a dream, it was real.

Gu Yanshen and Xie Lingxi......

No wonder, she used to think that the two of them seemed to know each other, Xie Lingxi's eyes when she looked at Gu Yanshen were very wrong at all, but at that time, she was only suspicious, and she didn't think about anything. And what she has to admit is that she really doesn't want Gu Yanshen and Xie Lingxi to have anything, even if they really know each other, but she really ...... Never thought about it that way.

-- 5 years ago, in the United Kingdom, in bed......

These words, like sharp knives, stabbed Zijin's heart one by one, making her unable to calm down, the pictures in her mind, her thinking, as if all of them were controlled by others, those pictures of Gu Yanshen hugging her and kissing her, the heroine in it became Xie Lingxi...... They are in bed, how violently tumbling......

Zijin felt that he was really going crazy, why, why did things turn out like this?

…………

When you're alone from beginning to end, you'll never know what it's like to be lonely and lonely. It's like a person, if you don't have expectations, you won't know the taste of disappointment and despair.

After she married Qiao Jinglian, she never dared to have any hope for this nominal husband, so no matter how much Qiao Jinglian spent drinking outside, and how affectionate she was with Xie Lingxi, she would not be hurt.

She doesn't know what love is and what it tastes like, but she seems to know now that if you care about a person, it is the budding state of love, then love, when it is cruel, will make you taste the pain of the heart.

…………

She didn't know when she had been deeply attached to Gu Yan, but now that she knew, she was also sad. Even if she opposes her own voice, her body can't deceive people, she has always been in her own world, struggling, entangled, and spurred by morality, because she has meat with Gu Yanshen. body, she felt that she was too shameful.

But even so, she still had no way to refuse his approach.

Is it true that there is no way to refuse?

No...... A voice immediately jumped out in his heart and told himself - Shen Zijin, if this is really the case, then what about Qiao Jinglian? You can't refuse so simply? Why do you want to drag the mud and water like this? You think no, but the body is always greedy for the temperature that belongs to him.

But why, between them, there is a Xie Lingxi?

Why does this pervasive woman always like to plug in. Into her life? And Qiao Jinglian is her, and Gu Yanshen, or is she ......

Gu Yanshen, Xie Lingxi...... They turned out to be such a relationship......

Zijin didn't know whether her current mood was more shocked or sad, but she knew very well that she felt that she was particularly dirty, and she felt that Gu Yanshen was even dirtier. How could he do that? She couldn't figure it out, why Gu Yanshen just grabbed himself and refused to let go, he kept saying to himself that he had nothing to do with Qiao Jinglian, so, because of Xie Lingxi?

Get you back...... Xie Lingxi said that he was taking revenge, could it be that he was pestering himself like this and refused to let go, so he was retaliating for Xie Lingxi leaving him back then?

…………

Zijin didn't know why, why she thought of going up to this level, but she really couldn't calm down, she was messy, and she had all kinds of thoughts, like a fierce tide. The water, constantly lapping at her, knocked away all her sanity.

She felt like a little worm that had fallen into a spider's web, dying and dying, trying to find a way out for herself, so that she could continue to live, but where would the worm that fell into the spider's web have a chance to escape?

There was a cool wind blowing on his face, Zijin felt that his cheeks were a little painful, and reached out to touch it subconsciously, but found that his palms were wet.

She cried......

She actually cried......

Zijin stood still, she didn't know where she was now, alone, like a fool, standing on the side of the road.

She is indeed a fool, if she used to feel that being with Gu Yanshen would make her spurred by the righteous terms of morality and ethics, which made her feel that she was very dirty. So now, she really feels that she is too dirty.

That man actually slept with Xie Lingxi. Love, she couldn't help but reach out and hold her head, but her thoughts couldn't help herself, they used to be in bed, were they so intense? Gu Yanshen likes to hug her the most, did he also say those things to Xie Lingxi? They...... What the hell are they like?

Her heart seemed to be drilled into a devil, gnawing at her heart, she felt uncomfortable, painful, messy, what kind of picture would flash through her mind, she felt that she was about to be driven crazy, and finally squatted down weakly, her hands tightly clasped the road ground, her heart twitched and ached, uncomfortable, but she couldn't shout, she could only bite her lip, and the tears became more and more fierce.

Is all this a dream?

It's a nightmare, right?

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β€œβ€¦β€¦ Miss, are you alright? ”

Some passers-by saw her crying like this, and kindly came up to ask, thinking that she was uncomfortable, "Where are you uncomfortable?" Need help? ”

The caring voices of passers-by ruthlessly reminded Zijin that all this is not a dream, it is all true.

She stretched out her hand to wipe a handful of tears, shook her head, lowered her eyes, walked away quickly, and not far away, the mobile phone rang, Zijin was in a trance for a long time, only to be sure that her mobile phone was ringing, she took it out and took a look, it was Tang Miao's phone.

It's not good not to answer, Zijin sniffed, tried to restrain his emotions, and then connected the phone.

Before she could say anything, Tang Miao said apologetically on the other end of the phone, "...... I'm sorry, Zijin, I just received a phone call saying that the room number is wrong, have you arrived? ”

Only then did Zijin remember that he was here to help Tang Miao deliver documents, but where were the documents beside him?

It's another thing to be sad and sad, that document...... But it wasn't her job, she was just helping, but now she lost the documents, which was tantamount to helping Tang Miao, Zijin felt guilty in her heart, hesitated for a moment, and then said, "...... What room is it, you tell me? I...... I'll send it to you now. ”

"It's 8250, and I got a number wrong."

Zijin covered his lips and took a deep breath before saying, "Okay, I see." ”

She hung up the electricity. Reaching out and wiping the tears on his cheeks, his eyes were sour, and he didn't know where he was, so he could only stop a car on the side of the road and go to the SVS Hotel again.

She didn't walk very far, so it only took a few minutes for the car to drive over, and she paid to get out of the car, Zijin stood at the door of the hotel, and kept thinking that the document must have been dropped in the room by her in a hurry, but now go back...... Will Gu Yanshen and Xie Lingxi still be there?

What are they doing?

…………

Zijin clenched her hands at her side, she felt that she couldn't continue to think like this, and control her heart well. What if you know about him and Xie Lingxi?

Actually, it's pretty good, no matter if he really has any purpose to approach him, for himself, now, he can still control his heart, so when he pushes him away, there is one more reason, isn't it?

"Hello, Miss."

Zijin lowered her eyes, and fell into deep thought, an unfamiliar male voice suddenly sounded in her ears, she subconsciously raised her head, and her red eyes stared at the man in front of her.

Judging by his dress, he should be the manager of this hotel or something.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Hello. Zijin nodded subconsciously.

The man immediately smiled and said, "I'm sorry, that's the case, just now the waiter of our hotel found this when he was cleaning room 8520." The man took out a blue folder from his back, and Zijin saw that it was the document she had dropped.

"We haven't seen the contents of the documents, and the lady can rest assured that we are the supervisor of the hotel. Control, that's why I know, you are a guest who has been to room 8520, and you went up with this document at that time, I think such an important document, Miss, you will definitely come back to get it, so I am waiting for you here, and now the thing is returned to its original owner. ”

Zijin hurriedly took it and thanked her repeatedly, at this time, she didn't think about anything else at all, she just felt that SVS really deserved to be a five-star hotel, the service was so humane, the thing that gave her a headache was solved, she just wanted to send the documents out quickly.

Standing at the elevator entrance and pressing the 8th floor, Zijin lowered his eyes, and was just about to raise his hand to wipe his face, when his wrist was suddenly grabbed, and the next second, the familiar masculine atmosphere instantly came to his face.

"When did you come here?"