151, will you give it to me willingly? (Happy Lantern Festival on Valentine's Day)
Zijin knew that Qiao Shiyun had left, she reached out and wiped the tears on her cheeks, she had been hiding in the cloakroom just now, and she was even careful to breathe, listening to the conversation between Qiao Shiyun and Gu Yanshen, her heart was raised to her throat, especially when she heard Qiao Shiyun mention her name, she seemed to stop her heartbeat.
This kind of guilt is really too strong, she feels that she is really ashamed, why would she do such a thing?
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Even if in the end, Qiao Shiyun didn't seem to find anything, but Zijin felt that from this moment on, she would have to face Qiao Shiyun, and the shadow in her heart would be even greater.
She wanted to stand up, but Gu Yanshen refused to get out of the way, her tall and long body was just propped up on her sides, and her whole body seemed to be pressed against her, and the weight was actually on his arm, but it completely blocked Zijin's way.
Zijin glared at him with some annoyance, he had been shedding tears just now, and then he suddenly spoke, his voice was extremely hoarse, and the originally soft female voice, because of this hoarseness, seemed to add a few different flavors, "...... Go away, Gu Yanshen ...... Hmmm......"
Hearing her softly call her name, Gu Yanshen's heart moved, and he leaned over abruptly and kissed her on the lips.
His hands on the wardrobe slowly retracted, pulling his petite body out of it, but did not let her body completely leave the closet. The man's big palm supported the back of her head, pressed her waist with one hand, and forcefully integrated her soft little body into his own firmness. On the hard chest, Zijin's lower body is still stepping on the cloakroom, and the cabinet is covered with folded bedding, which is also soft. The lip flap is sucked hard by the man. Sucking, he continued to go deeper, the flexible tip of his tongue, as if entering a no-man's land, swept inside and out, when the soft tip of his tongue swept to her inner wall, it made her tremble again, and the whole person was not stepping on the futon, but as if stepping on the clouds.
No matter how resistant the consciousness is, it is slowly disappearing, in fact, the two people before are about to do it, but they were interrupted halfway, and no one is uncomfortable, Gu Yanshen is even more, so tonight, he has no intention of letting her go.
But after Zijin was frightened like that just now, even if he still had feelings in his body. wants to be hooked, but she still has reason.
Sensing that the man's slightly cool fingers had lifted the hem of her clothes, and the loose coat was ripped off by him again, Zijin shook his head with difficulty, gasping and refusing, "...... Don't, Gu Yanshen ...... Don't do that, we can't ......"
"Zijin, let me endure this, I'm very uncomfortable, I'm here tonight, give it to me again."
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She still shook her head, leaning against him, feeling his desire. Look, somewhere below the lower abdomen, has long been straight. Standing up, in fact, the two of them have done it so many times, Zijin still knows Gu Yanshen's desires. Hopefully, he is indeed not the kind of person who will give up halfway, what he didn't finish just now, he will definitely try his best to finish it at this time.
But she can't, as long as she thinks that this is Qiao's family, and thinks that Qiao Shiyun has just come to look for her, she has no way to give herself to him.
“…… Really don't, Gu Yanshen, you let go of me......"
Her eyes turned red quickly, and she was in a state of high tension all day, never like this, just a day, but it seemed like a month, constantly facing the drastic changes of all kinds of things, and having to bear all this.
She feels very tired, physically and mentally exhausted, knows a lot of things, a slap can't be slapped, even if she doesn't admit it anymore, her body can't deceive her heart, for his touch, she just has no way to refuse.
Otherwise, why, he Gu Yanshen can, but Qiao Jinglian, just can't?
But now, it's really not good, she can't cross the hurdle in her heart, when she is outside, it's okay, but this is Qiao's family, plus the fright just now......
Zijin took a deep breath, and when Gu Yanshen's lips fell, she struggled to remove her cheeks, and her voice was a little choked, "...... It's only your body that is uncomfortable, but it's my heart that is uncomfortable. You may not care about the things, but I care the most, if it's really like what you say...... Whatever I want, you can satisfy me, so now, let me go, okay? I really can't...... Can you put yourself in my shoes and think about it? ”
All of Gu Yanshen's movements, accompanied by the fall of her voice, suddenly stopped.
Looking at her red eyes, Gu Yanshen still couldn't bear it, just like what she just said - what she was uncomfortable with might just be her body, but what she was uncomfortable with was her heart.
Stretched out his hand and hugged her into his arms, Gu Yanshen held her cheeks with both hands, feeling that her body was still trembling, he leaned over slightly, put his forehead against her forehead, took a deep breath, adjusted himself, and then opened his mouth, and his voice was a little hoarse, "Sorry, I didn't think about it enough, don't cry, huh?" I'm very distressed about you like this. ”
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Zijin's nose was sour, I don't know why, she was still holding back that emotion, but when she heard Gu Yanshen say "I'm very distressed", she finally couldn't help it, biting her lip tightly, tears silently, sliding down her cheeks.
Gu Yanshen's heart sank, and he still had the desire before. Reading, it was all gone, he really wanted to take into account a woman's mood for the first time, and it was also the first time to face a woman who silently shed tears in his arms, and he, a man who can control everything very well, is obviously a little busy at the moment.
“…… Zijin? Don't cry...... OK, it's my fault, I shouldn't have asked you regardless of the occasion, I'll pay attention in the future, don't you cry, huh? ”
She shed tears so ferociously, as if she had been spurned by the whole world, and his heart seemed to have been hit by something hard, and it was dull and dull.
He held back the urge to sigh. Wang, the voice soothed her, "Okay, don't cry, I apologize to you." ”
“…………”
“…… Stop tormenting me like this, you shed tears like this and make me feel guilty, like, how I bullied you. ”
Gu Yanshen raised his hand to help her wipe her tears, helplessly, and said with a little pampering, the expensive shirt on his body had been crumpled by her anyway, so he simply wiped her with the sleeves, but the more he wiped it, the more the man's two sword eyebrows frowned, he had no experience in coaxing people, and he had never coaxed people, but now seeing her shed tears in front of him, he was distressed, and he was looking for all kinds of suitable words in his mind.
"You were bullying me in the first place!"
Zijin choked his throat, clenched his fist's small hand, and suddenly fell on Gu Yanshen's chest, sobbing, and wanted to grit his teeth to say it, but it was soft, "...... Gu Yanshen, I hate you! ”
Gu Yanshen, "............"
"I'm not calling it a bully."
He reached out and pinched his aching temples, explaining with some difficulty, "That's called 'hurting you.'" ”
“…………”
"Okay, don't cry, I know you were scared just now, I won't touch you, huh?"
Gu Yanshen stretched out his big palm and wrapped her little hand that was clenched into a fist, his thumb slowly rubbed the back of her hand, and his voice was unprecedentedly gentle, "Do you remember the question I asked you before?" Men have lust for women. Hopefully, what does this mean? Zijin, you're not stupid at all, in fact, you know it very well in your heart, right? ”
Zijin lowered his eyes, the man's low voice, thick, just against her cochlea, when he spoke, the familiar and domineering masculine breath came to his face, his words were a little seductive, but he seemed to be flattering himself and explaining to himself.
But who is Gu Yanshen? Such an invincible man, but now because of his tears, he repeatedly tells himself, "Don't cry, if you cry, I will feel distressed." ”
This subtle sensation stimulated Zijin's entire heart to shake violently.
She never felt that she was such a lucky person, even in the eyes of outsiders, she seemed to have everything, although she was from an average background, she could marry into a wealthy family, fly on the branches in the morning, and become a phoenix.
How many women dream of something?
But no one knows how hard it is for a woman like her to live a marriage that is tantamount to "death".
As soon as she entered a wealthy family, she walked on thin ice for 5 years in Qiao's family, and she really thought that she would stick to it for the rest of her life, she didn't need happiness, she didn't need the thoughtfulness of others, she didn't need her husband's love, she didn't need anything, she just needed to guard a father who had gone crazy and do what she should do, just like that, for a lifetime.
However, all this is quietly changing.
She knew that all these changes were because of the appearance of a "Gu Yanshen".
But isn't their encounter, their entanglement, a shameful mistake?
Why, every word he said to himself could linger on the tip of her heart countless times, let her ponder it over and over again, she had never been like this, putting a man's words on her heart, every word, even when he spoke, whether it was radiant, low and introverted, even if it was a cold expression, she remembered it clearly.
Why, obviously this man who brought himself wrong, in his own heart, has already penetrated into it everywhere, the image, perfection, and dazzling.
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The mobile phone rang suddenly, and the crisp ringtone interrupted the ambiguous atmosphere in the room.
Zijin came back to her senses and found that it was her mobile phone ringing, but at the entrance, she struggled out of Gu Yanshen's arms, still lowering her eyes, but reached out and touched her cheek, and said softly: "...... My phone. ”
"Well, it's outside."
Zijin hesitated for a moment, and then turned around and walked to the entrance, her mobile phone was on the counter, and the name displayed on the screen was Qiao Jinglian.
Zijin frowned, and when she heard the sound of steady footsteps behind her, she almost subconsciously pressed her phone off and put it in her pocket.
Gu Yanshen saw that she hurriedly put her phone away, frowning, "Whose phone?" ”
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Zijin pursed her lips, of course she wouldn't tell him, but looking at the man's inquiring look, she didn't know if she was wrong, and after a while, she subconsciously lied to him, "...... Chenchen's phone. ”
"Why don't you pick up?"
“…… Inconvenient, I went out. ”
Turning around, just about to leave, Gu Yanshen strode forward and reached out to grab her wrist, "Aren't you afraid of someone outside?" You can sleep with me at night. He leaned a little closer to her, forcing her against the door, and his voice was a little deeper, "...... I promise not to touch you, and sleep with you, okay? ”
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Zijin's heartbeat suddenly accelerated, she didn't dare to look at his deep eyes, the light in them seemed to be a little expectant, she didn't know why, she didn't want to see him disappointed, but how could she spend the night in his room?
Reason still prevailed over everything in the end, she reached out and pushed the man away, shook her head, and whispered, "...... No, I'm going to find my dad. ”
Gu Yanshen's face was a little unhappy, "You went to see him like this?" ”
“…… He said that he wanted to tell me about my father, I hadn't seen my father for a long time, and I had to go to him. ”
Shen Dongming's business?
Gu Yan groaned deeply for a moment, and probably knew that regarding Shen Dongming's matter, this woman was definitely unwilling to back down half a step. He weighed it and naturally wouldn't force her too much. But I always felt that I just let her go, my heart was empty, the man stretched out his arms, imprisoned her in the door panel and his own sphere of influence, hooked his lips, and smiled a little evilly, "Tonight, I seem to have suffered a lot, I thought about it twice, and I was interrupted halfway, in fact, it hurts very much, and I have to solve it myself in a while-"
Gu Yan's slender fingers picked up Zijin's jaw, and his narrow eyes narrowed slightly, "So, if I let you go tonight, should you find a time to compensate me, huh?" ”
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"Look at me, answer me, and go."
Zijin's eyes flickered around, "...... Gu Yanshen, don't be like this, I'm really leaving, it's late......"
"You don't say, I don't mind leaving you until later."
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"Zijin?"
Zijin really had a headache, she was in a hurry to see Qiao Shiyun now, Gu Yanshen was pressing so step by step, she just wanted to get out quickly, and said casually: "...... Next time. ”
Gu Yan's deep eyes flashed, his scorching gaze stared at the woman in his arms with a shy face for a moment, "Next time, really?" Give it to me willingly, huh? ”
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Zijin's little face was already red, Gu Yanshen's scorching breath was just about to spray on her sensitive neck, the man's sexy thin lips were closed one by one, and the words made her palpitate, she was never a wooden person, but in front of him, she was always short of words, and she didn't know how to answer.
"Promise me, I'll let you go."
Gu Yanshen's fingers slowly rubbed her smooth chin, and her deep voice was clearly seductive.
Zijin was about to be unable to bear this, domineering and with a bit of evil masculine atmosphere, his head was messy, he just wanted to leave quickly, so he nodded indiscriminately, turned around, hurriedly opened the door, and almost ran away.
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Gu Yanshen knew that there was no one outside, of course Qiao Shiyun couldn't wait outside, and even if there was someone, he didn't worry about anything at all.
Zijin left Gu Yanshen's room and returned to her room, she washed her face in the bathroom to make her look normal, and then went to find Qiao Shiyun, but she didn't want to take care of Qiao Shiyun all the time The housekeeper told her that the master had rested, and he said, there is nothing wrong with your father's side now, but there is still a course of treatment that needs to be completed, and it will take about another 2 or 3 days to see him.
Zijin thought for a while and asked again, "Is my dad okay lately?" ”
"I don't know about this, but I occasionally hear the old man call, young grandma, don't worry, your father is fine, when he is emotionally unstable, he always needs to think of some countermeasures, don't think about it."
Zijin always felt weird in her heart, she had a very inexplicable feeling, she felt that that day, what her father said to herself was not accidental, his stuttering was so clear, and his thoughts were emotional, 5 years ago, some details, it seemed that even she had forgotten herself, but her father remembered it very clearly, but every time he would suddenly go crazy, and it didn't seem like he was crazy for no reason, it should be his own words, touching a sensitive point of his, he would be like this......
However, what did he say that touched his sensitive point?
Zijin didn't rest well all night, not that she was worried about Qiao Jinglian, Gu Yanshen said that he wouldn't come back tonight, so she believed that lying on the bed, tossing and turning, thinking about it was all about Shen Dongming.
In the middle of the night, a text message came in from the mobile phone, Zijin fell asleep in a daze, as if she saw that it was a text message sent by Qiao Jinglian to herself, but she only squinted her eyes and glanced at the content of the text message, and when the mobile phone screen went dark, she closed her eyes again and fell asleep again.
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When I woke up the next day, I was thankfully aware of the alarm clock, so it wasn't too late.
Qiao Jinglian really didn't come back all night, Zijin breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that today, no matter what, she had to talk to Qiao Shiyun about her own affairs, including the 5th anniversary, and ...... She can't always live here, she is the one who is going to divorce, she wants to move to Mu Chenchu's side.
After getting up, she washed up briefly, and when she went downstairs, she found Qiao Jingting sitting in the dining room for breakfast, Qiao Shiyun sitting at the top, Li Muhua probably hadn't come down yet, and Gu Yanshen was not there.
"Zijin, are you up?" Qiao Shiyun shook the newspaper and instructed the maid to prepare breakfast.
Zijin said hello and sat down, she thought about what happened last night, and now she was facing Qiao Shiyun and Qiao Jingting, and she was a little weak in her heart, so she lowered her eyes as much as possible, and when the maid brought her breakfast, Qiao Shiyun suddenly spoke: "Jinglian didn't come back yesterday?" ”
Zijin was stunned for a moment, and then nodded, "Well, he seems to be ...... Something went. ”
"Where did you go yesterday? I'm looking for you, and you're not in the room. ”
"Dad, are you looking for me?"
Zijin's heart trembled, but his face was calm, the excuse was actually already thought of last night, and at this time he tried to control his speed of speech and said: "...... I may have been taking a shower, and I was a little tired these days, and I accidentally fell asleep while lying in the bathtub, and when I woke up, I found that it was late, but then I went to look for you, and the housekeeper said that you had rested. ”
Qiao Shiyun looked at the newspaper's eyes, swept Zijin's face as if nothing, and saw that she was eating breakfast calmly, and she didn't seem to see any flaws, he nodded, picked up the coffee on the side, and took a sip, "So that's the case, you have to be careful next time, now the weather is slowly getting colder, and it's easy to catch a cold when you fall asleep in the bathtub." ”
"I see, Daddy."
"Well, Jing Ting is also going to the company today, you can go with her."
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Qiao Jingting's face was full of disdain, and when she heard this, she just snorted, and said arrogantly: "I have a car myself, do you want to take my ride?" ”
Zijin looked at the young lady in front of her with this demeanor towards her, and remembered the look she had when she looked at Gu Yanshen yesterday, and I don't know why, an inexplicable sour taste rose from the tip of her heart.
"What car? Since you go to work in the company, it's a bit of a look, you go with your sister-in-law, and I'll ask the driver to send you there today. ”
Qiao Jingting, "............"
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When I arrived at the company, it was about 30 minutes later, how much dissatisfaction Qiao Jingting was with Zijin, Zijin knew very well in her heart, so along the way, she didn't speak, at first Qiao Jingting would sneer and sneer a few words, and after listening to countless cold words, Zijin felt that he was about to practice King Kong's not bad heart, so he was indifferent at all.
It's probably true, for people who don't care about themselves, no matter what the other party says, they don't bother to argue. Qiao Jingting was bored with herself, so she didn't say more.
The atmosphere was silent and stiffened all the way, and it was Qiao's.
It is not the first time Qiao Jingting has come to Qiao's, but it is really the first time to enter Qiao's as a clerk. Qiao Shiyun has already helped her contact the personnel department, and she naturally needs to report on her first day at work today.
The two entered the company and parted ways.
Zijin specially waited for Qiao Jingting to get on the elevator, and then chose to take the next shift, and in the process of waiting for the elevator, she suddenly heard someone calling her name behind her, some familiar female voices, Zijin turned around, and sure enough, she saw Tang Miao.
"I heard that you took a leave of absence, and I've been here for 3 days." Tang Miao held a stack of materials in her hand, and smiled kindly at Zijin.
Zijin remembered what she said to herself last time, starting to work at Qiao's next week, and now that she thinks about it, it's almost the same.
"I've been a little busy these days, are you still used to it?"
The elevator came, and the two went in together, Tang Miao smiled and said, "It's good, in fact, I am really satisfied to be able to enter Qiao's." ”
Just when a call came in, Tang Miao hurriedly went to find the mobile phone, Zijin reached out and helped her take the information in her hand, "I'll help you get it, what floor are you on?" ”
Tang Miao made a 5 gesture, and picked up the phone on this end, not knowing what the person on the other end of the phone said, she immediately looked embarrassed, "...... Yes? Half an hour? Not really...... I still have a document to send, half an hour is too rushed, can you give me another half hour...... I didn't mean that, I'm really a bit busy...... Just give half an hour more...... Feed? Feed? ”
“…………”
Tang Miao hung up the phone with a lost face, her two long eyebrows tightly twisted, and her face was full of irritability.
"What's wrong?" Zijin probably heard something, "Is there someone who is embarrassing you at work?" ”
Tang Miao's eyes fell on the document in Zijin's hand, she bit her lip, then pointed to the document, and said: "This, I will send it to the SVS Hotel in a while, there is someone waiting there, but just now I called me again and asked me to send a document to the construction site within half an hour, there should be someone waiting over there...... I wish I could split myself in half now, so I could run two places at the same time. ”
Zijin couldn't cry or laugh, "Fool, can you still live if you split it in half?" Did you send this document to the SVS Hotel? I'll send it for you, I don't have anything to do anyway, you send your documents to the construction site, don't worry, I will help you get it. ”
Tang Miao suddenly looked excited, "Really? Zijin, you're so good! I remembered this time, and I will definitely treat you to dinner next time! ”
Zijin just smiled, the curvature of the corners of his mouth was soft, "You also helped me when you were in the UK, okay, I won't go up now, I will send it to you directly." ”
She pressed the door button again, the elevator just understood the 5th floor, Tang Miao walked out, and said thank you vigorously, Zijin didn't feel at ease, in fact, she really didn't have anything to do, Tang Miao said, after a while, Zijin nodded and closed the elevator door again.
The moment the double doors slowly closed, what she didn't see was that the girl standing outside the elevator, the corners of her mouth that were originally smiling suddenly sank, and a trace of guilt flashed in her eyes......
She took out her phone, opened the text message, and quickly pressed a line of words on the top of the screen with her fingers.
She's gone.
After sending it successfully, Tang Miao quietly deleted the text message, staring at the mobile phone screen with her eyes, and waited until the screen was dark, she gently squirmed her lips and said three words silently - sorry.
From Qiao's to SVS Hotel, the distance is not far, Zijin took a taxi, and it was very soon.
Tang Miao told her before that the documents were going to be sent to suite 8520, and Zijin went directly into the elevator and pressed the 8th floor. The room is very easy to find, the first room at the corner of the corridor is, Zijin is standing at the door, just about to ring the doorbell, and unexpectedly finds that the door is open.
She wrung her eyebrows, thinking to herself, maybe the front desk downstairs was notified, so she opened the door and waited for her to come in?
Anyway, she just sent documents, she didn't think too much, she pushed open the door lightly, and was about to go in, when she suddenly heard a male voice from inside.
It was a deep and deep male voice, with a slightly lazy tone, but Zijin was familiar with it to the depths of his soul.
“…… Old? It's as if you yourself once came to the door and said to me that in the future, everyone should treat each other as if they didn't know each other. In that case, what kind of old relationship do you mention to me now? Or, Miss Xie thinks that 5 years ago, I had a bed with someone Gu and had sex, and I will always remember it to this day? ”
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