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Gu Yanshen realized what kind of action he had just made, and he was shocked, he didn't expect that he would subconsciously make such an action under the fit of rage.

In fact, where is he willing to beat her?

I can't bear to touch her, how can I hit her?

It's just that what she said just now stimulated his bottom line, and she opened her mouth and closed her mouth to implicate this matter on his mother, in this way, even if he knew that she was just a momentary anger, and she didn't break her mouth, but for him, it was like she was cursing her mother.

People are like that sometimes.

For anyone, anything can be faced calmly, even if it is life and death, he may be able to do it without blinking his eyes, but when he meets Shen Zijin, probably all principles and calmness can be discounted.

It's just, no matter what, how could he really do it to her?

The man's stiff hand in mid-air fell abruptly in the next second, but it landed on the side of Zijin's cheek, and then the sliding door behind him slammed, and the next second, Zijin was in extreme panic and heard the sound of glass breaking.

Her breathing subconsciously stopped, because of the instinctive reaction of the person, when the man's fist fell, she turned her face to the side and closed her eyes.

When she opened her eyes, the man in front of her stared at her for a moment, those deep eyes, revealing a scarlet bloodthirsty light, he was trying his best to suppress his anger, but even so, Zijin still felt uncomfortable.

…………

"You don't have to be afraid of me, I won't beat you."

He suddenly said something in a dumb voice, and his body retreated slightly, but the cold aura was still with him.

Zijin's throat and eyes seemed to be stuck with a mouthful of blood, as if a mouth could spit out a mouthful of blood - maybe you wouldn't hit me, but just subconsciously, you still had to drop your hand.

This feeling is like being just a broken doll that he wants to be trampled under his feet when he is angry.

…………

They had never had such a fierce quarrel, and she sometimes really thought that maybe she could hide behind him for the rest of her life, being hurt and loved by him, and having a man like him shelter her in front of her, she didn't need to worry about anything.

Therefore, from the beginning, she was charged with "red xing out of the wall" and was with him without hesitation, so later, she would rather automatically forget that he was also Qiao Shiyun's son, and she also wanted to be with him, so later, when she saw that her parents had endured so many hardships because of Qiao Shiyun, she still had to ignore it......

Did she really not feel anything at all?

Why can't she see her mother suffering so much? Because of how selfish she feels, she can see how much pain her parents endure.

This kind of mentality, she knows the truth, in fact, is self-inflicted.

She can know how good Gu Yanshen is, but what can her parents experience? What they saw was Gu Yanshen, who was also Qiao Shiyun's son, there were too many parents in this world who compromised for their children, but after her mother suffered such a big blow, she was still able to face Gu Yanshen calmly because of herself.

That day, Tao Wantian asked her with a clear mind - Zijin, do you really love Gu Yanshen? But he is also Qiao Shiyun's son, can he really do it without recognizing his six relatives?

- Zijin, Mom still wants you to be happy, it's just ...... Maybe mom is a little old-fashioned, but it's not easy to say that this kind of thing is hereditary...... In fact, my mother is very afraid that Gu Yanshen also has Qiao Shiyun's factor in her bones, Zijin, my mother may be a little pedantic, but ...... But you still have to think clearly......

…………

Where could she not know about her mother's worries?

But after the end, she still said word by word: "Mom, you don't know Gu Yanshen, he treats me very well, there will be no one in this world who is better than him." ”

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In fact, she has gone through so many ups and downs together, she knows him, and she also knows that he puts himself first in everything he does.

But he didn't know that in fact, she wanted to give her kidney to her mother because she "made up".

She knew that her thoughts were actually nonsense, and there would not be a parent in this world who wanted their children to be unhappy, but what could they do? She felt too sad when she thought that in the past five years, she had treated an enemy who had killed her parents as a benefactor.

She wanted to do something, and now it was like this.

What she is sad about is not that Gu Yanshen is so domineering, what she is sad about is that he never seems to be able to understand what her starting point is in this matter, he always thinks that she can do nothing, don't think about anything, just be his Shen Zijin. But with Gu Yanshen's Shen Zijin, although he is happy, he can't do without his soul and opinions.

She is not a ceramic doll, she is not able to live as long as she has his love.

He was always like this, and every time he said-Zijin, it's good for you to hide behind me, and let me handle everything for you.

She can hide behind him, she can let him deal with everything, but she still has thoughts, she sometimes wants to do something, why in his opinion, she is so useless?

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Her temples throbbed suddenly, tears kept falling, and she felt like her heart was blocked by something, which she had never felt before. I really feel that the top of my head is like a spider web, which may cover her at any time, and she is a worm with no way to escape.

She couldn't continue to hold on to him, she was afraid that she would collapse, and she couldn't stand his ruthless and cold eyes.

Zijin stretched out her hand and pushed Gu Yanshen away, her body moved, but she didn't want the glass that was smashed by Gu Yanshen to fall down suddenly because of the slight touch on her back. Neither of them probably thought of it, but in a few seconds of being stunned, the broken glass smashed down, and it happened to fall on Zijin's head and back, she didn't have time to flash, the sharp corner, some of which had already cut through her delicate skin, a tingling sensation in the back of her neck, Zijin subconsciously shrunk her neck.

Gu Yanshen's body stiffened, and he instinctively reached out to protect her, but he didn't want to be blocked by Zijin.

“…………”

It seemed that the stiffness and silence just now eased the excitement of the two of them a little, and now the broken glass that suddenly fell probably pierced a certain nerve of Gu Yanshen at once, and he suddenly realized something-

In fact, didn't she always hope that she could be by her side?

Why can't you control saying something like that to her? In fact, as soon as I said it, I probably regretted it.

Zijin lowered her eyes, the skin on the back of her neck was cut by broken glass, and blood oozed out, Gu Yanshen felt even more distressed and guilty in her heart, but she still pursed her lips and didn't say anything, when she heard her reach out and open the sliding door to leave.

He grabbed her, "Where are you going?" ”

Zijin only struggled for a moment, but did not make a sound.

Gu Yanshen was silent, and after a while, he slowly let go of his hand, and then said, "You don't have to go, I'll go." ”

“…………”

He was really gone, leaving behind a room of loneliness and loneliness after a heated quarrel to her.

Zijin has always felt that she is the happiest woman, although she has encountered things that others have not encountered, although her life is really bumpy, but she feels that God still favors her very much, because when she is at a loss, she can still meet a Gu Yanshen.

Someone once said that "once you meet Yang, you will miss it for life".

For her, isn't it "once you meet Yan Shen, you will miss it for life"?

She has come all the way with him, I don't know how many accusations Lu Dao has carried, she never cares, because she has always firmly believed that he can give her a whole world, and she will definitely be able to block any gossip.

But it turned out that what she had always seen was his gentleness, and after he removed the layer of tenderness he gave herself, the Gu Yanshen she saw would make her so scared and strange.

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Looking at the mirror, looking at herself inside, her face was pale, her eyes were red, and the whole person was like her soul had been drained, she was a person who had been cared for in the palm of her hand for a long time, and suddenly that person abandoned her, turned around and left, she was uncomfortable, as if the end of the world had arrived.

The wound on the back of her neck vaguely hurts, but nothing matters, she didn't even take a shower, she didn't wash her face, she just dragged her tired and scarred body like a wandering spirit, and walked into the bedroom, not even *, just lying on the sofa.

She stretched out her hand to hug her knees, the whole person was like a baby, bending her body, I don't know if it was because it was too cold, she shivered, but she didn't realize it.

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Gu Huimin put on a cashmere sweater, hurriedly walked out of the bedroom, and the aunt who had been taking care of her said, "...... Madam, on this big night, the young master came over suddenly, and his face didn't seem to be very good, I asked him if he had eaten, and he ignored me. ”

"It's okay, you go and rest, I'll take a look."

Gu Huimin pulled the coat on his body, and went to the living room, far away, sure enough, he saw his son sitting on the sofa at home, he was smoking, his posture was a little lonely, and it seemed that he was in a bad mood.

In fact, he hasn't been here for a long time, and Gu Huimin also knows that he should have a lot of things to deal with recently, and he doesn't have anything particularly important to do anyway, so he hasn't looked for him, and occasionally called him a few times, and also asked about his current situation, but he didn't expect that he would suddenly come over today.

"Mom, did you disturb your rest?"

Gu Yanshen heard the footsteps, reached out and dusted off the ashes of his cigarette, probably felt that it was inappropriate, so he simply crushed the cigarette and threw it into the trash can on the side, he stood up, Gu Huimin walked over with a smile, "You see it's only past 10 o'clock, I've been sleeping late lately recently, but you, why did you come over suddenly?" Have you eaten it? ”

"Eat."

Gu Yanshen's voice was faint, and he couldn't see any emotion, but in the end, it was his own son, who was conceived and born in October, his eyebrows moved, what was it because of what was it, being a mother. It's impossible not to see it, "Hikoshen, is something happening?" ”

can think that the only one who will affect Gu Yanshen is probably Shen Zijin.

She sighed, "I know that Zijin's parents have recently returned to City C, and her mother's situation is not very good, right?" Still is...... Because of your father, Hikoshen ......"

"Mom, I'm suddenly a little hungry again, do you have the wontons you used to make for me?"

He opened the topic so obviously, Gu Huimin probably understood in her heart that it was really related to Shen Zijin, and maybe it also involved Qiao Shiyun or herself...... Although she didn't know what happened to the Shen family back then, after such a long time, where would she still not know the truth, in fact, it was somewhat related to Qiao Shiyun.

Because of this, she has never been involved in this matter, because her identity is still sensitive.

But at this time, she obviously felt that her son was pulling away from the topic, she followed his meaning and nodded, "Yes, there is one in the refrigerator, then I'll make it for you." ”

Gu Yanshen's voice was deep, "Xie Lu, Xie Ma." ”

"Tell me what Xie Lu Xie, then you sit for a while, and I'll come right away."

After about 20 minutes, Gu Huimin came out with wontons, it was hot, she hadn't cooked for her son for a long time, in fact, she was quite happy in her heart, watching Gu Yanshen take off her coat, roll up the sleeves of her shirt, and eat with relish, the smile on the corner of her mouth deepened.

"Nothing? Has the mother's craft regressed? ”

"No, it's delicious."

"I have always had these ingredients in the refrigerator, and I know that you like to eat, if you don't eat it every once in a while, I will let my aunt replace it, but I didn't expect that you came over today, and you will eat more if you like." The last time Zijin lived with me, I found that the girl couldn't cook, I guess you still have to let the nanny cook when you live together, but that day I wanted to teach her to do this, she knew that you like it, and you want to learn, but later ......"

"Mom."

Gu Yanshen paused as he held the spoon, he swallowed the last bit of soup in his throat, interrupted Gu Huimin's voice, and suddenly said, "I'm sorry, Mom, I haven't come to see you for a long time." Do you think I'm unfilial? ”

"Silly boy, what stupid thing to say? I know that you are very busy, and I also know that you are good to me, and I don't need you to run to me all day long. ”

She knew that Gu Yanshen had something on her mind today, and every time she talked about Zijin, he deliberately diverted the topic, but she still couldn't help it at this time, and asked, "Yanshen, is something wrong?" Since you're here, you must want to talk to me, tell your mother if you have anything, and maybe I can help you share the ......."

Gu Yan pursed his lips deeply, his long fingers moved slightly, and the sound of the spoon lightly touching the porcelain was very abrupt, he ate most of it, but he still put down the spoon, paused, and then spoke, but he didn't answer and asked, "Mom, has Qiao Shiyun ever looked for you?" ”

“…………”

Gu Huimin was a little surprised, but then she calmed down again, she nodded, "I've looked for it a few times." ”

Pulling the coat on her body, she continued: "Just two days ago, but he just called, and he didn't say anything to me, probably just to care about my current situation, he knew that I live here, that is, ...... Gossip is commonplace. ”

Gu Yanshen let out a "hmm" and wanted to get a cigarette to smoke again, Gu Huimin saw this, and hurriedly reached out and held him down, "Don't smoke." Yan Shen, Mom Zhilu said, you are hiding something in your heart, most of it is also related to your father and Zijin, but are you a little fierce in smoking recently? I still remember the last time Zijin was here with me, he told me about this, smoking is not good for your health, and besides, aren't you planning to have children? This man smokes, and it will also affect the next generation, huh? Don't smoke it. ”

The word "child" was like a sharp thorn that pierced deep into Gu Yanshen's heart.

A dull and muffled pain hit him, making him a little overwhelmed, and he squeezed the cigarette in his hand and did not light it again.

In fact, when Zijin left City C to go to Japan, she had already told him to smoke less, but at that time, he was not decreasing but increasing, because no one knew what he was doing, in fact, he had a resentment in his heart.

Smoke, sometimes for people, is really a good thing, it can relieve your pain, it will make you know that at least when people are desperate and stuck, there is still such a thing to do, and it can also numb your nerves.

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He lowered his eyes, his posture became even more lonely, and then put the cigarette into the box, "...... Mom, I still have some things to take care of in the UK, and I'm going to fly back in a while, probably for a week. You take care of yourself, and, if you can, Zijin should live in my apartment, and you go over and spend time with her. ”

"Quarrelsome?"

Gu Huimin said this in a firm tone, and shook her head, "You rarely do this, of course you can let me accompany Zijin, but if you really quarrel, don't rush to the UK, Yanshen, my son has never been a person who will run away when he encounters problems, what can't you do for her before?" Now that they have quarrels, they will run to England, which is really not like you. ”

Gu Yanshen finally pulled the corners of his mouth, "Mom, you also said, I'm not such a person, I'm not going to the UK to escape, there is really something going on over there, when I went to Japan before, I owe everyone a favor over there, no matter what, people have to go over in person, otherwise the matter will not be resolved." ”

"Really?"

"Hmm." Gu Yanshen stood up, picked up the coat on the side, and hung it on his arm, "I'm almost gone." ”

"It's been a hurry, so you've got to tell me, right? What is wrong with you and Zijin? Gu Huimin also stood up, looking worried, "Otherwise, I went to talk to her, and I was afraid that I would say something wrong." ”

Gu Yanshen's hands slowly inserted. In the pocket of his trousers, he seemed to be silent for a moment before he said slowly: "It's not a big problem, she's pregnant." I'm worried that she won't be able to take care of herself alone, and she's been running around in the hospital apartment lately, so even if there is a maid to take care of her, I'm not at ease. ”

Gu Huimin was stunned for a moment, and then joy surged up, "What? Pregnant? This...... Is this a good thing? Son, Zijin is pregnant! Why do you have this expression? ”

“…… She wanted to donate a kidney to her mother. ”

“…………”

Gu Huimin had a feeling of being on a roller coaster, the joy of the previous second had not penetrated into the internal organs, and the next second she was pushed and almost fell into the cliff.

Now I finally understand, why is Gu Yanshen so abnormal tonight, it is estimated that the two of them have a conflict because of this matter.

But what hasn't happened to someone her age? Back then, she was not in good health, and Gu Yanshen also took care of herself day and night, in fact, as a child, if she really didn't care about the life or death of her parents, it would be the most cruel.

This kind of problem, in Gu Huimin's opinion, is completely understandable, and she is also a mother, this girl has such a mind, leaving aside the child, she still thinks that Shen Zijin is really kind, such a kind girl, worthy of God's favor.

"I see."

Gu Huimin shook her head, reached out and patted Gu Yanshen's shoulder, and laughed, "Yanshen, what's so incomprehensible about this matter?" In fact, when I didn't agree with you and Zijin being together, I also knew that she was a very kind child, not to mention that you said that her mother had endured so many hardships, and now that she is like this, of course she can't be indifferent, you understand, besides, can't you find such a thing as a kidney source? You're quarreling over this? ”

Of course, Gu Huimin doesn't know what to do, in fact, the problem of Gu Yanshen and Zijin is not just a problem of kidney source, but also involves a lot of small details, some things are probably suppressed for a long time, no matter how happy a pair of lovers is, no matter how much trust, no matter how much honesty, but there will always be times when it is difficult to understand, and there will always be times when it is unhappy.

Love can last forever, but it is compassionate, but life is sometimes like a sharp knife, which can cut through the appearance of beauty, and then let you experience the true taste.

Gu Yanshen has always been obsessed with Zijin's last time without saying goodbye, this time she was pregnant and hiding it from herself, for him, it was like a sudden detonation of the fuse, igniting all the dissatisfaction and uneasiness in his heart, so he uncontrollably exploded his emotions.

And for Zijin...... He just wants to lock her up in an ivory tower that he has given, and he can overbearing her parents and not give her any choice.

They stand on different fulcrums, and when outsiders look at problems that are too simple, they become very complicated.

Of course, it's not that it can't be solved, it's just that Gu Yanshen feels that they are making trouble like this now, maybe it's a good thing to calm down with each other, and the British side does have important things to deal with

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